二、新568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zPtTfFvfN
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps6JXG18cG
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQn23EPiYX
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3gS2j7ozu
她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBwDVUlOSn
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNABw1EiPZr
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rKdw19v8Y
有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaFYv1bNXJ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzOSvYmoYV
有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjTMtIdJU9
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoB8yG3juK
她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxfD30FzBN
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCca2NPAKn3
伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX0tzn1DT2
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfrR33MpXY
但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDqqD47KN4
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pOi159jOI
而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1tJjdfVsf
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNkwA13WF4
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvW8Bf1VMMM
這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CHH6pIHvw
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz2S6IV2s5
張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLBkf5Pjtk
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrKo31SgEQ
然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xyF32X3Hc
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4URUoLs532
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjfqq4FH5G
她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ807yAOwGzS
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuaLEJnkXF
無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNgoUQBIYu
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwR66MeD28
二人的路程一模一樣。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqeYyS25QJ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuuzShqqfw
她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8TALIUuGH
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnH4b5Icji
大概一起了相擁過未算好568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9zhPCSWXF
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TTkUfwdep
能生出愛情568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNOekfADRG
問我應不應去禱告568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHI6gTYFuQ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZlxLmdwZy
搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7W1TaJ0DU
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjulMegxwrk
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX6RWad8kL
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UlBIneSdq
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRajScqdXJ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsRgQex3Sn
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoqPkypVvJ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrocom9wLsA
「我都係。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR4zBYYsew
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HpnK5n6Ir
他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9GVSxbSBX
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGN3jGRHUH
「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwNO8ngBa9
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9sSjmFUM8
她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SaoUW9TPY
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……568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXl914QFJg
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會不會真的太巧合了？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbov5nl39y0
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5W2RlK5fV
於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdVmhdAgUY
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorQcS0Gy73
下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcRaTKEjXk
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vnsdxDbwn
這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQBA55Kcru
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlgdOnm76N
老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcHQnGxwim
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ907mr7Q0ca
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsLPUceo79
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshDkMCM0GS
他們傾偈。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosH5irMfTA
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46KbrGOyAx
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPNX4ezKf8
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxit4GcAYwG
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZJ9pTn6o7
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbw0xu7LN8k
她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL15qgjnjQ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dfsoWVC8R
「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbnmaQsFst
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz5hpNH8iz
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9894lgx8b
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YpDidIvMo
「點解reg呢個course？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM8T9HBjdN
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjP5FUFTIe
「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53QvQC4S07
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJfdBx1TIn
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzS6NzTuQ5
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcSeZZ8UQ2
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkOZMYy1il
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC59gFIvEY
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWBfusm1Ja
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUubynh5Mv1
「你問。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAPxUe2QOZ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RTtQ354CC
「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3q0TpidI2
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPKpDLO4zA
她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFcfnv8Dpj
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDvyCS5qAz
「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Jd5Raf0Vw
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphwIAf8FOc
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7ZgPmHHVB
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt35abwpuUH
「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtCpHFs8Iz
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP7gGsDMS2
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXyb6mamtb
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvAdAS2vV2
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbzFAmWdmu
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq2ds9yFp8
「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR4UEvDQ1H
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUpEDViIx2
青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJlDYVcKlj
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JXKq85wzB
如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaea2MsDm0n
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GFQPfZlLo
阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NWyvmU0f4
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnC8hh3jMG
他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVN32SkJEp
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNEDmgHBpT
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFwECRwkVG
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JdCQ64FzV
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCsMK6EZFK
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS3cP9oXrB
青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZZAyJJ9Dt
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8vqRTMnPy
父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07VSBT28Ti
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShB53hD9ir
他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KjMsWyRQy
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHKIh4Fxe7
父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Cp09NSI7w
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5paMId7AO
從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2vywIVnfC
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBKsYrkfGd
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTtCsdl9BR
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzKMjgvWLW
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6Nf8aVb6l
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsiqBNC57u
之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHVGBZvtgm
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90yrUe36xH
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1Zr8JSZX8
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbeNu5MpHc
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo3mhmYZdY
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL8Yrbp92S
「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmi1QDIDT9
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq4Z1B2TYa
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5HAcrT1wV
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwh2GTCW7yW
「會啊。」他點頭。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTcyJEhggX
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ7Kw21UHL
「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QitLxTooK
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqiPubAJtH
「咁如果唔會呢？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBD7ivyqkH
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnkGLFF548
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjwvPezh1O
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21x4FI4tlv
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKiMGkJRnV
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LqHJK0aWe
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqegfPZMee
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleSesNoFDb
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfSoF71vV3
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaHdBR6a8D
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWO5ZYnc8R
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2JlnSZWIr
她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHtGK8l5IE
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa06SXIVXUS
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAxYAnqqtd
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXkyFUdgRk
愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPyAwvpOXe
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgswyZHxoPS
其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PaA12UiPL
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PJ66tl51u
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阿行心癢。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTy4VKv5cnt
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4umCVWLZXi
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffz74je7Zk
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurQpV8lYhM
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUU1GQpJBMB
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAxpkNkKFx
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xmHW00OuP
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoPmK3DIsO
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISJEpRDkhe
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoX34Md609O
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCptwgC3ox
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1K7PzBgGN
