
“Kiss my lips, Koichi.”
Kimijima Koichi shut his eyes tightly,30Please respect copyright.PENANApuhUUplzLq
as if trying to suppress something dangerously wild rising from within.
“…I’m sorry, my lady.”30Please respect copyright.PENANAYQrdiGB7UV
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“…This… is the one order I cannot obey.…”
His voice was as gentle as ever,30Please respect copyright.PENANAodhpGC7uRi
but trembling—so tightly restrained it bordered on breaking.
Suzuran froze.30Please respect copyright.PENANAPU7PtO1oiF
Then tears spilled from her eyes—just as he added quietly:
“…This is my personal will.”
And in the very next moment—
his lips came crashing down.30Please respect copyright.PENANAAV1vHstJJB
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That wasn’t a kiss between servant and mistress.30Please respect copyright.PENANAHscKr24Vuw
It wasn’t gratitude, or manners, or carefully restrained affection.
It was—30Please respect copyright.PENANAs9uCmkODuN
a man’s raw desire finally breaking free.
He was like someone who had finally allowed himself one moment of recklessness,30Please respect copyright.PENANApK8vpGkdJ0
tearing through years of self-control,30Please respect copyright.PENANAxJM2HdO7f9
releasing everything he’d buried deep inside his chest.
That kiss carried all the love, all the pain,30Please respect copyright.PENANAfAeqK75tcE
all the things he could never say.
Suzuran froze in place, her lashes trembling.30Please respect copyright.PENANAQGtI4PwpBU
But in the next breath, she reached out—and wrapped her arms around him.
As if using every ounce of strength30Please respect copyright.PENANA3CfGYINLmP
just to hold onto the man who had finally stopped running.
In that moment, she knew—30Please respect copyright.PENANAulS81AOBOr
She hadn’t been imagining it.30Please respect copyright.PENANAxF787irDXW
She wasn’t being rejected in silence.30Please respect copyright.PENANAx2LwN70hr9
She hadn’t been loving alone.
The man she loved… had finally kissed her back.
The moment his lips touched hers, Suzuran forgot how to breathe.
It wasn’t a brush.30Please respect copyright.PENANABhRoDvSpuU
It wasn’t hesitation.
It was a kiss that had been held back for far too long,30Please respect copyright.PENANAH9HKQ7MgtC
and now—finally—it was flooding out.
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He kissed her hard—but not roughly.30Please respect copyright.PENANAwCu0oIhC1j
It was filled with longing,30Please respect copyright.PENANAnHG4vqp9HR
a tenderness pushed to the edge of madness.
One arm wrapped tightly around her waist,30Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3X6gRmRWt
the other cradled the back of her head, pulling her into him completely.
His grip was possessive, but firm—30Please respect copyright.PENANAN3f0sEpITY
like someone who had waited his whole life just to hold her this way.
Their breaths tangled,30Please respect copyright.PENANApZO8EXlCZk
his kiss deep and consuming—30Please respect copyright.PENANADszQvmfMB1
sometimes urgent, sometimes slow,30Please respect copyright.PENANA29jWdwlEhy
like waves of wordless hunger crashing over her reason.
Suzuran instinctively clutched his shirt,30Please respect copyright.PENANAITFUPllWM2
her body pinned against his until she could barely move,30Please respect copyright.PENANAht9ngXKucL
small gasps catching in her throat as he kissed her breathless.
She stared up at him through hazy eyes—30Please respect copyright.PENANAcN8lqauyVs
his brows drawn tight,30Please respect copyright.PENANAmNcEY1xxNB
his focus locked entirely on her—
like he wasn’t just kissing her lips,30Please respect copyright.PENANAb58Qu5ZqZI
but her very soul.
Those weren’t a servant’s eyes.
They were the eyes of a man who loved her.30Please respect copyright.PENANAmdNG1BDv3e
Deeply. Desperately. Entirely.
Her breath hitched,30Please respect copyright.PENANAe5psi9MDGj
her chest rising and falling under his touch,30Please respect copyright.PENANAy6Jar0FetX
her body absorbing the heat of his.
She could barely think—only feel.30Please respect copyright.PENANAfrnKdfiV4H
Only let herself be kissed, piece by piece,30Please respect copyright.PENANABnpRhcPXhY
by the man she’d wanted for so long.
Every time she gasped,30Please respect copyright.PENANApxxlTIDEP2
his kiss only deepened, gentler yet more desperate.
He was no longer holding back.30Please respect copyright.PENANAKkyU7dNpvH
No longer retreating.
