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很諷刺,無論認識多了人、有了情感波動,依然生活如常,和她從未認識人時差不多。即使結識了兩個男人,但由於她的心思並沒有過分投放在他們,因此,她的日程近乎沒有改變。陳之漢偶然會和她吃晚餐,他看報,而她按電話,生活的變化似有還無。她如常上班,如常工作,早前已出外採訪街頭,只差寫出報導便能刊登。8964 copyright protection86PENANA1el8SvdtMv 維尼
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午飯時,覃雪知與盧冰吃外賣,問:8964 copyright protection86PENANAQApkkGQ3VE 維尼
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「喂,你近排做咩好似做賊嚟?」8964 copyright protection86PENANAifWGnHMAgh 維尼
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覃雪知喜歡說話,吵吵鬧鬧才有生氣,她與盧冰的性格頗不同,但也同樣友善,簡直是互補,二人做同事不久後,便成為好友,她都算知道盧冰的過去,見證夏和希車禍到死去那段時間的盧冰。8964 copyright protection86PENANAgpSr4PgdAC 維尼
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「邊有,不嬲都攰攰哋啦,你估好似以前咩,捱幾個通宵第二朝仲可以去食早餐。」盧冰否認。8964 copyright protection86PENANAofSj8KXTg5 維尼
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「冰冰,」覃雪知定神看盧冰:「你有心事。」8964 copyright protection86PENANALmdS7Ep7He 維尼
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「咁突然?」8964 copyright protection86PENANAfjEDkYqViO 維尼
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「嚟啦,講畀我聽,做咩啊?」8964 copyright protection86PENANAOrcJ514hT6 維尼
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盧冰有親近的朋友,自然,但是因為人生階段之不同,她沒有故意與他們分享自己的事,實在難以說出,也很難教人作結,批判?安慰?都不合適。她很少說心事,當然也跟從小到大建立的「高冷」形象有關,她總覺得自己與放膽傾訴這事不符合。8964 copyright protection86PENANAUdatvo1V1W 維尼
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「男人囉,我要結婚吖嘛,之前你咪採訪咗個professor,佢會係我潛在結婚對象。」8964 copyright protection86PENANATCGOcx3mg1 維尼
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覃雪知並不是盧冰由細識到大的朋友,並無親眼見證她的過去,因此,便不會以「過去」批判「現在」,只會以「現在」疑惑「現在」,盧冰認為這樣更能令她說出自己的故事。8964 copyright protection86PENANAl7lPahuISK 維尼
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盧冰一直難以與人傾訴,即使是至親的母親,她現在有鬆一口氣的感覺。8964 copyright protection86PENANAIhcPMNnqQB 維尼
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「What撚the fuck?」覃雪知驚訝:「喂、喂,咪住先,我哋盧大小姐對眼生喺額頭度,點解會睇得上佢?」8964 copyright protection86PENANAj5zRdHv5M0 維尼
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「佢好差咩——你覺得?」盧冰疑惑。8964 copyright protection86PENANAiasnIYXykM 維尼
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她確實覺得陳之漢外在條件不太吸引,無論客觀上、主觀上,但是,他有學識、財富、人生規劃,性格上也頗為孝順,有他獨特的溫柔,這些都是優點,不該被抹掉。8964 copyright protection86PENANAt0XdeIVEvC 維尼
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「Umm……你呢個樣,要配更加靚仔囉,你話係咪呀。盧大小姐呀,你不嬲係我哋呢度嘅女神喎——OKOK,但佢係你男朋友,你鍾意就得啦。」覃雪知無奈。8964 copyright protection86PENANAtGnz4HcSBw 維尼
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「你講嘢咁誇張。唔係呀,唉,我哋冇愛情㗎,不過唔係樣唔樣嘅問題……都咁大個人,你仲咁外貌協會?」盧冰沒好氣。8964 copyright protection86PENANA5Iywcgti2Y 維尼
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「Sorry,外貌協會呢啲嘢係一世㗎噃,唔會因為大幾歲而改變,專一專一。」覃雪知又問:「咁點解冇呀?點解冇仲一齊?」8964 copyright protection86PENANA7Y3rubgPiG 維尼
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「我想結婚,跟住,我哋大家都覺得對方條件可以咁。點解冇……冇呀,就係冇嗰種——好想、好想要嗰隻feel。真係唔知關唔關大個事,成個人謝晒,冇咁熱情,返唔到轉頭。」8964 copyright protection86PENANAyYHUFM0Bpz 維尼
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「咁有冇少少想要?」8964 copyright protection86PENANAOtKEOneAVy 維尼
