Who am I?88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivzdZ5nLXU
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv17WgOhmxY
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYnWD1tqH5
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldXewa5zWe
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs4UiGUoGu
but I feel like I’m stuck.88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fS1tUSUCO
I don’t know what I want.88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9xTRVqJDe
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DZZMDbU65
I want to have a dream.88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrnUKEMtfE
Have a goal.88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ7mLgZ7NB
Try to achieve it...88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNSlVhXpzK
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOluWyDPysi
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyBVTQJo8T
I’m alone, trying to dream,88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2r8jgikv7
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqogS36XRyz
after a long journey,88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17fiUOa3ep
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...88Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYTfdcwEbL
