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「——你們那個前鋒,有點像以前的小凜耶。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAM1O1y0kdua
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星野莉奈靠著長椅的背墊,語氣輕鬆地說出口,手上晃著剛買來的運動飲料,瓶蓋還沒轉開。15Please respect copyright.PENANArrpIcFV8qP
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糸師冴沒有馬上回應,只是低頭把鞋帶綁好,又慢了半拍才問一句:「哪一點?」15Please respect copyright.PENANADyH9nF9JoX
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「節奏很快,腳下猛烈,角球直接射門。感覺有一點不耐煩,像在說——『你們都讓開,我來就好』。」15Please respect copyright.PENANADzGAZh8xwk
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她模仿那種語氣,帶笑地說,像是在學誰很中二似的。糸師冴嘴角淺淺彎了一下。15Please respect copyright.PENANAb0ULrb0CfO
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「不像我。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAtCkvVwnRtH
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「不像。」她搖頭,很快又補了一句:「你是整場比賽都知道要怎麼走的人。他是會一頭衝進去,把整場撞亂的那種。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAsFsKAVLU4r
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糸師冴沒有否認,只是輕輕嗯了一聲。15Please respect copyright.PENANAhz6KIm78F8
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「他比我更適合當前鋒。」他說。15Please respect copyright.PENANAxOD2cadrlA
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星野莉奈轉頭看他。15Please respect copyright.PENANAzxhXuNbVGS
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糸師冴沒有看她,視線落在球場邊緣空蕩蕩的草地上,聲音很淡,語氣一貫冷靜:「他的直覺比我純粹,反應更快,也不怕衝。那些我在西班牙學很久的東西,他有些天生就會了。」15Please respect copyright.PENANA1J8qFCnSw8
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星野莉奈沒有回應。15Please respect copyright.PENANAGV6mFvZtHn
因為她知道,他終於說了那些——那個雪夜,他沒說出口的話。15Please respect copyright.PENANAIywZyv9ey1
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糸師冴繼續說:「我以前不想承認。但後來才發現,前鋒的位置,不只是天份,還需要某種⋯⋯殘忍。」15Please respect copyright.PENANACkA8hSii4L
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他頓了一下,像是壓住了什麼。15Please respect copyright.PENANAuHDLfjgdDc
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「他其實比我還合適。只是凜待在這裡,沒辦法發揮真正的潛力。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAjH1j59N4IE
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星野莉奈皺了皺眉。15Please respect copyright.PENANAHce2B8DNM8
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「你是說,他不應該待在日本?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAo9EF871BqC
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糸師冴點了點頭,很平靜,像是在陳述一個早就確定的事實。15Please respect copyright.PENANAxfyQBq7nXr
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「這裡沒有能讓他變強的環境,也沒有會逼出他下一階段的對手。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAqEz3m8qkmS
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他看向場邊,好像從那片空地上看到某個影子,聲音微微低了下來:「⋯⋯他現在在模仿我。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAIWhxvhfdb3
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語調仍舊沒有波動,還是平淡,卻比剛才更冷:15Please respect copyright.PENANAcb4tFzZLN7
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「笨死了。他不需要變成我——他那樣踢,只會越來越鈍。」15Please respect copyright.PENANA45Rn6Bm1Al
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他左手插進口袋,指尖微微收緊,像是在壓住什麼。15Please respect copyright.PENANA9fjbBMfPvN
那語氣,就像是冷靜地讀出一條錯誤答案。15Please respect copyright.PENANAfwMcjUBOmd
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「他如果留下來——只會慢慢變成一個『好像還不錯』的球員。最後什麼都不是。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAsq7osmJCIY
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短短的停頓之後,糸師冴語氣沒變,卻像一刀切下:15Please respect copyright.PENANAQOccPmKDV7
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「這個喜歡協調的國家,最擅長的,就是把天才磨成庸才。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAN3XZEv4YGb
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星野莉奈低頭看著手上的瓶子,手指繞著瓶蓋,緩慢地轉了一圈。想起幾天前,糸師冴傳來的那則訊息——15Please respect copyright.PENANAKxcLtiujXB
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『這幾天會回西班牙。』15Please respect copyright.PENANAgxiOCie3m9
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語氣平淡,只有一句話。沒有時間、沒有情緒,像一條行程備忘。15Please respect copyright.PENANAVWY0mkESda
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她沒抬頭,沉默幾秒後,才問:15Please respect copyright.PENANAlFyrziXlb1
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「你什麼時候回去?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAntXSnrvfZe
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「明早七點機場集合,十一點飛。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAEiCqeGXcGL
