
The room fell silent for a few seconds.
Suzuran bit her lip.74Please respect copyright.PENANACjdPa8y6zC
She knew she shouldn’t say it.74Please respect copyright.PENANAthH7quPJ8b
But still, in a voice barely above a whisper, she asked:
“Then… can I touch your arm muscles?”
She said it quietly, not quite a joke, not quite a confession—74Please respect copyright.PENANA7I4dLKGMCN
just a small nudge to see how close she was allowed to get.
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Kouichi turned slightly, his gaze landing on her.74Please respect copyright.PENANAxcLA1wY9Tb
For just a moment, something flickered in his eyes—74Please respect copyright.PENANAXHnM0eBqX4
but he didn’t reply right away.
Seeing his silence, she hurried on, her voice picking up speed and pitch like she was afraid he’d misunderstand… or worse, say no.
“It’s for the exam! Really! Everyone’s practicing palpation in class—biceps, deltoids, triceps… I have to pass too!”
Her face was already red, but she held her ground,74Please respect copyright.PENANAurqnbPtiFh
trying her best to look confident.
Kouichi stared at her—stubborn, flustered, determined.
Finally, his gaze softened.74Please respect copyright.PENANATq91RrfZEX
A breath escaped his lips, almost a sigh.
“…Fine. Left arm.”
The words were quiet, calm. But they were permission.
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He rolled up his left sleeve, exposing the clean lines of his forearm and biceps—74Please respect copyright.PENANA13oSZ7M4xk
firm, defined, composed—just like him.
“Ten minutes. Palpation only.”
His tone was as cool as ever, as he added:
“No laughing. No daydreaming. No weird thoughts.”
Suzuran's eyes lit up.74Please respect copyright.PENANApaJ92BpswL
She nodded furiously, like a kid who just got permission to pet a very fancy dog.
“I swear—study mode only!”
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She carefully reached out, her fingertips brushing his arm.
The moment her fingers touched skin, she froze.
“…Ugh.”
A breathy, involuntary sound escaped her.
This wasn’t like anything in the textbook!
No one ever said muscles could feel like this—so springy, so firm, so…74Please respect copyright.PENANAdeCtBUR7FQ
temptingly real.
She had expected something hard and static.74Please respect copyright.PENANA3ljjMRQ0Cg
But instead—there was warmth. Depth.74Please respect copyright.PENANA5FVOZ5HzMu
A weight that made her want to touch again.
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Her eyes focused, hands trembling slightly,74Please respect copyright.PENANAOlLMbPO7r5
trying desperately to maintain her “I’m being professional” façade.
Kouichi said nothing.74Please respect copyright.PENANAorviBBSKip
He just lowered his gaze and watched—without pulling away.
He let her touch him.
But it was as if he were silently saying—
You can touch me like this.74Please respect copyright.PENANA5z4n5aZjur
But only like this.74Please respect copyright.PENANAlugBrr6pbT
Only from this distance.
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She glanced at him again.74Please respect copyright.PENANAUkEVDBLVQy
Still calmly seated beside her, editing her report without so much as a blink.
As if nothing had happened.74Please respect copyright.PENANAHzlZ7zpVfo
As if her little emotional derailment was part of the routine.
He didn’t scold her.74Please respect copyright.PENANAXjud9gB8WB
Didn’t dodge her.
He simply… carried on.
And somehow, that made her feel—
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that she could inch a little closer each time.
She took a breath.
Then, carefully, she cradled his hand in both of hers.
That hand.
The one that had shot across her chest that day when he hit the brakes.74Please respect copyright.PENANAw2qxOLOgCi
The one that had thrown her whole heart into chaos.
Her fingers trembled slightly as they slid slowly over each of his knuckles—74Please respect copyright.PENANAr9iOx6eBFI
like she was holding something precious, too fragile to grip tightly.
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It was a very quiet hand.
The joints defined, calluses soft at the creases,74Please respect copyright.PENANACyYyuHy3GN
fingertips warm and calm.
As her fingertips brushed his index finger,74Please respect copyright.PENANA93bv64HvER
she felt the veins beneath his skin—subtle, winding, like strands of strength coiled under a surface of warmth.
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She thought, and immediately her cheeks flushed hotter.
Her heart stumbled up into her throat.74Please respect copyright.PENANApmotyTKsHU
Her gaze followed the path of her own fingers—74Please respect copyright.PENANAdVcOBeVbOb
from the web between thumb and forefinger,74Please respect copyright.PENANAGrrijmN78a
to the back of his hand,74Please respect copyright.PENANA1ctSX4X0Fi
down to the long, slender bones of his wrist.
There was something addictive in the quiet complexity of it all.74Please respect copyright.PENANAokMwgykSvm
Something that pulled at her, soft and slow and impossible to stop.
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And then—74Please respect copyright.PENANAY5E0TvN1xm
her fingers moved again.
Not consciously.74Please respect copyright.PENANAPiyDIDriX9
As if her body had decided on its own.
She slowly, almost soundlessly—
interlaced her fingers with his.
One finger.74Please respect copyright.PENANANp1oe9Wlui
Then another.74Please respect copyright.PENANAuCzyKUWBig
And another.
Until their hands fit together—perfectly.
