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No Plagiarism!s8GPdErMXmWgjgN8x4Mxposted on PENANA Part 18964 copyright protection521PENANAZlWcCxsunM 維尼
I remember exactly where I was8964 copyright protection521PENANAnH1ZzIEhFp 維尼
when I realized what happened.8964 copyright protection521PENANAnGrgjltK1x 維尼
The water fountain next to my boss’s office 8964 copyright protection521PENANAPs2vTyAGwo 維尼
shared that moment with me.8964 copyright protection521PENANAQjnt2AoIE8 維尼
While a small piece of my sanity melted8964 copyright protection521PENANA0f2mAOFeVU 維尼
the fountain never moved.8964 copyright protection521PENANA30COwfXmbt 維尼
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The melted pile of goo8964 copyright protection521PENANARL53RzyYuS 維尼
was hidden away.8964 copyright protection521PENANAHG45BLwT43 維尼
The same place where I stuffed memories8964 copyright protection521PENANA0aSKVq3Etp 維尼
of that day.8964 copyright protection521PENANAMvfjamUiwq 維尼
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I remember exactly where I was8964 copyright protection521PENANAFfdTVk5FbU 維尼
when I told myself it didn’t happen.8964 copyright protection521PENANA4TzfESGzvM 維尼
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To make sense of what happened8964 copyright protection521PENANAufUP0zyULh 維尼
I sought out other men,8964 copyright protection521PENANAXDzcJXlxjJ 維尼
and waited for it to happen again.8964 copyright protection521PENANARRq7d8M8oQ 維尼
I chose the most vile and abusive men,8964 copyright protection521PENANAFIK8pGnDqR 維尼
because in my broken brain if they did 8964 copyright protection521PENANAUJcf31OTny 維尼
that to me then it was normal.8964 copyright protection521PENANAuokywbGBx3 維尼
If they hurt me the way he did,8964 copyright protection521PENANA9HmydM5Ujp 維尼
then what happened wasn’t rare.8964 copyright protection521PENANA9bkurmFvSj 維尼
Then I wouldn’t have to admit something had happened.8964 copyright protection521PENANASeIa5dzLcD 維尼
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They hurt me in other ways8964 copyright protection521PENANAzhMLZGk1gG 維尼
but never the way I thought they would.8964 copyright protection521PENANALVZk0x6sZp 維尼
By trying to rationalize this one trauma8964 copyright protection521PENANASaf1NGw9Yp 維尼
I created so many more.8964 copyright protection521PENANAijxyoSEv6E 維尼
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The hours I spent in backseats of cars8964 copyright protection521PENANA7MwcZp0HJW 維尼
or time I spent on my knees8964 copyright protection521PENANAtrJe3KcSyr 維尼
are pieces of me I can’t ever get back.8964 copyright protection521PENANAc36ztJDsej 維尼
I know from experience how little support8964 copyright protection521PENANAg52VwNxjRF 維尼
a cardboard box has8964 copyright protection521PENANASVqtK4IIfT 維尼
and how grimey the underside of a bathroom8964 copyright protection521PENANANDFdMsQLcT 維尼
sink is.8964 copyright protection521PENANAoGyQeKQ2Fz 維尼
I let sweaty middle-aged men climb over me8964 copyright protection521PENANAbry9sSrdn7 維尼
while I blankly stared at mirrored ceilings8964 copyright protection521PENANAQMG7cjBOli 維尼
because I told myself I deserved it. 8964 copyright protection521PENANAnsaW1GjTtk 維尼
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Moments of realization will8964 copyright protection521PENANA49pLFcn748 維尼
come to me when I least expect it8964 copyright protection521PENANATLzJG0tLKT 維尼
Driving, and thoughts of8964 copyright protection521PENANA3ejEjixg9b 維尼
“my rapist was in my house”8964 copyright protection521PENANAfBkrTNsggJ 維尼
