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I remember exactly where I was8964 copyright protection530PENANApP3u4Fjjk6 維尼
when I realized what happened.8964 copyright protection530PENANAXDIpzIh13s 維尼
The water fountain next to my boss’s office 8964 copyright protection530PENANA4XteF68wKp 維尼
shared that moment with me.8964 copyright protection530PENANAKK373nUec8 維尼
While a small piece of my sanity melted8964 copyright protection530PENANAI2EESEtLR7 維尼
the fountain never moved.8964 copyright protection530PENANABHYe4gH1po 維尼
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The melted pile of goo8964 copyright protection530PENANAlvCDrlQssX 維尼
was hidden away.8964 copyright protection530PENANA1dmmPaEcOr 維尼
The same place where I stuffed memories8964 copyright protection530PENANAYLDTKVvKpQ 維尼
of that day.8964 copyright protection530PENANAuZC4pDdLGE 維尼
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I remember exactly where I was8964 copyright protection530PENANAv06RydHnRD 維尼
when I told myself it didn’t happen.8964 copyright protection530PENANAts8AamLp8s 維尼
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To make sense of what happened8964 copyright protection530PENANABtJQN68Q6T 維尼
I sought out other men,8964 copyright protection530PENANAlUIhhOkSAT 維尼
and waited for it to happen again.8964 copyright protection530PENANALEQcWAWYcR 維尼
I chose the most vile and abusive men,8964 copyright protection530PENANATlqqLlHq54 維尼
because in my broken brain if they did 8964 copyright protection530PENANA84TP6RcWqN 維尼
that to me then it was normal.8964 copyright protection530PENANAf5toN7y8uk 維尼
If they hurt me the way he did,8964 copyright protection530PENANAielt5IEc28 維尼
then what happened wasn’t rare.8964 copyright protection530PENANA6ZGGxj8L0X 維尼
Then I wouldn’t have to admit something had happened.8964 copyright protection530PENANAzmsKm9dV5U 維尼
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They hurt me in other ways8964 copyright protection530PENANAkrG58GVnGT 維尼
but never the way I thought they would.8964 copyright protection530PENANAEf8OSCFVwo 維尼
By trying to rationalize this one trauma8964 copyright protection530PENANAROqZXBmyeN 維尼
I created so many more.8964 copyright protection530PENANAS4B3Mn6pWP 維尼
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The hours I spent in backseats of cars8964 copyright protection530PENANAf78LC4Jjbp 維尼
or time I spent on my knees8964 copyright protection530PENANAJ1lb5dKUyy 維尼
are pieces of me I can’t ever get back.8964 copyright protection530PENANAPdRuUtHJTm 維尼
I know from experience how little support8964 copyright protection530PENANAdXfhYuCmd0 維尼
a cardboard box has8964 copyright protection530PENANAE1w8Viefx3 維尼
and how grimey the underside of a bathroom8964 copyright protection530PENANABrjSQZ2xuP 維尼
sink is.8964 copyright protection530PENANAQ4iboUVLm0 維尼
I let sweaty middle-aged men climb over me8964 copyright protection530PENANArZMXozerpH 維尼
while I blankly stared at mirrored ceilings8964 copyright protection530PENANAkJa67nGKXo 維尼
because I told myself I deserved it. 8964 copyright protection530PENANAoaGqDKjctO 維尼
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Moments of realization will8964 copyright protection530PENANAHI7delovIG 維尼
come to me when I least expect it8964 copyright protection530PENANA0E42Fi4YSN 維尼
Driving, and thoughts of8964 copyright protection530PENANAaHHGt1xoXS 維尼
“my rapist was in my house”8964 copyright protection530PENANAPwp8G8qAkf 維尼
distract me.8964 copyright protection530PENANAn53YgfOY7y 維尼
Washing dishes, and my brain chirps8964 copyright protection530PENANAdmlGqBXRmm 維尼
“he helped your grandparents move a shelf”8964 copyright protection530PENANA6nqp0EVo1k 維尼
