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I narrowed my eyes at Kai through the mirror, "Is it?" I said blankly, not finding any of this hilarious, especially not getting roped into therapy.
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"Just a little," Kai said, pinching her fingers together for emphasis.
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I rolled my eyes, turning away from the mirror to walk closer to my bed she was sitting on.
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"I don't know about this one for tonight," I said, tugging slightly at the mini black denim skirt paired with a cheetah baby tee.
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"It's so cute though," Kai said, eyeing my body until her eyes landed on the matching stiletto boots I wore, "Those pull it all together too."
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I pursed my lips, running my hands through my hair that I decided to leave in the same half-up half-down hairstyle from earlier.
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"I guess it works for tonight," I said, walking over to my dresser where my perfumes were.
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Normally, I felt excited during our pre-gaming festivities.
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Kai even played our hype playlist as we got ready together and drank, but still, something felt off.
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If this has anything to do with therapy, I'm fucking quitting.
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Ugh, but I'm definitely thinking about our session.
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Why am I thinking about it?
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All we did was discuss very surface-level topics.
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It's just... well, the having control over your life thing keeps popping into my head.
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It doesn't help that I'm tipsy, and not as in control as I would be sober.
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Is drinking an issue?
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Hell no, I thought as I quickly shook my head at the intrusive thought.
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I'm young and living my life to the fullest.
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I glanced over when Kai stood from my bed, adjusting her red bandeau top that she wore with matching flare pants and gold heels.
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"You're overthinking it. The fit is cute, trust me," Kai assured me, lifting her hand to tap my ass.
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I forced a smile, hating that the last thing on my mind right now was my outfit.
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"My ass does look pretty good," I suddenly said, eyeing myself in the full-body mirror as I sprayed my perfume.
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"Let's hope the gays are out to see it," Kai hummed as I sat my Good Girl perfume down.
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"Yeah, I need a good hookup," I determined, knowing I had really only hooked up with Kai these two weekends.
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The crowd is... boring.
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However, tonight I'm desperate.
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"We'll find you someone," Kai said as we walked out of my bedroom, "Even if I'm the best you'll ever have," she shot me a cheeky wink.
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I rolled my eyes with a smile, "Besides myself," I joked back.
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No one knows my body like me.
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I know exactly where to touch and how I want the pace.
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"Agreed," Kai said as she unlocked her phone and navigated to the Lyft app.
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"How far away is the nearest driver?" I asked, glancing over to her phone as she inputted one of our usual clubs as the address.
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"Only two minutes," Kai told me, booking the ride as soon as it popped up.
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After that, we took one quick last shot of Tito's and headed downstairs to wait for our ride.
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The nightclub called The Den was only a short ten-minute drive, giving Kai and me time to take our selfies and reapply our lip liner and gloss.
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Our first agenda upon making it past the bouncer was shots.
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Then it was women.
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Kai's favorite bartender was working so her problem was solved.
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We would get free drinks and Kai would get to go home with her.
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Now I just needed someone to take home for myself.
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My favorite thing to do is scan the room, analyzing everything and everyone.
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Typically, I never really have to do too much.
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A random woman will lock eyes with me and I'll motion her over.
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Tonight, a raven-haired woman caught my eye.
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She had long straight hair that fell to her mid-back, emphasizing her sharp face and green eyes.
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She wore a short black skirt with a matching halter top, exposing her arms covered in small tattoos.
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She made her way over to me as soon as I motioned my head at her, smiling as she approached me.
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"Let me buy you a shot," I leaned into her ear to say, pressing my hand to her arm as I did so.
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"I'll cover the next round," she offered, leaning closer to me so I could hear her properly.
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I smirked slightly when she placed her hand against my upper back, "Deal," I said, leaning back slightly to wave over the bartender.
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Who had been occupied by my best friend.
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Kai smiled when her dark eyes landed on me, noticing the woman by my side now.
