19841218--19日记174Please respect copyright.PENANAlYyuF6s8n8
174Please respect copyright.PENANAx5DktKIPXE
1218174Please respect copyright.PENANArFOgiTbdrB
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在174Please respect copyright.PENANAyidqNVECno
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真174Please respect copyright.PENANAC2X6YugIe6
174Please respect copyright.PENANAAH9H1prvB3
不知怎的。174Please respect copyright.PENANArXYc95bTAA
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已174Please respect copyright.PENANAXRhuvYtfEx
174Please respect copyright.PENANAll8SRyMtBb
开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到174Please respect copyright.PENANAkySNoB1hcw
174Please respect copyright.PENANAiggU2gT2Xb
后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过174Please respect copyright.PENANATBBKj8mcxt
174Please respect copyright.PENANA2hlun6ZYPP
时又出现了,唉!174Please respect copyright.PENANAPTtpaO4mdp
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1219174Please respect copyright.PENANAi7KjBtKBqI
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。174Please respect copyright.PENANALZcmB5DddR
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐174Please respect copyright.PENANAltdGT5HP7Q
174Please respect copyright.PENANA2RtHsbOQn0
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改174Please respect copyright.PENANAKqBKSdyqb0
174Please respect copyright.PENANA5b6VrDhfbn
得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这174Please respect copyright.PENANAIW2lOfLUm2
174Please respect copyright.PENANAnguHPMNCEy
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。174Please respect copyright.PENANAhmgDf4AlU5
174Please respect copyright.PENANAG4dadHHHc7
19841220--21日记174Please respect copyright.PENANAgITjD1q6yK
174Please respect copyright.PENANAV6NkR4ylJB
1220174Please respect copyright.PENANAtXIcrmSNIc
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团174Please respect copyright.PENANAz8UdFazcpI
174Please respect copyright.PENANAi0yQX1M9Al
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们174Please respect copyright.PENANAVLPcXHqfAe
174Please respect copyright.PENANA2NkSiVhjP2
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态174Please respect copyright.PENANAR4NYiMfcZK
174Please respect copyright.PENANAs05br0pYeG
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。174Please respect copyright.PENANA3JhAIEYsnL
174Please respect copyright.PENANAn9lnDiHm4Z
1221174Please respect copyright.PENANAfvrPxhHl6W
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交174Please respect copyright.PENANA9X8RnAnJBO
174Please respect copyright.PENANAE1V876PeK7
,可今天星期五了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAdHjRyPOn7T
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他174Please respect copyright.PENANASCIifJKhAN
174Please respect copyright.PENANAcPGUTQnJE5
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。174Please respect copyright.PENANAN9gRra6Ias
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。174Please respect copyright.PENANAYYzeOqJQDN
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向174Please respect copyright.PENANAt2ItQzlaVz
174Please respect copyright.PENANAxqv2Hg17AU
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天174Please respect copyright.PENANABVER4wmLBt
174Please respect copyright.PENANAabQfvHGHQh
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几174Please respect copyright.PENANAQkk5s4ZJTU
174Please respect copyright.PENANAa6DYjNGG2u
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说174Please respect copyright.PENANAbpZRwfEw6Z
174Please respect copyright.PENANAwS2hcNWoX2
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:174Please respect copyright.PENANAeRY7sb41KM
174Please respect copyright.PENANAsDPDZSd6rp
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这174Please respect copyright.PENANAxnlbuZrtig
174Please respect copyright.PENANAVz4P1S4M1x
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。174Please respect copyright.PENANA1DQUCjFA6d
174Please respect copyright.PENANAyyQkgXBhhG
19841222--31日记174Please respect copyright.PENANAq215k6ryCh
174Please respect copyright.PENANAvcVvcxothE
1222174Please respect copyright.PENANAscUL9p1Qyc
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈174Please respect copyright.PENANAUCUnclN7pz
174Please respect copyright.PENANA3qWBwZlGV1
何,真不知怎的。174Please respect copyright.PENANADgs4WCcSKG
174Please respect copyright.PENANAhdSaYvKtmR
1223174Please respect copyright.PENANAfeSCQxokUK
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。174Please respect copyright.PENANALoFC6aCURo
174Please respect copyright.PENANAPcJOlhejES
1224174Please respect copyright.PENANAHhBkNJTbKo
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。174Please respect copyright.PENANAuQAqUnepd8
174Please respect copyright.PENANA2kUPrBNKwr
1225174Please respect copyright.PENANAbLoW2eCLw3
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。174Please respect copyright.PENANAij4mZ8JtA5
174Please respect copyright.PENANAwogIRZuDxJ
1226174Please respect copyright.PENANAAlSpTILcyZ
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。174Please respect copyright.PENANA9QvciBBQPy
174Please respect copyright.PENANAmmQKfBdN8E
1227174Please respect copyright.PENANAYQXIl6yLIR
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕174Please respect copyright.PENANA7vB0RjuU94
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了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAfH23HQZUGT
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1228174Please respect copyright.PENANAu2FKWITtpe
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。174Please respect copyright.PENANAxvBZ8NA3O8
174Please respect copyright.PENANAx4RiVhb52v
1229174Please respect copyright.PENANANtI1PzIlyT
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好174Please respect copyright.PENANApSPvunUi9F
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父174Please respect copyright.PENANAcpH1c618OL
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》,却不得入梦。174Please respect copyright.PENANAFha6lUHsk3