
“Kiss my lips, Koichi.”
Kimijima Koichi shut his eyes tightly,34Please respect copyright.PENANAwHYUpaEoPI
as if trying to suppress something dangerously wild rising from within.
“…I’m sorry, my lady.”34Please respect copyright.PENANAyH008d9s2H
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“…This… is the one order I cannot obey.…”
His voice was as gentle as ever,34Please respect copyright.PENANAaFtjZ2LYB1
but trembling—so tightly restrained it bordered on breaking.
Suzuran froze.34Please respect copyright.PENANAe3KkMJMdbC
Then tears spilled from her eyes—just as he added quietly:
“…This is my personal will.”
And in the very next moment—
his lips came crashing down.34Please respect copyright.PENANAUwqHGVs2uY
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That wasn’t a kiss between servant and mistress.34Please respect copyright.PENANAMMQ7Zzfs5e
It wasn’t gratitude, or manners, or carefully restrained affection.
It was—34Please respect copyright.PENANAzO8Pu0rgUF
a man’s raw desire finally breaking free.
He was like someone who had finally allowed himself one moment of recklessness,34Please respect copyright.PENANA9oQqhxMRn6
tearing through years of self-control,34Please respect copyright.PENANA91Hvx4J5cm
releasing everything he’d buried deep inside his chest.
That kiss carried all the love, all the pain,34Please respect copyright.PENANA4bl7AhyyAh
all the things he could never say.
Suzuran froze in place, her lashes trembling.34Please respect copyright.PENANA6iDF4VmZ5Y
But in the next breath, she reached out—and wrapped her arms around him.
As if using every ounce of strength34Please respect copyright.PENANAMxZeeK4WPp
just to hold onto the man who had finally stopped running.
In that moment, she knew—34Please respect copyright.PENANAFAQUbyQ1rc
She hadn’t been imagining it.34Please respect copyright.PENANAedezY01wUt
She wasn’t being rejected in silence.34Please respect copyright.PENANAJt8vBg0dKa
She hadn’t been loving alone.
The man she loved… had finally kissed her back.
The moment his lips touched hers, Suzuran forgot how to breathe.
It wasn’t a brush.34Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZQrYGjOtA
It wasn’t hesitation.
It was a kiss that had been held back for far too long,34Please respect copyright.PENANAArE3M56RRI
and now—finally—it was flooding out.
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He kissed her hard—but not roughly.34Please respect copyright.PENANAWOKraP1Wyq
It was filled with longing,34Please respect copyright.PENANAH5mWqiy8gF
a tenderness pushed to the edge of madness.
One arm wrapped tightly around her waist,34Please respect copyright.PENANAbrQ01qnu4m
the other cradled the back of her head, pulling her into him completely.
His grip was possessive, but firm—34Please respect copyright.PENANAVFk5KeKh9i
like someone who had waited his whole life just to hold her this way.
Their breaths tangled,34Please respect copyright.PENANA0mubezlrTs
his kiss deep and consuming—34Please respect copyright.PENANAFCNBsqRRUZ
sometimes urgent, sometimes slow,34Please respect copyright.PENANA19vuQ55a18
like waves of wordless hunger crashing over her reason.
Suzuran instinctively clutched his shirt,34Please respect copyright.PENANAE3HAO8Gr5U
her body pinned against his until she could barely move,34Please respect copyright.PENANALlzEQbo1zs
small gasps catching in her throat as he kissed her breathless.
She stared up at him through hazy eyes—34Please respect copyright.PENANAD8V5z9giaX
his brows drawn tight,34Please respect copyright.PENANAcimzTjn9O1
his focus locked entirely on her—
like he wasn’t just kissing her lips,34Please respect copyright.PENANAQJthDtuZBy
but her very soul.
Those weren’t a servant’s eyes.
They were the eyes of a man who loved her.34Please respect copyright.PENANACaL9J1fWzr
Deeply. Desperately. Entirely.
Her breath hitched,34Please respect copyright.PENANA4IF3bpT5xi
her chest rising and falling under his touch,34Please respect copyright.PENANA3TeaRkscKU
her body absorbing the heat of his.
She could barely think—only feel.34Please respect copyright.PENANA9HUqzkNo6A
Only let herself be kissed, piece by piece,34Please respect copyright.PENANAmJAhV8Nx8H
by the man she’d wanted for so long.
Every time she gasped,34Please respect copyright.PENANA7OqRceZLHU
his kiss only deepened, gentler yet more desperate.
