Who am I?393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlpyLLeTm7
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t4UHDcviF
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtruc6AiwU
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQiTvUMlMs
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpWQPyQN0z
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKvuSrsLUV
but I feel like I’m stuck.393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTgTt9whGy
I don’t know what I want.393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNhyW3BZu2
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIeNhcNkrF
I want to have a dream.393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZFB4Qp6ow
Have a goal.393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq5Y7RJ67s
Try to achieve it...393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IrBm3E6Yk
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqyed4PTFY
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgCcjcfQfd
I’m alone, trying to dream,393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHK5mGA5yN
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZSvFQ6qEH
after a long journey,393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOpyLeBCOv
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DBn9yXzs2