distract me.8964 copyright protection521PENANAAqKhrF3bWH 維尼
Washing dishes, and my brain chirps8964 copyright protection521PENANAXEObpqDgBe 維尼
“he helped your grandparents move a shelf”8964 copyright protection521PENANAVD1Hsw6Cto 維尼
showering, and all I can see8964 copyright protection521PENANALJRzZ8FvxW 維尼
are faces8964 copyright protection521PENANALWD1UANqRd 維尼
An endless cycle of regret8964 copyright protection521PENANAzn1dTOd9Sr 維尼
Everyday my brain resurrects 8964 copyright protection521PENANAHmf7fRp73e 維尼
a new ghost to haunt me8964 copyright protection521PENANAAGtnawD9LV 維尼
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Your way of thinking will change.8964 copyright protection521PENANASCLleiu1fp 維尼
No one talks about that.8964 copyright protection521PENANAHmyiJFaaL4 維尼
You’ll realize it too late8964 copyright protection521PENANAPw3h8vd9qj 維尼
and it’ll be another thing you’ve lost. 8964 copyright protection521PENANAcRjHJphRYA 維尼
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There’ll be a joke8964 copyright protection521PENANAR4HpE5IDq3 維尼
someone always makes one8964 copyright protection521PENANAh82DFFkYzs 維尼
and it’ll take almost breaking 8964 copyright protection521PENANAiRKOzhJq7X 維尼
your teeth8964 copyright protection521PENANALuOrAlLObw 維尼
to stay quiet8964 copyright protection521PENANA5OXWV3Rq8p 維尼
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This thing that happened to you8964 copyright protection521PENANAmoNNiPWFpD 維尼
is used as a plot twist in movies.8964 copyright protection521PENANAGAye4tl4fi 維尼
You’ll have this weird8964 copyright protection521PENANA1X75Sh0W77 維尼
understanding or knowledge8964 copyright protection521PENANAagdfI60U5F 維尼
that the rest of the audience won't. 8964 copyright protection521PENANAy8fSehARxv 維尼
“I get why they froze.”8964 copyright protection521PENANAOpdsVBHUb4 維尼
”The shower made sense.”8964 copyright protection521PENANATlppLus6HS 維尼
”I didn’t say anything either.”8964 copyright protection521PENANA9wNLaGkff6 維尼
“Zoning out is normal.”8964 copyright protection521PENANAOzDHJ5N3wA 維尼
“Ah, the random crying stage.”8964 copyright protection521PENANAg3Dn4YAxBa 維尼
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People might not understand8964 copyright protection521PENANAjhbC87iOtH 維尼
why you connected to someone8964 copyright protection521PENANAHKE22cDYYa 維尼
with ten minutes of screentime8964 copyright protection521PENANAqgSXtSAvfi 維尼
or some side character8964 copyright protection521PENANAv0Iah5B7lQ 維尼
(but you’ll know)8964 copyright protection521PENANA4Yl0uiFA0s 維尼
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No one cares8964 copyright protection521PENANA5viOvn67jT 維尼
I mean that genuinely 8964 copyright protection521PENANAtafgoH1vmW 維尼
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You may get help, justice, or pity8964 copyright protection521PENANAThRVzWaksU 維尼
but that only lasts for so long.8964 copyright protection521PENANACQtUpfqmJx 維尼
The world moves on8964 copyright protection521PENANAb89yaavKnd 維尼
with or without you.8964 copyright protection521PENANAge9SFZGi5Z 維尼
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Eventually you have to stop8964 copyright protection521PENANAYZLwUIT8Lt 維尼
mentioning it8964 copyright protection521PENANAm08HIGAAu0 維尼
or you’ll get left behind.8964 copyright protection521PENANAG4HjW6LRiz 維尼
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I called ten offices8964 copyright protection521PENANAEAhrWK1WqM 維尼
there were no openings8964 copyright protection521PENANAFbXKdRWXTd 維尼
when I was finally ready8964 copyright protection521PENANAn75Kaxvjpz 維尼
