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No Plagiarism!ChpZQY1P0sKbLKyf9n0sposted on PENANA 妳還記得那天發生的一切嗎?8964 copyright protection98PENANAZEPAk69iws 維尼
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紀念日那天訊息寒暄,卻意外的發生了插曲,妳說了我讓妳很有壓力。8964 copyright protection98PENANA7E59D5u1RX 維尼
我當時真的,不知道該怎麼辦才好。8964 copyright protection98PENANAUnGDnZr0GZ 維尼
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第一次聽妳說,我對妳造成很大的壓力。8964 copyright protection98PENANAFoIyASQxjK 維尼
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早上五點半左右就因這件心事煩在身而睡不著,拿起手機再次閱覽昨天發生的那一切。8964 copyright protection98PENANAZla3uAIVS7 維尼
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我是哪裡對妳造成了壓力呢?8964 copyright protection98PENANAxCMFpTIrt6 維尼
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我只是如同過往,提出我想要討論的事情給妳。是哪一封訊息使妳情緒不穩?我不知道…….但我又很想解決……畢竟…….這種事情纏繞心裡實在難受。8964 copyright protection98PENANAIaoQAsy0ID 維尼
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今日的曙光尚未冉冉升起,我的心卻蠢蠢欲動,夜的黑暗隱藏不了我的那份不安。8964 copyright protection98PENANA1KdQOX07TH 維尼
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「我不知道。」「我不清楚。」「我想要自己先想清楚。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAoEgU0vU4ko 維尼
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突如其來的聲響使我驚醒。8964 copyright protection98PENANAOmpVAU4m5Q 維尼
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內心一陣寒冷襲捲,胃的翻騰絞痛著我的身心,在不斷吸氣吐氣後,我眼茫茫的看向了窗外。8964 copyright protection98PENANArec7nf4y8D 維尼
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豔陽高照。8964 copyright protection98PENANALZVrHEAW0k 維尼
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看來強迫自己睡著成功了呢……8964 copyright protection98PENANAPi7t6TGejO 維尼
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只是心裡還是存在著束縛。8964 copyright protection98PENANANtXviQ066G 維尼
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我打開了手機。8964 copyright protection98PENANAu6k1wr5W9j 維尼
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「早安。」妳,二十七分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection98PENANAinRaj9UiTC 維尼
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我隨之回覆早安,但在那剎那間,我又看到妳聊天室上頭的那些訊息,又再次惴惴不安。8964 copyright protection98PENANAzhkYDxrO8B 維尼
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好奇怪的感覺……8964 copyright protection98PENANA6uBzVQby8V 維尼
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內心湧現著難以言說的雜情。8964 copyright protection98PENANAPLu8FygZLB 維尼
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我不斷地開始在手機鍵盤上點選,但又一次次全部刪除。8964 copyright protection98PENANAKTgilPd7wJ 維尼
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但理智終究失控了幾次,傳送,又再次收回。8964 copyright protection98PENANAJBthftvGDg 維尼
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我放下了那沉重的手機,臥躺在床上,緊緊抓著被豔陽的熾熱所蔓延的薄被。8964 copyright protection98PENANAFVaqjTm0ir 維尼
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過了二十分鐘,妳始終未讀。8964 copyright protection98PENANAs3S2OUnEGo 維尼
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這個時間,妳明明還在吃飯…8964 copyright protection98PENANA2XGHEIstxv 維尼
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為什麼我這麼著急?8964 copyright protection98PENANAlY4ldkeP4m 維尼
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我要冷靜,我要冷靜……8964 copyright protection98PENANA5JzG0Eo3ye 維尼
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好痛苦……8964 copyright protection98PENANAo4S7OP7c4A 維尼
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我似放棄了掙扎,將自己包覆在有陽光餘溫的橙黃色的小被裡。8964 copyright protection98PENANAlNjqNXJAlJ 維尼
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我默默地把所有的訊息再次收回,重新打上新的一段話,但內容的本質依舊不變。8964 copyright protection98PENANALtxFZn8Uyk 維尼
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「妳還會在意昨天的事情嗎?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAy4PdFkbcMN 維尼
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說實在,問這個沒什麼用。所以我還是收回了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAOnjaONnLQw 維尼
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但下一秒妳已讀了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAUrjpE5tVmG 維尼
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畫面是收回的訊息零零散散,加上不完整的對話訊息。8964 copyright protection98PENANAubnP7IkdvR 維尼
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但妳只是在已讀的瞬間,回覆了嗯嗯,消失了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAP5KXx9JxGX 維尼
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內心開始七上八下。8964 copyright protection98PENANAspgBqYgCD6 維尼
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像是一個共鳴器,妳的嗯嗯,那股妳說不出話來的無奈感散發在螢幕上,本來已經稍微抑制住的不安再次翻騰。8964 copyright protection98PENANAEvrDznifRy 維尼
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我又再次衝動了。8964 copyright protection98PENANARguKXaE2b2 維尼
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「我可以打電話給妳一下嗎?」衝動的心懷少了沉澱的時間,我一昧想馬上解決事情。8964 copyright protection98PENANAynme0m4DXT 維尼
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「不要好了。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAu1UKzztEKy 維尼
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「妳不覺得我們現在挺奇怪的嗎?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAxmc0Pc5Oje 維尼
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「是挺奇怪。」8964 copyright protection98PENANA2Ad47PR7oO 維尼
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「那就讓我打過去一下吧。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAvhZwxpJWNv 維尼
