Who am I?229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHuDtksHAB
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuISKtBqaD
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDOzmhDJcC
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwFqS6hxSd
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKz5cDOcY9
but I feel like I’m stuck.229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijeVCjPyGB
I don’t know what I want.229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWzgVeFmqK
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oCOleg9yP
I want to have a dream.229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKqTSJYLNo
Have a goal.229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnySJoWnN2
Try to achieve it...229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOyP6N5Cux
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUq1SRu9tw
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB11p7Ai3OD
I’m alone, trying to dream,229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQTWuq0lr3
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPZfSKMo2O
after a long journey,229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyQRzLi24l
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigz9kkUclz