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It was a look of approval—at least until she glanced back over to the bartender, Tara, watching her frame as she walked over to me.
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The music was loud as I tried my best to tell her my order.
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Lemon drop shots were what I settled on for us.
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"I'm River" I leaned into her to say, feeling a little looser as I gripped her closer to me.
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"Octavia," she introduced herself, running her hand down my back.
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I smiled wider, "Let's dance," I said in her ear, grabbing her hand to pull her toward the dance floor before she could respond.
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I was pressed against her in a matter of seconds, grinding against her as she held my waist.
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In a matter of a few songs, our positions flipped, holding her in place as she started grinding against me.
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We only danced for a few songs until we were back at the bar again.
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Octavia covered our next round of shots as she previously offered, ordering us the same lemon drop shots since I had gotten them for us earlier.
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Kai was unsurprisingly by the bar still, taking shots off Tara.
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Instead of dancing some more, I guided us toward Kai, wanting to briefly catch up with my best friend.
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"Tara gets off in five minutes," Kai leaned into me to say, "I don't want to leave you so-"
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"Bitch you better go," I cut her short, giving her an offended look.
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Because she better not pass on getting laid tonight.
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I'm good where I'm at.
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"I'll be fine, Kai," I said, smiling wider as I zoned back into Octavia's hands that roamed up and down my sides as she silently stood behind me, "Clearly," I told Kai over the music, motioning behind me.
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My best friend's lips tilted into a smirk, "Okay, but I'll be checking your location and texting you later," she told me, earning a few loose nods from me.
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"Have fun," I said, briefly kissing her cheek before I leaned away from her entirely.
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"You too," Kai said, her stare shifting to Octavia, who she smiled at before glancing back over to me, "Love you, Rivs."
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"Love you too," I repeated, turning around to face Octavia as Kai walked past us to meet Tara.
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We were back to dancing after one more shot, falling into the beat of the music together.
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Until soon we naturally kept our legs intertwined, grinding against each other as we held our short skirts in place.
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I could feel her wetness through her underwear and I knew she could feel mine.
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At some point, it felt like we had mutually agreed to leave.
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A word wasn't said, but as we left the dance floor we unconsciously migrated to the main entry doors.
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Octavia ordered a Lyft for us while I offered my apartment to go back to since her place was five minutes farther.
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The short car ride was filled with lingering touches, meaningless conversation, and impatience.
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For once tonight, everything felt just as it used to.
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I felt good.
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It was the familiar excitement I recall, building in my stomach as we walked down the familiar hallway to my apartment.
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Octavia pulled me into a kiss as soon as the door closed loudly behind us, guiding us with no direction.
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I took the reigns instead, grabbing her waist as I dominated the kiss.
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Octavia grew breathless in response, letting me guide her toward my bedroom.
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I pinned her back against my bed as soon as I got the opportunity, wasting no time as I straddled her body.
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Octavia hummed when I connected our lips again, arching into me as I trailed my hand down past her skirt.
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This.
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This is what control feels like.
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Dr. Luccini was wrong—it's not just habits or routines.
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You can seek control in other ways, and other places.
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"Right there," I heard Octavia breathe out, arching up into me as I continued sliding in and out of her.
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The kiss between us had been broken—by me or her, I'm unsure.
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I can't even focus on how wet she is, something that's normally enjoyable for me.
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I can only focus on someone who had popped into my thoughts in the worst way.
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"River."
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I could hear her voice clearly in my head, striking a deeper nerve.
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It was infuriating and alarming at the same time.
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"Hey, are you okay?" Octavia's voice cut into my thoughts, running her hands up my back as my face remained buried in the crook of her neck.
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I don't know when I leaned down or when she had finished.
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"Yeah, yes," I quickly said, carefully sliding out of her as my face burned up.
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Fuck Dr. Luccino.
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Seriously, I don't need her—I don't even know why I'm thinking about her.
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I drew in a deep breath as I tried to focus on Octavia's roaming hands, how they slipped between my legs and past my short skirt.