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手機每一次的嘟嘟聲,一步步吞噬著我的勇氣,曾經想過就馬上斷掉,但手卻從未放下來。8964 copyright protection98PENANAGHkakfssLG 維尼
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不知第幾次的鈴聲迴響,妳接了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAWkFm66y2ip 維尼
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「嗨。」8964 copyright protection98PENANA8jszsvvHSx 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」妳的聲音顯得格外平靜。8964 copyright protection98PENANAGOgRndLAXs 維尼
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「我們先試試看處理我昨天對妳造成的壓力好不好?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAihSLTKjRZi 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAYn3tQQNeNm 維尼
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妳回覆完,我開始進入了思考模式。8964 copyright protection98PENANAxpKRFBmevg 維尼
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「是因為,我昨天說的對未來的事,讓妳有壓力嗎?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAvP3eYiQ6Z8 維尼
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突然雙方都進入了最恐怖的沉靜。8964 copyright protection98PENANAgSIqQuX8qk 維尼
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「可能,不是吧。」妳只是默默地答了這句話。8964 copyright protection98PENANArK6qegSBBk 維尼
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「那會不會是我昨天提到妳那份妳過去以來的壓力,讓妳回想起來覺得不舒服?」8964 copyright protection98PENANArIwrD5RR7K 維尼
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「有一點。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAQhiItTIj6d 維尼
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這樣啊,看起來多少有些頭緒了。8964 copyright protection98PENANArLuCvLMgTT 維尼
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但我正要說下一句話時,妳說話了。8964 copyright protection98PENANA9WC0bPVaeu 維尼
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「我可以先,掛掉嗎。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAJ9Zv47zmOF 維尼
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冷淡的聲音環繞在空蕩蕩的房間,外面些微細雨隨風飄進,陰暗的烏雲更是壟罩著心靈。8964 copyright protection98PENANAOWufCcwdl0 維尼
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「嗯嗯等一下,還有一件事情。」我很抱歉,應該要馬上停止通話的,因為我可以感受到妳心情,十分的憂鬱。8964 copyright protection98PENANASGwVTm2K0a 維尼
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「妳是對我還是,對我昨天說的那些話有壓力呢。」有點明知故問的提問,理智線的斷裂也害我慌了手腳。8964 copyright protection98PENANAZNPP1CcAkl 維尼
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我在做什麼……當話說出去的那一刻,我的內心反而更加慌張了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAWRLKlbuLeP 維尼
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「都有吧,但還有其他事情。」妳再次地默默道出。8964 copyright protection98PENANALnLn0jPOLH 維尼
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「那……」8964 copyright protection98PENANAc1dOv6lbgW 維尼
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「想先掛電話了。」8964 copyright protection98PENANATN1TisCT6x 維尼
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「嗯嗯……」再一次,妳說出了那句話。8964 copyright protection98PENANACIlzqtTrix 維尼
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「那妳先掛吧。」我緩緩地吐了一口氣。8964 copyright protection98PENANArhYmj4uxeU 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」對方應答後,隨後就是掛掉的音效。8964 copyright protection98PENANACnJcRptXij 維尼
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我有點重心不穩,跌跌撞撞到了書桌前。8964 copyright protection98PENANAglqFjKwjNF 維尼
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乾嘔的次數越來越頻繁,每一次都是絞痛。我要冷靜,我要冷靜……但我卻抱住了頭。8964 copyright protection98PENANAmF67N3yhlh 維尼
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「可是……我根本冷靜不了啊……」可能哽咽了吧,抑或是外面的呼呼風聲,我的聲音連自己都聽不清楚。明明一直以來,儘管多少次將我的想法利用訊息告訴妳,但漸漸地,我也有發現妳的對話是越來越少,甚至有時候會逃避。8964 copyright protection98PENANAyiGrgBKHIM 維尼
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常常問妳,我這樣討論這些是不是不太好。8964 copyright protection98PENANAwHCF6wjKhw 維尼
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「不會的。」「我只是沒什麼想法而已。」「不會有壓力。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAO50NpvDyz5 維尼
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妳的這些回答害我以為,我這樣做是不會傷害到妳的。8964 copyright protection98PENANAYrwHlWiKwO 維尼
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每一次每一次,儘管有討論出來,抑或沒有討論出來,隔天的我們基本上都會恢復正常。形式上的正常。8964 copyright protection98PENANA10P1TG4y4j 維尼
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但今天,一切光景都變了。想不到,妳的最後一根稻草已經被我壓倒了,抱歉,我沒有提早意識到,妳對我的溫柔,妳不想讓我傷心而忍耐著,而我沒有意識到。8964 copyright protection98PENANAui7aLD4K4Z 維尼
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「我想去海邊走一下。」母親聽到熟悉的聲響轉過身,把鍋下的熊熊烈火切掉。8964 copyright protection98PENANAJgMmIrIS6N 維尼
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「怎麼突然想去海邊呢。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAUMT4yy7LAE 維尼
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「一時興起的。」我轉過身,往客廳方向走去,「很快就回來了。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAyAPLrsSVqq 維尼
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一陣沉默後,背向我的母親,只是默默說道:「那要儘早回來。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAXLx8hjW9bE 維尼
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「了解。」我穿起外套,將客廳的腳踏車牽出,玄門一開,風聲喧囂,細雨綿綿,但卻彷彿是我心靈想慰藉的。8964 copyright protection98PENANAQURW4NABHh 維尼
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大雨將至,想必海邊的大浪已經如火如荼的翻騰起來了吧。8964 copyright protection98PENANAduLMWyB9aL 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA5kBzHIQ2Vw
