「想唔想約出嚟?」望住呢個message,我個心不受控制咁狂跳。981Please respect copyright.PENANArtxtKGDHHs
981Please respect copyright.PENANAGppAIURoAO
我內心其實係想嘅,但我冇即刻應承。981Please respect copyright.PENANAn9kLJefUet
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因為我知道同佢約出嚟嘅話就唔係單純嘅網友見面咁簡單。981Please respect copyright.PENANANdt1R8OKz0
981Please respect copyright.PENANAhfgpWHY8hy
可能見我太耐冇覆,過咗冇耐對方又send咗個message嚟。981Please respect copyright.PENANA5nnHrqTpMs
981Please respect copyright.PENANAnxX6zb9Leo
「第一次見面普通食餐飯先啦,睇下大家啱唔啱先再諗其他」981Please respect copyright.PENANAQYeOLyra7y
981Please respect copyright.PENANAwzSBEDie0j
我不禁陷入咗沉思。981Please respect copyright.PENANAIjPaerxPs4
981Please respect copyright.PENANAHzrU14fK61
其實而家呢一切,都要由我半年前俾人飛開始講起。981Please respect copyright.PENANAGA2mi3vykd
981Please respect copyright.PENANAsV0GgqYPdU
「分手啦」平淡的三隻字喺我耳邊卻有如驚雷炸開,我覺得自己有少少耳鳴。981Please respect copyright.PENANA5MKkQWnArN
981Please respect copyright.PENANAOcmSdbN6qa
但其實我一早就估到會係咁嘅結果。981Please respect copyright.PENANAyuP8kkZbZ7
981Please respect copyright.PENANAHUFSfYncf4
隔越嘅越耐先覆嘅message、心不在焉嘅表情、食飯嗰陣總係將電話mon擺向下嘅小動作......981Please respect copyright.PENANA3sy2vyJSRK
981Please respect copyright.PENANAWEktu39plk
呢一切無一不透露住一個訊息:對面呢個同我一齊咗五年嘅人,早就由唔知幾時開始偷偷拋棄咗我。981Please respect copyright.PENANAppCgveQ4fl
981Please respect copyright.PENANACPt3Jqz64u
啱啱分手嗰兩個月,我嘅狀態話係行屍走肉都不為過。981Please respect copyright.PENANAn63iEe5YIG
981Please respect copyright.PENANAhlGQPTpJ8l
每當安靜落嚟,我個腦入面總會不斷重播同前男友熱戀期嗰陣嘅甜蜜畫面。981Please respect copyright.PENANAYQSvfFttDr
981Please respect copyright.PENANAlMPaeHlCrf
嗰陣有幾甜蜜,而家就有幾痛苦。981Please respect copyright.PENANAPWDktyxGg5
981Please respect copyright.PENANAE6FHdLAcha
於是,我比以往更賣力咁工作,想趕走一直喺腦海裏揮之不去嘅某個身影。981Please respect copyright.PENANA85fM6NoKxP
981Please respect copyright.PENANAFouNFp9kDz
渾渾噩噩嘅日子維持咗一段時間,直到有一日,我收到個friend send嚟嘅message,連同一個ig post。981Please respect copyright.PENANAI4pj4N4WGd
981Please respect copyright.PENANABGMS7lYRyZ
「分手冇耐就咁快有新女 真係賤種嚟」981Please respect copyright.PENANA7v3diW2Cby
981Please respect copyright.PENANABNdm1DfYrf
個ig post係我個ex同佢條新女嘅合照。981Please respect copyright.PENANAk9krXrotzL
981Please respect copyright.PENANAiTyQ2BvZSk
相入嗰兩個人嘅笑容燦爛得刺眼。981Please respect copyright.PENANA4Z9YNHO84O
981Please respect copyright.PENANAdAI7KAAyDf
我個ex喺張相度tag咗個女仔嘅ig。981Please respect copyright.PENANAAHgzFPQsyU
981Please respect copyright.PENANA0A9WXsY91F
我猶豫再三,最後都係忍唔住手賤咁search咗嗰個ig。981Please respect copyright.PENANAxNxijDyuHX
981Please respect copyright.PENANA9o1Hn0CmTv
個女仔嘅ig係public嘅,最新嘅post就係嗰張合照。981Please respect copyright.PENANAEWpMV3Vip5
981Please respect copyright.PENANAvGZQ2ltdg5
「100日快樂💋💋」981Please respect copyright.PENANAGfFKkPGn9Z
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一百日......981Please respect copyright.PENANAsMrV1ck2PV
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一百日之前,我同佢明明仲一齊緊。981Please respect copyright.PENANAELBbdvLUws
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雖然我一早已經有預感,但當現實被血淋淋咁揭開,我仍然深受打擊。981Please respect copyright.PENANADhdYQY3WB4