to tell my story8964 copyright protection521PENANAZlNI2jdwyT 維尼
there were no ears8964 copyright protection521PENANAIyVdCUGEpi 維尼
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I have to remind myself8964 copyright protection521PENANAEQhink75k3 維尼
to call him what he actually is8964 copyright protection521PENANA92UNisX1DW 維尼
a rapist8964 copyright protection521PENANAHYoEbIaZJW 維尼
Monsters are the things from fairy tales8964 copyright protection521PENANAER2CsTBnQz 維尼
that show us darkness can be defeated8964 copyright protection521PENANAUV6sHb2lIR 維尼
Fantastical beings born into evil8964 copyright protection521PENANANiEPncYfEE 維尼
He chose it in that moment8964 copyright protection521PENANAq3EjfFzil9 維尼
and there wasn’t a sword for me8964 copyright protection521PENANA14QoWN1SbW 維尼
I have to remind myself that he was nothing more than a man8964 copyright protection521PENANA89wLUwPa5j 維尼
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You can’t get raped in you’re not having sex.8964 copyright protection521PENANAJvnME1ZpkX 維尼
So they don’t teach you about it.8964 copyright protection521PENANA4pBfEwY07j 維尼
Now that you know nothing 8964 copyright protection521PENANAPBXbOGKnAu 維尼
how do you tell crime from nature?8964 copyright protection521PENANAen3agAR17L 維尼
You don’t.525Please respect copyright.PENANAjLU0C2tukx
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You learn about it in secret.8964 copyright protection521PENANAjEAy7z6uOd 維尼
On darkened screens where predators lurk8964 copyright protection521PENANAQMyWAFhlCV 維尼
and you get desensitized. 8964 copyright protection521PENANALoRgQ431eN 維尼
Violence=love8964 copyright protection521PENANATsigRgEaT0 維尼
or so the internet says.8964 copyright protection521PENANAB3cXm2blJd 維尼
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So when something violent happens you think everythings normal.8964 copyright protection521PENANAEQbOAoVVns 維尼
It takes years to figure out what went wrong.8964 copyright protection521PENANAF1YZe5atqc 維尼
You blame yourself,8964 copyright protection521PENANA7iOTkjmNlf 維尼
for not realizing it sooner.8964 copyright protection521PENANArN6O9lUld7 維尼
They blame you,8964 copyright protection521PENANApiRfRK7o13 維尼
because how could you have been raped8964 copyright protection521PENANAOYv8HrHtKw 維尼
if you’re not having sex?8964 copyright protection521PENANAw1pbBuj4nM 維尼
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I vilified myself8964 copyright protection521PENANAAwIitswC2c 維尼
ruined my own background8964 copyright protection521PENANAxCzbN6s6A6 維尼
lied to myself8964 copyright protection521PENANARJxcYL6shs 維尼
why would anyone believe me8964 copyright protection521PENANAyD441NXIWp 維尼
if I didn’t for years8964 copyright protection521PENANAVFX3i29fEi 維尼
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Seven years.8964 copyright protection521PENANAQ0gfJL6yVA 維尼
That’s how long I sang8964 copyright protection521PENANAl9ubgtKd6K 維尼
my song of denial.8964 copyright protection521PENANAl528qnG6zG 維尼
That could have been years8964 copyright protection521PENANAGLYmzEAjgp 維尼
of therapy, moving on,8964 copyright protection521PENANAYkbDqHJC5D 維尼
or at least acceptance.8964 copyright protection521PENANAorBVvlsVDT 維尼
Seven years8964 copyright protection521PENANASJpF2LcNiR 維尼
spent fighting myself8964 copyright protection521PENANAPc5FCOWDui 維尼
while the real monster8964 copyright protection521PENANAJ1c5KxC6sZ 維尼
roamed free8964 copyright protection521PENANAlkNnESAbED 維尼
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