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我騎上腳踏車,輕快地順著漫漶水氣瀰漫的小巷,順勢而下。沿著小街路過媽祖廟,橫跨平交道,前方茫茫大海無窮的海平面浮現在我的眼前。我將腳踏車牽到堤防上,如同預期的,大浪的威嚇宣示著主權,在大自然界頭角崢嶸,巨石抑或空氣只剩黯淡的氣息,十分冰冷,震懾於這般威權。8964 copyright protection98PENANAMhs9q1F5OK 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAQj9ExLX6f6
8964 copyright protection98PENANARlv2KO3Vor 維尼
但我內心十分平靜。8964 copyright protection98PENANAwkptvAKIVx 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANATmmu9GxjMe
8964 copyright protection98PENANAIjsa7KBZwv 維尼
可能在出發前就想像過大浪的模樣,真正遇到時,潛意識保護住自己抑制洶湧的情緒崩潰。那份顧忌,儘管多久前就意識到了,我還是沒法解決,反而,引爆了它。8964 copyright protection98PENANAQ2UZjPevEw 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAb820tOtNQp
8964 copyright protection98PENANAYA8GNvsZYR 維尼
悵惘的臉龐吐出的水蒸氣冉冉而上,放空,什麼事都不想做。8964 copyright protection98PENANAFZU8AjiXz3 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAbuBLWWBGQS
8964 copyright protection98PENANAZt3Fj0IrgT 維尼
十二點四十分,手上的手機螢幕顯示著妳的聊天室,妳和妳同學應該聚到了吧,而剛剛妳的語氣也告訴我,再繼續說下去絕對會有很嚴重的後果。8964 copyright protection98PENANACczZAESj2C 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAzOJnV2cfe7
8964 copyright protection98PENANAXFkKw77ObK 維尼
但腦裡漸漸地抑制住憶起,每一次想起過去這段時間我們經歷的事情,都必須壓抑複雜的情緒。8964 copyright protection98PENANAdmwUGfBnnd 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAOZQmeT9BHp
8964 copyright protection98PENANAp0y8JbwuOH 維尼
只會讓我更加想要跟妳理論過去這段時間的一切。8964 copyright protection98PENANA17v7t8s1Nh 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAER1GaWZop9
8964 copyright protection98PENANAd2vBkMIfeU 維尼
我甩過頭,好讓自己不再揣度,但瑣事依舊縈繞,我受夠了,踢上腳踏車的停車架,大衣隨著海風逸散於這一隅的堤防。8964 copyright protection98PENANAxPkcCB19i7 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAPJiwE0Oz7e
8964 copyright protection98PENANARzHSRB8jj0 維尼
「怎麼了?」此時手機震動,我停止前進。8964 copyright protection98PENANAJvpATbmy11 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAXNdb9UmDgC
8964 copyright protection98PENANA9KpXx5jTA2 維尼
是楊兄的訊息。8964 copyright protection98PENANAwnZDjyE3y1 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5TpboJlJZ
8964 copyright protection98PENANA6uXNMTzDy3 維尼
在我跟妳把彼此搞砸之際,我簡短的向楊兄傳送「我不知道我該怎麼做。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAICCIJwDDlv 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAGvz794uKki
8964 copyright protection98PENANAnywF0dp7Wg 維尼
因為我沒辦法一個人安逸住這般不安。8964 copyright protection98PENANAY2YN7bKTaL 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAoLB35NA6aE
8964 copyright protection98PENANAC4IxP4CqYX 維尼
隨後是楊兄的電話。8964 copyright protection98PENANAwMC7tQljNl 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAWRVv7EMaQU
8964 copyright protection98PENANAzeF4ch0cOP 維尼
我接起了電話,緩緩坐在堤防靠海處的石階,刷刷海聲格外刺耳,一陣似比一陣猛烈。8964 copyright protection98PENANA2m5oYFOqNT 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAQnblUdWNw4
8964 copyright protection98PENANArPXPmF5hBb 維尼
「發生什麼事了。」楊兄那傳來捷運站的通知聲。8964 copyright protection98PENANAWzjdkBMZDH 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAdRxbfD1BPq
8964 copyright protection98PENANAcrJAq88ceK 維尼
「我似乎不小心踩到她的底線了。」眼神瀰漫至藍天裡的白雲。8964 copyright protection98PENANAFvL10Df59W 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA1KV5vqgaYz
8964 copyright protection98PENANA83Yxv5lMPi 維尼
「她?誰?」但沒過幾秒後楊兄像是理解了什麼,「喔喔,但,怎麼會呢?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAEmGUJ05ZiU 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA7lQN9Z74ee
8964 copyright protection98PENANA3MvV6P68zR 維尼
「我也不知道為什麼…..總之讓她心情很不好。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAJAtn7u7qD0 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA1SaZin4w4l
8964 copyright protection98PENANAh0h7BoTyKl 維尼
「……我國中很少看她生氣呢….怎麼會?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAIXNx07ck73 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA37gcrE4nZW
8964 copyright protection98PENANAlSpcR7tFte 維尼
我沉默片刻。之所以這麼慌,是因為第一次遇到妳對我這樣。8964 copyright protection98PENANARnGhmLJxHZ 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZEpLiMO2w
8964 copyright protection98PENANANL996WjuTu 維尼
像是沉澱已久的地雷爆掉。8964 copyright protection98PENANAPNI2zqrHUk 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAM48nCvwmwl
8964 copyright protection98PENANAsTYWShHddD 維尼
一切像是覆水難收。8964 copyright protection98PENANAfoF4Xva3NB 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAi4h458jvII
8964 copyright protection98PENANAfnWFnjUtn4 維尼
而我雜味的情緒也岌岌可危。8964 copyright protection98PENANAGxG7m8blpq 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAYwDgYQnrlT
8964 copyright protection98PENANAZopKOJYCYP 維尼
我也在抑制住,因為要是我沒辦法穩住,結局我不敢想像。8964 copyright protection98PENANABJy8QC2aWG 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAQlNF7ilwMN
8964 copyright protection98PENANAPNEeb1lQEo 維尼
但我感覺到我也已經在極限了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAHZ1haEQnOv 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAkmVYTPmhCX
8964 copyright protection98PENANAF6qKS1hRgS 維尼
「我該怎麼辦….」濕黏的海氣親吻雜亂的短髮。8964 copyright protection98PENANARXJt3B9223 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAwzYeh6crZW
8964 copyright protection98PENANAmbNlfKQJR7 維尼
隨後楊兄說了些鼓勵我的話。8964 copyright protection98PENANAxNwHF3uB5Y 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAK9ahIWuK8W
8964 copyright protection98PENANA4OOqD0p9SK 維尼
聊著聊著,我漸漸打開我的心房說出我的苦楚。8964 copyright protection98PENANAwnjFIWolPp 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAEvPJfHi6zA
