John was sitting in the lounge with some of the other pilots. He talked and laughed with them as he drank his Coke, but inside he felt only worry. His laughter was forced, and one of the other pilots could see it.285Please respect copyright.PENANAgeStbtrJPg
“Ranger, what’s wrong?” Marshall asked.285Please respect copyright.PENANAUyXhvl8Ju4
“Nothing,” John said quickly.285Please respect copyright.PENANAsgjB4nvVbb
“Harper, I can see it in your eyes.”285Please respect copyright.PENANAOqGlezaQ0l
John looked down at the Coke can in his hand. “Williams went on a mission tonight,” he said.285Please respect copyright.PENANAB83a4fA3VR
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“He said he felt like he shouldn’t go on it. He said that he felt afraid. And you know him; he’s not one to admit that he’s afraid. But he did. And I…well, I feel like he shouldn’t have gone either.”285Please respect copyright.PENANAb7E57FbM2T
“I’m sure he’ll be fine,” Marshall assured.285Please respect copyright.PENANA0Lvmy7TPxA
“I hope so.” John took another drink of his Coke uneasily.285Please respect copyright.PENANAxozul6uJYi
Just then Anderson walked in. “One of the pilots on tonight’s mission just got shot down,” he said.285Please respect copyright.PENANA788ny7pcV3
John tensed and looked at him. “Who?” he demanded.285Please respect copyright.PENANAYUX9hKASlx
“I don’t know. They said it was an Air Force pilot. In an F-16. Which one of our guys sent up tonight anyway?”285Please respect copyright.PENANAlJanaDqDVT
John froze, and a sudden sickness came over him. He paled, and his breathing became ragged and faint. “Oh, God…No…” he whispered.285Please respect copyright.PENANACaInNCHOBK
“What is it?” Anderson asked.285Please respect copyright.PENANAjulF4t6O6a
“Williams. He was the only Air Force pilot on that mission. He was the only one in an F-16.” John jumped from his chair.285Please respect copyright.PENANApyBXJS31Eo
“Harper, what if it was a mistake?” Marshall asked.285Please respect copyright.PENANAg4HvFkH2nn
“Then I will find out.” John ran out the door.285Please respect copyright.PENANAEmwHyH7vDR
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He waited now at the runway and watched the planes land, hoping, praying, that one of them would be Chris’ F-16. However, when the last plane had landed, not one of them had been an F-16.285Please respect copyright.PENANA1nvTs470rZ
John ran to the hangar where the pilots were getting out of their planes. He stopped one of them and asked, “Who was it that got shot down?”285Please respect copyright.PENANAi9mJptajAX
“The Air Force pilot,” the pilot told him.285Please respect copyright.PENANA0o5kXte5hD
John’s heart wrenched. “Williams?”285Please respect copyright.PENANAYhVC4D09nh
“Yeah, I think that was his name.”285Please respect copyright.PENANA75gwLAHnf0
Oh no. “Were you able to get a rescue crew out there?”285Please respect copyright.PENANAlaJkPysEbT
“No. There was more air defense than we had planned for. Tracers, flak, SAMs, other planes. We wouldn’t have been able to get a rescue chopper in there. We were barely able to get out of there ourselves. There was no way we could send anyone else in there.”285Please respect copyright.PENANATN5pISY6cD
“How hard did his plane go down?” John asked quietly.285Please respect copyright.PENANAINJxnNQ5sh
“I’m not sure. I saw it on fire, but I don’t think it exploded.”285Please respect copyright.PENANAAZaIQQKBii
“How did it go down?”285Please respect copyright.PENANAngGHTiDVg7
“He took two missiles to the right wing. Then he came over the radio and said his ejection seat wasn’t working.”285Please respect copyright.PENANA6hdyO0MSko
“He…he didn’t eject?”285Please respect copyright.PENANAL6bO5UPsRW
“N-no...” John could see the pilot felt uneasy and had not wanted for John to find out like this. “He…didn’t eject.”285Please respect copyright.PENANAte8f0Lqm1j
No. John paused, then whispered. “So…is he dead?”285Please respect copyright.PENANAFbx3chqr8Z
“I’m afraid so. I’m sorry.”285Please respect copyright.PENANAix83Ege7GN
God. Why? “Not your fault…It’s not your fault...” John turned and walked away quickly before the tears started falling down his face.285Please respect copyright.PENANAIxgfBQidBF
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John ran into his room and slammed the door behind him. He let out a loud cry of grief and sorrow. “No! NO!” he cried over and over, pounding his fist on the back of the door. He was unable to say anything else. His face was already soaked with tears he was unable to hold back, and now he let loose and wept bitterly and uncontrollably.285Please respect copyright.PENANA4QlPljuklZ
He fell to his knees, wrapping his arms tightly around himself. It was several minutes before he looked up and saw the letter Chris kept on the corner of his desk. Wiping the tears from his eyes, he reached over and picked it up. Still on his knees, he carefully opened the envelope. There were three papers inside. Two were the same letter. The third was a note asking for one of the letters to be sent to James Williams, Chris’ father. John took the letter and held it with trembling hands. It read:285Please respect copyright.PENANAxBVURXTaiS