showering, and all I can see8964 copyright protection530PENANAT0wVMFU7T1 維尼
are faces8964 copyright protection530PENANApnSLOvqfe0 維尼
An endless cycle of regret8964 copyright protection530PENANAyOs2Qto3G7 維尼
Everyday my brain resurrects 8964 copyright protection530PENANARKBemUoHKv 維尼
a new ghost to haunt me8964 copyright protection530PENANA7Iz8eIopfQ 維尼
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Your way of thinking will change.8964 copyright protection530PENANAyFAdEcijim 維尼
No one talks about that.8964 copyright protection530PENANARhMt6LjSwt 維尼
You’ll realize it too late8964 copyright protection530PENANA6lEibvx9oG 維尼
and it’ll be another thing you’ve lost. 8964 copyright protection530PENANAQ3CpDuWw1u 維尼
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There’ll be a joke8964 copyright protection530PENANAsaiJKESDy7 維尼
someone always makes one8964 copyright protection530PENANAtkymMZHkhk 維尼
and it’ll take almost breaking 8964 copyright protection530PENANAjaDCre8l9E 維尼
your teeth8964 copyright protection530PENANAIV9oxcF0vb 維尼
to stay quiet8964 copyright protection530PENANA8AYaZfiF0m 維尼
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This thing that happened to you8964 copyright protection530PENANAwJLWHCUms6 維尼
is used as a plot twist in movies.8964 copyright protection530PENANAAdkxVPDCqs 維尼
You’ll have this weird8964 copyright protection530PENANAwugXivPdDO 維尼
understanding or knowledge8964 copyright protection530PENANADk34uiM6sC 維尼
that the rest of the audience won't. 8964 copyright protection530PENANAiTYcq59q6L 維尼
“I get why they froze.”8964 copyright protection530PENANA6XIl9OECaE 維尼
”The shower made sense.”8964 copyright protection530PENANAqD9zKigY9n 維尼
”I didn’t say anything either.”8964 copyright protection530PENANADLGubfXzZC 維尼
“Zoning out is normal.”8964 copyright protection530PENANAA20OS7OhGP 維尼
“Ah, the random crying stage.”8964 copyright protection530PENANAhunNOda4FM 維尼
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People might not understand8964 copyright protection530PENANAp23YBISc1v 維尼
why you connected to someone8964 copyright protection530PENANAFEnQlhzd9Z 維尼
with ten minutes of screentime8964 copyright protection530PENANA6Ol1KnqMOt 維尼
or some side character8964 copyright protection530PENANAA0XvgZUQgS 維尼
(but you’ll know)8964 copyright protection530PENANA91miZLPMn1 維尼
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No one cares8964 copyright protection530PENANAflPcgWBpn6 維尼
I mean that genuinely 8964 copyright protection530PENANA6vGuSaOfeE 維尼
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You may get help, justice, or pity8964 copyright protection530PENANA6lGym9GPPw 維尼
but that only lasts for so long.8964 copyright protection530PENANAjtMyPwdHHP 維尼
The world moves on8964 copyright protection530PENANAco1me1cC26 維尼
with or without you.8964 copyright protection530PENANAKj54Lu8gHW 維尼
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Eventually you have to stop8964 copyright protection530PENANABiymTtxfPB 維尼
mentioning it8964 copyright protection530PENANAViP8zjK6fr 維尼
or you’ll get left behind.8964 copyright protection530PENANA9wZ1J8mvR3 維尼
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I called ten offices8964 copyright protection530PENANAIDEiQMEcKp 維尼
there were no openings8964 copyright protection530PENANAdugjPjnI8V 維尼
when I was finally ready8964 copyright protection530PENANAMu0V7okI4A 維尼
to tell my story8964 copyright protection530PENANAIKUwsKMnoc 維尼
there were no ears8964 copyright protection530PENANAcMwSrflWF0 維尼
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I have to remind myself8964 copyright protection530PENANAEbvVKdAEFl 維尼