8964 copyright protection98PENANAIbxKk56Dtq 維尼
我也忘了說些什麼,只是楊兄的傾聽和建議緩和了我的情緒。8964 copyright protection98PENANAvhO8FF29gI 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAZl7fuKzi7P
8964 copyright protection98PENANARJYBhGBK8Q 維尼
最後,他準備要下線了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAiSzcORkXIx 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAR5E2a5OsHG
8964 copyright protection98PENANA9DkmxXNRKL 維尼
「你要加油啦……我相信你可以解決的。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAFJSMKF4wd2 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAWO2yexsebl
8964 copyright protection98PENANAQIh8hb80rv 維尼
「嗯,謝啦兄弟。」嘟嘟聲結束的片刻我才再度聽到海撞擊石頭的哀嚎聲。8964 copyright protection98PENANA4bmV3XF20a 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAQfvTpB5wu2
8964 copyright protection98PENANA7z8MLwjXpA 維尼
迷途羔羊,會不會就是這種模樣?8964 copyright protection98PENANAMP4IKqJVn1 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA7wmDQaZHFk
8964 copyright protection98PENANA3rn1BbOFdK 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA9fApKT6W8U
8964 copyright protection98PENANAitwsTxE9s9 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAEMu3xjp1FM
8964 copyright protection98PENANAUI6uVdHSrf 維尼
這股折騰蔓延到夜晚。8964 copyright protection98PENANAHGTlm3uNsS 維尼
做什麼事都提不起勁,桌上的作業只完成前面兩三題,全身無力,手機上已經是狼藉的訊息窗。我知道,我已經止不了情緒了。收回的訊息通知如一片燎原,蔓延整排對話匡,最後,我只用了語音訊息傳送。8964 copyright protection98PENANAL2EuNuI7Zl 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAM2mzTaYZ9r
8964 copyright protection98PENANAwcoSyswz0u 維尼
我真的……承受不住了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAsEtksNBtVI 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA5tC2zceYun
8964 copyright protection98PENANABhpMRZLqm2 維尼
我有些啜泣,妳知道我多麼無助嗎?8964 copyright protection98PENANAKqztNFjfke 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAkLhprfkQd0
8964 copyright protection98PENANABL1WGJKAzd 維尼
明明約法三章,現在的我該是讓妳沉澱,冷靜,但我卻未曾顧及到自己,抑制住對妳的衝動,但那只是還在理智上時可以達成的。8964 copyright protection98PENANATpvAsZNbSX 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAPE4sC6KlQa
8964 copyright protection98PENANAk2ijuXBqb0 維尼
我默默拿起手機,回到臥房。閉上眼睛,仰望窗外星空,要的是寧靜,要的是解放。8964 copyright protection98PENANApvX4fhduvu 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANArSPvTIaE2v
8964 copyright protection98PENANAjbwa7fgR1N 維尼
但只要一靜下來,我的腦海中又是妳的乍現。8964 copyright protection98PENANAKAu8HE5Pq1 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAdY7I88akel
8964 copyright protection98PENANAgIKItEMreX 維尼
而現在,就是要想好我到底想要怎麼樣的結局。8964 copyright protection98PENANAd5NCL0uhT7 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAOJ8Dps1OmQ
8964 copyright protection98PENANAHxfvycMk41 維尼
一直以來,我們之間的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection98PENANAue75n6EQ7L 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAjSJNIUKnwS
8964 copyright protection98PENANAk6pbuEmMOV 維尼
我說真的,我也說不清,一種奇怪,一種違和,一種疏遠,一種冷碰冷,明明見面時對話正常,明明會分享彼此今天發生的事情,明明看得見彼此的愛……8964 copyright protection98PENANAOHfnT1gJXh 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAbOapw5L98k
8964 copyright protection98PENANAZzMPu8C8Wn 維尼
但就是有一個顧忌存在,而我不斷想要找解決方法,每隔一段時間向妳提出,但結局總是,這些提出總不是我們要的答案。8964 copyright protection98PENANAk7LKG0KHje 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAR6Xoax55nA
8964 copyright protection98PENANAzMpeSUxqtK 維尼
漸漸地,我可以感受到妳的冷淡。抑或是,妳抑制著情緒。8964 copyright protection98PENANAdO5cSSG6xa 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAhYHMCqj6k1
8964 copyright protection98PENANAdeU0lmjQ2x 維尼
不斷接受著回答不出來的問題,卻慢慢的衍生成另外一種顧忌,另外一種壓力。8964 copyright protection98PENANA34NnHmIbj7 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4J16G4XlC
8964 copyright protection98PENANAtSK96U7t8D 維尼
而妳總是包容著我,但我就是希望妳可以說出來。8964 copyright protection98PENANAuYQTvdyovr 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA4iNWrR5P0K
8964 copyright protection98PENANAB7UADQlRDE 維尼
但訊息卻使彼此消耗彼此的耐心,妳的應答讓我覺得,妳是在敷衍我,而我的回話,使妳越來越不知道怎麼回覆。8964 copyright protection98PENANA9AnxORXOxu 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAfsZpa8w7PC
8964 copyright protection98PENANA59WwULGbNh 維尼
可能原本,這顧忌真的是件小事。8964 copyright protection98PENANAQgeViwQXIz 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAGCPlPHRtey
8964 copyright protection98PENANA7o2y0Yn98Y 維尼
但如今,不僅這份顧忌越來越嚴重,還衍生了很多問題,形成了我們之間的隔閡。8964 copyright protection98PENANA25nD2SoO4d 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAzg31dL9PHp
8964 copyright protection98PENANALWgU9E5xUR 維尼
慢慢地,我們的對話開始不自在。慢慢地,我們有一種說不出的疏離。8964 copyright protection98PENANAwcJTOfqVWM 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANANiouPMe1B9
8964 copyright protection98PENANAU4AMiDkrJf 維尼
開始在為彼此的隔閡找藉口。可能是無形中,開學後的忙碌風潮吞噬了我們吧。8964 copyright protection98PENANAWeQWHBUKZn 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAlxZTqwafaq
8964 copyright protection98PENANA7rKEvOnYPl 維尼
可能是我尚未走出我那說不出原因的低潮,加上妳心情也不太好,讓彼此的對話生硬吧。8964 copyright protection98PENANAgEUaMJz9WW 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAspg9UEht1z
8964 copyright protection98PENANAOIPRsjGf7C 維尼
而現在會讓妳壓力大,可能是我的話語讓妳無話可說吧?8964 copyright protection98PENANAOpcdaXwRgY 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAHbCOXyenew
8964 copyright protection98PENANAVxxTUuluqs 維尼
