White sheets stained red in a hotel bed327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrUKl7bmmp
Skin, ice cold, lying on the bathroom floor alone327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2WKgTRvPb
Brains blown out in the shed, stone cold, dead
The basement where I cut off my breathing327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOI95PdcEf
My bedroom where I died while I'm sleeping327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOno7RvxIyY
Empty pill bottles scattered around my room 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMChR94Z2uo
Maybe a noose, don't make it loose 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweoN4Szrld
Maybe even a death I didn't choose
I'm stuck with these thoughts in my head327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyEBVubY5m
Vivid visions invading my rest 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsKUHNbRla
I can't sleep because all I see is death327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoOmVqOne9
I can't stay alive because I'm stuck in my head
I'm digging myself an early grave 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTHy37mXdm
Thinking about death at such an early age327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfXvVDandT
Part of me strives for the moment when the earth lies above my head 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN4TJrDOJK
The moment I'm dead is the day I'll rest327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmEm10KLpy
No more fighting an uphill battle that never seems to end 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG2LMkng6L
But another part of me doesn't want to let go, doesn't want this to end327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmH15ioNg6
I want to fight to stay alive, I want to fight to "live, laugh, love" again327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxK3ie0ISp
As corny as that is
I've tried so hard to stay alive, to stop crying327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT6sGCcufZ
To cut off the memories that I live out in daily reveries327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAf12Noznu
The dread that they dismiss as being "all in my head"327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrip4BQHd9g
I'm honestly tired of trying to be heard, to be lead in the right direction 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMqzCCBWLx
Because, so far, it's all dead-ends and "mental health awareness" trends327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCK210LoaQ
Nobody actually cares until you're dead327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFzuFuapcw
Until you're another headline in the news327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoIwBnA3hH
All the attention directed on you, and your grieving family who never even knew 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnCt8Odyi2
Because they never tried to listen to you
Now they post on your page, they age and you stay the same 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13EEq9U10w
"I miss you today" 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV5ym6OpJy
But they couldn't seem to feel that way when you were around327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Znubs98jE
But they care now, 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0j6ES5Aeo
Now that your life met an abrupt end
And my "friends", 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3gNdL3SEs
Mixed signals is all they send327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCMYXAtE9A
One day I matter to them 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXD57qJKYp
And the next I'm condemned
A few months ago, I was fine327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOJlIA1P2S
A few months ago, I felt like flying 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oZmNhs96H
A few months ago, I truly felt alive327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAAIPLIaoS
And a few months ago, nothing hurt...
But now, everything hurts 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtadeIGIX5
It's hard to explain with words,327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVIa3Vhd4W
How the silence kills 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyElyccsPP
How the pain I'm in rips me to shreds 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgR4puMF9oE
How my mind's convinced me that I'm better off dead
It's impossible to count on both hands, 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28cP5tGbMf
How many people I've cut off or let go of because I convinced myself that they deserved better 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t42PtScPQ
And look at them now, better off without me anyhow327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED4EC25zVl
I guess I didn't matter as much as they tried to make me believe 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl74F6sEqxe
But even their "reassurance" were pretty little lies that they weaved like tapestries 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ3dVoT8xM
The grief from all the casualties of all of my fantasies, my wildest dreams
There's a theme within all of it327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoq9QVOoDm
The little voice in my head, it screams it327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4Ph7bmHto
"This was their choice"327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyqlfLpHBP
And to be lonely all the time is mine327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicDQUUdyaU
All of my feelings are voiced, published publicly327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtkUO8QuOK
But they're overlooked, dismissed as fiction, a phase, lucky me...
So now my eyes, once open windows into my mind, close their curtains327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1miv97872
The words on all of the pages of my open book erase as the pages are burned327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD3Lt2b70d
This is exactly what I deserve, everything I've earned after the bridges I've burned 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhXNSJtX0S
It was never on purpose, never my intention, but I never had your attention from the start
All my wishes, sent to the stars, missed them all 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26iVme3VDX
Their light flickered and died as I spent nights in my room crying327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ377MxjRSn2
I wish somebody would call327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58PN9aGazF
But there's no denying that there's no point in trying
So I pour it out in my writing, daily and nightly 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoZvDUtmd6
But when I post these on the internet, I feel like I'm oversharing 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwxMc1aKc0
And when I vent to my friends, even though they reassure me that it's fine, I feel like a burden327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjclHAZcUhi
A buzzkill, a thrill-killer 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKio19zJD5
So I lie, saying that I'm fine 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouw3kPN8aZ
So that nobody asks questions, and nobody cries 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK6BS7UF5J
I wanted to feel heard but nobody cared enough, nobody tried
