I feel like loneliness will never let me go.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAVrpGuoK0
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASL9aAeS4h
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu1AZswoNN
people I can turn to—any time—134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbeDJNXqrI
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqfFbpP03l
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6R3nUhgYm
someone who chooses them,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyal6Dk0Wf
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgR02fqOsW
I don’t have siblings,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvCpkB5PSe
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqr1qBqd4r
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDsbS3LkqG
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpc5yeB5JC
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuCOyDx4BV
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkJueSmswk
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnseZW9sAdp
but maybe it’s worse.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO7PNz9HO8
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSsKfyFIKX
I can’t.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG7ricQ7JT
Because if I go,134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY8B2EsuEr
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YcroHmrzz
I would support him, and he would support me.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOPQX97iIe
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMPPWQGmBy
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5VQgQcBpY
when it was my turn to enter adult life—134Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02lS4F8g1M
I was alone.