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Ten fingers. Intertwined.
She froze.
She hadn’t said a word.74Please respect copyright.PENANA033rYaKWrM
But her body had confessed everything.
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This wasn’t about anatomy.74Please respect copyright.PENANAZJ9xUAiGnL
This was… the way lovers hold hands.
She stared down at their joined fingers,74Please respect copyright.PENANAnGaLFneb0Y
her palm burning from his warmth.
And somewhere in her heart, a soft voice whispered:
If only I could stay like this.74Please respect copyright.PENANAys7VTFazHi
Not just for palpation.74Please respect copyright.PENANAoH596UXOZL
Not just for ten minutes.74Please respect copyright.PENANAAa2izesV7M
But forever.
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She bit her lower lip.74Please respect copyright.PENANAWgtGiSomV8
Too afraid to look up.
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wasn’t rejection.
It was the possibility—
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she might see a tiny flicker of indulgent gentleness.
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lose all ability to pull away.
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that would make her fall even deeper.
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“…My lady,”74Please respect copyright.PENANANhcIIG9Jj7
His voice was low, the calm she always knew.
But this time—74Please respect copyright.PENANAPcXIaU9zQ6
there was a faint huskiness to it, like he’d just pushed something down.
“Are you sure this part… is covered in the textbook?”
Suzuran snapped back to reality.
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She looked down—
Her right hand, still holding his left.74Please respect copyright.PENANAoWm3PvYdSq
Their fingers laced tight.
Like lovers.
Like a secret promise in the middle of an ordinary afternoon.
Her heart dropped.
“I—I…”74Please respect copyright.PENANA5d8GaVm3kN
She couldn’t even finish.
Her face had turned red to the roots of her hair.
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What. Just. Happened?!
She meant to feel his tendons. Just the hand. Just for class!
But somehow—her fingers had just slipped into his without her noticing?!
She yanked her hand back in a panic—74Please respect copyright.PENANAbexx4b3yIS
but fumbled halfway, making it seem more like she didn’t want to let go.
Kouichi didn’t release her immediately.
He simply watched her.74Please respect copyright.PENANAPWoqja4TK1
Quietly.74Please respect copyright.PENANAiNqnk7RUYJ
As she panicked like a kid caught sneaking cookies before dinner.
Her lips moved, but no words came out.
And then—finally, he spoke.
“…Time’s up.”
His voice was calm as ever. Composed.74Please respect copyright.PENANAUEcl0LDZOC
As if absolutely nothing had happened.
But only he knew—
That for one second,74Please respect copyright.PENANAmhwP6KJNrF
his fingers had gently squeezed back.
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“I-I was just checking your muscle tone! That’s all!”
“Mm. Got it.”
He calmly pulled his hand away—unhurried, smooth.74Please respect copyright.PENANAQE3rouqWLS
But there was still a faint warmth left behind in her palm.
He paused for a second.
Then added, as if it were a matter-of-fact follow-up:
“So… would you like to check any other muscle groups?”
“…What?”
“For example—pectoralis major, biceps brachii, wrist flexors…”
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Her eyes suddenly lit up.
Her brain raced through the names he just listed:74Please respect copyright.PENANAUn4BpzxL95
Pectoralis major, biceps, wrist flexors…
Every one of them…
were the muscles you use when you hold someone close.
“Wait—are you saying… I should test them by having you hug me? For accuracy?”
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Kouichi didn’t reply.
He just turned and gave her a look—expression neutral, eyes steady.
Suzuran, meanwhile, lit up like a Christmas tree.
“Yes! Yes yes yes!! Obviously!!”
“….”
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Without a word, he slowly raised a hand…74Please respect copyright.PENANAEjhrzh48oE
and pressed it flat against her face.
“Idiot.”
Tone completely deadpan.74Please respect copyright.PENANA1hw36GlsJW
As if stating “Your book is upside down.”
Suzuran’s face exploded red.74Please respect copyright.PENANAJn18vIO06H
“Wh—Hey!!”
“I was kidding,”74Please respect copyright.PENANAvqAI7FCwy5
Kouichi muttered, calmly returning to her report.74Please respect copyright.PENANAPmMCzM6xco
His voice dry as ever.
“I didn’t think you’d actually take it seriously.”
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“No wonder your etiquette grades are so borderline…74Please respect copyright.PENANADRyP0P7yXg
You’ve probably been reading shoujo manga under the desk instead.”
“Hey—!”74Please respect copyright.PENANAqKnToqmOLV
She exploded, grabbing a pillow and rolling back and forth in outrage.
“You can’t say stuff like that in that tone!!74Please respect copyright.PENANAWt8NyXFjgX
Don’t forget who your master is!”
Kouichi shot her a glance and deadpanned:74Please respect copyright.PENANA1YTwv8rBEE
“You were the one who took it the wrong way.”
“I did not! It’s called hands-on learning, thank you very much.”
“Mm. Real dedication. I’m impressed.”
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He nodded with mock sincerity, then looked back down to continue writing comments, like he was grading some kind of midterm paper.
But in that moment—
facing away from her—
his lips twitched74Please respect copyright.PENANAYkQf7ef0sn
into a small, unmistakable smile.74Please respect copyright.PENANA4Bc9nAgYKv
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