John was sitting in the lounge with some of the other pilots. He talked and laughed with them as he drank his Coke, but inside he felt only worry. His laughter was forced, and one of the other pilots could see it.287Please respect copyright.PENANAcWWIyjRs7W
“Ranger, what’s wrong?” Marshall asked.287Please respect copyright.PENANAQbTYVzn6rm
“Nothing,” John said quickly.287Please respect copyright.PENANAOLsrO3zwGm
“Harper, I can see it in your eyes.”287Please respect copyright.PENANAP6gbb9rme4
John looked down at the Coke can in his hand. “Williams went on a mission tonight,” he said.287Please respect copyright.PENANAgwuJ41bYMt
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“He said he felt like he shouldn’t go on it. He said that he felt afraid. And you know him; he’s not one to admit that he’s afraid. But he did. And I…well, I feel like he shouldn’t have gone either.”287Please respect copyright.PENANAwKEmzZR6iT
“I’m sure he’ll be fine,” Marshall assured.287Please respect copyright.PENANAxZQeIdJWv1
“I hope so.” John took another drink of his Coke uneasily.287Please respect copyright.PENANAdW4XG82wSt
Just then Anderson walked in. “One of the pilots on tonight’s mission just got shot down,” he said.287Please respect copyright.PENANARdUTFbRlOp
John tensed and looked at him. “Who?” he demanded.287Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1PxVkCY7w
“I don’t know. They said it was an Air Force pilot. In an F-16. Which one of our guys sent up tonight anyway?”287Please respect copyright.PENANApt4hF0edXR
John froze, and a sudden sickness came over him. He paled, and his breathing became ragged and faint. “Oh, God…No…” he whispered.287Please respect copyright.PENANAEUy8rfJjEA
“What is it?” Anderson asked.287Please respect copyright.PENANAOV8nqsr0Oy
“Williams. He was the only Air Force pilot on that mission. He was the only one in an F-16.” John jumped from his chair.287Please respect copyright.PENANAMYxbZNb898
“Harper, what if it was a mistake?” Marshall asked.287Please respect copyright.PENANA0weoukwU4r
“Then I will find out.” John ran out the door.287Please respect copyright.PENANAHtyBijuiAa
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He waited now at the runway and watched the planes land, hoping, praying, that one of them would be Chris’ F-16. However, when the last plane had landed, not one of them had been an F-16.287Please respect copyright.PENANA7qHiQDaZCl
John ran to the hangar where the pilots were getting out of their planes. He stopped one of them and asked, “Who was it that got shot down?”287Please respect copyright.PENANAGXTsXrHqD2
“The Air Force pilot,” the pilot told him.287Please respect copyright.PENANAuGNDgRYtWu
John’s heart wrenched. “Williams?”287Please respect copyright.PENANA0TL8uQKlVY
“Yeah, I think that was his name.”287Please respect copyright.PENANAfiRHPr0BPd
Oh no. “Were you able to get a rescue crew out there?”287Please respect copyright.PENANAl0EVJRIFqU
“No. There was more air defense than we had planned for. Tracers, flak, SAMs, other planes. We wouldn’t have been able to get a rescue chopper in there. We were barely able to get out of there ourselves. There was no way we could send anyone else in there.”287Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ3bbrlhUk
“How hard did his plane go down?” John asked quietly.287Please respect copyright.PENANAw4ZrPYVDwl
“I’m not sure. I saw it on fire, but I don’t think it exploded.”287Please respect copyright.PENANA4Yac3qamVY
“How did it go down?”287Please respect copyright.PENANAHkSkxCE7Kx
“He took two missiles to the right wing. Then he came over the radio and said his ejection seat wasn’t working.”287Please respect copyright.PENANAbx4ZiiOhwd
“He…he didn’t eject?”287Please respect copyright.PENANAHGwP2T4wYR
“N-no...” John could see the pilot felt uneasy and had not wanted for John to find out like this. “He…didn’t eject.”287Please respect copyright.PENANAjTOjwzgBtK
No. John paused, then whispered. “So…is he dead?”287Please respect copyright.PENANADI3dK7HkxH
“I’m afraid so. I’m sorry.”287Please respect copyright.PENANA113jlVDpr0
God. Why? “Not your fault…It’s not your fault...” John turned and walked away quickly before the tears started falling down his face.287Please respect copyright.PENANA6uod7Y8Xwa
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John ran into his room and slammed the door behind him. He let out a loud cry of grief and sorrow. “No! NO!” he cried over and over, pounding his fist on the back of the door. He was unable to say anything else. His face was already soaked with tears he was unable to hold back, and now he let loose and wept bitterly and uncontrollably.287Please respect copyright.PENANAAZiVVbrp7z
He fell to his knees, wrapping his arms tightly around himself. It was several minutes before he looked up and saw the letter Chris kept on the corner of his desk. Wiping the tears from his eyes, he reached over and picked it up. Still on his knees, he carefully opened the envelope. There were three papers inside. Two were the same letter. The third was a note asking for one of the letters to be sent to James Williams, Chris’ father. John took the letter and held it with trembling hands. It read:287Please respect copyright.PENANA3L0Su3ZHyz
