「中學嗰陣已經好想咁樣屌你……」405Please respect copyright.PENANAyD4xRlX2Z6
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聽到陳君儒咁講,我有一瞬間嘅愕然,想思考佢話裏嘅含意,但好快就又俾佢嘅動作搞到分咗心。405Please respect copyright.PENANAJx28AYMOJa
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直到完事之後,我先至諗返起呢件事。405Please respect copyright.PENANAJm7gwUrXyJ
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於是喺食早餐嘅時候,我好奇咁問陳君儒,想佢解釋下係咩意思。405Please respect copyright.PENANAwrxMiCPmnd
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「你頭先講嘅係咩意思?」405Please respect copyright.PENANAzsCAdEmnKs
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「講咩?」佢好似唔記得咗咁。405Please respect copyright.PENANAW9VEQ5K8rk
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「你頭先話中學嗰陣已經想......」我唔好意思講落去,講到一半就停低咗。405Please respect copyright.PENANAhG8hAFFx33
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但我講到咁,佢冇可能唔get啦。405Please respect copyright.PENANALlbQiyrpT5
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「哦,」佢終於都醒起,「冇呀,我中學嗰陣暗戀過你。」405Please respect copyright.PENANAdxCihzD72U
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佢講得輕描淡寫,但我就成個人呆咗。405Please respect copyright.PENANAxypzN24OXV
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本身我仲啱啱𢳂咗嚿炒蛋入口,呢刻連咀嚼都唔記得咗。405Please respect copyright.PENANAHuVqs2LZJf
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「使唔使嚇到咁呀?」佢見到我咁驚恐嘅反應,忍唔住笑咗出嚟。405Please respect copyright.PENANAgosOP7xMUJ
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「幾時嘅事嚟㗎?點解我嗰陣完全唔知嘅?」我終於反應過嚟問佢。405Please respect copyright.PENANAngcbFxjdVs
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「話明係暗戀,你點會知呀。」405Please respect copyright.PENANA6kZacjrqE9
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好癲,我真係完全冇過陳君儒中學嗰陣竟然係鍾意我。405Please respect copyright.PENANACHaTZjl3FH
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同埋佢話中學已經想好似頭先咁屌我,即係佢其實由中學開始已係咁S?405Please respect copyright.PENANAO7bNOqhlNv
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我回想返佢中學嗰陣嘅斯文樣。405Please respect copyright.PENANA8FP5Q0gxxp
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佢又收得幾埋喎……405Please respect copyright.PENANAturgBN9QRM
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其實我仲好想問吓佢當初點解會鍾意我,但又唔好意思問,因為感覺好似逼人讚我咁。405Please respect copyright.PENANAJU05QAzBD5
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不過佢頭先嘅坦白令我諗起一段往事。405Please respect copyright.PENANAPHXj7ombRv
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「咁Form5嗰年去camp嗰陣你係咪已經鍾意緊我㗎?」405Please respect copyright.PENANAwKNILdwcoF
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「好似係。」佢笑咗笑。405Please respect copyright.PENANASAMbhWembo
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Form 5嗰年,我哋全級去咗宿營。405Please respect copyright.PENANAT68WFHBWXR
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個camp係幾好玩嘅,唯一唔好嘅位係廁所喺宿舍出面,同我哋房有一段距離,而且由房行去廁所嗰段路好陰森。我事前上網search過個campsite嘅資料,見到嗰個地方仲有鬧鬼傳聞。405Please respect copyright.PENANAVvx3j8aBwd
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宿營嘅第二晚,我半夜突然好急尿,想叫隔離床個friend起身陪我去廁所,但又叫極佢都唔醒,唯有硬住頭皮自己去。405Please respect copyright.PENANAnIDbEBUOjW
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我哋身處嘅地方係郊外嚟,本身已經好靜,到凌晨時分更加顯得寂靜。尤其夜晚翻風,吹到周圍啲樹郁下郁下咁,成個氣氛勁似鬼片入面嘅情景。405Please respect copyright.PENANA3YR9tQiRTd
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我一邊喺內心交替默念「喃嘸阿彌陀佛」同祈禱,一邊快步行去廁所嘅方向,全程耷低頭勁驚自己會見到啲唔應該見到嘅嘢。405Please respect copyright.PENANAqTJDjK9qdu
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結果我喺轉角處迎面撞到一個人。405Please respect copyright.PENANAutW47SHX5n
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當時嘅我本身就處於極度緊張嘅狀態,我記得自己喺撞到人嗰刻真係尖叫咗出聲,叫完先發現係陳君儒嚟。405Please respect copyright.PENANAbEPe06MvUd
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佢嘅表情明顯係俾我嚇親。405Please respect copyright.PENANAW9jFcDB2cb
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我尷尬咁收咗聲。405Please respect copyright.PENANAJJuw66eHh4
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佢若無其事咁問我:「去廁所呀?」405Please respect copyright.PENANAVduYAttseR
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我嗰陣真係柒到想搵窿捐:「係呀……」405Please respect copyright.PENANAT676Yp9InD
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「陪你去啦。」405Please respect copyright.PENANA7sYe8UK0HY
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「好……」405Please respect copyright.PENANA35FqH1un1e
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同陳君儒行去廁所嗰段路途中,我內心一直充滿住強烈嘅羞恥感,亦多得呢份羞恥感,我不知不覺咁將對鬼嘅恐懼拋諸腦後。405Please respect copyright.PENANAcwb48KGyr5
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之後陳君儒喺女廁門口等我出嚟,我哋一齊行返宿舍。405Please respect copyright.PENANA85zyzdyYrD
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點知喺行返去嘅途中就撞到其他去廁所嘅同學。405Please respect copyright.PENANAPOayEye9Xc
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我嗰刻內心勁崩潰。405Please respect copyright.PENANAO5tMW0Ep8n
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屌佢哋,頭先又唔見有咁多人!405Please respect copyright.PENANA5i0ypX9APJ
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佢哋見到我哋兩個一齊行返嚟,就開始喺度唯恐天下不亂咁起哄:「喂喂喂你兩個咁夜喺度做咩呀?」405Please respect copyright.PENANAsGcJmmUuBJ
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我唔記得陳君儒當時係咩反應,淨係記得自己好慌張咁不停解釋。405Please respect copyright.PENANAqPpKUBYPEi
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好快呢件事就俾班八卦友傳開咗。405Please respect copyright.PENANAuT3vxxslN8
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雖然陳君儒由始至終都冇講啲咩,但我記得我嗰陣內疚到癲。405Please respect copyright.PENANATCDyHzsKdQ
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人哋咁好心陪我去廁所,我就累到佢俾人誤會……我當時淨係覺得好對佢唔住。405Please respect copyright.PENANAX4egpG6MGn
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於是自從嗰日之後,我更加唔敢再同陳君儒有交流,同埋都好努力咁叫大家唔好再亂講,搏命同陳君儒劃清界線。405Please respect copyright.PENANAWyV7VYT0AV
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可能係見我哋兩個真係冇乜交集,大家之後都冇再笑我哋,件事都丟淡咗。405Please respect copyright.PENANAqoF4hq8eEM
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而家諗返,如果陳君儒嗰陣已經鍾意我,咁我當時嘅行為對佢嚟講都幾hurt。405Please respect copyright.PENANAydKPjNyHjk