飛機落地時是當地傍晚五點半。太陽還沒完全下山，風卻已有夜晚的濕意。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8zzvCUyTU
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKMYea9iAJ
糸師冴一落地，照流程搭上接機車隊，車還沒開動，領隊就把一份文件遞到他手上。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZswc8Zarh
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbn61cuoHU
日方臨時發來的緊急備忘錄——48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuCWJTqvXh
三頁內容，一頁簡報、三張截圖、一行摘要。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkbDZmqK7x
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「建議統一口徑回應：不評論私事。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYuMLrwzmC
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEASgE774M
他低頭看了一眼，沒說什麼。把文件翻到最後一頁，簽了字。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFEIwy13Wo
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfDcTXi7Id
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48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapuuVpelnH
隔天清晨五點半，糸師冴準時出門。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbrjRr3vAT
地面帶著沒睡醒的溫度，連空氣都還沒張開眼睛。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pShkSB1U2
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkZ8MHs9VT
訓練排得很緊，他幾乎沒有空出時間給任何人說話。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxvHy0BdSu
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG16nOhIOWJ
早上是三圈短衝測驗、兩輪定位傳球；48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPwXuYgaMH
午餐後做靜態柔軟與腳踝加壓處理。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikf48ttcZv
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h4YgpF7yg
下午，他照常留下，把自己送進「非必要但自選」的自主訓練時段——48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRsU9Mzcoj
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j7lbfwnqq
自選課程內容：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiukfONOh6w
防守模擬視野轉換、三球連傳精度修正、靜態球快速分配。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiTG9uqmQx
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZKU8fUdo1
整整兩小時，沒人打斷他。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9CX3AC99W
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT5fHBWDu3
除了偶爾一兩個隊友從旁邊經過，語氣像開玩笑，又像在試探：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNehnzZrEc
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhO8GraR7HF
「¿Tan pronto?」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3ZIVS1Vf8
（回來這麼快？）48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqJclNo2ig
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdddKSWvbl5
他點點頭，腳沒停。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mquziNDq3
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f5gGTQ9PQ
「¿Estás bien?」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5vvrIJoko
（你還好吧？）48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlL0gWTQol
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「Sí.」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzi45mnHoK
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vQdAeRRud
他只說這一個字。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7PqkQe3qg
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＊＊＊48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjS4XCQByJ
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第三天，一樣。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NyU13tNvH
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbJbYnvUjw
第四天，差不多。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm37thG17l
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquhaTbX03x
只有第五天早上，助理在門口問他要不要調整餐表、考慮增重計畫，他只是「嗯」了一聲，沒多說什麼。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJVGy473O3
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ItaoH5VGn
經紀人提過兩次「Rina」，助理也提過一次——48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JMg9GNQi0
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9Za9mLvtW
但這裡不是日本。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fe6hGfimm
沒有星野莉奈的雜誌，沒有她的廣告影片，根本沒人知道她是誰。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw3RbKOrKY
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFRZdMAZsB
就算有人看過那些截圖，也不會過問。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrwPaw9Sx0
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaE7M8jy42
這裡的文化，「私事不管」，是真的不管。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkEuzuBpU3
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqQKNLLfBk
＊＊＊48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGogMeT0id
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgVuIJsZ0U
直到第六天晚上，糸師冴剛收完操，坐在簡報室的長桌邊，滑著健身APP調整心率時，手機震了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjPzkmVB3e
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsdn8jveZT
他看見那行訊息的時候，手指頓了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0StiHBPF02
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztqDCRQEu0
「你那個前鋒傳球還是不看人耶，改天幫我揍他一下好嗎。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXeZWKgqiW
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2Y5bmI7mj
語氣很輕，像開玩笑。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomCwV4oss4
沒有問他現在在哪裡、也沒有多說什麼——就像平常聊天一樣。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytaFRD69hL