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But suddenly, nothing felt right.
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"I think..." I trailed off, appalled by what I was about to say to her, "I think I'm good," I said, cringing internally at my own words.
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Octavia quickly pulled her hand away, "Are you sure?" she asked me as I leaned away from her neck, "I can make you feel really good," she added, tracing her hand up my back.
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I forced a smile at her words, "I just feel tired," I lied, crawling off her lap and causing her hand to fall from my back in the process.
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"Okay..." Octavia awkwardly trailed off, laying up from the bed as she adjusted her skirt so she could stand up.
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I pursed my lips, feeling guilty for the mixed signals I sent.
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"You can stay the night if you want," I offered out of consideration.
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I would never fuck someone and make them leave afterward.
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Some people do, but I'm not that inhumane.
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"No it's fine," Octavia said, grabbing her phone and purse from the bed.
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My purse was on the bed too, probably getting flung to the side during the process of everything.
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"I can cover your Lyft," I quickly offered, grabbing my purse to get my phone.
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"It's good I got it now," Octavia determined, tapping on her phone a few times as she backed away toward the door, "The nearest one is like a minute away."
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I nodded awkwardly, unsure what I should say next.
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"I'll leave my number if you want?" Octavia asked, furrowing her brows at the dynamic of this.
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I blinked a few times before I inevitably nodded,
"Sure-yeah, here," I said, quickly unlocking my phone and tapping the contact app.
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Octavia stepped closer to me when I extended my phone illuminated with the blank contact.
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"I had fun with you tonight," I whispered, unsure of what else to say.
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I've never had this happen before.
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"I had fun too," Octavia said with a small smile, handing my phone back to me.
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I pursed my lips into a smile, "Be safe getting back," I said as she backed away from me.
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"I'll be good—I have a roommate who knows I'm coming home now," she assured me, earning a nod from me as I stood up to walk her out.
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We exchanged a very brief side hug as I held the door open for her, watching her walk down the hallway toward the elevator.
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I let out a deep sigh as I gently closed the door, processing how quickly this night went wrong.
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I felt stone-cold sober, walking over to the kitchen and making myself a glass of water.
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Then I headed into my bedroom, setting the glass down to get ready for bed.
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For once after a night out, I had the energy to do my full skincare routine, pulling my hair into a ponytail as I started.
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It only took me five minutes to wash my face and apply my serums, and then I slid into bed under my thick covers.
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I laid on my back, staring up through the darkness at the ceiling above me.
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My head felt scrambled with numerous thoughts.
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Octavia, tonight's events, my therapy session just hours ago—
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And Dr. Luccino.
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I felt almost disgusted by my sexual exchange with Octavia, and it wasn't even her fault.
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I just felt... off-putted by it and I don't know why.
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It was a heavy feeling that sat on my chest as I tried my best to drift off to sleep despite my thoughts.
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At some point, I had to turn on white noise to steady myself.
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Luckily, that was just what I needed given I fell asleep not even minutes after that.
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I still managed to toss and turn throughout the night, almost haunted by my thoughts that manifested into dreams.
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The next morning, I woke up to the bright sun filtering in around me—making my eyes scrunch tighter shut as a groan vibrated in my chest.
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I forgot to close my black-out curtains last night.
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Fuck.
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A deep sigh fell from my lips as I blinked my heavy eyes open, wiping under them as I adjusted to the bright room.
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I pushed the covers away, rubbing the front of my head as I sat up from my bed.
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For once my room was decently clean given I didn't tear it apart getting ready last night.
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It was odd, but it felt nice that I didn't have a terrible mess to clean up.
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I let out a soft sigh, standing from my bed as I reached for my phone to check any new notifications.
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I was about to head into the kitchen for a cup of coffee—
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Until I halted.
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It was a brief thought, especially as I stared down at my unmade bed.
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I drew in a deep breath, letting it out in irritation as I dropped my phone on my nightstand with a clatter.
