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I remember exactly where I was8964 copyright protection516PENANAL2NJmHeQI9 維尼
when I realized what happened.8964 copyright protection516PENANAdC1zqynXir 維尼
The water fountain next to my boss’s office 8964 copyright protection516PENANAtPBdfpbjeZ 維尼
shared that moment with me.8964 copyright protection516PENANADOpsfanueQ 維尼
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the fountain never moved.8964 copyright protection516PENANAU8wUGvFP8f 維尼
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The melted pile of goo8964 copyright protection516PENANA7kX2bQQv0B 維尼
was hidden away.8964 copyright protection516PENANA0XHkvmDB1O 維尼
The same place where I stuffed memories8964 copyright protection516PENANAAnHfqMG0Dh 維尼
of that day.8964 copyright protection516PENANAslhBD8tUL4 維尼
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I remember exactly where I was8964 copyright protection516PENANAM92bdBkVDM 維尼
when I told myself it didn’t happen.8964 copyright protection516PENANAq3V3pv4BRg 維尼
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To make sense of what happened8964 copyright protection516PENANAogLPhMuwr9 維尼
I sought out other men,8964 copyright protection516PENANAaERBvpB7ar 維尼
and waited for it to happen again.8964 copyright protection516PENANAGd4e1jgU2J 維尼
I chose the most vile and abusive men,8964 copyright protection516PENANAGbRyM1L47U 維尼
because in my broken brain if they did 8964 copyright protection516PENANAD2zepk88QA 維尼
that to me then it was normal.8964 copyright protection516PENANAzJDBMfUcvt 維尼
If they hurt me the way he did,8964 copyright protection516PENANACDfEdjU0wg 維尼
then what happened wasn’t rare.8964 copyright protection516PENANABioAHTTL8X 維尼
Then I wouldn’t have to admit something had happened.8964 copyright protection516PENANA72jdPw5hsi 維尼
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They hurt me in other ways8964 copyright protection516PENANAOe0k75ZgFs 維尼
but never the way I thought they would.8964 copyright protection516PENANAvPikxPiWS6 維尼
By trying to rationalize this one trauma8964 copyright protection516PENANAhcDI8xm3J9 維尼
I created so many more.8964 copyright protection516PENANAr8cVtvX4ww 維尼
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The hours I spent in backseats of cars8964 copyright protection516PENANAdXBHo5gbCf 維尼
or time I spent on my knees8964 copyright protection516PENANAq9Ne1s9MHC 維尼
are pieces of me I can’t ever get back.8964 copyright protection516PENANAXhXK22NUgU 維尼
I know from experience how little support8964 copyright protection516PENANADTxZSu7lSs 維尼
a cardboard box has8964 copyright protection516PENANA7iYeDL8VYC 維尼
and how grimey the underside of a bathroom8964 copyright protection516PENANA9lh5aRmxA6 維尼
sink is.8964 copyright protection516PENANAHx5sytKCN3 維尼
I let sweaty middle-aged men climb over me8964 copyright protection516PENANA1pOORfN0RU 維尼
while I blankly stared at mirrored ceilings8964 copyright protection516PENANAjsi2fg6Yj7 維尼
because I told myself I deserved it. 8964 copyright protection516PENANApx3IQW8Sk6 維尼
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Moments of realization will8964 copyright protection516PENANAJcGZoeYHYu 維尼
come to me when I least expect it8964 copyright protection516PENANA5CW4iFH2mH 維尼
Driving, and thoughts of8964 copyright protection516PENANApEKSeJKDIA 維尼
“my rapist was in my house”8964 copyright protection516PENANApOZN2NdV3H 維尼
distract me.8964 copyright protection516PENANA8ktj38WhL6 維尼
Washing dishes, and my brain chirps8964 copyright protection516PENANAVd8Rw7yeke 維尼
“he helped your grandparents move a shelf”8964 copyright protection516PENANAUhiMRr2coj 維尼
showering, and all I can see8964 copyright protection516PENANAM9fanYNNKg 維尼
are faces8964 copyright protection516PENANAqr8T1g2aKw 維尼
An endless cycle of regret8964 copyright protection516PENANAs2y4YyCbk7 維尼
Everyday my brain resurrects 8964 copyright protection516PENANAIHdFzqCDKn 維尼
a new ghost to haunt me8964 copyright protection516PENANATajNshJepR 維尼
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Your way of thinking will change.8964 copyright protection516PENANAelu9RAlOUL 維尼
No one talks about that.8964 copyright protection516PENANAktFg2nKtM6 維尼
You’ll realize it too late8964 copyright protection516PENANAxXXyvvPsan 維尼
and it’ll be another thing you’ve lost. 8964 copyright protection516PENANANszXGT3WSQ 維尼
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There’ll be a joke8964 copyright protection516PENANARjjtN13vl7 維尼
someone always makes one8964 copyright protection516PENANAllWqDYY8On 維尼
and it’ll take almost breaking 8964 copyright protection516PENANAVQZqx8k6is 維尼
your teeth8964 copyright protection516PENANA0BYdFQhAhS 維尼
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This thing that happened to you8964 copyright protection516PENANAUrhTQr1it8 維尼
is used as a plot twist in movies.8964 copyright protection516PENANALAYrVtU7Qa 維尼
You’ll have this weird8964 copyright protection516PENANAZH2qUraYmP 維尼
understanding or knowledge8964 copyright protection516PENANAiRqJHlUtTt 維尼
that the rest of the audience won't. 8964 copyright protection516PENANACjHBbgkeEk 維尼