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「人都會孤單,如果呢個都係想要,咁都可以咁講。」少少,怎樣都有,她也會孤獨。8964 copyright protection86PENANA3QDyR3yl6Q 維尼
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「妖,」覃雪知調侃:「不如我送幾碌假鳩你玩?」8964 copyright protection86PENANA5TbnqvRxPk 維尼
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「我自己有。」盧冰大笑。8964 copyright protection86PENANAd9Z7LS7ZFI 維尼
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「咁你應該好滿足啦,結婚,有樣嘢好緊要,就係婚後依然性滿足!」覃雪知笑意吟吟,下一秒,她又收起笑臉:「但係自由都好緊要,同佢一齊,你舒唔舒服?」8964 copyright protection86PENANARtwBENPNN1 維尼
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「有一下我覺得好唔舒服,應該係話對比出嚟。有個細啲嘅𡃁仔會同我傾吓偈咁,雖然我冇愛情嗰種心動,但係覺得咁樣傾偈好舒服。」8964 copyright protection86PENANAlfB16klMkH 維尼
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「本身性格夾嘅?」8964 copyright protection86PENANAMI1eniaP1i 維尼
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「佢讀Fine Arts,我又覺得幾型,始終呢個年頭好少人會願意堅持自己想揀嘅。有啲似以前男朋友,又傾到偈,放鬆、冇壓力咁。」8964 copyright protection86PENANAv1Q0YDlBJG 維尼
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「食後生dee dee!廿零歲,青春肉體!」8964 copyright protection86PENANA6Fls8peAOn 維尼
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「太青春,無福消受。」盧冰搖搖頭:「真係太細個,細個到無論相處得幾好,都會一秒諗起我大學畢業時,佢仲係初中小朋友……」8964 copyright protection86PENANAT1mo72PGYJ 維尼
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「咁咪好正,唔同generation有唔同嘅話題講囉。」8964 copyright protection86PENANA5wpySclLTz 維尼
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「多話題唔代表可以繼續。」8964 copyright protection86PENANAcXjIHrCA2D 維尼
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盧冰自問,其實也有一點奄尖,她從不是順從的女子,加上已經大了,便有很多算計、留一個心眼的時候,譬如她覺得林奇峰並不能將她盛載。偏偏,他的熾熱顯得她更加小氣——8964 copyright protection86PENANAaXapyqzv6x 維尼
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盧冰講起以前:「大學時期有個好鍾意嘅人,後尾我哋拍拖,點知佢車禍過咗身——好老土啊可?都唔知點解會發生喺我身上……」8964 copyright protection86PENANAftGfptctPk 維尼
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她還未講完,林奇峰便接話:「我爺爺都過咗身,佢係全間屋最錫我嗰個,好支持我做嘅所有決定……但係兩年前已唔喺度。」8964 copyright protection86PENANAzZ1VhBmLkc 維尼
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「生命無常。」她只得應。8964 copyright protection86PENANAS6KyG3CubY 維尼
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她不是特別寬容、體諒,除非,對方是她的愛人。8964 copyright protection86PENANAtNnk4EIywo 維尼
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林奇峰偶然的幼稚,或者忽然打斷她的話,已令她心裡盤算如果跟他一起,或會過得很累。他有著廿三歲的天真,雖然已經成年,但遠遠不夠她成熟,如果她也廿三歲,當然極好,可是她已經滄桑得以批判質疑思維分析他。8964 copyright protection86PENANAaPHdXYnOYj 維尼
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她在權衡利弊。8964 copyright protection86PENANA3yE5gTnL94 維尼
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正正是他對她有喜歡的衝動,他的缺點,她更加看重、放大,因為如果在一起,她也想盡量付出真心;因此,在交往之前,她會敲打得更加仔細。8964 copyright protection86PENANAZnqYa7POHo 維尼
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她分不清,這是年長的緣故,抑或她的基因裡本就是利己、懦弱。8964 copyright protection86PENANAmjLqOslXML 維尼
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盧冰,盧冰,你不是「好女子」。8964 copyright protection86PENANAqVeK7OnK7u 維尼
