19841218--19日记319Please respect copyright.PENANAf6UjYzXY0l
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1218319Please respect copyright.PENANAPDahW5kZ4n
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在319Please respect copyright.PENANAvGOxLbEiqt
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真319Please respect copyright.PENANAJFkF5oH1Ap
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不知怎的。319Please respect copyright.PENANApnOqkJz9J7
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已319Please respect copyright.PENANAOVN2E2AN0Z
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到319Please respect copyright.PENANA8H9UXbIpHq
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过319Please respect copyright.PENANAkGXdxkM0nL
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时又出现了,唉!319Please respect copyright.PENANAMYehUMiH3D
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1219319Please respect copyright.PENANAhHymSafF5s
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。319Please respect copyright.PENANARduQm1PEbZ
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐319Please respect copyright.PENANAnBH7JJ8pvS
319Please respect copyright.PENANAKWt3h8aRcq
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改319Please respect copyright.PENANAiHhJE4EyjU
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这319Please respect copyright.PENANARIiX4dBL1t
319Please respect copyright.PENANAWDTN7Y0zZP
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。319Please respect copyright.PENANALLKSIxcZoh
319Please respect copyright.PENANAZw4VT7RkZP
19841220--21日记319Please respect copyright.PENANASbsMPQ048J
319Please respect copyright.PENANAfYtfpZyWgY
1220319Please respect copyright.PENANAwmJWM08mK9
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团319Please respect copyright.PENANAuuJWDhQkRK
319Please respect copyright.PENANAqSKD0kc2ov
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们319Please respect copyright.PENANAi9Np1c0wXy
319Please respect copyright.PENANABjeuypHIZT
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态319Please respect copyright.PENANAQPhx5D1UOd
319Please respect copyright.PENANApegyh1AU6c
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。319Please respect copyright.PENANAEuO59SWCmR
319Please respect copyright.PENANAcbHJygJnWI
1221319Please respect copyright.PENANAKPEiDnotuT
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交319Please respect copyright.PENANAQpdTNn9zOM
319Please respect copyright.PENANAYZYzIzUR7U
,可今天星期五了。319Please respect copyright.PENANAmMhfplXHg5
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他319Please respect copyright.PENANAazvPXcZbgf
319Please respect copyright.PENANAZqxFw8OdpL
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。319Please respect copyright.PENANAnYf36IOQzJ
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。319Please respect copyright.PENANAmXpJ0jK0s8
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向319Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6I4la1d60
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我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天319Please respect copyright.PENANAxlVWKz9kkB
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几319Please respect copyright.PENANAXI3YKyrmlV
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说319Please respect copyright.PENANASNxnNbJzJA
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:319Please respect copyright.PENANA4CwTc1bbRH
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“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这319Please respect copyright.PENANA6XcQZH69Sh
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时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。319Please respect copyright.PENANAfvHjI5Ofgg
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19841222--31日记319Please respect copyright.PENANANJoar533nL
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1222319Please respect copyright.PENANATy5XSDWWds
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈319Please respect copyright.PENANAzAcJj9ywEk
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何,真不知怎的。319Please respect copyright.PENANA3lzTDoBnKZ
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1223319Please respect copyright.PENANAMinI0CsJKu
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。319Please respect copyright.PENANAVF1Uy4ScvN
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1224319Please respect copyright.PENANAsfqPDbbzg3
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。319Please respect copyright.PENANAd0bbbtvIqi
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1225319Please respect copyright.PENANAhvycQwgQAg
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。319Please respect copyright.PENANABUyI0abtWa
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1226319Please respect copyright.PENANATUnboJwrYP
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。319Please respect copyright.PENANAqBpf3S1sOn
319Please respect copyright.PENANAwQYf5KxAic
1227319Please respect copyright.PENANAs3PVcuS7ls
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕319Please respect copyright.PENANAeUR6kS2ELT
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了。319Please respect copyright.PENANAaCfs6pplgt
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心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。319Please respect copyright.PENANAThh4mfYZEP
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晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好319Please respect copyright.PENANA4LgRTt6bWa
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父319Please respect copyright.PENANAT628V6TMAI
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》,却不得入梦。319Please respect copyright.PENANA2T2Y0LJn7D