風仍未止。界紋淡淡,於天際似寫未竟之痕。76Please respect copyright.PENANAdPg9A9LIXI
76Please respect copyright.PENANAfl4I5gcQN9
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔,手中捧著那冊筆記本,書頁闔起,沉靜無聲。不是沉寂,而是拒絕。76Please respect copyright.PENANANcQvZsXVwT
76Please respect copyright.PENANAiLrhZ0crL2
他已第三次試著提筆書記,卻每一次,筆觸將落未落之時,紙面即微微振動,筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過,空白如雪,不納一字。仿佛紙也有心,知他將書何物,便先一步避開。76Please respect copyright.PENANA0AF6NXnPpE
76Please respect copyright.PENANAj8WUsSeauN
他閉上眼,深吸,將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話:若問不能止,妳便非問者。筆尖懸空,氣息凝斷。76Please respect copyright.PENANAXPYIZ4CJkC
76Please respect copyright.PENANABMB4Sw6j4r
筆冊驟然自翻,下一頁自行展開,浮出一行墨影。76Please respect copyright.PENANAQBD1UxMsHf
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——「非問者,不配書。」76Please respect copyright.PENANA6VtiAgdAsx
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無名怔住,那不是他寫的,也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不,是在審。76Please respect copyright.PENANALZbnqcdANT
76Please respect copyright.PENANAn3jSJeMIgP
風更寒,空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理,無形無味,卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動,一頁頁拋開記憶:過往他所記下的每一筆問語,每一句對破相的懷疑,每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己,現在如同被筆冊回放,卻全然陌生,彷彿不是他所書。76Please respect copyright.PENANArpDAVdGtEb
76Please respect copyright.PENANA4lgBpiqEUh
忽然,一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己,坐在幽光中,執筆無動,眼神冷然,如審稿者般看著他。76Please respect copyright.PENANAGkeH7nn9GW
76Please respect copyright.PENANA8VdIgrrqx2
幻象之中,書中之他問道:「你還在寫嗎?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAoxkJk0HKYD
76Please respect copyright.PENANAmaVH4dWonK
無名喉頭一緊,不知如何應答。76Please respect copyright.PENANAzoPRsoHydK
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書中之影繼續:「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道,你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAhDA0p6yLjy
76Please respect copyright.PENANAV17TfNqRnM
無名輕聲道:「我……我只是還不知道答案。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAatwyWukCji
76Please respect copyright.PENANAtS21Spkvfi
書中影子冷笑:「所以你用筆填補空白,而非面對空白。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAPbsWc1CDW7
76Please respect copyright.PENANAAbOcKMBMLN
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來,一聲一響,如斷裂之骨,響於虛空心界。76Please respect copyright.PENANAnvEr8hNthT
76Please respect copyright.PENANAXz5Bma1Q8B
他猛地睜眼,幻象崩散,但筆冊依然展開,一頁頁空白之中,中央那一句話未曾抹去:76Please respect copyright.PENANAU3zZG0hjkk
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——「非問者,不配書。」76Please respect copyright.PENANA1F2Bh9qgeU
76Please respect copyright.PENANADQTvWHJ39f
這一次,他真正明白,筆冊不是失控,而是拒控。不是記錄之器,而是問之回響。76Please respect copyright.PENANA98TNz7UBAU
76Please respect copyright.PENANAUC6vxpjVAA
他手一鬆,筆墜地,靜止無聲。76Please respect copyright.PENANAuTjpw7vo7I
76Please respect copyright.PENANArs2dtJDS7R
他低聲自語:「筆不記我之問,那我,還能問什麼?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAzwmjXEo2m7
76Please respect copyright.PENANA19zlLlJTcM
天光一線,無響而落,界仍無語,心未止。76Please respect copyright.PENANA71SajjTjds
76Please respect copyright.PENANApLdmfmwdyp
筆冊翻至第十三頁時,一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。76Please respect copyright.PENANA5B0YasKI2N
76Please respect copyright.PENANAG2QtCqvk4M
無名本欲合上筆冊,卻在那光痕形成瞬間,整個人如被筆冊牽引,意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉,四下皆白,無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空,其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。76Please respect copyright.PENANAawEeqElRxx
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他站在其中,彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上,化為虛影,如同書魂殘影。76Please respect copyright.PENANAhC1gQAWJNF
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忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出,與他身形相似,筆在手、冊於懷,面無表情。76Please respect copyright.PENANAlfgz02PgDT
76Please respect copyright.PENANAYIyGwSG0Zs
那人一開口,聲音竟與無名無異:76Please respect copyright.PENANAULVajA3plq
76Please respect copyright.PENANAzVfscHph00
「你問這麼多,想知道什麼?」76Please respect copyright.PENANACt86ICzdFd
76Please respect copyright.PENANA43UxcegqHP
無名愣住,語塞。76Please respect copyright.PENANAlcgflb2j6K
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書中之影步步靠近,語氣不斷加深:「你寫下那麼多字,記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAwmgVMKNP4i
76Please respect copyright.PENANAuRSCmQrFUS
無名低語:「我……不是為了回答,我只是想留下……」76Please respect copyright.PENANAHQMlTNLy0T
76Please respect copyright.PENANAV68Ob0FKes
「留下什麼?問?還是你自己?還是希望有人讀?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAI7htcTjiZg