但其實,這些似乎都不是原因。我們少了靜下心來的溝通,少了給彼此沉思的時刻。8964 copyright protection98PENANA2buH66UHo2 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAkH3ItrAtQh
8964 copyright protection98PENANA5UnnXPxKcp 維尼
就造成如今,這種局面了。8964 copyright protection98PENANA9nqf2Z1cri 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAhXDmWDzAIO
8964 copyright protection98PENANAmBr1vGC8dk 維尼
可能還有更多因素,只是我不太想繼續思考了,資訊量有點過大。原初的那份顧忌,究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection98PENANADBvtyFBdQF 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAh167uA9kw3
8964 copyright protection98PENANAFGYjrub2Ra 維尼
唉……算了,這不是現在該思考的。8964 copyright protection98PENANA1omBeCTX5K 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAx9AW6rC80O
8964 copyright protection98PENANAs3IvDNfiQt 維尼
長仰片刻,我的訊息聲響了。8964 copyright protection98PENANA5wozxjGYon 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAfhUdJXyoTb
8964 copyright protection98PENANAMlCNKrRW9u 維尼
「嗯嗯,你現在有空嗎。」妳,一分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection98PENANAkCSupVf53n 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANALchiBBTxXb
8964 copyright protection98PENANAsUUbaddfmR 維尼
妳回我了。8964 copyright protection98PENANA4P8yEeHmdQ 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAno2qx00xxV
8964 copyright protection98PENANAASBN7schaQ 維尼
突然一陣心安,但又有些擔憂。8964 copyright protection98PENANAhyJEBsR2T3 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAcAxOvOWeSe
8964 copyright protection98PENANAcv3UDVEWUp 維尼
我深吸了一口氣,按下了訊息。8964 copyright protection98PENANAugwo150kem 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAopPJj4rLMn
8964 copyright protection98PENANAFgTK0TqQ1v 維尼
我會把事情,處理好的。8964 copyright protection98PENANA20Luac84N0 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAwpYiLApWcI
8964 copyright protection98PENANAmi2LDno4O0 維尼
相信自己,也相信妳。8964 copyright protection98PENANANpi51NZtNt 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANANmtjfH9JlX
8964 copyright protection98PENANAqMDpzuxipj 維尼
但願,不是最壞的結局。8964 copyright protection98PENANALEQGAFqKQ8 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAsOU2wx6WgQ
8964 copyright protection98PENANAQIgRPFo0Xu 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAOLnldTuklF
8964 copyright protection98PENANA8mQahseL2Y 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA0rVW0giAKQ
8964 copyright protection98PENANAKXaqTb9IlS 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA9JEL7qDTvG
8964 copyright protection98PENANAvmwSh0BuWp 維尼
「現在心情還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAbZKmzo41jW 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA4NHkqawbUd
8964 copyright protection98PENANAMQkbSvsrU5 維尼
「不太好…..」妳的聲音顯得格外柔弱。8964 copyright protection98PENANAHIn5sGRki8 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAouVZSMhzy6
8964 copyright protection98PENANAg5h8v5UIjK 維尼
「這樣啊……我也是…..」我有些泛淚,但還是抑制住了。「我們先來解決好這件事好不好?至少讓我們相處上能稍微正常一些。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAuXDuXOXuR2 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAxl5ZmR5stF
8964 copyright protection98PENANAKSvqDnFMiS 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAj2tX6aSm8Y 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAnGOgztvU7r
8964 copyright protection98PENANAlkZhgd4reF 維尼
之後陷入冷寂的氣氛。8964 copyright protection98PENANAV58N5z5d44 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAosxl2L7kti
8964 copyright protection98PENANA2kgzOtdrNj 維尼
妳不言,我不語,而內心卻縈繞著揮之不去的情懷。8964 copyright protection98PENANAQZHXzwzoep 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAtSz3nl2ql6
8964 copyright protection98PENANAsh3FUJw3BS 維尼
要怎麼做呢?我真的不知道………,明明想要恢復跟平常一樣,但我卻悵惘,甚至覺得那已經,做不到了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAgjsdqN30cK 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAbg8IAqv39L
8964 copyright protection98PENANAqUf3hdcRib 維尼
「妳覺得,」我打破了沉默,「一直以來我們的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAG7SjbeNejA 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAYNTzUMtV3U
8964 copyright protection98PENANARCsPc17V1D 維尼
我沒有想要答案。8964 copyright protection98PENANAMKnM4mA1TJ 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANADSci894Zg5
8964 copyright protection98PENANAK0SpgWZjPe 維尼
只是覺得,這句話是我們彼此都在思考的問題吧。8964 copyright protection98PENANA59UPqfGiVD 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAEoip1h6ogE
8964 copyright protection98PENANAUFUKcbAfNI 維尼
「……一直覺得,我們的對話少了一個連結……」妳回答了,只是,妳的情緒竟隔著玻璃框,隨風湧入我的耳簾。8964 copyright protection98PENANAaAvblY7T9J 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAwRs6SHdf8j
8964 copyright protection98PENANAIroAUT1HPm 維尼
「是嗎……」我也這麼覺得啊,我也這麼覺得啊……8964 copyright protection98PENANAWXGd8xGeN8 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAj2GZmOYMTU
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說實在我有些淚崩了,但我還是控制住我說話的腔調,好讓對方不要聽出我現在的情緒。8964 copyright protection98PENANAKtlswh4vc2 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAyjjMpO8pxT
8964 copyright protection98PENANA4DSzDRJXqS 維尼
「我們,可以慢慢來解決這個問題嗎?」我提出了,我想做的事。8964 copyright protection98PENANA6b9ATIVTc6 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAAlhgxvzxfw
8964 copyright protection98PENANAr9b8hOzQXt 維尼
就算在之前覺得顧忌解決不了時,早就料到事情會走到這一步。現在的局面,我知道,不用時間慢慢解決是不行的。8964 copyright protection98PENANAU82gHCbkLT 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAkSQ7R13BFk