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To Whom It May Concern: This letter is to be opened only at the time of my death.285Please respect copyright.PENANAS7auv6xxkV
Most likely, I have died in a plane crash. Let me just tell you not to be sad; I died doing what I love most. Please, do not let my death affect you. Know that I was happy to die serving my country. I would not have had it any other way.285Please respect copyright.PENANAL9oPekWsTx
To John: I have known you for several years now. Over that time, you have become like a brother to me. You are one of the most important people in my life. Please, do not be sad about my death. Like I said, I died doing what I love most and serving my country.285Please respect copyright.PENANAeI6x2ERz1M
You are probably going to be in charge now. I know that you will be a good leader. I wish you good luck, and, God willing, I hope to see you again one day.285Please respect copyright.PENANAJ89TDT5TGp
To James: Vati, I am sorry for making you angry. I know you wanted me to join the Navy, but see what the Air Force has done for me? I just hope you can find it in yourself to forgive me. Know that I did not mean to hurt you; I just did what was in my best interest. I am truly sorry. But, God willing, I hope to see you again one day as well.285Please respect copyright.PENANAR3JBS7mT4y
May God be with you both.285Please respect copyright.PENANAd3e6KeIuKJ
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With love,285Please respect copyright.PENANApodABYgLyY
-Kristoff Chris Williams285Please respect copyright.PENANAfT9JowI7ar
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John held the letter and wept. He could not control the tears or his sobs. Chris had been like a brother to him as well. Now he was gone. Gone. 285Please respect copyright.PENANAZGAyXg0Dnt
John cried and cried. “No…no...”285Please respect copyright.PENANAl60jnGcSpy
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John was called into Colonel Kelly’s office the next day. Kelly looked him over before saying anything.285Please respect copyright.PENANAhtV3lLVqE5
“Harper, you look like hell,” Kelly told him.285Please respect copyright.PENANAW3pY7L0NPj
John didn’t say anything. He knew he probably did. He felt tired. His eyes were red and they stung. He had been up crying all night. His hands were shaking, and his nerves were shot all to hell.285Please respect copyright.PENANAFtas7OaWx1
“Sit down.” John did as he was told. “Are you going to be okay through all this?” Kelly asked.285Please respect copyright.PENANAOMpfLPhzqj
“I…I don’t know yet,” John answered honestly. His voice was quiet and shaky. His throat still hurt from crying all night.285Please respect copyright.PENANAph0E64Agyw
“I know this must be hard on you.”285Please respect copyright.PENANAbLfgXC6HkM
“Yes sir. He…he was like a brother to me.”285Please respect copyright.PENANAesIcVvcSHE
“I know.” They sat in silence for a moment, then Kelly spoke again. “Harper, the truth is, I don’t know if Williams is coming back. In all honesty, I don’t think he is even still alive.285Please respect copyright.PENANA8SMBLhonTt
The words hit John like a fist in the face, but he knew them to be true. As much as he wanted to believe that somehow Chris had made it, he couldn’t make himself. He fought back the hot tears forming in his eyes.285Please respect copyright.PENANAwyQG33LSDq
“Harper, you are next in the chain of command. I need to know if you can handle being in charge. At least until we find out anything further about Williams. If he is still alive or anything like that. Can you handle it?”285Please respect copyright.PENANArJQ0VpwIlr
John looked down at the floor for a moment, wiping a few tears from his eyes. He remembered what Chris had written in the letter. You are probably going to be in charge now. I know that you will be a good leader. I wish you good luck.285Please respect copyright.PENANA960C31zo7Q
He looked up at Colonel Kelly. “Yes. Yes sir, I can.”285Please respect copyright.PENANA146pf3Viu8
“Good. Then you can assume the responsibility as the wing commander as of now.”285Please respect copyright.PENANA8PdL0cIjYI
“Thank you, sir.”285Please respect copyright.PENANARjQZq8nqHe
“That is all.”285Please respect copyright.PENANAOnrDyRthGO
John stood and turned to leave.285Please respect copyright.PENANAnPHlQsYOmI
“And Harper,” Kelly called after him.285Please respect copyright.PENANAeCzUj4qmgO
“Yes sir?”285Please respect copyright.PENANAjgISoq5mjV
“Take it easy, alright? I’m sorry he’s gone, but you’ll just have to accept that. Don’t go off on any vengeance missions, understood?”285Please respect copyright.PENANAkqJDuFybdb
“Yes sir.” John turned and left.285Please respect copyright.PENANA0nRJFrcvuo