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6cHEhy2l7
糸師冴盯著那行字看了幾秒，嘴角幾乎看不出來地動了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmRtjKX4VB
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAeax56omP
沒笑，也沒回。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkJEnVdj0A
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmobPY6fG5
但他把那封訊息打開了兩次。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WDlf4vRJe
就像這幾天一樣，生活繼續，訓練照走。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHJSiQsXvV
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT8LXKyQGs
一切沒有變。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjB61aB2Cy7
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR0McrEoZR
那條訊息，還留在他手機裡。沒刪，也沒覆蓋。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6SOsO2Cpa
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCz65PUCiO
就靜靜地，放在那裡。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OgPW3n1bM
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48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B3LW8R30E
糸師冴回去西班牙後，這是她的第三支廣告。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWeeO7dwcA
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6lTu2mrOO
星野莉奈準時抵達片場，化好妝，換上第一套衣服，站上燈光定位點。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25I0xaFztA
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz7BSs3omr
「很好，Rina這邊眼神往上提一點——對，笑得很自然！」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaVmliHLXK
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LLnIfgfny
攝影師的指令輕快，她也配合得俐落乾脆。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EWOjAz2pg
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG5Hf31EZd
每一次擺姿勢、移動步伐、調整微笑的角度，都流暢得像經過上百次排練。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzOdzpEb5q
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum4cQ4lSR7
棚內的燈打得過亮，攝影機轉過來的時候，她一秒入位，三秒完成第一組表情變化。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhLhRYHA0y
攝影師在螢幕後點了點頭：「非常好，Rina今天特別快，眼神很穩。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkH3wBuWhc
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRxNF9Ralc
一切看起來，都和以前沒什麼不同。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DaZWCGOJ4
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FUUKoPVX0
換妝休息時，星野莉奈坐在化妝間的角落，造型師忙著整理下一套服裝。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETQWJfAt0i
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz5Yv7JqL9
化妝間另一邊，有人壓低聲音說話。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG22OF24QDG
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ16iX13n7
講得不大聲，也沒有叫她名字。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA761n0ZUlo
但她還是聽見了——「冴」這個字，像水珠敲在耳膜上。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZgD3DyVUP
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuOf5dKsit
很輕，也可能是她聽錯。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloNgpIbxcV
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPPsdmbK3Z
她沒有抬頭，也沒有轉頭。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCtgYoLa1n
視線停在鏡子裡的自己兩秒，一如往常地，把微笑拉回來。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswjJzsuqoL
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOg1Yt8ea0
星野莉奈乖乖讓化妝師補妝，只是眼皮輕輕顫了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx1AMRHJDi
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6ThX4Tgyx
沒有人明講，沒有人直視她，但空氣裡像浮著一層無形的問號。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD5p3tXFoT
她拉回自己的呼吸，把笑容重新調整好。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8McTHafb1
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOdh74oBLA
就像往常那樣。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDQklCRn5l
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKoZjw0TjR
她還能笑，也還能快。胃有點緊，像早上喝下的咖啡沒完全化開。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmb0bbVh7rl
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFQHDl9zPU
但不嚴重——還撐得住。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopQ6xP24ho
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIVRc4Fiwo
＊＊＊48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHhGxLqBda
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcQG3Km0vq
拍攝比預定時間提早了二十分鐘結束。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ472jfMdvJg
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9bnn8EkPq
「今天超順利的，謝謝Rina！」製作人對她比了個大拇指。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXry9pFQhck
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqDerGX8S3
星野莉奈回了個燦爛又收斂的笑容，鞠了一躬，開始收拾東西。助理在旁邊提著包包，眼神偷偷瞄了她好幾次，像是想問什麼，又不敢開口。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCla07Idunf
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGX040tB8l
星野莉奈裝作沒發現，走到保母車邊，等司機開門。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpFdy1cxEe
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG6QROJkmH
一上車，空氣明顯變了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm14Ku8Dpf
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2hUQzsdpz
小川鈴坐在後排，平板電腦放在膝上，螢幕還亮著，是幾個剛出的新聞標題。她抬眼看星野莉奈，一句寒暄也沒有，直接開門見山：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JhHu11mUo
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSGYmovU2I
