Who am I?75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS5TuwyB8E
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7FbOzv86A
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFFTDKZHuu
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoau55sVPN
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtrWyI5RvQ
but I feel like I’m stuck.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSBhk3cSGy
I don’t know what I want.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SQjYV4kk0
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnJp9vO1Tp
I want to have a dream.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXx5LwtQCr
Have a goal.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2h10OOgCo
Try to achieve it...75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGO9pW5pPV
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3exP15kVdG
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnDmTI90s9
I’m alone, trying to dream,75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdyo0gCP2j
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXDgaFqZZV
after a long journey,75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0hGvic3nd
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhuN56ix40
