Who am I?200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QOlGgaBUM
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5H1KfROn47
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaiCylJDkv
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOCQG1GzhU
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPIdwTuvdw
but I feel like I’m stuck.200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRwQSZUSEV
I don’t know what I want.200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2MMoQtiJi
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX9MX7I11H
I want to have a dream.200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlXxKdilmo
Have a goal.200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz1Q8ouwx5
Try to achieve it...200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWXNro6ibT
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOylLWe98R
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztNVUPt96R
I’m alone, trying to dream,200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsv376dvDY
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMKv3U8MnC
after a long journey,200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4udfRbV6I
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...200Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnErSjYz1mc
