
2:00 AM.
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Kimijima Kouichi received a call from the hospital.
Just one sentence:131Please respect copyright.PENANAvuP3PUYWNI
—“Miss Amagi Suzuran is in critical condition.”
He didn’t ask questions.131Please respect copyright.PENANAIGlHEgXhw9
Didn’t grab a coat.131Please respect copyright.PENANAqQCb4NJ0Na
Just ran.131Please respect copyright.PENANAL9p92DrxSz
Straight to the hospital.
Outside the ICU, the white fluorescent lights were blindingly bright.131Please respect copyright.PENANAifVaeCcQgx
One end of the hallway was deserted, the bench completely empty.
In the corner on the other side, a lone figure stood — Amagi Yuuji.
Yuuji had his head down, hands in his pockets, shoulders trembling faintly.
Kimijima recognized that silhouette instantly.131Please respect copyright.PENANAKRCitacWvn
His steps accelerated, almost beyond control.
The fire in his chest surged up in a wave — of rage, of regret.131Please respect copyright.PENANAXzz10gT8bh
He stormed forward, grabbed the other man by the collar, and shouted with a voice torn open:
"Why didn’t you take care of her?! You knew how fragile she was—!"
His throat was dry, but the words came out like blades, slicing the air.
Yuuji lifted his head. His face was pale, eyes rimmed red.131Please respect copyright.PENANAmwHHiV6ID5
Dark circles sunken under his eyes made him look nothing like the usual golden boy.
“…I’m sorry,” he said hoarsely, his voice cracked. “I… I didn’t think it would…”
“Move.” Kimijima cut him off coldly, his tone low, like the air before a storm.
“I want to see her.”
Yuuji silently stepped aside.
Kimijima entered the room, approaching the bed one step at a time.131Please respect copyright.PENANAbKZisnAIV6
Each step felt like it was landing on his own heart.
She lay there quietly.131Please respect copyright.PENANAS8tnnYfbG5
Her face paler than the sheets.131Please respect copyright.PENANATCfKGDYoMG
An oxygen mask covered her face.
Her chest rose and fell faintly — proof that she was still alive.131Please respect copyright.PENANAcVAouuxEJC
At least, the machines said she was still alive.
Kimijima sank to his knees, trembling hands reaching for her cold fingers.
This was the girl he had cherished more than anyone,131Please respect copyright.PENANAgO9wUcGdA5
the only one he had ever loved —131Please respect copyright.PENANARDlit1I2Iw
Amagi Suzuran.
Or—Hanazono Suzuran.
He bit his lip, but couldn’t stop the tears.
"Why…"131Please respect copyright.PENANATZdQP0Hgaa
His voice was barely audible.131Please respect copyright.PENANAh2650GjjUK
"…did you always tell me you were doing fine?"
Why did you lie to me?131Please respect copyright.PENANAzn4tYefhK6
Why did you carry it all alone?131Please respect copyright.PENANAH5POoQnjTw
Why… didn’t you come to me?
In that moment, time seemed to break.131Please respect copyright.PENANASiFAFmtyD5
Only the steady, cold rhythm of the heart monitor continued.
And Kimijima — had already crumbled.
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Tokinaga Tomohisa’s phone lit up.
He frowned and reached through the pile of documents on his desk to grab it.
“…Kimijima?”
He squinted at the name glowing on the screen, lips curling faintly.
“Kimijima, calling this late? That’s rare.”
He answered the call. On the other end came a voice — hoarse, low, like it had been scraped raw.131Please respect copyright.PENANA4OnXYwkbor
Sleepy, and yet burdened with exhaustion too deep to hide.
“…Tokinaga.”
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Tokinaga leaned back in his chair, voice casual, like he was still mid-data analysis.
“…Didn’t you say that human trial you were working on still needed a volunteer?”
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He pulled open a drawer and took out a form.
“But I submitted it to the government. They’re worried about butterfly effects or whatever — still haven’t approved it.”
A pause on the other end.
“…Then do it off the record. Can you send me back?”
Tokinaga’s pen stopped mid-air.
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He frowned and checked the time, sitting upright again.
“Kimijima, are you sick or something?”131Please respect copyright.PENANAKEZpTU9tgH
“You, of all people, saying something like that?”
There was no immediate response.131Please respect copyright.PENANAorzUewEHMe
Just silence —131Please respect copyright.PENANAT7yGZQQRFC
and the sound of someone breathing unevenly, like trying hard to hold back something.
“…What happened?”
As soon as he asked, a chill of foreboding passed through him.131Please respect copyright.PENANAeSGBNmJjh4
This friend — always calm, always rational —131Please respect copyright.PENANAbwxSyeTxut
this time, he was shaken. Truly shaken.
Then finally, a whisper came.131Please respect copyright.PENANAiQiBIjNlex
So low, it was almost inaudible.
“…She died.”
Tokinaga’s fingers froze.131Please respect copyright.PENANAPJIq9fwDbO
The pen slipped from his hand.
“…She?”
He blinked.131Please respect copyright.PENANAf1sYLxsCMc
His voice lost its usual indifference.
“You mean… her…”
He paused.
“…Your lady?”
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But that silence was the answer —131Please respect copyright.PENANAFsrGZiItpP
heavier than any words.
Tokinaga leaned back, exhaled long and deep.131Please respect copyright.PENANArWtoWFMsmi
Pressed his thumb against his brow, as if to hold back a wave of emotion.
“…You realize activating the system could create thousands of new variables?”
“I know.”
“You might not be able to save her, even if you go back.”
“…Then I’ll go back again.”
“There’s no guarantee you’ll retain all your memories either.”
“…Then I’ll fall in love with her again, every time.”
Tokinaga opened his eyes, stared at the ceiling.131Please respect copyright.PENANASKVrvb3U16
And murmured:
“…You’re insane, Kimijima.”
A quiet reply came through the line:
“I’ve always been insane for her.”131Please respect copyright.PENANA6oYTOFxZDm
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