・Luna ・
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Beseeching thou hear one than none."538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygy6fd8wLJ
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"May I have this dance?" The voice offered.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Bf1ml4XfA
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I slowly looked looked up to face him with great hope...but he wasn't the one who I was expecting.
Words can't describe how disappointed I am in right now. My body froze from where I'm standing as a respond to the question.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOwxk79DPI
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"Come on, this will be fun. I promise" he smiled and grabbed my hand even without my permission. 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo4FO2PndZ
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It was the girl's boyfriend from earlier.
He dragged me all the way from my sacred corner up to the centre of the venue. "I-I can't---" before I could complain he was already holding my waist.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OQ5SsmsZI
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He once again smiled "Here, put your hands on my shoulder" he then made my hands put on both of his shoulders and held my waist once again. "Now just go with the music, gorgeous"538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1gHcL60gQ
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On this moment, I'm just too disappointed and shocked that a guy offered me to dance.
He was swaying and dancing and there was me just standing in front of him while my hands are on his shoulders. This tiny brain of mine can't process what's happening.
I removed my hands off him and I was going to leave but the guy again held my hand and even made me turn, I thought it was just that until my heels broke that made me stumble and bump with a waiter passing by that is holding a plate with glasses of wine.
The music was suddenly abrupt. My dumbfounded senses heard a deafening silence in the atmosphere. Everyone was all eyes on me lying on the floor being messed up. My dress was stained with red colour from the wine.
What should I do?
I felt something warm flowed down on my cheeks. 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVndDQTVwK
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"Hey, are you alright?" A skin from a thumb touched my face. Then I realized that I was crying without being aware that I was. My tears continuously flowed dripping some on the floor. 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuiUMmaaWf
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"Now there you are babe, I was looking literally everywhere for you- WHAT ARE DOING?" It was her girlfriend that I spoke with earlier.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihw2JiyUj7
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Great a more shameful attention.
She pushed her boyfriend away from me and I felt a sting from her slap in my cheeks. "Don't you ever steal my boyfriend away from me"538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb94ttYJaGZ
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"Babe stop it! You're making a scene" 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P7f38wzi4
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"Hands off me you cheater! Now who do you think you are messing with?!"538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ioArTmfZK
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The girl dragged me by my hair and pulled it really hard. My hands are too weak to fight back and I don't know how either. I cried with the pain that she's giving me. The scalp of my head is really stretched and the strands of my hair would escape any moment.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPIJZPvTwV
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"I didn't steal him or plan to do so!" I shouted at her. Why did I ended in this kind of situation in the first place?!538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmhpQG5uFb
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"Liar!" She pushed and a loud sound of crash made the people in this room utter "Ohhh" as I landed on the table of vittles. Most of them must haven't look forward that something like this could happen in this trip.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqPbqrS4qg
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"Did you get on cam bro?"538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxN3b7nkLJ
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"You bet I did!"538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpwxOhc7yS
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"Gosh, she looks awful already"538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1VhpiJ0om
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My vision became blurry and my body is trembling. All I want is to get out of here, out of the sight of this people I don't need in my life. Far from any more mistakes and shame. These remarks of them stabs me a thousand pieces.
With all my remaining strength gathered, I managed to stand up and run away from that room, the staff in the glass door even tried to call out for my attention. I should have fight back or at least say something but I'm too weak to do that.
I looked down, disgraced. While getting away, some people was being bumped by myself unintentionally.
I don't know where to go, I let my bare feet cruise to the compass in my chest. Everything I am doing was unthought about until I was already outside of the hotel.
Freezing atmosphere wrapped my body as soon as I got out but it didn't made me stop I keep on running without turning back. I can see a wide field of chocolate cosmos ahead.
The chocolate cosmos welcomed my bare feet as I stepped into them. The sky should have been vivid blue but pile of clouds generously scattered in the firmament. Any moment now, I know it will rain.
