風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBRfTA3CmZ
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TLieOVVNZ
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaItNpbzJH5
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNfzVbEbWa
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRsnY2LV1v
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tiHUJ2veB
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHJBb9qNTI
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaEdHirceQ
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6a53zqLGq
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy9uSCQznx
——「非問者，不配書。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5lx8VUQJe
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL31SUwEId
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNBJGL0WUo
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzFPhgbR4K
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGZt2bjARI
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFXyaCelWH
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AHUEjOORd
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtl3kQScR2
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh67y4kKqy
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiJ8phnyb9
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hJJ5QzYhW
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4HvtIOjoH
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAhhzUFvYt
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe9yDPZf6E
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTq2Fo4lxfa
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmUD4SQKM7
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlZBpQap5V
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56PxpgR3rV
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYWjDRt8Je
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM5jgfsaXL
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVy4Y2W6qt
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUBSy7FPlb
——「非問者，不配書。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy0xNOXNG7
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCeD7Eouoh
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknyWrpEWnI
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeOwKX2AKC
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbZhoTN7rl
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDuEMOy77V
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7XmxWbheq
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqLQ9tsPeX
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdeCIwnPjR
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7LKGSgqrr
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas5KqEJCPU
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9xZmgJgnT
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPm4y8gyp4
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH4JGfswnH
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9seqdNkFn
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWl9WXFrap
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobZSnZyCzg
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAtd2IphfE
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZDa2Bhgi3
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTy01TYOp4
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDZVDMVFrv
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3fTkUm7oC
無名愣住，語塞。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqtKuxBH4D
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWN5Id1zjA
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlVK8S4Jr2
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKaW3zqzeB
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG9G4NB6IQ
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiXSTyG4cV
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgmPRRattv
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVRJYFs9c0
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYImdpGBwG
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDjk5HgMU5
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wgoe06ugj
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQmgyidbl0
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnKXVCwgF6
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWloIo6djSU
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWJr6cl0Y7
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd0ly7gMnS
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37Zy3RAOAR
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFIAJ2tzBl
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXE1coRK4f
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNtHrdZ5Pl
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zK18heTSu
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPGITlF9EL
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkFvn1KN5l
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aNmhyrmFM
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy2Qw9qRPQ
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenwAT4yBO1
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSaxwWAx1Y
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfXCGtYqie
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9CWk99qCX
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Hs2ywP4FB
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EaqXKeDQK
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9X3yxiDR08
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtyst33Hc6
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhM0JKXnNW
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMw0zxUopW
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7tPMKHoa2
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9itMcXgE0
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlwkvrbI9l
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYfY9mS9oD
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03qFiMW2hz
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yddioAsF4
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE6lQRx11U
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe9KsFLaUW
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2C0wMee1J
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfTT4griKk
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOtKdBI5JR
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap0wUcv6uf
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAJNgRYUYu
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkbQcLN4yT
「你不是問者了。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeKdVlG62V
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf9KkuqzEE
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmVGAXKZsY
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCpmy1JZ21
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZvtwr1iQT
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQeT1HoaWB
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoy3yrCjn7
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6MRDeBG9X
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy2QVSCnWx
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOGj6Zk43S
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTfGlNDoXL
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNeWAgpYS9
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeumgwX5Ntw
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo7COGVmpk
無人回答。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGosk8LmtgY
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiRlEaoDfW
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHlmG3x7yH
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSMNUjJBIu
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8TtMtrf7M
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmwZAHkxzr
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17ecOUYgll
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmA6hFLBu6
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxLA8kDfDd
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi60KKfAAU
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpyOv2GgwN
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8RWTZMbsS
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77fCL0RlE9
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfGMmXgwKy
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzViATyNsvy
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi1QwpVGN4
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYSsRpFpfY
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dyld1ffiD
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7CVh9K1Fe
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvtCYu1LFa
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2iqjW5DeW
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yd1TO5fev
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe6QaFJ2bD
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOuTu47clZ
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8LaoK0wIo
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0VSCBiE3S
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG9soNWSbe
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ61ooE6RP
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0c6sWekUL
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ESJDes8zt
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWjQAKhFck
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAPWGMriML
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHifEVi1lI
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaxJsLPjWS
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OzV3jodJT
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx6mFVmbCC
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPWIV79Y2D
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYLWdeDcAO
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2ODtmsh7X
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5Ipt06vHB
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUbyLKCmLb
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DeXVC00tO
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNltym34kAO
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumEMQmuNJs
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6af5nbOW1
77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw1yfgTj0M
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuz3G8shh0
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuCG9jqThY
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EdPPiKatI
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zDlMmEB6i
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxvKjwvz74
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「我還在嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjmjv2eYiJ
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRYQ9fi95W
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuza4CcnL5U
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmreIdi95mD
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHxOWiSgHm
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaxlrKOs8i
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「無筆，不是終點。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXh4L312ME
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih0Z6YilzY
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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