8964 copyright protection98PENANAnhUf0KG1QL 維尼
對雙方都是。而我相信,一定可以解決的……8964 copyright protection98PENANAwCsi630I9Z 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANABcEBnslJcO
8964 copyright protection98PENANAaNNZ3oslTC 維尼
「我不太想繼續談戀愛了。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAwcUr0zd7wN 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAeq8cUPieFE
8964 copyright protection98PENANAziSZbiVRvV 維尼
我在那瞬間不太相信,我聽到了什麼。8964 copyright protection98PENANAfIy4ZGvDuW 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAAUnPMXOsyI
8964 copyright protection98PENANAfRfxA9vTPz 維尼
夜裡的風瀟瀟襲入窗紗的細孔。8964 copyright protection98PENANAR1R9OvoDli 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANApjMznO48qy
8964 copyright protection98PENANAigWyQkQ5du 維尼
「妳說什麼?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAuuBRoZu22p 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAUjAT4iwN5j
8964 copyright protection98PENANAzsUVuPZ3xH 維尼
「我昨天決定好,這個想法了。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAapKOpwPw65 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAoG5zNHU1cN
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我……..8964 copyright protection98PENANAz8f91MXvt5 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANATkpOJR6zoR
8964 copyright protection98PENANA1OO2X0Aol5 維尼
為什麼呢……8964 copyright protection98PENANAsuH1Javk9a 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAy6If1kv7ZK
8964 copyright protection98PENANATqIECeURDg 維尼
「為什麼……為什麼不試著去改善呢?」我徬徨無助。8964 copyright protection98PENANAUqefouxb5T 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAy1WtDd5obw
8964 copyright protection98PENANA64teZPOxmg 維尼
「有要改善什麼?」冰冷,無情,刺進了我的心扉。8964 copyright protection98PENANAN7mMQoLkUB 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANArTBekJWYic
8964 copyright protection98PENANAV9V5a9TLlH 維尼
妳這樣……我要怎麼回答?8964 copyright protection98PENANARhPapesW2s 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAbAROin4OmH
8964 copyright protection98PENANAJefAey38Mq 維尼
這種事情……不就是雙方一起該共同解決的呢?8964 copyright protection98PENANAqNUl8n7NUZ 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAfG6YhEDf1H
8964 copyright protection98PENANA7pAQjYy5Nc 維尼
但妳卻決定放棄,義無反顧。8964 copyright protection98PENANAhsqBWJhEVX 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAvDyWdeJ52V
8964 copyright protection98PENANAoYP9OKEtqR 維尼
語音停歇。8964 copyright protection98PENANAy8jDRAEidJ 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAZfb9yRZ1bo
8964 copyright protection98PENANAYTuMnjSobg 維尼
「那我們現在,該怎麼辦?難道妳想要,走到那種地步嗎?」理智線早已不見蹤影。8964 copyright protection98PENANASxEcTOTMYW 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAdv8ECivWsa
8964 copyright protection98PENANAbrYzb52afY 維尼
「現在除了那樣,還有什麼結果呢?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAz7ue9wKlWk 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAGiid1tqdaZ
8964 copyright protection98PENANA55JruTkE3B 維尼
「啊……」我,說真的,我好像也開始放棄掙扎了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAjKSNAUHNxm 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAIVxbzbHXs7
8964 copyright protection98PENANALiq5UEv7zb 維尼
有點自我放棄的開始問了妳問題。8964 copyright protection98PENANAq1kHKrjp1c 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAc6M8m7YDRV
8964 copyright protection98PENANAO8nmn0L02E 維尼
「是不是對我失望了呢。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAz87hLP4s5A 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAyXO6eQudb9
8964 copyright protection98PENANAkXNwWInVOO 維尼
對方沉默了一下。「倒也不是。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAVGnCZh0j0M 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAjr82NE8zJ3
8964 copyright protection98PENANAFcq2ypk8AB 維尼
「那究竟……」8964 copyright protection98PENANA69ItTyBo70 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAgZ1tilcA4Q
8964 copyright protection98PENANAgcJUnIOTmo 維尼
「只是,」妳似乎把這句話放在心裡很久了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAafMElM5pCn 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAmJEfbMT4k9
8964 copyright protection98PENANAaNeagA7Tcn 維尼
「我不想再親近你了。」痛心,多少負面情緒隨波而來……8964 copyright protection98PENANALBrGZcv1m1 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA0eHipP90ZG
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「這樣啊……」我知道,現在的我已經不堪。「其實,我也覺得我們始終會到這種地步。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAt8wOgHIMzD 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAYDB7CW8FWS
8964 copyright protection98PENANAG4ui1fdupK 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAAOyFDkmIfX 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA4zoKFUpphq
8964 copyright protection98PENANAu6Ygbxo24w 維尼
畢竟這段時間,我對這段關係越來越覺得不適,看似風平浪靜的日常卻讓彼此的相處越來越奇怪,不說出來,不解決好,遲早會發生問題的。8964 copyright protection98PENANAsSaETdLOnR 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAzzOcIse5uJ
8964 copyright protection98PENANA4GjRUrrE7D 維尼
過去那些說不定真的不是我憑空的亂想吧,只是我們用了錯的溝通方法。8964 copyright protection98PENANAELzPp8wBma 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAX3ShzxlyJ9
8964 copyright protection98PENANA0NTjiw3tqJ 維尼
冷冷的訊息似乎已經不是這類事可以妥當處理的管道。8964 copyright protection98PENANAsuGat3fWlo 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAwPfN3AsOED
8964 copyright protection98PENANAWFfoj6nY4o 維尼