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星野莉奈點點頭,像是在確認,又像只是讓自己有話可說:15Please respect copyright.PENANAIjc949KSMw
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「那今天見完,也不知道什麼時候會再見囉。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAnlf4YYFe3E
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糸師冴沒有回話。她像早預料到一樣笑了一下,低著頭,假裝在看鞋尖:15Please respect copyright.PENANAYHeMi8YeI6
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「——不准講得好像這次見完就不會再見了喔,會很討厭喔。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAegp1egjAKY
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語氣很輕,像是抱怨,像是撒嬌。15Please respect copyright.PENANAebvJnzenBY
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說完之後,她還是沒有抬頭。15Please respect copyright.PENANAiHkihWZwdk
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「我沒說。」15Please respect copyright.PENANADjcJLdsjgc
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「你剛剛看起來快說了。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAJp1puCcVTc
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「妳又沒抬頭看,怎麼知道的?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAWB4LpAM6rY
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「反正我就是知道。」15Please respect copyright.PENANA24k2fnW7YI
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他們沉默了一會兒。15Please respect copyright.PENANAETFrCQsYwc
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「我會回來。」他說,語氣聽起來像是說給自己聽的。15Please respect copyright.PENANA4zBglAGxij
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星野莉奈笑了笑,站起來,把從便利商店買來的飲料放在他身旁。15Please respect copyright.PENANAsVHz8ZvxCj
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「這個給你。明天早上經紀人安排了拍攝——給你去機場的路上喝。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAVGTop683wO
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糸師冴沒說謝謝,只是低頭掃了一眼瓶蓋。15Please respect copyright.PENANA33DLYJ8H0j
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她看著他,忽然有些話想說,嘴巴微張,卻停止在這一瞬。最後只說了:15Please respect copyright.PENANAGAvdoVvnlB
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「你如果回來,還是要讓我知道,好嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAxya8vecMsf
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「⋯⋯嗯。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAdpgvxWfxCf
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「要我先知道喔,不准先讓別人知道。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAxcPYQFpT1h
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「知道了。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAml4J0Ezaxz
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「不是那種『知道了』——要真的知道。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAALEAVMGvVK
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他看著她,沒再笑,也沒點頭。15Please respect copyright.PENANAkeuL7DPJil
但她知道,他記住了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAcD95f9ndJp
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也許這個晚上什麼都沒改變,但有些什麼,悄悄地被說出來了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAcoH8AOMrOe
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就像雪夜裡凍住的話語,終於在萬物重生的春季,被悄悄放了進來。15Please respect copyright.PENANApc3bOnWMmh
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#童年黑歷史大爆料15Please respect copyright.PENANAUYcrobGLuV
不曉得是不是巧合,但某知名模特兒R〇n〇,跟那位最近超夯的Itoshi S選手,其實小時候就認識了欸?他們好像國小就很熟了,幾乎每天一起上下學,還曾在市區某個攝影棚被拍到過。我不是記者,也沒截圖證據,只是單純⋯⋯記憶還滿深的。有人還記得這件事嗎?15Please respect copyright.PENANAlKXHkYtcfT
→ 真的假的,有人有圖嗎?15Please respect copyright.PENANAZo9PDOG3RH
→ 他們是不是以前一起上過什麼地方新聞?我怎麼有印象!15Please respect copyright.PENANAgUp7N8ATyy
→ 那個照片有點糊但我找到了👇👇👇15Please respect copyright.PENANAShwgzQUNnA
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點開照片,是多年前一張小學生的合照,背景是某地區的體育場,最前排的男孩冷著臉,身旁女孩笑得像在講話。15Please respect copyright.PENANA2rQQsDOg7W
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→ 靠,真的還假的啊,冴神不是説不談戀愛嗎?15Please respect copyright.PENANA8WG0MwBVED
→ 會不會又是炒作啊?15Please respect copyright.PENANA0AHvctpmZ5
→ 你是指女生買網軍放風聲嗎?15Please respect copyright.PENANADccLMWOd9Q
→ 也是有可能啦,S選手最近又成神了,炒一波也理所當然。15Please respect copyright.PENANANeEnFJOvmD
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小川鈴是在開完會的電梯裡才滑到那張照片的。15Please respect copyright.PENANAVfHRCZWtbD
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照片畫質不佳,是多年前某個地區報導下的附圖,應該是拍攝自地方體育日或兒童足球交流賽——但照片裡站在前排的兩個孩子,一個笑得嘴角彎彎,一個神情漠然,實在太容易讓人聯想到某兩個時不時掛在搜尋榜上的名字。15Please respect copyright.PENANAFojlCDR8CK