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I shook my head, reaching for the sheets to pull them up and tuck them neatly.
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I can't believe I'm actually making my fucking bed right now.
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I reached for the dark comforter, pulling it up before adjusting the furry cheetah print comforter neatly over it.
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I even fluffed my fucking pillows.
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Aside from how much I hated the process of it...
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It also felt weirdly nice?
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I felt productive just as Dr. Luccino mentioned.
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Suddenly, I was thinking about doing brunch today and maybe going grocery shopping.
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I really want to make that viral TikTok pasta with feta cheese and tomatoes.
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I reached for my coffee mug once my Keurig finished pouring the steaming liquid into the cup.
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I poured in my usual cream and a small amount of sugar since I prefer my coffee less sweet.
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I hummed as I took the first sip of my coffee, letting out a soft sigh as I rounded my kitchen island.
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Until I paused, my eyes locked on the familiar business card sitting on the granite counter.
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A smile suddenly twitched up on my lips at the thought that popped into my head.
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I didn't give it another second of contemplation—I set my coffee mug down, grabbing my phone and the business card.
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I inputted her number into my phone, labeling her contact with the name I preferred.
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After that, I focused on typing up a text to her.
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Maybe I just wanted to talk to her—or I wanted her to acknowledge that I did what we discussed yesterday.
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Either way, it gave me that familiar excited feeling again, nestling deep in my stomach.
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Me: i made my bed this morning. happy?
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I smiled slightly as I sent the text, hoping she would pick up on the attitude I used with her.
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The knots in my stomach grew as I locked my phone, walking over to pick up my coffee mug from where I had set it down previously.
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I tried my best to focus on drinking my coffee and not thinking about my text or her response.
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Five minutes felt like five hours, almost anticipating my phone to light up with her text.
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I quickly glanced over when a text buzzed on my bright lock screen.
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Only it was from Kai.
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I gave my phone a narrowed look, picking it up from the counter.
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Kai: good morning sunshineeeee
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I smiled at her text, shaking my head as I typed back my response.
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Me: good morning :)))
Me: how do you feel about brunch today?
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I watched the typing bubbles quickly pop up, waiting for her response.
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Kai: mimosas?
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I rolled my eyes with a soft chuckle, typing back quickly.
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Me: anything you want Kai
Me: i'm gonna invite Zi and Sid too tho
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My smile grew as I watched the typing bubbles appear again, knowing she was probably groaning in annoyance.
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Kai: buzzkillingtonnnn: (
Kai: i don't wanna hear nothing when i'm drinking these mimosas fr
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I began typing again, quickly sending her one last message so I could text Zion and Sid next.
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Me: you won't hear a peep
Me: promise Kai
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I went out of our texts, scrolling down my text log to text Zion and Sid in our group chat.
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Me: brunch today @ 12 pm???
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I watched as the text delivered through in the group chat, glancing up when another text buzzed through on my phone.
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I assumed it was Kai texting me back.
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Instead, it was her.
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Knots quickly grew in my stomach, clicking on the text message to read her response.
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Doc: You should ask yourself that, River.
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I clenched my jaw as I read her text, hearing her voice so prominently in my head as I typed my response.
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Me: very happy.
Me: are you?
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I watched as the text sent through, anticipating what she would say in response.
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I just wanted her acknowledgment, something she doesn't seem to want to give.
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I glanced back down when my phone buzzed again.
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A few times actually.
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It was from Kai and then Zion and Sid in the group chat.
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I was more focused on Dr. Luccino's response.
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Doc: I'm proud of you.
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I pursed my lips as I read her message over and over again, feeling a sense of satisfaction.
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I was wrong, I guess she does want to acknowledge what I did.
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I think I'm just used to my mother or anyone else breezing past it.
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Another text buzzed through.
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Doc: How did it make you feel?
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I clenched my jaw when a smile threatened to grow on my lips, typing my response back to her.
