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No Plagiarism!ZSqV9PRLfkI7C1o3Y2byposted on PENANA 妳還記得那天發生的一切嗎?8964 copyright protection88PENANAoebdkxO9fv 維尼
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紀念日那天訊息寒暄,卻意外的發生了插曲,妳說了我讓妳很有壓力。8964 copyright protection88PENANAoXOgqIW9w3 維尼
我當時真的,不知道該怎麼辦才好。8964 copyright protection88PENANADqD2dj7maI 維尼
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第一次聽妳說,我對妳造成很大的壓力。8964 copyright protection88PENANA5mQ8TfEqKd 維尼
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早上五點半左右就因這件心事煩在身而睡不著,拿起手機再次閱覽昨天發生的那一切。8964 copyright protection88PENANADXksbCkdMZ 維尼
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我是哪裡對妳造成了壓力呢?8964 copyright protection88PENANA3HXyQu0h6L 維尼
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我只是如同過往,提出我想要討論的事情給妳。是哪一封訊息使妳情緒不穩?我不知道…….但我又很想解決……畢竟…….這種事情纏繞心裡實在難受。8964 copyright protection88PENANAG1RGJu25zp 維尼
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今日的曙光尚未冉冉升起,我的心卻蠢蠢欲動,夜的黑暗隱藏不了我的那份不安。8964 copyright protection88PENANA3mdLYMqjgd 維尼
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「我不知道。」「我不清楚。」「我想要自己先想清楚。」8964 copyright protection88PENANA69Z86IMzzD 維尼
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突如其來的聲響使我驚醒。8964 copyright protection88PENANAlcS9Bcfwuq 維尼
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內心一陣寒冷襲捲,胃的翻騰絞痛著我的身心,在不斷吸氣吐氣後,我眼茫茫的看向了窗外。8964 copyright protection88PENANAHDIfUd4ugb 維尼
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豔陽高照。8964 copyright protection88PENANAqGjpsQvrVu 維尼
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看來強迫自己睡著成功了呢……8964 copyright protection88PENANAxkifFfLh5e 維尼
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只是心裡還是存在著束縛。8964 copyright protection88PENANAIv6EsVU0Ux 維尼
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我打開了手機。8964 copyright protection88PENANAdHpfgJWMKf 維尼
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「早安。」妳,二十七分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection88PENANAhxeLDGEUaz 維尼
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我隨之回覆早安,但在那剎那間,我又看到妳聊天室上頭的那些訊息,又再次惴惴不安。8964 copyright protection88PENANAtU0GjtheW8 維尼
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好奇怪的感覺……8964 copyright protection88PENANAYArTsarsob 維尼
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內心湧現著難以言說的雜情。8964 copyright protection88PENANA7ui4yGmLUz 維尼
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我不斷地開始在手機鍵盤上點選,但又一次次全部刪除。8964 copyright protection88PENANA8uNo3qRb55 維尼
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但理智終究失控了幾次,傳送,又再次收回。8964 copyright protection88PENANAh6p1eKsin5 維尼
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我放下了那沉重的手機,臥躺在床上,緊緊抓著被豔陽的熾熱所蔓延的薄被。8964 copyright protection88PENANAQYlk856mBr 維尼
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過了二十分鐘,妳始終未讀。8964 copyright protection88PENANA8uh0nw56Xg 維尼
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這個時間,妳明明還在吃飯…8964 copyright protection88PENANA9nXKTk2uIY 維尼
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為什麼我這麼著急?8964 copyright protection88PENANArRk5O8i97a 維尼
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我要冷靜,我要冷靜……8964 copyright protection88PENANAv2YPmWUzZH 維尼
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好痛苦……8964 copyright protection88PENANACtQoHCj9dU 維尼
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我似放棄了掙扎,將自己包覆在有陽光餘溫的橙黃色的小被裡。8964 copyright protection88PENANAcJLcVAFPhj 維尼
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我默默地把所有的訊息再次收回,重新打上新的一段話,但內容的本質依舊不變。8964 copyright protection88PENANAuir2QPiqiF 維尼
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「妳還會在意昨天的事情嗎?」8964 copyright protection88PENANA9y1BCk48tj 維尼
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說實在,問這個沒什麼用。所以我還是收回了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAJUj4Cw4uXB 維尼
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但下一秒妳已讀了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAvd5pn9ByNM 維尼
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畫面是收回的訊息零零散散,加上不完整的對話訊息。8964 copyright protection88PENANArM609E3vWD 維尼
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但妳只是在已讀的瞬間,回覆了嗯嗯,消失了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAyoAzAmWGIi 維尼
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內心開始七上八下。8964 copyright protection88PENANA2pj7OJBP5J 維尼
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像是一個共鳴器,妳的嗯嗯,那股妳說不出話來的無奈感散發在螢幕上,本來已經稍微抑制住的不安再次翻騰。8964 copyright protection88PENANAYqxF8uVD8t 維尼
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我又再次衝動了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAnAXlFtmItA 維尼
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「我可以打電話給妳一下嗎?」衝動的心懷少了沉澱的時間,我一昧想馬上解決事情。8964 copyright protection88PENANAcb8lgvNRrW 維尼
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「不要好了。」8964 copyright protection88PENANACCGF0TvJwc 維尼
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「妳不覺得我們現在挺奇怪的嗎?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAIF15JlWUGE 維尼
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「是挺奇怪。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAN13tRHvMQF 維尼