76Please respect copyright.PENANAF8R7ekP3v8
那影子筆一揮,虛空浮現過往一頁問語:「『破相者無相之相,問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時,心中有答案嗎?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAkPd74RcRFu
76Please respect copyright.PENANAJIO1F85TrW
無名凝視那浮字,搖頭。76Please respect copyright.PENANAF07uYuFCHg
76Please respect copyright.PENANARFDRmIikla
書中之影怒聲:「那你為何書之?」76Please respect copyright.PENANA1Patg9IMK4
76Please respect copyright.PENANApN5n2OFSWc
無名沉聲道:「我不知道答案,但我記得那時候我動了心。」76Please respect copyright.PENANA91vameIccv
76Please respect copyright.PENANAKTKo42jjoM
書影低笑:「動心,便要書之?那筆冊成了什麼?心動紀錄器?還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAVGiR40r3Xs
76Please respect copyright.PENANAX1tBUO0Y3x
無名一字一字地回答:「筆,不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆,是為了不讓自己忘記,自己曾經不知道。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAuJYtEkJmlb
76Please respect copyright.PENANAWlPDlktvMn
書影靜了數息,沉默凝視著他。76Please respect copyright.PENANAJuPJkJPcu3
76Please respect copyright.PENANAVOkemPoEMS
最後,筆冊驟然合頁,墨海崩散,心象碎裂成白光。76Please respect copyright.PENANAjBchv5iJWe
76Please respect copyright.PENANAz4Ncgw9NuG
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒,背脊冷汗未乾,筆冊仍在手中,未曾動過。76Please respect copyright.PENANA2hByVFcDpC
76Please respect copyright.PENANA96RrNoz4El
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——76Please respect copyright.PENANA321kEC9QQN
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「若問者不能自答,筆即不答之。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAET5R9itTIi
76Please respect copyright.PENANAi12JN2TUAC
筆冊無聲闔上,天色轉冷。76Please respect copyright.PENANAKjpGCFGYFc
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他的手仍握著筆,卻再無勇氣提起。
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無名靜坐於枯石之上,雙目垂下,筆冊攤開在膝頭,頁頁雪白如初。76Please respect copyright.PENANAf7vHdcDIRN
76Please respect copyright.PENANALk0iC6yitf
他再次嘗試提筆,這一次不寫任何語句,只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙,便忽然一震,如被反彈之力推開。76Please respect copyright.PENANAHCfMImbr3a
76Please respect copyright.PENANAYmb1wCkiHy
他的手微顫,再度落筆,紙頁竟捲起如波,筆尖未至,筆鋒已自碎。76Please respect copyright.PENANAtHtFENM51h
76Please respect copyright.PENANAN5IgNWLMZA
筆冊中央,浮起一道極細的裂紋,如書頁之折線,自中軸斜斜而裂,輕如息卻深如刃。76Please respect copyright.PENANAYKdT0keLKa
76Please respect copyright.PENANAWjAWrqeXKp
那一刻他明白——筆冊,不再容他書寫。76Please respect copyright.PENANAJju7I8LR3O
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筆非碎,書非毀,卻在排拒他本身。76Please respect copyright.PENANAiFYs9RueAu
76Please respect copyright.PENANAayV0kWjBdG
風從斷紋中穿過,如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音,自書頁深處傳來,不是語音,不是念語,是一種無形的抵抗。76Please respect copyright.PENANAjEKl0nUljz
76Please respect copyright.PENANAvKr6d3eDFt
「你不是問者了。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAnoSQZIG5KP
76Please respect copyright.PENANAglus5gGbQu
這句話無從而來,無形所現,卻重如山崩,將他整個人壓下。76Please respect copyright.PENANAOZmIaEZ15L
76Please respect copyright.PENANAF2GepgO0PV
無名張口,卻無聲。他想問:「為何我不是?」卻無一語能出,彷彿不配提問。76Please respect copyright.PENANAroHFAFuroa
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筆冊緩緩闔上,如不願與他對話。76Please respect copyright.PENANAubhbS4No8i
76Please respect copyright.PENANAemtwu5TY4M
他低頭望著自己手中的筆,那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆,卻在此刻,顯得比石更冷,比雪更遠。76Please respect copyright.PENANAGqHtrCJJJ0
76Please respect copyright.PENANA7X9FCNidlt
他緩緩放下筆,將筆橫置膝前,低聲說道:76Please respect copyright.PENANAJz2fEiqDh8
76Please respect copyright.PENANAgOJ5WGGD7v
「若筆不再信我之問,那我是否……再無問可書?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAlcGc0dow1w
76Please respect copyright.PENANAgwRsmIfNDG
無人回答。76Please respect copyright.PENANAkMcfbItQWL
76Please respect copyright.PENANAhVlWq6XFUI
書頁無聲,筆拒其心。書冊未毀,問已不續。76Please respect copyright.PENANA0RgMPIvaQs
76Please respect copyright.PENANA025eMdqeVt
他明白,此非筆毀,而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
76Please respect copyright.PENANAaNmI0ql89y
76Please respect copyright.PENANAnzDIvtkRAc
問界深處,七宗心盤高臺上,觀測者接連傳來異動警示。76Please respect copyright.PENANAauZ2cRjd0b
76Please respect copyright.PENANAeKqllqMcVS
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺,她名喚「厲瑤言」,面容清冷,手執空訣,心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝,聲音清晰卻無情:76Please respect copyright.PENANA3nfmXaMDpp
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「此人筆冊已拒主,書問失綱,應封。」76Please respect copyright.PENANATQ1IXNP2CF
76Please respect copyright.PENANAZTKfEM8L83
旁側,武衡宗項悲風抬眼,沉吟道:「拒主不等於毀問,或許……是他心問未穩,筆自止。」76Please respect copyright.PENANA1wSj5xtsMl
76Please respect copyright.PENANAdb9scymnyq
