Who am I?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgLVI9BH6O
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKSjwiDCsO
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7E2lruq6D
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcglCWw4rx
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bNjk1CNvz
but I feel like I’m stuck.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOKgJwOwK4
I don’t know what I want.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ1w4OhoTU
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhkYA5v6BN
I want to have a dream.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcIWWsNoHL
Have a goal.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtx8DPON2D
Try to achieve it...174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Sj3JQtWMO
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg664XqDno
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI5tje8vU4
I’m alone, trying to dream,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpa9wHAbJKc
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrMyFLb8rV
after a long journey,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjuhrSEY0I
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNOi12brcT