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Me: good. productive as you said
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I watched as the typing bubbles popped up, anticipating what she would say.
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Doc: That's good to hear, River.
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I halted for a moment, wondering what I should say back to her message.
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I didn't want our conversation to end on a boring note, so I started thinking of ways to switch the mood.
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It was a quick idea that popped into my head, not bothering to contemplate it since I have her attention at this current moment.
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I started texting again, my fingers tapping the screen quickly.
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Me: did you want to come see if i made my bed correctly?
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Me: it seems you have standards
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I smirked as I watched the message send through, rereading it a few times.
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Damn, Im smooth.
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That's all I have to say.
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My smirk widened as I watched the typing bubbles appear again, hoping she wouldn't give me a boring response.
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Doc: I trust you did it properly.
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I raised a brow, seeing her words as a double meaning.
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Or maybe I'm just fucked in the head.
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I started typing again, not wanting to leave the conversation as is.
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Me: so no reward?
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The typing bubbles didn't appear as quickly as last time, so I took the time to answer Zion and Sid, confirming our brunch plans.
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They even sent a few new places we could try out, which I decided to forward to Kai for her approval as well.
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Then two texts buzzed on my phone from Dr. Luccino, which I quickly clicked on to read.
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Doc: I usually give my younger patients lollipops.
Doc: Is that what you want, River?
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An unconscious smile grew on my lips as I began typing again.
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Me: i'm grateful for anything you give me
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My words definitely held a double meaning-one that I knew she would pick up on.
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Luckily, I didn't have to wait too long for her response since she started typing again.
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Then her next text buzzed through.
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Doc: I appreciate your gratitude. Have a good weekend, River.
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I rolled my eyes at her brief message, which basically ended our conversation.
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I knew it was purposeful.
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I purposely thumbs-upped her message out of spite, locking my phone as I leaned away from the counter to walk into my bedroom.
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I already decided I would dress more comfortably for brunch, which I told everyone so we could match similarly.
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A pair of baggy jeans with a cute long-sleeve black bodysuit was what I settled on, sliding on a pair of Nike's for a more sporty look.
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I kept my hair in a ponytail, gelling down my baby hairs to frame my face.
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After I finished getting ready, I exited my apartment and walked down the hallway toward the elevator.
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The drive to the new brunch spot was fifteen minutes out, located closer to Sid and Zion's place.
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They were already there, luckily, securing us a table with how busy it was.
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Kai came in a few minutes after me, wearing a lounge set with her hair in a messy bun.
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"Don't worry, we already ordered mimosas for the table," Zion told Kai, knowing that was the first thing she would say.
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Kai flashed us her usual smile, "Thanks, buzzkillington," she said, sliding in next to me at the booth, "How did your night go?" she asked me, giving me a playful nudge.
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I quickly glanced down to the menu, almost forgetting last night's events entirely, "Uh, pretty good honestly," I lied, deciding that if I was truthful then Kai would think something was wrong.
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Nothing is wrong.
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It was just a weird night.
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"I need all the details later," Kai whispered to me, picking up her menu.
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"Guys french toast or pancakes?" Sid suddenly asked, lowering her menu down.
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"French toast," Zion and I said in unison.
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"Pancakes," Kai said, giving us both a blank look before she shrugged, "Well, I'm getting pancakes," she determined.
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I smiled at her, glancing over when I noticed our waiter approaching us with the ice bucket of champagne and orange juice.
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At least today's going decently well.
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Plus it's Saturday so I still have another day until classes start.
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"Cheers," Kai happily said as she raised her glass, causing us to raise ours as well.
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"Cheers," we said in unison, lightly clinking our glasses together before sipping on our mimosas.
I put a little extra orange juice in mine since I wasn't really in the mood to drink.
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I still had a lot of fun catching up with them, eating a bomb-ass breakfast, and laughing over old memories.
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The awkward occurrence with Octavia was at the back of my head, which is exactly where I intended to leave it.
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