I wish I could understand why I feel this way242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S4iRkbYFT
Why flying doesn't feel the same 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUUjXFL2KB
And the lows don't seem to fade242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnC453yZxz9
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVjy7I0vvy
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwYqCyGPo2
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4kfNXthLp
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpVehqJ7de
I'll convert this pain into something that works 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQ1B8q2zlZ
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOZuTqXHGZ
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2aC462NJR
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1JnSVQBB3
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlbv17hste
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VirWdwuNp
The breathing turns to drowning 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQC1bpSrqI
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTqhNVpJ0A
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1IHmF6vSa
But no one welcomes me with open arms242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqIjmlxxzD
Their love is fictitious 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrmaQk1vwH
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLwoaMOGBA
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LwUj3roEo
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8HktkJTmj
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm26OeiJAw
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZsUhHCbCO
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBtyruQ8GV
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHz6MyvJXY
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkGJBvO3Yr
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw07FyTpgfo
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiYyhHAle0
They get their way, nothing remains the same242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIUUyRXeb6
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOJPzLsaxE
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBqNNNA4OD
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK95ZUL1CV
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysAKJeXjF2
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8iFqTH0V3
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErmy58aXhq
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdNueHD74s
But full of myself and always on time 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWklPZ35EI
I admit that the crime is mine 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nKKIja8n5
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC3FfLD3lm
The devil will lose his incentive 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80tPuOF3vT
The weak little girl, poisoned 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYUjsVVz5T
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdX0Jh9rsB
Brick by brick 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr3ZpcCXbW
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOum6iy9ohQ
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiSwCSnC2Y
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5liJtcog5
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwi4QPoI2z
It's still right there 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0JHWsNCki
The devil on my shoulder
