風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoNWeqMdf8
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3sMhjpd3v
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXPxZPcG3m
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILyMmrwigW
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHPc9yKaoD
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgriPCih6xB
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUH9ElmwRO
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb84EXOWWo
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMVYKLzXwL
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM3jICziKa
——「非問者，不配書。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbtbTUBTWU
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2J3XWOiw4
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq1ep0EsIb
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeKiyKk2Gk
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO0fyTHyM3
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoIxWZcrLB
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmsB2WHeve
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV3XXgztbZ
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2dKjrbTPK
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJgkOcI4wP
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPV1vjtxQU
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMQix3pYve
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEr7f4cHPv
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxa907iKUd
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGKAXpmfpW
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAnAejneuJ
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYRVjSYl3o
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRE6Md7oxv
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA197zPXVdq
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEUkv0x4Vn
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLGKckSDet
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6yarRVGiH
——「非問者，不配書。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4c4QAyVfJ
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDre9LYsx9
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ389sXjOh2N
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6aTBcrmZF
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7urBnefTIe
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Wj16P6Nke
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTqqUa96Ub
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tJrdAmoku
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VHyr5oLBz
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAF0DmnwP4
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aV88TgM4t
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6kzZTOYn6
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBE2H6u4Pj
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLFB8PTu3T
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1drbHpNeVr
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx9enECDJC
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvNEzw3qlv
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHUAKODMnX
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs3xKZf9BK
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwiheajO6w
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEMfJZIdyt
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdzAz4TfVc
無名愣住，語塞。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d7LjUo6xt
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR8BgxnJN9
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJvcTHvJZl
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN3xSLyUti
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooFlmqxzSV
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8TcoGYicD
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEJFBFZzcf
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB2s7qVx6D
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyonKWCwgzq
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvA1zSlJHz
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIwwxTGuQB
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1MoPGx5JG
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjkSZffvIL
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3azeDvSSN5
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPUpdIQJ8u
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBxAxuQDIh
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfpNxuzEPj
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnrBxxJLKi
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSaQO15ibu
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbLTnaEyZM
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MbBh47hCV
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA4qZGnLNG
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQitr2MrNT
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCNl9Cv111
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJbVUME7Yi
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPB82C6duq
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZtFuBf0Bp
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLC7PKIuEr
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqEEwYHJBS
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjUF4fphjL
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YX0fX5Mxm
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8skUPqHXl3
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat8jSJFXp6
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbJpQqoIea
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP7SzuNQcL
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFsxXIE48e
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u9Cth8EWT
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikP3THDofT
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxbjEnqz7P
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQMVQlqMcm
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1opLtfkb0G
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxRrbcy0Ut
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIaVhN0Nic
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkTBabSSSM
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxWkqdjxCj
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZN7lnjlYo
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oZRtXRZsi
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgrAaL4fVI
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZld9xOOTRb
「你不是問者了。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU4G6UpGNT
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tBCxVUKJH
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UkDk16RqC
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx0uozGjE2
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcN9Zj6DS5
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYiupBc6xo
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7E3p4waAy
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRuJfCeNir
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZcg0n118X
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy357GG376F
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXF6VN4DCy
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnSm3fEO8c
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPCJmM66tt
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7xpjjXDzG
無人回答。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnhg7ywdpS
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM6xG2Z2SQ
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYVUUKMlDz
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dPGGoZjha
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNf6RgvMRD
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUT3EW0Gqs
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzKVRe9WHE
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1LERUPTo0
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpueffG6XNJ
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZPDhq8cmk
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWmV2MIsLj
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbVdEprkAp
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuKKS2x9g5
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbbBykfnjS
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgohP0lPnlT
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILn8QzKvBl
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ102xcq5QLu
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA7tGHUd1b
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtIdVGw0FU
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf1AkrIiPM
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlssZBXUI0
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRPFtbgNBU
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J6jDU0szt
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHfwHi9qgR
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLC8zxqSVy
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCvNHvAmbU
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZxUEeqgnz
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhHR16ebvH
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmkPWWgg2p
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bjJnxFjd3
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOPD87dNsv
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3cWfxQyUu
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdiVvdRexf
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7RsKPxeJb
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuG9RmhByG
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghZWASXyHf
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WHeEuJ2Lz
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEDH6x09Cs
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DSEK5mVpf
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY05MZOCTf4
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2boLMQkG5I
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptlCvRzLbP
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY20FpirA5
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1d8DUChvwD
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRoVpVoduc
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0rm7zZhbW
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ff77cL0a7
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRI7QfWpfO
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcoYvAYFiV
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOFi3mViQh
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIqXuUt8ku
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「我還在嗎？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3gcvVHwJW
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgV1QaP53Z
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUIUjpET3Y
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC0gTi6O0f
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Lj7uMmgxA
他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6fimZMZYF
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6ejo1jGWN
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「無筆，不是終點。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wUwjLCuuj
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTTh9pNkkC
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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