I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but799Please respect copyright.PENANA4LPWMq8Fdj
then left it with I’m fine.799Please respect copyright.PENANA0bkgWaDWPf
I’ve got a lot on my mind.799Please respect copyright.PENANAne7SFPgsrz
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure799Please respect copyright.PENANAICNtwSMKDA
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts799Please respect copyright.PENANAUdWCudOAlO
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all799Please respect copyright.PENANAV508DNE3yW
to make them stop.799Please respect copyright.PENANAA4LVHnIsjo
She crushed my heart.799Please respect copyright.PENANA2OcmjOawBb
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because799Please respect copyright.PENANAem5uBRDGsQ
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t799Please respect copyright.PENANAmuuXoYAMjI
exist; what did I do to deserve this?799Please respect copyright.PENANAulVJevTPRi
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even799Please respect copyright.PENANATKaAJW6qpr
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things799Please respect copyright.PENANALtvMD82ETB
and this is payback.799Please respect copyright.PENANAvxBXL7lSJS
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything799Please respect copyright.PENANAcVsKp8lC4D
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because799Please respect copyright.PENANAtquVSOXimb
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say799Please respect copyright.PENANAWykwNYTX7P
the awful things that are racing through my mind,799Please respect copyright.PENANAj574E0tjVX
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want799Please respect copyright.PENANAeIlBfmHgrM
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise799Please respect copyright.PENANAdI6MO1NnMp
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know799Please respect copyright.PENANAIWcbwU7UPx
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.799Please respect copyright.PENANALnPxf5fz0U
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable799Please respect copyright.PENANAS8dJpFCwuz
of falling for someone who might fall for me.799Please respect copyright.PENANAu3sTG4uYtD
I have this habit of loving those that have799Please respect copyright.PENANAnIgiNDbpzU
no interest in me.799Please respect copyright.PENANApwoGT1Jf4c
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding799Please respect copyright.PENANAU2iT3VAbqq
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep799Please respect copyright.PENANAIuOI3gefjU
after cutting so deep.799Please respect copyright.PENANAHYgny5bQ89
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but799Please respect copyright.PENANA6fcv6vZbbX
what happens when that chick starts to make799Please respect copyright.PENANAJHjE4CAIiW
all the rules?799Please respect copyright.PENANAjCVSRZ6bmO
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place799Please respect copyright.PENANAJaY3FGqtTy
in her life, in her world?799Please respect copyright.PENANAiMyGQ9Mb55
I just thought if we met face-to-face799Please respect copyright.PENANAaouYtGnTKT
things would change because then I could give her799Please respect copyright.PENANA4EsRCz1pUt
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed799Please respect copyright.PENANAjXUnamJok7
and I’d finally be enough…799Please respect copyright.PENANAZe4TP1Ssur
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else799Please respect copyright.PENANAH9eyzHMYt3
or sending me another message,799Please respect copyright.PENANAW7wTvOai5N
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing799Please respect copyright.PENANAcEUC8kxEk5
the better option.799Please respect copyright.PENANASAdka3U7WR