He poured everything into that kiss—30Please respect copyright.PENANAYKH1vtd0aa
his love, his grief, his devotion.
It wasn’t just a kiss.
It was defiance against fate.30Please respect copyright.PENANA7at39TNYdd
It was a vow.30Please respect copyright.PENANALqFn4Mu3Zy
It was the giving of a soul.
Tears blurred her vision.
She clung to him, trembling,30Please respect copyright.PENANA2Li8fCk9XC
her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.
And she kissed him back.
Letting him steal her breath,30Please respect copyright.PENANA4OVYAo8jQb
just so she could be closer to him—
to the man who had finally chosen her over duty.
Their breathing tangled,30Please respect copyright.PENANAvJ42E5ay0E
their mouths meeting again and again,30Please respect copyright.PENANAzBY9ET4nbQ
until all that remained was them.
No titles.30Please respect copyright.PENANAagQyAIw9CT
No rules.30Please respect copyright.PENANAQAd4X11ZuL
No fear.
Just her—and him.
Just this kiss.30Please respect copyright.PENANAL7oL1OjaVv
Kimijima Koichi kissed her again.30Please respect copyright.PENANAjT2PrpuYCb
And again.
Pulling back only to return to her lips like he couldn’t bear the distance.
Suzuran gasped, barely able to speak.
The more breathless she became,30Please respect copyright.PENANAG0XnU29wBK
the deeper his kisses grew—30Please respect copyright.PENANAVaC7mqIguv
wild and unrestrained.
Like he’d fallen from the cliff of control,30Please respect copyright.PENANAcZbc4OeD5M
and there was no going back.
“H-Koi…”30Please respect copyright.PENANAhepTTrybj5
Her voice trembled as she whispered his name.
He finally stopped,30Please respect copyright.PENANA7BGPl8scNX
resting his forehead against hers.
His breathing ragged,30Please respect copyright.PENANAt5qWR9IfhF
his brow damp with sweat.
He didn’t speak right away.30Please respect copyright.PENANAxOEp6oz83B
Just held her, then whispered softly—
“…Ran.”
Their eyes met.
And for once,30Please respect copyright.PENANA2b5y8brQLv
his eyes weren’t calm.
They were burning.
She looked into those eyes—30Please respect copyright.PENANAXZFIX2Y22s
the ones always so composed.
But now?
They were filled with raw, aching emotion.
He looked not like a servant,30Please respect copyright.PENANAVTJbdRVt6J
but like a man who had loved her for far too long.
She bit her lip,30Please respect copyright.PENANAxLAjM9JyK9
then finally asked the question that had haunted her for so long:
“…Koichi, do you—really love me?”
Her voice was barely above a breath.30Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4hb1YjWyl
Tears shimmered in her eyes.
She almost didn’t dare hope that the warmth she felt…
was truly hers.
He was still breathless.30Please respect copyright.PENANACH5SHAFYkM
His chest rose and fell violently,30Please respect copyright.PENANA5VhtIHcWTv
as if he’d just come up from drowning.
Usually so calm,30Please respect copyright.PENANAnf6bpLdslE
Kimijima Koichi now looked utterly undone.30Please respect copyright.PENANAq4GYuk4Np1
Raw.
He didn’t answer right away.
Instead, he pressed his forehead to hers again,30Please respect copyright.PENANASQ4ewRe8Et
eyes closed tight, as if enduring something painful.
Finally, his voice came—hoarse, shaken:
“…I wasn’t supposed to love you.”
“But I’ve loved you—this whole time.”
“So much I can’t stop.”30Please respect copyright.PENANAE8KszTRnnx
“So much I can’t even meet your eyes.”30Please respect copyright.PENANA3psO4tlAKi
“So much I’ve had to use everything I have to hold it back.”
His voice trembled.
Like the words weren’t just spoken—
but torn out from a bleeding wound.
Suzuran whispered:
“I thought… I was the only one whose heart was racing.”
“I thought it was just me…”
“A one-sided love.”
The words fell from her chest like a sob,30Please respect copyright.PENANADoFAechnJp
barely held together by pride.
He didn’t answer.
He simply took her hand—30Please respect copyright.PENANADDQ4YBpgav
gently, as always—
but this time, with certainty.
And then, he placed her palm over his chest,30Please respect copyright.PENANAUHxoPGQ0Up
where his heart was pounding.
“Why don’t you see for yourself?”30Please respect copyright.PENANAETZviAOLjy
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