I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but799Please respect copyright.PENANAfzYWg7vyWG
then left it with I’m fine.799Please respect copyright.PENANA8tl3pmrHZ3
I’ve got a lot on my mind.799Please respect copyright.PENANAq1JXAJQUwF
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure799Please respect copyright.PENANAzXavikcdXN
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts799Please respect copyright.PENANAbTX3t5mRkv
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all799Please respect copyright.PENANAUMCJk4VAdQ
to make them stop.799Please respect copyright.PENANAhzW5ZzBP0m
She crushed my heart.799Please respect copyright.PENANABM3dMY0iYM
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because799Please respect copyright.PENANAya9ZP3kPFn
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t799Please respect copyright.PENANAFE1azR94Eu
exist; what did I do to deserve this?799Please respect copyright.PENANAaLra1LDwVK
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even799Please respect copyright.PENANAZWY7OYw4ZW
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things799Please respect copyright.PENANArwDjqO7b99
and this is payback.799Please respect copyright.PENANAk7BY1cFWD8
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything799Please respect copyright.PENANAEocuprkc55
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because799Please respect copyright.PENANAr4IyLiSxyU
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say799Please respect copyright.PENANAj1LTBL7PzC
the awful things that are racing through my mind,799Please respect copyright.PENANAZf7MjUOAYW
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want799Please respect copyright.PENANA9ugxjsEUKY
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise799Please respect copyright.PENANA0cUC9HK7gY
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know799Please respect copyright.PENANAp88GUqjN10
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.799Please respect copyright.PENANAEDfcavYo0B
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable799Please respect copyright.PENANAqh2uVXrzhl
of falling for someone who might fall for me.799Please respect copyright.PENANAHaLpVP25OV
I have this habit of loving those that have799Please respect copyright.PENANA61ZgbHnuga
no interest in me.799Please respect copyright.PENANAsySVAJSLqH
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding799Please respect copyright.PENANAH1BFOOUaGD
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep799Please respect copyright.PENANA5SWNc6AZLo
after cutting so deep.799Please respect copyright.PENANAzol27BJrab
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but799Please respect copyright.PENANAxVSnCAyZUg
what happens when that chick starts to make799Please respect copyright.PENANA9hCU3O3FR0
all the rules?799Please respect copyright.PENANA3oWuc5TLdq
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place799Please respect copyright.PENANAVTVKwacZPg
in her life, in her world?799Please respect copyright.PENANAEh36tKTLWq
I just thought if we met face-to-face799Please respect copyright.PENANAWk7mbJvskj
things would change because then I could give her799Please respect copyright.PENANARVOuuW2sZh
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed799Please respect copyright.PENANAb4VQVNFzZL
and I’d finally be enough…799Please respect copyright.PENANAAwioAMDZv1
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else799Please respect copyright.PENANAleU4SBOQK7
or sending me another message,799Please respect copyright.PENANA8TUOGl53mY
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing799Please respect copyright.PENANAf8FGtjwCct
the better option.799Please respect copyright.PENANAfnCEmjwDPq