Who am I?185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTrC1F6aAE
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDvQKDk1aA
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mwoJAYm00
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIQ3j9ZYxA
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2y7RU9ECj
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSAvlTb3SA
but I feel like I’m stuck.185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWRWHqG0Ok
I don’t know what I want.185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QSKVOxzlr
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbSh8yedfU
I want to have a dream.185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3wj6yvISL
Have a goal.185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4zneggOIv
Try to achieve it...185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxAB4ohRwl
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBPeVjHdzz
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUTuhu8gtY
I’m alone, trying to dream,185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvStZjX4s05
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOE3NFf84o
after a long journey,185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzZDVpZ5qs
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXR3WuAP3h