He was no longer holding back.34Please respect copyright.PENANAU8uTa58hWI
No longer retreating.
He poured everything into that kiss—34Please respect copyright.PENANAsuloamv5mV
his love, his grief, his devotion.
It wasn’t just a kiss.
It was defiance against fate.34Please respect copyright.PENANAUaAnYc3ISI
It was a vow.34Please respect copyright.PENANA3NiyrxLcbN
It was the giving of a soul.
Tears blurred her vision.
She clung to him, trembling,34Please respect copyright.PENANAqpyisCim1k
her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.
And she kissed him back.
Letting him steal her breath,34Please respect copyright.PENANA6hltpYV9Pf
just so she could be closer to him—
to the man who had finally chosen her over duty.
Their breathing tangled,34Please respect copyright.PENANAA8cUDlyZf0
their mouths meeting again and again,34Please respect copyright.PENANA9VqItgZMIG
until all that remained was them.
No titles.34Please respect copyright.PENANAla5aWX9Wuh
No rules.34Please respect copyright.PENANAdUC5JmJF4Y
No fear.
Just her—and him.
Just this kiss.34Please respect copyright.PENANATwBvFeIQGn
Kimijima Koichi kissed her again.34Please respect copyright.PENANAkDB1pRUgCj
And again.
Pulling back only to return to her lips like he couldn’t bear the distance.
Suzuran gasped, barely able to speak.
The more breathless she became,34Please respect copyright.PENANAAya3VXiOhF
the deeper his kisses grew—34Please respect copyright.PENANA1WasKtDN3g
wild and unrestrained.
Like he’d fallen from the cliff of control,34Please respect copyright.PENANADKWzpRpbVW
and there was no going back.
“H-Koi…”34Please respect copyright.PENANAI17aEwZaCq
Her voice trembled as she whispered his name.
He finally stopped,34Please respect copyright.PENANAagfOFaAZgj
resting his forehead against hers.
His breathing ragged,34Please respect copyright.PENANAHXJ2aMEBoL
his brow damp with sweat.
He didn’t speak right away.34Please respect copyright.PENANAQddWP5Aevo
Just held her, then whispered softly—
“…Ran.”
Their eyes met.
And for once,34Please respect copyright.PENANAYGaXcapmnI
his eyes weren’t calm.
They were burning.
She looked into those eyes—34Please respect copyright.PENANAjE60bpCdbJ
the ones always so composed.
But now?
They were filled with raw, aching emotion.
He looked not like a servant,34Please respect copyright.PENANACrMMbtzVLi
but like a man who had loved her for far too long.
She bit her lip,34Please respect copyright.PENANAqqjrOVYnaD
then finally asked the question that had haunted her for so long:
“…Koichi, do you—really love me?”
Her voice was barely above a breath.34Please respect copyright.PENANAHIl3j6BkHj
Tears shimmered in her eyes.
She almost didn’t dare hope that the warmth she felt…
was truly hers.
He was still breathless.34Please respect copyright.PENANALT82M1Y7n3
His chest rose and fell violently,34Please respect copyright.PENANAJEaISCI65T
as if he’d just come up from drowning.
Usually so calm,34Please respect copyright.PENANA0GL4k4fqsf
Kimijima Koichi now looked utterly undone.34Please respect copyright.PENANAQisHjCmqrr
Raw.
He didn’t answer right away.
Instead, he pressed his forehead to hers again,34Please respect copyright.PENANApo7ETfFpZR
eyes closed tight, as if enduring something painful.
Finally, his voice came—hoarse, shaken:
“…I wasn’t supposed to love you.”
“But I’ve loved you—this whole time.”
“So much I can’t stop.”34Please respect copyright.PENANAz84A7oPk3O
“So much I can’t even meet your eyes.”34Please respect copyright.PENANADmjlOIBlCy
“So much I’ve had to use everything I have to hold it back.”
His voice trembled.
Like the words weren’t just spoken—
but torn out from a bleeding wound.
Suzuran whispered:
“I thought… I was the only one whose heart was racing.”
“I thought it was just me…”
“A one-sided love.”
The words fell from her chest like a sob,34Please respect copyright.PENANAowqlCxgjaX
barely held together by pride.
He didn’t answer.
He simply took her hand—34Please respect copyright.PENANAQHgvg9BQZe
gently, as always—
but this time, with certainty.
And then, he placed her palm over his chest,34Please respect copyright.PENANA5KT9rb6oPq
where his heart was pounding.
“Why don’t you see for yourself?”34Please respect copyright.PENANACkq0TFxRmH
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