No Plagiarism!Q6IARxULxRwCRlnj3pMuposted on PENANA 酒店窗外透來陰暗清晨的淡淡的灰藍色光,半睡半醒間,I小姐還在我旁邊睡,壓著我手臂,閉著眼睛睡得很酣。我跟著合上了眼,再睡了三個小時。8964 copyright protection486PENANA52KFahTEd8 維尼
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到我再醒來,I小姐已梳洗好,煲好一壺水,坐在書桌前面用電腦,等我醒。8964 copyright protection486PENANAZTcMuj8Uby 維尼
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I小姐看我一眼,看見我微睜開的眼縫:「你睡得很晚,我吃完早餐了。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAEA4PbJawY6 維尼
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「不好意思。」我向I小姐道歉。8964 copyright protection486PENANAGtLCSgFaZA 維尼
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「你負責想吃甚麼午餐。」她說。8964 copyright protection486PENANAh3XSpxF7l0 維尼
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「現在幾點鐘?」8964 copyright protection486PENANASsko5JeDyU 維尼
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「差不多下午1時吧。」8964 copyright protection486PENANA3TF78WfF2s 維尼
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我驚訝自己睡了這麼久。8964 copyright protection486PENANA5C9bpnAKqB 維尼
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I小姐說:「我沒見過你睡成這樣。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAW7zSQsUVZy 維尼
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我瞇起眼睛,看著酒店窗前的她:「因為你在啊。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAjDWvjBj0oh 維尼
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她冷笑一下,介乎信與不信之間。8964 copyright protection486PENANA8qtWhYHkVV 維尼
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我問她:「你不信嗎?」8964 copyright protection486PENANAz5YwxF6tBt 維尼
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「信,你說甚麼我都信。」她打趣說,但她沒等我再說下去,打斷了我:「那麼我們午餐吃甚麼呢?」8964 copyright protection486PENANAEx1yGejAQz 維尼
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我看著她的背影,她穿著一件背心的Bra Top、一條短褲,坐在窗戶旁的的書桌前,正在用電腦覆Email。她工作很忙,不時到了星期六日也要回覆上司同事。8964 copyright protection486PENANAUNrK6E43HT 維尼
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「我很快做完。」她說,然後催促我:「你快點想啦,我們午餐吃甚麼?」8964 copyright protection486PENANAXeEbQuvqwY 維尼
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我躺在床上,側著身看她,繞著被鋪,不自覺便看著她笑。冬日燦爛的午後陽光照著我的眼睛。這天她沒有化妝,一副「就這樣啦」的坐姿坐在椅上,盤起了一隻腳,棟高了一隻。我笑她:「你坐得很醜。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAmFVtUwUcuV 維尼
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她回望過來,然後看回自己的坐姿,拾起一枝原子筆便掉過來。「唉啊!」她罵我,「你快點起床!」然後她把拉前椅子,把腳放回地上,端正地坐好。我微微側了頭,避開她的筆,依舊看著她。8964 copyright protection486PENANANGMl2DLITJ 維尼
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「我想說,」我順著內心的想法,問I小姐:「不如你今晚上來我家吃飯,好不好?」8964 copyright protection486PENANA38QxOW2wuV 維尼
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她定著,保持鍵盤打字的姿勢,但停了手。「哦,」她壓出了一粒音,想了三秒左右,那三秒鐘比冷氣還靜,她接著:「好啊。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAER3aew6fa3 維尼
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我轉了睡姿,仰頭望向天花,告訴自己三秒之便起床。8964 copyright protection486PENANAu7LNUnwkTM 維尼
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她繼續說,「但是你也要想,我們午餐吃甚麼。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAqosE10Zv9h 維尼
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出發回家前的一小時,I小姐拿出帶來酒店的衣服,拼在身上叫我看。那是一件露肩的白衣厚毛衣、一條絨毛質地的灰色短褲。8964 copyright protection486PENANAZkhujGbwcM 維尼
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她問我:「這樣穿會不會太暴露?」8964 copyright protection486PENANA8Kn8sz7dT4 維尼
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我眼尾看了一眼:「不會啦。」我答。8964 copyright protection486PENANAjCTyLzFiUt 維尼
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「你都沒看!」她罵。8964 copyright protection486PENANAjd2vBoperx 維尼
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我再看她,定著眼睛,一直看:「不會啊。」我答。8964 copyright protection486PENANAGRxZggd2os 維尼
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「真的不會嗎?」她拿著衣服走到全身鏡前,左搖右擺地看:「真的不會?」8964 copyright protection486PENANAKKM7daRDaS 維尼
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我點頭:「不會。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAni12bYenMi 維尼