to call him what he actually is8964 copyright protection530PENANA2vmjGf4UJk 維尼
a rapist8964 copyright protection530PENANAJtGB8llab2 維尼
Monsters are the things from fairy tales8964 copyright protection530PENANAG6tIj4CzzI 維尼
that show us darkness can be defeated8964 copyright protection530PENANAjUhyI9g8Yh 維尼
Fantastical beings born into evil8964 copyright protection530PENANAh8bRlfYfBP 維尼
He chose it in that moment8964 copyright protection530PENANAVh7FOdhcgo 維尼
and there wasn’t a sword for me8964 copyright protection530PENANAhh5rR5tfQB 維尼
I have to remind myself that he was nothing more than a man8964 copyright protection530PENANA1yTckgKeyr 維尼
534Please respect copyright.PENANAGHDluWzo11
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12534Please respect copyright.PENANApWNeRmuyp2
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534Please respect copyright.PENANAl0x32r19Yp
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You can’t get raped in you’re not having sex.8964 copyright protection530PENANAJdfuC1Kucz 維尼
So they don’t teach you about it.8964 copyright protection530PENANAJvx7DqrEb5 維尼
Now that you know nothing 8964 copyright protection530PENANAnyHf0iuoCt 維尼
how do you tell crime from nature?8964 copyright protection530PENANAtcewMwJkza 維尼
You don’t.534Please respect copyright.PENANAwUwI25jKH3
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534Please respect copyright.PENANAB3THDjeZAM
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You learn about it in secret.8964 copyright protection530PENANApet6AIDEZ0 維尼
On darkened screens where predators lurk8964 copyright protection530PENANAFeaquc9BrN 維尼
and you get desensitized. 8964 copyright protection530PENANA946YJWkEFe 維尼
Violence=love8964 copyright protection530PENANAbHpHyfLiG3 維尼
or so the internet says.8964 copyright protection530PENANAyU2YOxWIqR 維尼
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So when something violent happens you think everythings normal.8964 copyright protection530PENANAepXY7cKzV5 維尼
It takes years to figure out what went wrong.8964 copyright protection530PENANACJ5KCOjYT9 維尼
You blame yourself,8964 copyright protection530PENANAanjI14dw8q 維尼
for not realizing it sooner.8964 copyright protection530PENANA5PZL13iGme 維尼
They blame you,8964 copyright protection530PENANA09F5oDk0FY 維尼
because how could you have been raped8964 copyright protection530PENANAYPHn10bkpM 維尼
if you’re not having sex?8964 copyright protection530PENANAjON0QgmjqA 維尼
534Please respect copyright.PENANAHohNBaRQew
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138964 copyright protection530PENANARr0HkEquBq 維尼
I vilified myself8964 copyright protection530PENANAgfv6wilna7 維尼
ruined my own background8964 copyright protection530PENANAxtkfSImllJ 維尼
lied to myself8964 copyright protection530PENANAlTCtsJvTSF 維尼
why would anyone believe me8964 copyright protection530PENANALNIiZbgl4H 維尼
if I didn’t for years8964 copyright protection530PENANAU4AJD71GN5 維尼
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Seven years.8964 copyright protection530PENANAIXpO1SCPxg 維尼
That’s how long I sang8964 copyright protection530PENANALTIeUu1KEs 維尼
my song of denial.8964 copyright protection530PENANAsxUpG2NNrb 維尼
That could have been years8964 copyright protection530PENANACRXz4Ae3y0 維尼
of therapy, moving on,8964 copyright protection530PENANAUY23XJvJ3I 維尼
or at least acceptance.8964 copyright protection530PENANAb86az4NPVe 維尼
Seven years8964 copyright protection530PENANACvHcqT73mq 維尼
spent fighting myself8964 copyright protection530PENANANy0a5vc8tT 維尼
while the real monster8964 copyright protection530PENANAniFMmpYncK 維尼
roamed free8964 copyright protection530PENANAqihj4HDsva 維尼
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