風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DdUvL94EB
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5P9p896py
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfe63wiqhv
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxacSzJ489H
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLPWifBT7t
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI67GwoJpL
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYRbajacYM
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp5SYb3iWl
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——「非問者，不配書。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCaz4tEnge
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4s4tEMPwg
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRRUKpB8BG
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzsInQHNKY
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxsyh1lYIv
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J40Bx5N6q
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmRvgsdjwu
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZQJAfYjta
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ17pnGKpk
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK8J24syPp
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbMIZGDqnU
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdJTWGhGJi
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36kjUmuxX9
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbZzxJQYY6
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wyoFQttw4
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOd0B76qRZ
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6kpEzasRi
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47kgqv6nJi
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeoSNwTjft
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdG9fF5iU3
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtRIFCYmA1
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJNRf1UmVS
——「非問者，不配書。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4RlIwnEl1
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3RKfQ54Tv
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEH0Ck75ij
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsFFOmyz2S
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtRjyxsuRP
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccnMbRZU97
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdSLfU1WhA
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXME2RcAPOm
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMppYBlm0PR
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz63wE4tuH
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDyv3QqKNk
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQgB8neG1Y
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVH1tpwcVD
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDvpw6YCHM
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaubvzRJ4cS
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeFhIZCvPx
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjxeMRBifV
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwODeHrvqav
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk27p7aESa
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtd6RiIGad
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe337Rltnrt
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKCwPyIPWB
無名愣住，語塞。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lONMHM6rq
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEcc2jQ8pX
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsYqaSXPs7
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoClNXGHmGG
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVbCgsXbCi
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGwib4FROG
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6SN13LCau
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSNZxrLtCA
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7JIXXan36
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrULxaz5Ea
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZHyVoepei
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZYC7nB4bj
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8ck6pHdPd
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyoqw9jrVp
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeiXWGWoo1
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DgRb1LxNx
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQgHYBaIl3
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZQmHZsgZ2
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBxuM14qXf
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjO6QZNHIS
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZFZvrmFf5
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKuoUqcIQi
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCMeRrmteW
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5TLSVPRjv
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhcwjBbvkX
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyHoYMMop7
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iiHd0r6uw
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5363JBYO1l
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsevEllhCKp
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD3PbggKkb
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh4Cx0lSBx
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VtMCNmpnk
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
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44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkce4zTFa4
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjEFrVZ9Lu
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmrRVi2suW
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJVWbfTC9d
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybKZfUi5o4
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVJAiEJGzo
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMCiNZ27TZ
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8PVveDFKF
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQBmI6mU1l
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IevlCfJJL
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AYGJMtA1b
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHbaOkWNwJ
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66qVgjcILH
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYBtimDzW8
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTf01ogC91
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEGqmKQIkF
「你不是問者了。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyycxH2pbNk
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lPWLPGhiy
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpVSPg2EhF
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPnMfEzHQ5
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXhSS4kUps
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzxpnihqKa
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gBXJXH8aA
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAswInxfIT
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeC2Cwypcg
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1hPHMdR1O
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxxvBe3eC0
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgpMozoXVF
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWmLwQ7Ap2
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9hs9QGqMG
無人回答。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i0xwxEXdg
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t5hMAMWFg
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRTfKiPzZU
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpR8FPZA8B
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
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44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhls2r4N0G3
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaF2Dj9FpU
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpTUZnNZt3
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6vOpI7vtN
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2blcTsxCw
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbfoCEsaIn
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9zkhWcMIt
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZX44xlIq3k
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhGawtEKCq
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfteJ6ImnH
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqwZJ08GaQ
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3hZOZseBI
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xKOCKGT7d
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpCMhWCTh2
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5eUYCHr4s
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOOf3NxUjz
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIHwwoBXaY
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIeUvWITTc
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsts6ae11m
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1R1JZ8SnW
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps2J0kieRv
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCx7d55svb
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeyqOtvdGr
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pdcYyWNid
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxadB29Ft0c
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhks0lCKU04
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QWRZZwx5G
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mbNzeymSt
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzrBLxBIN8
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PKTvJDv2n
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGhH0zdLTx
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvWbNtWMEF
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGv9JMWREX
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkMyRsCkhP
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieUjIcWbJT
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXg78riHeN
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToOoLff2fZ
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULZs4YNpuR
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKwcbAYgOz
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogWvPWBtOm
44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxadutFjIX
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGeTvMUEaK
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxrfjSw8xP
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm052DoWhwk
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c16dy8eg6
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCxmWSFBjE
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「我還在嗎？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuDlu8grN5
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlK7xlsSyE
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiayoiq8yV
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT0ASwaDdg
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WpO4dCR2t
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTT6AOjSMED
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「無筆，不是終點。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAwKTXTPvK
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1t7zQu1qP
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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