981Please respect copyright.PENANA0Dheoi9him
個女仔呢個post仲有一張相,係某個交友app嘅對話cap圖,內容係佢哋兩個啱啱match到嗰陣嘅對話。981Please respect copyright.PENANAnIrKtYxZWk
981Please respect copyright.PENANAShvX3etc0t
如果個男主角唔係當時仲同緊我一齊嘅前男友,我諗我都會覺得幾sweet。981Please respect copyright.PENANAAcUXvkycSJ
981Please respect copyright.PENANAAZJ0dtBUB1
我彷彿自虐咁反覆細閱佢哋嘅對話,直到淚眼模糊。981Please respect copyright.PENANAvd33G5EO0Q
981Please respect copyright.PENANAmA2IFCGNGY
呢日之後我又頹廢咗一段日子。981Please respect copyright.PENANANbvTQrZIr1
981Please respect copyright.PENANApz2Ke5uOJf
我啲朋友好擔心我,唔止一次咁約我出去,話要陪我。981Please respect copyright.PENANAY6Sj2jwpMA
981Please respect copyright.PENANAfEDP0TzKWh
不過全部都俾我拒絕咗。981Please respect copyright.PENANATh5h8WCaG3
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我已經習慣咗自己一個處理負面情緒。981Please respect copyright.PENANA2TVTlA7U2x
981Please respect copyright.PENANAQx10MCf4zw
更何況,大家平時已經夠晒忙,冇必要因為失戀咁小事而勞師動眾啦。981Please respect copyright.PENANAoU6AJMMWA2
981Please respect copyright.PENANAYdUyM3k1fS
我就好似一隻蝸牛咁匿埋喺自己嘅殼入面。981Please respect copyright.PENANAm4lNqBjG4K
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直到某一日。981Please respect copyright.PENANAc1AvD0YDt7
981Please respect copyright.PENANAbDvsfI121H
嗰日理應係一個平常嘅假日。朝早醒咗之後,我無所事事地咁用電話上網。981Please respect copyright.PENANAdOU3p5qMcK
981Please respect copyright.PENANAQBIlGseS40
Youtube唔知做乜係咁推薦一啲情感建議影片俾我。981Please respect copyright.PENANAHwZhEobNCa
981Please respect copyright.PENANAZQRh4u077y
我睇睇下,不由自主咁又諗起我個ex。981Please respect copyright.PENANAPJvZ9vRxfT
981Please respect copyright.PENANAFOb4hu9AJU
而家佢肯定同女朋友過得好開心啦。981Please respect copyright.PENANAyIntCmbK8k
981Please respect copyright.PENANACDPRD9YLvQ
我內心再次感到一陣鈍痛。981Please respect copyright.PENANAjFbtVvBItK
981Please respect copyright.PENANAa6KKErvUh5
雖然係佢背叛我在先,但畢竟一齊咗咁長時間,開心嘅回憶都唔少。981Please respect copyright.PENANAjLFMuTX7YW
981Please respect copyright.PENANAoicONKAfu9
因此,雖然我一開始好憤怒,亦都憎過佢,但而家冷靜落嚟之後,侵襲我心頭嘅反而係無力同孤寂。981Please respect copyright.PENANAY5EtOTM7ex
981Please respect copyright.PENANAkbxWXxqpkQ
停,唔可以再諗落去。981Please respect copyright.PENANAh5c4NIgUBk
981Please respect copyright.PENANAO2VC1gSXW4
我驀然回過神來。981Please respect copyright.PENANAkPEVciopf4
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呢個時候,我部電話螢幕中央彈出咗一個交友app廣告。981Please respect copyright.PENANA5hQ6DeQy7o
981Please respect copyright.PENANAXQ2XWuYdSJ
啱啱好就係我個ex用過嗰個交友app。981Please respect copyright.PENANAH6vjE5JY3L
981Please respect copyright.PENANAtBTWxQvfUS
正常我只會直接閂咗個廣告。981Please respect copyright.PENANAuuNOrGZyn5
981Please respect copyright.PENANATPSXgiPEeq
但今次唔同。981Please respect copyright.PENANAoJFYGuBfjQ
981Please respect copyright.PENANAJfVc5QaINt
可能係一時衝動,亦都可能係幼稚嘅報復心態。981Please respect copyright.PENANAyX51KKSiIu
981Please respect copyright.PENANAD37c14LEZY
總之,我感覺自己隻手指喺螢幕上方停頓咗兩秒。981Please respect copyright.PENANAi25fVi4HPG
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然後我鬼使神差咁㩒咗落去。981Please respect copyright.PENANAl8jMKVaBi1
981Please respect copyright.PENANAKt71OjdPaJ
我就係喺咁嘅情況之下遇到佢。