風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPg9A9LIXI
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfl4I5gcQN9
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcQvZsXVwT
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLrhZ0crL2
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AF6NXnPpE
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8WUsSeauN
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPYIZ4CJkC
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMB4Sw6j4r
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBD1UxMsHf
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjQ5mocNyH
——「非問者，不配書。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VtiAgdAsx
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGTV5rOAvf
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZbnqcdANT
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3jSJeMIgP
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpDAVdGtEb
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lgBpiqEUh
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkeH7nn9GW
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VdIgrrqx2
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxkJk0HKYD
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaVH4dWonK
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoPRsoHydK
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHEuULVAfM
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDA0p6yLjy
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV17TfNqRnM
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatwyWukCji
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS21Spkvfi
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbsWc1CDW7
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbOcKMBMLN
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvEr8hNthT
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz5Bma1Q8B
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3zZG0hjkk
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ckWmkCQWJ
——「非問者，不配書。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F2Bh9qgeU
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQTvWHJ39f
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98TNz7UBAU
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC6vxpjVAA
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTjpw7vo7I
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs2dtJDS7R
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwmjXEo2m7
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19zlLlJTcM
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71SajjTjds
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLdmfmwdyp
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5B0YasKI2N
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2QtCqvk4M
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawEeqElRxx
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PqioCpBHl
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhC1gQAWJNF
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBpyRF7Nqr
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfgz02PgDT
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIyGwSG0Zs
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULVajA3plq
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVfscHph00
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt86ICzdFd
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43UxcegqHP
無名愣住，語塞。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcgflb2j6K
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyu00r2obw
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmgVMKNP4i
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRSCmQrFUS
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQMlTNLy0T
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV68Ob0FKes
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7htcTjiZg
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8R7ekP3v8
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPd74RcRFu
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIO1F85TrW
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF07uYuFCHg
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFDRmIikla
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Patg9IMK4
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN5n2OFSWc
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91vameIccv
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTKo42jjoM
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGiR40r3Xs
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1tBUO0Y3x
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJYtEkJmlb
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlPDlktvMn
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuPJkJPcu3
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOkemPoEMS
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBchv5iJWe
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4Ncgw9NuG
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hByVFcDpC
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96RrNoz4El
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ321kEC9QQN
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjd6lrWaMm
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡET5R9itTIi
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi12JN2TUAC
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjpGCFGYFc
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeENALMFWb
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN1xF8aOmr
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhhbRpVera
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfJoYTeAGb
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7vHdcDIRN
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk0iC6yitf
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCfMImbr3a
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmb1wCkiHy
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHtFENM51h
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5IgNWLMZA
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKdT0keLKa
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjAWrqeXKp
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJju7I8LR3O
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfiNhBin5p
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFYs9RueAu
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayV0kWjBdG
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEKl0nUljz
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKr6d3eDFt
「你不是問者了。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoSQZIG5KP
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglus5gGbQu
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZmIaEZ15L
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2GepgO0PV
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroHFAFuroa
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTOwuvPZ9O
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubhbS4No8i
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemtwu5TY4M
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqHtrCJJJ0
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X9FCNidlt
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz2fEiqDh8
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOJ5WGGD7v
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcGc0dow1w
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwRsmIfNDG
無人回答。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMcfbItQWL
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVlWq6XFUI
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RgMPIvaQs
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ025eMdqeVt
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNmI0ql89y
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzDIvtkRAc
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauZ2cRjd0b
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKqllqMcVS
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nfmXaMDpp
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt9adOlkpZ
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ1IXNP2CF
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTKfEM8L83
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wSj5xtsMl
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb9scymnyq
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntsHrD6owi
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKj8c5RHqH
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFICDDf2GI8
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wkJpzFBqe
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dTvzmXRmU
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHzaKjqQhZ
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxqG6jMKYE
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ038aoKBgbl
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprF5nlPVYf
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21P3N4ua7j
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUPora3kHi
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOAXehuE5u
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxq20tY8Ahu
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBixPs2JdY
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazeH5T17I0
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPXMDLgGhH
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshmsUULALv
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGU4NiYV9N
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOV5VfrlxP
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiHWtRYdAg
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh0lnk5iQd
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5Ki4k6gYx
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVD4bHnEds
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6pNQvjnDq
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5mu5owtq5
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG6UJgSZrV
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mxHlXU474
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV7ONOkyGH
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTO2xDkXeC
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dm1WwmbcJ
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE47NpwVVCs
76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmajVIBCvQ
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4St89Y9ys
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFma1JFM3b6
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjJdQwZsWU
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIUcaCfYvq
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyKXPDRmyC
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「我還在嗎？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU7WKJ1epr
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyh9TgyG8d
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf1OGyQPkG
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMsxSGlsnL
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU140U1ylYq
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7FTGaYyoM
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「無筆，不是終點。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc04z6LYQqv
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ptj2OKH2q
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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