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To Whom It May Concern: This letter is to be opened only at the time of my death.287Please respect copyright.PENANAsqrb2CKEyC
Most likely, I have died in a plane crash. Let me just tell you not to be sad; I died doing what I love most. Please, do not let my death affect you. Know that I was happy to die serving my country. I would not have had it any other way.287Please respect copyright.PENANApNKvYSqpkY
To John: I have known you for several years now. Over that time, you have become like a brother to me. You are one of the most important people in my life. Please, do not be sad about my death. Like I said, I died doing what I love most and serving my country.287Please respect copyright.PENANAZXktMTzPDm
You are probably going to be in charge now. I know that you will be a good leader. I wish you good luck, and, God willing, I hope to see you again one day.287Please respect copyright.PENANAVoOOUuSn45
To James: Vati, I am sorry for making you angry. I know you wanted me to join the Navy, but see what the Air Force has done for me? I just hope you can find it in yourself to forgive me. Know that I did not mean to hurt you; I just did what was in my best interest. I am truly sorry. But, God willing, I hope to see you again one day as well.287Please respect copyright.PENANA9SZWCrhw2G
May God be with you both.287Please respect copyright.PENANABCxu2TIRhB
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With love,287Please respect copyright.PENANAyo9KWLFKdl
-Kristoff Chris Williams287Please respect copyright.PENANAxUmxEY6y96
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John held the letter and wept. He could not control the tears or his sobs. Chris had been like a brother to him as well. Now he was gone. Gone. 287Please respect copyright.PENANAk4l7dLktsX
John cried and cried. “No…no...”287Please respect copyright.PENANAXzHc3XaFPE
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John was called into Colonel Kelly’s office the next day. Kelly looked him over before saying anything.287Please respect copyright.PENANAN7LKVT6h5W
“Harper, you look like hell,” Kelly told him.287Please respect copyright.PENANAMdQDqBSgDP
John didn’t say anything. He knew he probably did. He felt tired. His eyes were red and they stung. He had been up crying all night. His hands were shaking, and his nerves were shot all to hell.287Please respect copyright.PENANAuFYXsSNmpq
“Sit down.” John did as he was told. “Are you going to be okay through all this?” Kelly asked.287Please respect copyright.PENANAytro8uQI0M
“I…I don’t know yet,” John answered honestly. His voice was quiet and shaky. His throat still hurt from crying all night.287Please respect copyright.PENANA4BwNcjtFTI
“I know this must be hard on you.”287Please respect copyright.PENANA5BbSQWCR2f
“Yes sir. He…he was like a brother to me.”287Please respect copyright.PENANAnG6obi6s7v
“I know.” They sat in silence for a moment, then Kelly spoke again. “Harper, the truth is, I don’t know if Williams is coming back. In all honesty, I don’t think he is even still alive.287Please respect copyright.PENANAD7tdrwGg5W
The words hit John like a fist in the face, but he knew them to be true. As much as he wanted to believe that somehow Chris had made it, he couldn’t make himself. He fought back the hot tears forming in his eyes.287Please respect copyright.PENANA84dJrFPt5E
“Harper, you are next in the chain of command. I need to know if you can handle being in charge. At least until we find out anything further about Williams. If he is still alive or anything like that. Can you handle it?”287Please respect copyright.PENANA0KurL5pi5M
John looked down at the floor for a moment, wiping a few tears from his eyes. He remembered what Chris had written in the letter. You are probably going to be in charge now. I know that you will be a good leader. I wish you good luck.287Please respect copyright.PENANAeMMpruJu67
He looked up at Colonel Kelly. “Yes. Yes sir, I can.”287Please respect copyright.PENANAUXjvjch98L
“Good. Then you can assume the responsibility as the wing commander as of now.”287Please respect copyright.PENANA3WfF1zQIM6
“Thank you, sir.”287Please respect copyright.PENANAik31hJRnm2
“That is all.”287Please respect copyright.PENANAZSSqnC8FjM
John stood and turned to leave.287Please respect copyright.PENANAVi1IugDRTe
“And Harper,” Kelly called after him.287Please respect copyright.PENANAy84QTag3zv
“Yes sir?”287Please respect copyright.PENANA5EJXB9kDjr
“Take it easy, alright? I’m sorry he’s gone, but you’ll just have to accept that. Don’t go off on any vengeance missions, understood?”287Please respect copyright.PENANA05sduA0Sha
“Yes sir.” John turned and left.287Please respect copyright.PENANAY7xQPdTDJc