「他們在等著我們露餡。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0S5MHj9H87
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMh7nncZuu
語速低，不快，但每個字都壓得很緊。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfOBouQFsh
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuokzBBUcTG
「那邊一個字也沒回。沒有否認，也沒有承認，什麼都沒有。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxUaDjGUUn
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iOQJNlhAI
說出這句時，小川鈴的語氣已經壓著一整天的疲憊和火氣。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aRAYf1Nj5
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8BfPQbyyx
「妳現在繼續出現，繼續拍廣告，繼續工作，這些本來都是正常的——但只要他不出來說話，外界就會把所有『不正常』貼在妳身上。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFidbcPiE2
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMhaOHpmKh
星野莉奈低著頭，把包包放在腿上，手指輕輕揉著肩帶。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhV7L5aPXu
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9ZcrCUKC5
即使是在攝影棚那樣喧鬧的環境裡，她心裡總會浮起那個背影——他不說話時的模樣。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi7Ly5LSFm
那不是沉默，是慣性。她太熟悉了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7gAjejkF2
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——所以她現在也沒說話。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ187UVuaN4P
像在忍耐，也像是接受。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngsm9ZMqoU
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnICrTVqePM
想起雪月，冴剛落地回到日本跟小凜吵架的夜晚；想起重回便利商店的那天；想起她剛從巴黎回來，他在沙發另一端，安靜沉穩地坐在那裡⋯⋯一次又一次，他一向不喜歡為自己解釋什麼。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrxH4H7Vkj
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi7QMCocja
那些誤解、那些質疑，他不回應，不是因為害怕，也不是逃避——只是從來不覺得有什麼好說的。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnEOu8R86h
對他來說，解釋像是一種辯解，是自降身段的事。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlKjdFaTYm
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YncwmZeCG
——他不會回的。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIypAcvZVA2
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtFNsHJXnG
心裡某個地方很平靜地這麼說。她不特別覺得受傷，只覺得好赤裸。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41y7RDcL8A
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzQVXkLr3Q
小川鈴關上平板，語氣乾脆：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqVasxwtEU
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKoBzSLTxu
「Rina，誠實告訴我——你們現在是什麼階段？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOMRnjREn6
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIF9y6wz52
「啊？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEm0vVRPak
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cpxGKjIPE
「你們，到底是什麼身份、什麼關係？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PtsPiEPuI
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb08woBrrUv
「我們⋯⋯」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzMYaXVSuC
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDGIwC9Iwe
星野莉奈才張口，就停住了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzUGF7zjBV
她想說是「男女朋友」，可糸師冴從沒點頭過；是「青梅竹馬」，糸師冴也未曾回應過。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW1uwy4cX9
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q2nKCqpP2
「我們⋯⋯」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqmpDta3L7
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjcA0LP0v5
小川鈴看著她，眼神一閃，語氣輕了一點，卻直白得刺耳：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChuXC7BaFz
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbvwr0eLEW
「只有妳認定，是嗎？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu74xhUaBp5
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZnX030KNV
「我⋯⋯小川姐、不是⋯⋯我只是⋯⋯」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss20XVpT8e
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVReUkPeM3
「要想那麼久嗎？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSZifhurKq
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy4rk0C3Du
小川鈴低頭，再抬起眼，語氣柔了半拍，可仍不退讓。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhN67aP1ZTv
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnulkJly0YX
「不、不是⋯⋯我、他⋯⋯」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H3hHsLcrS
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbogjXxbGWs
「Rina，如果這種事都要想——那答案不是已經很明顯了嗎？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPrE27Y8Gq
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLtvg0tJ7h
小川鈴說得很輕，像是在提醒，也像是在逼自己，把該說的話說完：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSflkPZht5
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rfQTZfDtt
「我們必須提前準備。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjbtwTynBf
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZFOTz2KQ1
那句話落下來的一瞬間，她覺得胸口像被什麼冰冷的東西輕輕碰了一下。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN2ZGvp5Ng
沒有痛，但讓她清醒。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE44JoRqurG
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5UwoE4lEZ
她知道，小川鈴一直在保護她；她知道，小川姐是故意在冴回西班牙那天，替她塞滿行程，不給輿論空間；也知道，為了讓她現在「只是聽見化妝間的耳語」，對方在幕後做了多少努力。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh2qSSHgQo
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPkkarP1H9
——她知道，小川鈴沒有想傷害她。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHYoBWKtlj