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她默默將手機畫面截圖,沒急著轉頭詢問,而是點開幾則留言,再點開幾個轉發帳號,確認傳播速度尚未全面擴散,這才收起手機。15Please respect copyright.PENANAodrXP5LVeE
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#貴賓席裡有她15Please respect copyright.PENANAcAk3dDjHjb
可能不是炒作,他們可能「真的認識」。我是那天去打零工的剪票員,我遇到了Rina!真的是Rina!我還多看她一眼(不得不說本人滿漂亮的)她只是笑一笑而已!原本想說,她是冴神的粉絲,去看比賽也很正常——但後來我回家仔細想想,她拿的是「貴賓票」!15Please respect copyright.PENANAMa6GLiD14p
→ 所以是我們被冴神騙了嗎?我不信15Please respect copyright.PENANA9NKgxEuiXu
→ 會不會是走後門啊?15Please respect copyright.PENANAQm5KI0W7Zn
→ 太扯了啦,是哪一區的貴賓票啊?15Please respect copyright.PENANAhfRGWGyUR0
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網友開始考據座位編號、比賽轉播畫面,連VIP入口的動線圖都被貼出來分析。有匿名帳號留言:「我是場館志工,那天她走VIP專用通道,進得比其他觀眾早。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAnWrzjs74PD
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電梯門開時,星野莉奈正從另一頭的攝影棚走來,臉上還帶著剛剛結束拍攝的餘溫。15Please respect copyright.PENANAf926lUOBx2
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「Rina。」小川鈴語氣平靜,「下週幫妳排的記者會,我想先壓一壓。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAfGKRu8UOcr
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「啊?為什麼?」15Please respect copyright.PENANA16HwByHPkk
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「最近網路有點雜音,應該還在觀望期——但我有件事想先確定。」她一邊點開手機畫面,一邊抬眼看著星野莉奈的反應。15Please respect copyright.PENANA0FlkiLDU6p
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「——妳跟糸師冴小時候認識嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANA7uEWUC5eVu
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星野莉奈整個人停頓下來。看出她的無措,小川鈴語氣穩定:15Please respect copyright.PENANA7gbXZI6HNC
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「我是妳的經紀人,我需要知道實情。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAEnBpEEWG10
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星野莉奈停了一秒,看起來是在天人交戰後才點頭:「對,我們從小就認識。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAww3ehLYh7H
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小川鈴停了一秒,沉了沉聲音,「⋯⋯所以妳當時的『告白』不是單純的崇拜偶像?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAkCN05GpHfL
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「⋯⋯不是。」15Please respect copyright.PENANABaUYamGeSd
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小川鈴虎口握住自己的嘴巴,像在思考什麼重要的策略,「也就是說⋯⋯這張照片也是真的?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAsr5F3akFeE
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「對。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAwDsAl2TNOV
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「你們現在還有聯絡?」15Please respect copyright.PENANA3vzF5T64o9
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「⋯⋯有。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAR1KAPjblnX
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「不要告訴我就是昨天。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAcnHQxcX03J
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「⋯⋯對。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1wUpTTdo3
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小川鈴將眼鏡摘下來,揉著鼻樑,強迫自己冷靜下來:15Please respect copyright.PENANAG31n53IxAp
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「然後他人現在在前往西班牙的飛機上?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAqINzYrWXR0
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「⋯⋯嗯。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAQv0Z9iKKjA
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「妳說你們從小就認識,所以——其實妳媽媽也都知道你們的事?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAgGXaBdsgI6
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「對。」15Please respect copyright.PENANACNAfnvZKPC
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「學姊在搞什麼——這麼重要的事情怎麼沒跟我說!」星野莉奈難得看自己的經紀人情緒激動。15Please respect copyright.PENANAsfZ2ga8wzR
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「媽可能⋯⋯不想讓這些事情影響我們的工作⋯⋯」15Please respect copyright.PENANAFLkcvCC4Kb
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「我也不想這樣——」小川鈴語氣一頓,像自己都沒料到自己會這麼失控,「但如果不是這張照片突然被翻出來,我是不是到現在都還被蒙在鼓裡?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAMmPaZGkUY5
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「對不起,小川姐。」星野莉奈九十度鞠躬,聲音裡第一次出現明顯的不安與歉疚,「我真的沒想要隱瞞⋯⋯」15Please respect copyright.PENANABxRJfgmkre
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「⋯⋯我不怪妳,我只想知道⋯⋯」小川鈴閉上眼,似乎在強忍什麼,幾乎咬著牙輾著字:15Please respect copyright.PENANAxGr6sFVagv
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「——那為什麼糸師冴之前那樣回應妳?」15Please respect copyright.PENANA75xjYwZsAC
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「小川姐⋯⋯他根本沒看到我那支影片⋯⋯」15Please respect copyright.PENANAo2G1PNEY9l