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她說:「還是穿回這件好了。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAd0FXiC0uYi 維尼
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她從袋子裡面拿出一件津領的襯衣。8964 copyright protection486PENANAig2cASN8mR 維尼
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「聽你說完你家的故事,現在到我害怕你家。」她說。8964 copyright protection486PENANABbLFGDnjPc 維尼
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我沒回答,不知這算是好事抑或壞事。8964 copyright protection486PENANA4EBLRPAWqt 維尼
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「我覺得他們好像很恐怖呢?特別是你媽媽。」她接著說。8964 copyright protection486PENANALZo2ODUf8l 維尼
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她再把衣服拼到身上,在全身鏡前左右地看,然後拿了另外一套,穿在身上又試了一次。她抱怨說這件看起來又太Casual,好像不重視。8964 copyright protection486PENANAZIX3zdunLP 維尼
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「她對人很挑剔嗎?」她問:「她會不會很在意我穿甚麼?」8964 copyright protection486PENANAo9GUCGUniR 維尼
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她摸著自己的臉,大叫:「啊!我忘了戴Con!」8964 copyright protection486PENANAARVuTorXH6 維尼
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我對I小姐說:「放心,她對其他人都很好。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAKnEDoWKtUt 維尼
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I小姐呆著看我。8964 copyright protection486PENANAzDNC7ctto9 維尼
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「她只是討厭我。」我微笑說:「我想整個世界,她是只看我一個人不順眼。其他人不會有事。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAOIrdf3ngfe 維尼
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離開酒店,乘上回家的輕鐵,輕鐵叮叮叮叮地響,我倆坐在並排的座位上,從車窗上看著鋪滿一地的碎石、鐵線柱、欄杆,還有一道橋、一條河、馬路、行人路和行人。8964 copyright protection486PENANAw3og8XYAuk 維尼
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沿輕鐵駛回家去,我為I小姐指認周圍的每個地方。「你看。」我指著一條行人路,「這裡便是我叫阿媽買點數卡給我的地方。」然後指著一間學校:「我便是在這裡被人罵到哭了。」我指著一個商場:「我以前便是在這裡補習。」8964 copyright protection486PENANA64vNLq19qP 維尼
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我繼續說、繼續說——8964 copyright protection486PENANAMAALxUTu00 維尼
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「這是我以前讀書的小學。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAaG4lSIbsPf 維尼
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「這就是那間幼稚園了。」8964 copyright protection486PENANA9041txgQSl 維尼
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「我在這裡碰見過我的老師。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAnveeOyhQ0M 維尼
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「後來有一次,我在這裡見回我幼稚園的同學。」8964 copyright protection486PENANAjlH7cTrEIi 維尼
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過去曾發生的事,會在某個時間點上把我們捉住,帶我們回去。我們被活生生地陳放在歷史現場的遺跡裡,迫使我們面對,或在更後的時間裡,更痛苦地面對。8964 copyright protection486PENANAnm49UYaMfE 維尼
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這世上唯一不變的,是曾發生的事永遠都曾發生。過去必然會刻在時間(也就是歷史,或紀錄,或陳述,任得你們命名),它會把這世間塑成這堆「過去」的總和,誰都沒有逆轉它的能力。8964 copyright protection486PENANASeibZjlPLi 維尼
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我們沒任何一個人可操縱時間、沒任何一個人可以回到過去。我們無力改變任何一個已決定的決定。由這決定所揮擺出去的波浪,誰都沒法把它收回。8964 copyright protection486PENANAyUOtQfTWDv 維尼
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我們需要承認,也應該相信,歷史和它延伸出去的一切,都是永不可能改變的事。我們充其量只能改變脆弱的記憶,或扭曲一個人的印象,但歷史永遠都在,無論我們怎樣篡改、詮釋,甚至超譯,過去都必然有它的原貌。8964 copyright protection486PENANA2LZGU1js2L 維尼
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被苦難摔破跌成碎片的記憶,會有一天重組起來。8964 copyright protection486PENANATVGVO9BPat 維尼
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我們從輕鐵下車,那是一個隨便放在路旁的站頭,在兩個屋苑的交界。我帶著I小姐跨過月台和輕鐵之間的空隙,步下從月台斜落向地面的路。8964 copyright protection486PENANAeBMTPnoMgy 維尼
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「那一幢樓,你看見嗎?」我指向遠處,指向其中的一幢。8964 copyright protection486PENANAbWGpPNE6dN 維尼
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我告訴I小姐:「那裡就是我家。」8964 copyright protection486PENANApUyLO3uZcd 維尼
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