In this part of sky and in this field of cosmos, I'm the only person who dared to get in between. I'm the only one who interfered with two cosmos.
I don't care if I get lost. If it means getting lost to rid of this world then I will be eternally grateful to do so.
The weather is getting colder every moment. My lungs are getting heavier. The pain is excruciating in my heart. Alcid breeze damped against my face and open skin, brushing the strands of my hair as I continued to run. My flowing tears are being dried by the wind.
There's only one place that I want to be and that's not home, the place that brings joy in my life and I truly long for. I've shed too much tears already.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AeqOBFZgX
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For the myriad time, I wish in my head...538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTnsGZFUla
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In this infinite space,538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8gdMWqIoc
Limitless universe with undefined possibilities.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelt6V6bHcY
Where countless stars are born.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMQckquIFL
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From the very start, I just want you to exist not just inside my heart and imagination.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OkV0CHqSr
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I don't know if it's too much to ask from the heavens but I want you to escape those pages. 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFODgxNk72
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My legs unanticipatedly drop in the middle of the field as I reach my limit. I can see my breath in the air as I breathe heavily. My lungs are really heavy and I'm gasping for air.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnX2diHFqx
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"Please exist for even just a moment." As I close my eyes, I cried with my fingers tightly intertwined with each other in my hands closed. I can't remember how many times have I wished or say please just to met you. 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWafpwaDEY3
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Am I being too wishful? 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL9l3l1nJY
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I looked up in the gray sky, my tears have fell first than the rain it holds. I took a deep breath as a tear escape my eye, I closed my eyes when I see the raindrops above have finally escaped from the grasp of clouds.
Just as I thought that rain would pour over me but it took longer than I expected causing me to open my eyes. I gasped. Raindrops are just an inch away from my face.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEwzsXuPjt
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Everything paused.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtczU4Ms8ha
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I can see the droplets from the sky floating in the mid air that we can normally see in a blink when it hit the ground. Raindrops should've fell.
The time reversed, instead of going down the earth it was pulled up again in the sky then everything was blue and clear above and soon the glistering rain was replaced with incoming meteor showers in the daytime.
As if the day already met the night; The sun finally touched the same sky as the moon as they aligned Eclipsed. Two worlds broken then separated was fixed.
Now I am being deaf because of my heartbeats.
Is this some sort of magic? Am I seeing miracle at work? Have I become delusional?
I covered my eyes when a meteor shower will struck at my direction but it hit a few inches in front of me in the ground of chocolate cosmos that was later turned into...dandelions?
As I looked around me and I saw the meteor showers from above hitting the ground that I am standing but instead of a meteorite being left, the chocolate cosmos are turned into dandelions once that they are hit. They are showering endlessly and brightly.
A strong wind blew the renewed field of dandelions that made its seeds dispersed and the seeds started to dance, circling around me, washing the colors of my dress until it turned to silky white.
The solar eclipse above was beyond beautiful, I wonder if it's a portal to another world if you put a hand into it.
A few seconds, It becomes bigger and the light surrounding the middle part shone like diamonds, eating the space of sky. I ran away but the moon and sun keeps on following me. The steps I make is the rhythm in my chest, it is panicking and screaming.
Something like gravity pulled me into the eclipse. Everything happened fast like a struck of falling star.
My vision can't hold the brightness it bear and before I knew it, I was consumed by too much light.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRMcXCL1mk
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But inside in my heart, I already knew:538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkOTLnmv0q
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The heavens answered my prayers; 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UtmnQUZS1
My wish came true.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmDGcoxyHI
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end of chapter four
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Author's Note:
While driving home, we would pass by these wide fields, I thought they were beautiful and amazing. One of my dreams is to freely run and roll over there until my breath still can while wearing a flowy dress and barefooted.
The green grass looks healthy underneath big and fluffy clouds.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVhq09V6R7
Sadly, we can't stop by and meddle with other people's land :<
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