但妳矯正牙齒,疫情,分班,單獨出去相處的渺茫機會將我們推得遠遠的。8964 copyright protection98PENANAi8CNx0Vz9T 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAmDDKvKSjuR
8964 copyright protection98PENANAPPFzE0JPki 維尼
我們的管道只剩訊息。8964 copyright protection98PENANAHCdPDT9K6P 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAlcYrBgyc6p
8964 copyright protection98PENANA64Yn5Ez3X4 維尼
「好吧……我覺得……」深吸了一口氣,我早已有抱持最壞結果的決心了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAJ0lLPrZVzR 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAX6xU89aU1L
8964 copyright protection98PENANAJ98dHlfFk8 維尼
畢竟,我已經讓妳不想再親近我了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAKtN15tGNC9 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANApo7JpCAYdr
8964 copyright protection98PENANAp8xRyZIjlk 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA4PJPbFpd4C
8964 copyright protection98PENANAxAZZd0TfvA 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA7T0VicRdTZ
8964 copyright protection98PENANAVDJAmAXAV8 維尼
「我們,分手吧。」8964 copyright protection98PENANA4P6Bsl4jH8 維尼
「好的。」妳說道。8964 copyright protection98PENANAcm37OzXDwH 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAWdXa3TPMug
8964 copyright protection98PENANAdMjyugGMB5 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAqrjGfrarXP
8964 copyright protection98PENANACf9lIvoVaR 維尼
「我們這個,算是誰提的呢?」說出來後,我那複雜的情緒緩解了不少。8964 copyright protection98PENANAkPIcFWmh4I 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAca64mcvhqN
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「一起的吧。」妳想了想,「我們是和平分手的。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAbIgSGZ4dpU 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAaDGJxeRQaJ
8964 copyright protection98PENANA3g2cEjaej2 維尼
「嗯嗯,這樣也好。」我放下了沉重的身軀,倚靠在牆邊。8964 copyright protection98PENANAnuZ9rVhX0D 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAcZooWob1eU
8964 copyright protection98PENANAbSorlN5y0k 維尼
腦袋的空白沒有意識到時間持續在行走。我有點想要掛電話了。內心除了崩潰,也被妳那句話重重傷害。8964 copyright protection98PENANATAGJ9htyTD 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA8PY534msuL
8964 copyright protection98PENANASs1RLP38s7 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAelZ8TxMetX
8964 copyright protection98PENANAUAlDMdGY7O 維尼
我不想再親近你了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAOYozOfzEw5 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA8FqLRGxVjz
8964 copyright protection98PENANA6i6JPd39gV 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA3NFzgNFgsX
8964 copyright protection98PENANAlLb8TrvnS6 維尼
可是,這段時間妳不也是慢慢的淡出我的生活嗎?8964 copyright protection98PENANAT7p9eeIrHV 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA6COIunSZbE
8964 copyright protection98PENANARFNPfDX3yx 維尼
半年未曾見面,卻始終沒有那個可以跟妳出去走走的機會。妳想等撐牙器去除後再出去,可是妳卻跟朋友玩得盡興。想跟妳聊天妳的訊息也是那麼冷淡。妳說跑班來找我這事我早就覺得不可能發生了。只好爭取中午陪妳拿餐而短短相處五分鐘。8964 copyright protection98PENANAGKVKwH7TxE 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA3Lc88i9XNo
8964 copyright protection98PENANAXLD0upZTVX 維尼
我覺得這些都無所謂,畢竟……8964 copyright protection98PENANA5pTIjasVrS 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAS3638GI9so
8964 copyright protection98PENANAYlmO8A1fpf 維尼
至少可以有跟妳的相處時間我就很滿足了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAGQwdP4W41k 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAVS1z7R0Lp2
8964 copyright protection98PENANAOFbXWkKrUU 維尼
可能妳會覺得我有些貪心了吧,明明這樣維持也不錯,又想邀妳出去走走。8964 copyright protection98PENANAytUfDjbbLz 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAOhkzCzjvqt
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說好這禮拜六要去圖書館聚聚,而看起來朋友的邀約比我還有魅力。8964 copyright protection98PENANAQAD0FeUuWM 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAIxHgilrvc4
8964 copyright protection98PENANAWo58fQKLWF 維尼
明明是我先來的。8964 copyright protection98PENANAMZfi13WqyP 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA075q47OJb6
8964 copyright protection98PENANAeAiGDn2x1c 維尼
而妳說的那禮拜天約啊是多麼的無情。8964 copyright protection98PENANAaXiWKnAoez 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAgFi0rK1Cq1
8964 copyright protection98PENANA7tWG72p6Hy 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2IOwWod94
8964 copyright protection98PENANAy7n7MToR8x 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳出去。8964 copyright protection98PENANAaluNgzw7g5 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2wUAGV50P
8964 copyright protection98PENANApnfGP9dICe 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAe4iGMnb3cv
8964 copyright protection98PENANAiDwPkhW8c7 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳有情侶上的互動。8964 copyright protection98PENANAsFvGEMqPh4 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA8KcMz57r7q
8964 copyright protection98PENANA6mjSGHV9Gr 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAsEbxPWNFjX
8964 copyright protection98PENANA7z3m7PHAwH 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳聊天。8964 copyright protection98PENANAkh4vyTLZeQ 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAOlRxLLg935
8964 copyright protection98PENANALT3uATE7i1 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAfFElESiknZ
8964 copyright protection98PENANARIzVVBDp0b 維尼
久了,我也累了想這些問題了,影響我太多了。曾經對自己的約法三章的信念何時被吞噬?8964 copyright protection98PENANA5oSkJzscqf 維尼
「吶。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAzTSfZh29ha 維尼