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「一男一女傾得好,多少有啲嘢,唔通又純友誼呀?」覃雪知瞇眼。8964 copyright protection86PENANA0x5jNUvIol 維尼
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「純唔純都冇所謂,冇結果。」8964 copyright protection86PENANAQqUyBBj96W 維尼
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盧冰深知她與林奇峰並沒有多純粹,他欣賞她,她也有過心動的錯覺,但是都沒有關係。8964 copyright protection86PENANAZamlFXo5ix 維尼
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「得閒食吓,青春肉體應該好正。」覃雪知打趣。8964 copyright protection86PENANA2awS4MyJ8d 維尼
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「嗱嗱嗱,我好尊重男性嘅,阿彌陀佛。」盧冰擺出「Talk to my hand」手勢。8964 copyright protection86PENANA24K8stuZSP 維尼
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「咁你點呀,個樣又唔多開心,有嘢煩咁,但又冇咩實際發生咗嘅煩事。」8964 copyright protection86PENANAN1ZSxySCLv 維尼
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「係呀,啫係好似睇書見人寫啲嘢呃吓字數咁……其實都冇咩發生,但就係有個情緒喺度,過吓場咁。」8964 copyright protection86PENANAcKT8TcxKZH 維尼
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說出來,舒服了一點,用語言表達了一些想法,像整理了一些凌亂,盧冰十分需要。偏偏,在生活中,她沉默寡言,只對死人滔滔不絕。8964 copyright protection86PENANAEwht6CY3s4 維尼
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「真係會同個教授結婚?」覃雪知又問。8964 copyright protection86PENANAKtHt4eXyce 維尼
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盧冰放空眼神:「佢係幾好嘅結婚對象,但每次一諗到好疏離,個心就唔舒服。如果,真係婚姻維持到死嗰日,咁我有生之年係咪都要同唔愛嘅人一齊——佢都係咁?我唔夠膽肯定,我可唔可以做到。」8964 copyright protection86PENANAKOvmwGhWuH 維尼
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「幾耐之後要確定?」8964 copyright protection86PENANAlkvr09Q5lz 維尼
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「下年四月,大概。」盧冰回想二人何時一起。8964 copyright protection86PENANA3joL5KudX0 維尼
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「咁exact嘅個期?仲有月份,又唔係訂婚。」8964 copyright protection86PENANA8tIz7YJ4jb 維尼
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「我哋一齊嗰陣,佢定咗一年時間,話大家都可以另有選擇。」8964 copyright protection86PENANAJQbpIxPrXE 維尼
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「痴線,」覃雪知不解:「流動男朋友?咁開放嘅?」8964 copyright protection86PENANAeVwwY60b2H 維尼
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「我諗佢都係想保障大家啫,咁樣我係輕鬆咗,只係一有得揀、一有得諗,就會好迷惘。好煩啊——好難再開口,如果呢個故事變成小說放上連登,就會畀人話係港女搵人笨,連啲畀正評嘅讀者都會畀街外人鬧係死港女。我都唔知我想要咩,就嚟連唔想要咩都講唔出。」盧冰又壓低聲音:「最慘係,連咁樣嘅呢幾句,我都冇辦法同佢哋兩個是但一個講。」8964 copyright protection86PENANAh8TuEZbq0e 維尼
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這一點,令她反思自己,這似乎是她的問題;已經正正常常與人交際,甚至有肉體上的親密,情感上的投放,但她將所有感受積累,卻不能與他們說,依然距離很遠。這是她的缺陷。8964 copyright protection86PENANATvLMZgX3Pa 維尼
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「情感上,咁你應該要單身。」覃雪知認真。8964 copyright protection86PENANA9b4Wrip2Q0 維尼
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盧冰無法反駁。8964 copyright protection86PENANA1boJvhOLf7 維尼
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她應該思考得更加冷靜,再去面對不同的人、事、物。8964 copyright protection86PENANAGCNYCAwye9 維尼
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過了午飯時間,她繼續工作,雖然疲累,可是比思索婚戀之事踏實得多。她逃到工作去。8964 copyright protection86PENANAgTGcPwad5g 維尼
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