19841218--19日记280Please respect copyright.PENANATuNIzzKGxw
280Please respect copyright.PENANAppbiTCFLEj
1218280Please respect copyright.PENANAYeiHdR1GIk
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在280Please respect copyright.PENANAlqsa0EvZ8V
280Please respect copyright.PENANAWLItwl2TcB
变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真280Please respect copyright.PENANApZ4ErjxPZ5
280Please respect copyright.PENANAKoIKTmBKlT
不知怎的。280Please respect copyright.PENANAtg0tKhiyM7
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已280Please respect copyright.PENANA63VzjV5EfF
280Please respect copyright.PENANAFOdaTq39bi
开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到280Please respect copyright.PENANAM1fEv5yZQ8
280Please respect copyright.PENANANPckXSkZix
后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过280Please respect copyright.PENANAoRrHi609DO
280Please respect copyright.PENANAyiiOy1MIvN
时又出现了,唉!280Please respect copyright.PENANAf1wYVCLfKh
280Please respect copyright.PENANAuFC7bV2QEG
1219280Please respect copyright.PENANAmq5flyXdQk
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。280Please respect copyright.PENANAezmOAVUqNB
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐280Please respect copyright.PENANA26m0eJ5oSc
280Please respect copyright.PENANABJm4kQIZ2u
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改280Please respect copyright.PENANAeVu7GsxAcM
280Please respect copyright.PENANAB9hh6YQ3Tx
得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这280Please respect copyright.PENANAkINBPwH1O9
280Please respect copyright.PENANAlc9J6bOyIF
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。280Please respect copyright.PENANA8GURZazNZO
280Please respect copyright.PENANAj5raeoAB0j
19841220--21日记280Please respect copyright.PENANAkferx4Ka5e
280Please respect copyright.PENANALBhgsEFP40
1220280Please respect copyright.PENANAJlzCu8XOjZ
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团280Please respect copyright.PENANAvN25HIYrZb
280Please respect copyright.PENANAxVpaQC74mG
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们280Please respect copyright.PENANAz9W9Gzv8sA
280Please respect copyright.PENANA62eFPzAGgL
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态280Please respect copyright.PENANAdMb6gdKvQk
280Please respect copyright.PENANAgcYXYBjHuY
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。280Please respect copyright.PENANAz9D881v2hL
280Please respect copyright.PENANAee2H5dPaqg
1221280Please respect copyright.PENANA9vMzbP5vsV
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交280Please respect copyright.PENANAPk92cZ2m1y
280Please respect copyright.PENANAXWAcAa43Gv
,可今天星期五了。280Please respect copyright.PENANAIpYOp4pxKI
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他280Please respect copyright.PENANAphwn5PkK9C
280Please respect copyright.PENANAmGz28gL2DB
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。280Please respect copyright.PENANAmphdfjTEBY
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。280Please respect copyright.PENANAno4mjEix3O
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向280Please respect copyright.PENANAQLU4JbGHQP
280Please respect copyright.PENANADzn7cHpnqD
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天280Please respect copyright.PENANA4pRyU7MGll
280Please respect copyright.PENANA32GdoGiIAT
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几280Please respect copyright.PENANAjjk0ctdVT7
280Please respect copyright.PENANACMoFXnk0CW
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说280Please respect copyright.PENANAAXdrEzTPi2
280Please respect copyright.PENANAboxQ8k6sGI
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:280Please respect copyright.PENANAdu3eN3F6Uf
280Please respect copyright.PENANAw7gesY8cK2
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这280Please respect copyright.PENANAaS4sLVvh5A
280Please respect copyright.PENANAD2bEnVhJ8f
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。280Please respect copyright.PENANAyI4OX63WBT
280Please respect copyright.PENANAL3EPPq2JJm
19841222--31日记280Please respect copyright.PENANAYxXpUTUGAu
280Please respect copyright.PENANAANZer6qKEG
1222280Please respect copyright.PENANAIA8yaa7I2j
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈280Please respect copyright.PENANA9zQZ2ckCLa
280Please respect copyright.PENANAxJxF0IZKbl
何,真不知怎的。280Please respect copyright.PENANAM9B7wT3Ju9
280Please respect copyright.PENANAraMsErzstN
1223280Please respect copyright.PENANApxYeW6Ec2O
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。280Please respect copyright.PENANAUErBwNjEgv
280Please respect copyright.PENANAhsMxHEaoV9
1224280Please respect copyright.PENANAyM6PgOQWc4
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。280Please respect copyright.PENANAJQPitS6LkO
280Please respect copyright.PENANA4XsjEKACUc
1225280Please respect copyright.PENANAJPdKYP0K1m
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。280Please respect copyright.PENANApIuwsPm16r
280Please respect copyright.PENANAmg4qLhG4Tr
1226280Please respect copyright.PENANAl3t22vbl28
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。280Please respect copyright.PENANAFuvoFqq9V4
280Please respect copyright.PENANAsbv3yOIfsG
1227280Please respect copyright.PENANAjNZgGnaKiU
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕280Please respect copyright.PENANAaMbVR2vn1o
280Please respect copyright.PENANAvwxs402UgQ
了。280Please respect copyright.PENANAZAdhRMPhZo
280Please respect copyright.PENANAJnJwEGiOG5
1228280Please respect copyright.PENANADyCgOL2Upp
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。280Please respect copyright.PENANAnsior07J9F
280Please respect copyright.PENANAa7Dtl1Lr0M
1229280Please respect copyright.PENANAd6a0vsm8TN
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好280Please respect copyright.PENANABMEwCKV27Y
280Please respect copyright.PENANA50eFcnm83k
了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父280Please respect copyright.PENANALXV84qRzNt
280Please respect copyright.PENANAZQPY6ffBGu
》,却不得入梦。280Please respect copyright.PENANA82p4tpYEuM