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPLLF8YOVq
只是，現實，比心疼更早一步逼近了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj3PBAzbyJ
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHVQYL1aXE
小川鈴轉向助理，簡短交代：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdSWJrSSmz
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjhJ2Q4rBI
「通知經紀公司的人，開始擬定聲明稿，備案兩版；一版是他方開口後的回應稿，一版是單方面澄清稿。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BwQ3m0bgg
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2mzLv7Hho
助理怔了怔，猶豫著問：「要不要再等幾天？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bmZIV4Uz2
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrbg9phzub
小川鈴語速不變，把什麼壓進心底：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOzjUkuYWO
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZrl3hQAq6
「等不到的。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH53QTh1V81
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlDa8pT9HS
星野莉奈雙唇還微微張著，像是還想解釋剛才的話——卻只是靜靜聽，沒有再插話。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTPKgxc45c
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oB044Kv22
她早就知道，他不會說。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqD15GVa7u
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9F6UCObXR
對象又是媒體——他從來最討厭的那一類。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7Sl8OQyxs
鏡頭、追問、立場，那些話，他不屑應付。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SaKREs8hq
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4L2h4YuCs
更別說這次，是關於他自己。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrRZsKlU1c
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljiZjiWaJ7
只是，小川鈴的語氣、助理緊張的神情，還有那台膝上亮著新聞標題的平板——每一樣都在提醒她。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzwbcHkif8
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1qxMwMMsC
提醒她，她和他之間，從來沒有什麼是可以拿出來給世界證明的。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrce7NVsYfH
無論多努力工作、無論笑容多自然，在外界眼裡，她就是一個人孤零零地唱著獨角戲。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg10jZHtUex
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBwxllJyEW
星野莉奈把包包緊緊抱在懷裡，肩膀有點僵硬。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8cpUU1fy8
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42G6ZZPR4m
不是不理解。也不是不甘心。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdOhfGe7rd
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlblT7xXp4l
只是那種早已存在的孤單，被一層層揭開來。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5dEk03xjZ
像冬天裡被風細細刮過的皮膚，微微發疼。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXvE2Bxq26
主要是運動員之間的默契文化48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24TNSs8TG7
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxgtDmBmIA
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa2xuRGtXY
1.保持距離的尊重48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4ioTZLz1G
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcfIhMABdU
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN19EyddiU3
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakd3sDV6dY
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycWj8w0Oy4
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SuVuqixW3
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tmZKMRP8i
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS5HTitvSw
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXPLqtYH6E
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGYmo8Nqtq
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsFCNPdrR1
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevl9QOrjWn
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSinyKT4l7k
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kieEXF2tt
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7Bh5O1QWj
這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTgcUhKySd
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmP1sQgOPc
主要是運動員之間的默契文化48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ4ain9dO5
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWxtj8SUFe
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbYrW78v3G
1.保持距離的尊重48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYsiujSApm
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUwN5Zo8Xe
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37j1I6AIVD
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMesFjpn8Wz
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV1KBp61Ke
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9ZjGIF8E2
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Bi5Yp0cT4
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlxFp0gWXn
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g8YxSRpcU
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMxpkl1zWn
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHnkbnFrsj
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPAMmhQYHw
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPDMrTe33x
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44AsNj3ggx
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DDpme9BmX
這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