「嗯?」8964 copyright protection98PENANALsEjTxyACR 維尼
我的視線可能已被銀河那段的晶瑩閃光吞噬了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAI6MWX1s7my 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAsCk0pD3mzz
8964 copyright protection98PENANA0sjdnz2cvh 維尼
「妳覺得這段日子,是好的回憶嗎?」8964 copyright protection98PENANA00COhsAjLv 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAwLkn44ovGp
8964 copyright protection98PENANA2w1Ijid4Kg 維尼
「嗯嗯是吧。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAtgpPKZySUA 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAWUimzo7JZm
8964 copyright protection98PENANAS3ABHYNzkQ 維尼
「要是,再來一次,知道會是這樣的結果,妳還會跟我在一起嗎?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAq46k3xMydP 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAioLuy9tZH7
8964 copyright protection98PENANAX9INKHO97Y 維尼
停頓可能成了綿亙。8964 copyright protection98PENANAMGlFPfaOgd 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAXcPu8NeQey
8964 copyright protection98PENANAcBxgXWcjyU 維尼
「應該,還是會吧。」8964 copyright protection98PENANA6JgEE9ZgDZ 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA1G6GWiS08m
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「是嗎……謝謝。」我苦笑了一聲。8964 copyright protection98PENANA9hrZEXUBCA 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAXRLI6lqM5K
8964 copyright protection98PENANAGG6ZAONHw8 維尼
「那我們未來該怎麼辦呢?」8964 copyright protection98PENANA2Iee0nQgDB 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAg0qGhQgm8C
8964 copyright protection98PENANAvl4Zi6YIeq 維尼
「妳是指我們之間的關係嗎?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAT1QFhRRC3k 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAQx1Y0wkXzs
8964 copyright protection98PENANAD7VbbeJP5i 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAKsXHmqE3WO 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA0iZ517rwdO
8964 copyright protection98PENANAGrORcEG26m 維尼
我沉思了一下。8964 copyright protection98PENANA5tqqQ9s234 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAM2uefCj37Z
8964 copyright protection98PENANAg9kAFPqJt6 維尼
「妳會想當朋友嗎?」8964 copyright protection98PENANAZXYuGpz8as 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAlsgUTBgsVb
8964 copyright protection98PENANA75GsGyrYUO 維尼
「可是,這樣不就會像是那種斷不乾淨的…」8964 copyright protection98PENANAi2X00XjqMB 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAko9soJ3rMr
8964 copyright protection98PENANAbZlsGnnCcU 維尼
「看妳吧,我都可以,只是我會把妳當朋友的。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAhEFz1Cz8b6 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA3Nv36dB3PM
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「嗯嗯。」妳只是輕聲說。「那我們就這樣吧。」後來討論了還東西的事,還有一些需要處理的後續問題。8964 copyright protection98PENANAGx98wzUxE3 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANABnrrJ2x1eq
8964 copyright protection98PENANAXDq8otIu7F 維尼
最後,我又開啟了我平常時的嘮叨。8964 copyright protection98PENANAeK1fvujwPZ 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANANXDEul5r6i
8964 copyright protection98PENANAjX97TDCoXY 維尼
希望這趟旅程,妳能夠記得我們美好的時刻。8964 copyright protection98PENANASHPoXQxiB0 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAvyVW0usf4I
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然後,聽我的,什麼事都不要撐。8964 copyright protection98PENANArImtjSWZSa 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANA6bPVxcQFpA
8964 copyright protection98PENANAklYPFVNdRL 維尼
不要常常把自己搞得憂鬱症,答應我,要開心。8964 copyright protection98PENANABR8KGbOaXj 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAIGLaob8AGL
8964 copyright protection98PENANA1q8J6eFHXw 維尼
希望妳可以走出妳的心結,若真的承受不住的話,想要有人幫忙傾聽的話我會在的。8964 copyright protection98PENANA4DvRGk6KqD 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAlvjI9GM9aX
8964 copyright protection98PENANAGgZf2X5UZD 維尼
祝妳幸福。8964 copyright protection98PENANAsna3Z8knCj 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAoZJ5r46woQ
8964 copyright protection98PENANAtGTncqwEVx 維尼
可能妳的回應一樣是那般平靜冷淡,但那也無所謂了,因為我已經把我想要說的話說完了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAjH2S6BwOKa 維尼
最後的最後,我們準備結束通話。8964 copyright protection98PENANAuVt3yVyk16 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAN3lRmEk7vl
8964 copyright protection98PENANAGCmbw0PCqb 維尼
「晚安。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAMhGr8ySbMA 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAolHlBj2TOO
8964 copyright protection98PENANA8pUJ0eYDhg 維尼
這個晚安,陪了我一年多的晚安,想起今後它的消逝,心窗被一種魔力為之一震,一揪,碎裂聲沙沙鏘鏘。8964 copyright protection98PENANAD2OyETY5B6 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAKpTI8g2J8U
8964 copyright protection98PENANALHW30dSmAh 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAQhYOuDM49a
8964 copyright protection98PENANATNONw1a80d 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAXkvnfTbbUt
8964 copyright protection98PENANAI32w0tCm4e 維尼
我再次感受到知覺時外頭的熹光散舒已在廣闊的青青大田上。櫥窗台前手機上的訊息,始終沒有通知。我慣例性的拿起手機,打開妳的訊息欄。8964 copyright protection98PENANAJBIUdsFK74 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANACoTMjFYCRg
8964 copyright protection98PENANAuC4B87re9Z 維尼
「早安。」8964 copyright protection98PENANAlBwbUjVwOO 維尼
102Please respect copyright.PENANAcDKiI4zIJ2
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但隨之卻是刪除,沒有傳送,我已經對自己無法改變的習慣失望第四次了。8964 copyright protection98PENANAyoTWHKUpke 維尼
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