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座,冷笑聲中透骨:「問者之筆,若不服問者,則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者,便是狂。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAntsHrD6owi
76Please respect copyright.PENANAwKj8c5RHqH
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆,記下觀盤紋變,語氣柔和卻不無警示:「筆冊未毀、心象未亂,僅以『拒』判封,過重。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAFICDDf2GI8
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而真籙宗心臺中央,一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂,光紋閃爍間,浮現出無名的心象殘痕,不成字、不成句、亦非象。76Please respect copyright.PENANA5dTvzmXRmU
76Please respect copyright.PENANAjHzaKjqQhZ
真籙宗使者低語:「此為非象之象,或許……非止人之問,乃界之回。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAwxqG6jMKYE
76Please respect copyright.PENANA038aoKBgbl
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句:「無象可記者,不可留筆。此例若開,界將無律。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAprF5nlPVYf
76Please respect copyright.PENANA21P3N4ua7j
眾聲爭論未決,心盤共振,浮出一句系統性心盤預判語:76Please respect copyright.PENANAVUPora3kHi
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——「問者筆冊失控三級,預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAxq20tY8Ahu
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此言一出,六宗觀者同時凝神,七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。76Please respect copyright.PENANAazeH5T17I0
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項悲風垂首,目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意,冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀,手中空訣凝成碎影,似擬筆裁問。76Please respect copyright.PENANAshmsUULALv
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筆冊尚未崩裂,議決之聲已先臨。76Please respect copyright.PENANAgOV5VfrlxP
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七宗,從觀問轉為審問,從外察轉為內斷。76Please respect copyright.PENANAmh0lnk5iQd
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此為問界筆冊紀錄中,首次記載:「問者失控,筆冊拒主。」
76Please respect copyright.PENANAlVD4bHnEds
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無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上,天色已沉,暮色灑落如灰墨,他眼前的筆冊,靜靜躺著,闔上,未再震動,也不再翻頁。76Please respect copyright.PENANAl5mu5owtq5
76Please respect copyright.PENANArG6UJgSZrV
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中,但像握著一枚冷鐵,無暖、無息、無應。76Please respect copyright.PENANA4mxHlXU474
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他曾以為,問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆,筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見,他忽然不確定了。76Please respect copyright.PENANAGTO2xDkXeC
76Please respect copyright.PENANA0dm1WwmbcJ
「若我無筆,還能問嗎?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAE47NpwVVCs
76Please respect copyright.PENANAHmajVIBCvQ
他問這句話時,無人聽見。楚紅練不在,林慧芳亦不在,丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光,從霧中透出,薄如問影。76Please respect copyright.PENANAR4St89Y9ys
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他低頭看自己的掌心,那曾為千問所記之筆冊,如今彷彿從他生命中抽離,不再是器物,而是一段被拒絕的過去。76Please respect copyright.PENANAFma1JFM3b6
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他忽然想起許久以前,在某個幻界之底,他曾問過:「問,是為了答案,還是為了不斷問?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAIjJdQwZsWU
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當時他記下這句話,是想以後回來看——現在他來了,那答案卻只剩靜默。76Please respect copyright.PENANAWIUcaCfYvq
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他試著閉上眼,在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下,心中默問:76Please respect copyright.PENANAHyKXPDRmyC
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「我還在嗎?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAkU7WKJ1epr
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這一問無聲無象,卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響,如無筆之印。76Please respect copyright.PENANAIyh9TgyG8d
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幻界遠處,天際深紋再現,一條極淡之裂,延伸向無名所在之地,如回應他的默問——76Please respect copyright.PENANAAf1OGyQPkG
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但無字,無語,只有一道問的感覺。76Please respect copyright.PENANArMsxSGlsnL
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他睜眼,第一次明白:問,不必藉筆;念,不需落字。76Please respect copyright.PENANAU140U1ylYq
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他緩緩收起筆冊,將之懷中藏起,手中空空如初,卻覺得那空,不再只是遺失,而是一種準備。76Please respect copyright.PENANAr7FTGaYyoM
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「無筆,不是終點。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAc04z6LYQqv
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「或許,是我真正要開始問的起點。」76Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ptj2OKH2q
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此刻的他,不再是筆之問者,而是——無筆之人。
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