“I get why they froze.”8964 copyright protection516PENANA467M0aKNta 維尼
”The shower made sense.”8964 copyright protection516PENANAJ9jqKnJHoL 維尼
”I didn’t say anything either.”8964 copyright protection516PENANAFiJNRxoDbO 維尼
“Zoning out is normal.”8964 copyright protection516PENANAX6p5TdzE7t 維尼
“Ah, the random crying stage.”8964 copyright protection516PENANAnfDi296qzx 維尼
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People might not understand8964 copyright protection516PENANANtWusdTAWN 維尼
why you connected to someone8964 copyright protection516PENANAda4EfJAmkF 維尼
with ten minutes of screentime8964 copyright protection516PENANAUN6eaPKMvi 維尼
or some side character8964 copyright protection516PENANAExAc2h4Ic7 維尼
(but you’ll know)8964 copyright protection516PENANAM54Upe4quC 維尼
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You may get help, justice, or pity8964 copyright protection516PENANAP5a9mmSYOE 維尼
but that only lasts for so long.8964 copyright protection516PENANA16zeWp0rE9 維尼
The world moves on8964 copyright protection516PENANA3w5ROnc2lQ 維尼
with or without you.8964 copyright protection516PENANALSwREf5rdT 維尼
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Eventually you have to stop8964 copyright protection516PENANAZT9h2BozFi 維尼
mentioning it8964 copyright protection516PENANAkQD2FdP7fb 維尼
or you’ll get left behind.8964 copyright protection516PENANAey2JWiPKHp 維尼
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I called ten offices8964 copyright protection516PENANAOYO6PDjIkF 維尼
there were no openings8964 copyright protection516PENANAaP56gpbUvx 維尼
when I was finally ready8964 copyright protection516PENANAJE47m0SZsm 維尼
to tell my story8964 copyright protection516PENANAY5VWYlYMfI 維尼
there were no ears8964 copyright protection516PENANA7aCaLVaB0C 維尼
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I have to remind myself8964 copyright protection516PENANALFPJiROI2a 維尼
to call him what he actually is8964 copyright protection516PENANAhvW8C6hAqN 維尼
a rapist8964 copyright protection516PENANAjDnQOmZfab 維尼
Monsters are the things from fairy tales8964 copyright protection516PENANAHMh8zLKARE 維尼
that show us darkness can be defeated8964 copyright protection516PENANA1c1iULhy7X 維尼
Fantastical beings born into evil8964 copyright protection516PENANAqlDUEQ6oDd 維尼
He chose it in that moment8964 copyright protection516PENANAIhyydzcBMA 維尼
and there wasn’t a sword for me8964 copyright protection516PENANAnKAqB4QBlS 維尼
I have to remind myself that he was nothing more than a man8964 copyright protection516PENANA2so2KEwXdW 維尼
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You can’t get raped in you’re not having sex.8964 copyright protection516PENANA3I6LXspxPK 維尼
So they don’t teach you about it.8964 copyright protection516PENANA8J3ODscKxO 維尼
Now that you know nothing 8964 copyright protection516PENANAdkQc7Tkmlh 維尼
how do you tell crime from nature?8964 copyright protection516PENANAisk6mD9JBi 維尼
You don’t.520Please respect copyright.PENANA71VqR1u19G
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You learn about it in secret.8964 copyright protection516PENANArrykoEPtXp 維尼
On darkened screens where predators lurk8964 copyright protection516PENANACZvpLjGk1K 維尼
and you get desensitized. 8964 copyright protection516PENANAVkYV5yXKdL 維尼
Violence=love8964 copyright protection516PENANAdhCawg9wXc 維尼
or so the internet says.8964 copyright protection516PENANAZKDki3ZOt2 維尼
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So when something violent happens you think everythings normal.8964 copyright protection516PENANAYWtphmzKAJ 維尼
It takes years to figure out what went wrong.8964 copyright protection516PENANA8hSBaMy7W7 維尼
You blame yourself,8964 copyright protection516PENANAK9sTnmok5w 維尼
for not realizing it sooner.8964 copyright protection516PENANAut6hr7bvX2 維尼
They blame you,8964 copyright protection516PENANAJRbmKNu5XY 維尼
because how could you have been raped8964 copyright protection516PENANA2Wo5vT9tV0 維尼
if you’re not having sex?8964 copyright protection516PENANAFPDv9SZtJg 維尼
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I vilified myself8964 copyright protection516PENANAqjKDfyHpJ4 維尼
ruined my own background8964 copyright protection516PENANAN4bkUI88ZY 維尼
lied to myself8964 copyright protection516PENANAExWoIGCWGk 維尼
why would anyone believe me8964 copyright protection516PENANAixj9NMOYmx 維尼
if I didn’t for years8964 copyright protection516PENANAGNqeLilExJ 維尼
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Seven years.8964 copyright protection516PENANAkGbeGiMBra 維尼
That’s how long I sang8964 copyright protection516PENANAx3nNSdrqvU 維尼
my song of denial.8964 copyright protection516PENANAecvSyEbcSK 維尼
That could have been years8964 copyright protection516PENANA77hVTkdpMH 維尼
of therapy, moving on,8964 copyright protection516PENANAjJ2YQn6oTl 維尼
or at least acceptance.8964 copyright protection516PENANAXEGLMCv6Ji 維尼
Seven years8964 copyright protection516PENANA1ErscelpDm 維尼
spent fighting myself8964 copyright protection516PENANATVPcjDR1Xn 維尼
while the real monster8964 copyright protection516PENANA0gzVqQ4rZw 維尼
roamed free8964 copyright protection516PENANAHVvqIQ8Vrc 維尼
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