I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but595Please respect copyright.PENANAO6R5DepvQj
then left it with I’m fine.595Please respect copyright.PENANArPJE0XnhlY
I’ve got a lot on my mind.595Please respect copyright.PENANACI0g5240Td
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure595Please respect copyright.PENANAmdBGs9gKH3
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts595Please respect copyright.PENANA3TYDTNvvKY
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all595Please respect copyright.PENANAlt6DC9rTSG
to make them stop.595Please respect copyright.PENANAbeTtgWcdrC
She crushed my heart.595Please respect copyright.PENANAwndzYuFJ3C
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because595Please respect copyright.PENANA9h5zJ0yGPS
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t595Please respect copyright.PENANAPhiefYpLTw
exist; what did I do to deserve this?595Please respect copyright.PENANAUrgtUWYf6r
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even595Please respect copyright.PENANAHTOTJ5R3wt
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things595Please respect copyright.PENANA05Wj9k7oWz
and this is payback.595Please respect copyright.PENANArP2Fdw351e
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything595Please respect copyright.PENANAeSUPteAxlD
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because595Please respect copyright.PENANAHk8BX56wcQ
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say595Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7KAWM4LnM
the awful things that are racing through my mind,595Please respect copyright.PENANAlcFsbNjJ5l
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want595Please respect copyright.PENANAWcL0IjFzBo
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise595Please respect copyright.PENANADEc41y7dZb
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know595Please respect copyright.PENANAv9nTfO5mPg
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.595Please respect copyright.PENANA1uIHlLbMo5
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable595Please respect copyright.PENANAnpcePNl3ii
of falling for someone who might fall for me.595Please respect copyright.PENANAcCAwws6vMe
I have this habit of loving those that have595Please respect copyright.PENANA2BHA3b5pbM
no interest in me.595Please respect copyright.PENANATYrz7NXBhC
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding595Please respect copyright.PENANAWBywnu0M2t
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep595Please respect copyright.PENANA3XUlkxYqhO
after cutting so deep.595Please respect copyright.PENANAwbEmDbDr5M
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but595Please respect copyright.PENANATc5I4pZGnw
what happens when that chick starts to make595Please respect copyright.PENANAObiNRtcwJS
all the rules?595Please respect copyright.PENANA6jjZv1CmV5
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place595Please respect copyright.PENANAbvBJrGjqbH
in her life, in her world?595Please respect copyright.PENANAxoHnWMctus
I just thought if we met face-to-face595Please respect copyright.PENANAec9gNqQXOz
things would change because then I could give her595Please respect copyright.PENANAWoxIiBb7fn
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed595Please respect copyright.PENANAAZqYw0lyaP
and I’d finally be enough…595Please respect copyright.PENANAs5sWJUNKn0
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else595Please respect copyright.PENANANYprgw1NPj
or sending me another message,595Please respect copyright.PENANA0C6D67unBJ
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing595Please respect copyright.PENANA3a1i65Ec4y
the better option.595Please respect copyright.PENANAlh9zl7p9dd