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「妳確定?你們關係不是很好嗎?」小川鈴強壓怒火,語氣卻仍透出懷疑。15Please respect copyright.PENANAUVxWVhucqF
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「他就⋯⋯真的沒什麼在看這些東西⋯⋯」15Please respect copyright.PENANAkTxfxFDTK2
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她的聲音越來越小。話一出口就發現,這個說法薄得像紙,自己都說服不了自己。15Please respect copyright.PENANA15i2omd1fg
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小川鈴沒有立刻回應,只是站在那裡,垂著眼看著星野莉奈,彷彿在衡量該不該繼續問下去。15Please respect copyright.PENANAa38YoiUQET
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「Rina,我問這些,不是想找妳麻煩。」15Please respect copyright.PENANA67XfsP1BGI
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她語氣放緩,卻沒有比較溫柔,只是更清楚地指出事實:15Please respect copyright.PENANAdzaUGSOHR9
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「而是,我們已經走到這個位置了,有些事情,不能只靠妳一個人去承擔後果。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAGKjJ4mXKsH
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星野莉奈低著頭,像個被老師點名沒交作業的學生,雙手緊緊抓著衣角。15Please respect copyright.PENANABg7nndNOgo
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「我真的很對不起⋯⋯」15Please respect copyright.PENANA1V5XSCA4bo
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「Rina,我沒生妳的氣——」她補了一句,聲音低得幾乎聽不見:15Please respect copyright.PENANA3MBCZUJuQq
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「但我在幫妳擋的時候,不能不知道我正在擋什麼。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAQQPMkdzkGc
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小川鈴抬眼看向星野莉奈,像是在重新確認什麼。15Please respect copyright.PENANAreMh9tFqHG
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「如果照片再多一張、如果當事人不小心說了什麼⋯⋯事情就不是我們能控制的了。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAGICrDYYYk6
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她語氣帶著專業經紀人長年鍛鍊的判斷與冷靜。15Please respect copyright.PENANAMXMAufMzFN
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「他們會去問妳的『國小同學』,那些說自己在福利社排過隊、在校外教學坐過妳旁邊的人;問妳學校老師、問妳鄰居。只要抓到一個可信的關係線索,就會開始串連全部的蛛絲馬跡——從妳以前的貼文、影片、他回應的片段⋯⋯到那次妳的『告白』。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAM5zVuNw6WX
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她停了一下,語氣收得更冷,也更銳:15Please respect copyright.PENANAJaSp1KIdmi
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「然後,一切就會變成『早有鋪陳』的炒作劇本。」15Please respect copyright.PENANABUpsX30Pge
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星野莉奈苦著臉,她知道小川鈴口中的「他們」,是多麼嗜血的記者們。15Please respect copyright.PENANA2jkAoq81VM
那群能把糖果寫成算計、把沉默編成謊言的記者們——她見過,也被寫過。15Please respect copyright.PENANAGF3hc1sFip
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「我就看看他下飛機後會怎麼回應。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAz2cETMRmTY
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小川鈴推了下眼鏡,語氣像是提醒,也像是壓著火氣的最後警告。15Please respect copyright.PENANArKFi19QXNj
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「他的公關最好做好一點。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAvk1Yv4PSVN
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星野莉奈的臉更苦了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAbIusBH5vOj
她知道,那可能會是糸師冴最困難的一關。15Please respect copyright.PENANAewPe7lsRU9
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——因為,那是一關,他從來就不認為自己需要過的。15Please respect copyright.PENANAYRMBhaqebk
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【作者碎念系列】15Please respect copyright.PENANAOLfq0lfmxs
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好了,冴哥的低潮大致告一段落,已經過去了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAseYaICn5RO
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我想敏感一點的讀者肯定會發現——欸?星野莉奈其實「根本沒有」幫到冴哥啊?都是冴哥自己一個人在克服的呀???15Please respect copyright.PENANAk3Jkv2vIKB
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呃,對呀,沒錯——莉奈完全沒幫冴哥呀(笑)15Please respect copyright.PENANAhmYQhf9r2x
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因為糸師冴本來就不是一個需要被拯救的角色啊⋯⋯15Please respect copyright.PENANApJUEZCY54c
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對我來說,糸師冴不是需要被拯救的人,也不是去拯救人的英雄。他是那種能靠自己站起來的人(所以他才說得出:「我看過了世界很大⋯⋯所以我調整了夢想軌跡」)。15Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZY02RRBk9
而他身邊的人,也必須是能自己站得穩,卻仍選擇靠近他的人。這種互相獨立、卻還願意彼此靠近的關係,才可能維持下去。15Please respect copyright.PENANA28fsdl1Aoe
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所以我才覺得冴哥真他媽有夠難寫。15Please respect copyright.PENANALkp7ncbPXX
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OK,這就是我對冴哥的哲學。也可能是我自己自找麻煩,活該。🫠