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「那就讓我打過去一下吧。」8964 copyright protection88PENANA71ySgTykx8 維尼
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手機每一次的嘟嘟聲,一步步吞噬著我的勇氣,曾經想過就馬上斷掉,但手卻從未放下來。8964 copyright protection88PENANAZqU3J1if5z 維尼
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不知第幾次的鈴聲迴響,妳接了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAVCWqLUzqqi 維尼
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「嗨。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAaqi4VSAPNx 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」妳的聲音顯得格外平靜。8964 copyright protection88PENANAIEAaYfuLsN 維尼
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「我們先試試看處理我昨天對妳造成的壓力好不好?」8964 copyright protection88PENANA4NnERyfwf1 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAcOB6b1RmJY 維尼
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妳回覆完,我開始進入了思考模式。8964 copyright protection88PENANAcNlESXwam5 維尼
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「是因為,我昨天說的對未來的事,讓妳有壓力嗎?」8964 copyright protection88PENANA9UHmEAjEkh 維尼
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突然雙方都進入了最恐怖的沉靜。8964 copyright protection88PENANAxJ6wEOJZJV 維尼
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「可能,不是吧。」妳只是默默地答了這句話。8964 copyright protection88PENANAqi1fupbWIT 維尼
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「那會不會是我昨天提到妳那份妳過去以來的壓力,讓妳回想起來覺得不舒服?」8964 copyright protection88PENANArmqEvhNbHF 維尼
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「有一點。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAJJsIZG7aVY 維尼
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這樣啊,看起來多少有些頭緒了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAt7oICOWsiS 維尼
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但我正要說下一句話時,妳說話了。8964 copyright protection88PENANA1pMMPy18DL 維尼
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「我可以先,掛掉嗎。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAxGngUINukY 維尼
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冷淡的聲音環繞在空蕩蕩的房間,外面些微細雨隨風飄進,陰暗的烏雲更是壟罩著心靈。8964 copyright protection88PENANAGTdaLMZJDH 維尼
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「嗯嗯等一下,還有一件事情。」我很抱歉,應該要馬上停止通話的,因為我可以感受到妳心情,十分的憂鬱。8964 copyright protection88PENANANyJ9zfurhB 維尼
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「妳是對我還是,對我昨天說的那些話有壓力呢。」有點明知故問的提問,理智線的斷裂也害我慌了手腳。8964 copyright protection88PENANAXy2nYavI1q 維尼
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我在做什麼……當話說出去的那一刻,我的內心反而更加慌張了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAXTdmZc8udy 維尼
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「都有吧,但還有其他事情。」妳再次地默默道出。8964 copyright protection88PENANAyMqmojOR0D 維尼
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「那……」8964 copyright protection88PENANA0DUpG8nH28 維尼
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「想先掛電話了。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAnMAO5vmVbr 維尼
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「嗯嗯……」再一次,妳說出了那句話。8964 copyright protection88PENANAvdISpOtN6e 維尼
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「那妳先掛吧。」我緩緩地吐了一口氣。8964 copyright protection88PENANAuDIB2P1KdO 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」對方應答後,隨後就是掛掉的音效。8964 copyright protection88PENANAkuIOfRpd0R 維尼
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我有點重心不穩,跌跌撞撞到了書桌前。8964 copyright protection88PENANAZ2fTQG9owJ 維尼
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乾嘔的次數越來越頻繁,每一次都是絞痛。我要冷靜,我要冷靜……但我卻抱住了頭。8964 copyright protection88PENANATenx0YtzP8 維尼
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「可是……我根本冷靜不了啊……」可能哽咽了吧,抑或是外面的呼呼風聲,我的聲音連自己都聽不清楚。明明一直以來,儘管多少次將我的想法利用訊息告訴妳,但漸漸地,我也有發現妳的對話是越來越少,甚至有時候會逃避。8964 copyright protection88PENANA3EPJqWzVdZ 維尼
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常常問妳,我這樣討論這些是不是不太好。8964 copyright protection88PENANAAXlehzoKp8 維尼
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「不會的。」「我只是沒什麼想法而已。」「不會有壓力。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAeYlbxq822q 維尼
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妳的這些回答害我以為,我這樣做是不會傷害到妳的。8964 copyright protection88PENANABv68IpglNB 維尼
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每一次每一次,儘管有討論出來,抑或沒有討論出來,隔天的我們基本上都會恢復正常。形式上的正常。8964 copyright protection88PENANAxPb0vgMV5f 維尼
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但今天,一切光景都變了。想不到,妳的最後一根稻草已經被我壓倒了,抱歉,我沒有提早意識到,妳對我的溫柔,妳不想讓我傷心而忍耐著,而我沒有意識到。8964 copyright protection88PENANAhZyajnJTdV 維尼
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「我想去海邊走一下。」母親聽到熟悉的聲響轉過身,把鍋下的熊熊烈火切掉。8964 copyright protection88PENANAorxCaWdkvv 維尼
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「怎麼突然想去海邊呢。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAtApZngyarS 維尼
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「一時興起的。」我轉過身,往客廳方向走去,「很快就回來了。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAp67Z8oxNL8 維尼
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一陣沉默後,背向我的母親,只是默默說道:「那要儘早回來。」8964 copyright protection88PENANACCMV66J8Mv 維尼
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「了解。」我穿起外套,將客廳的腳踏車牽出,玄門一開,風聲喧囂,細雨綿綿,但卻彷彿是我心靈想慰藉的。8964 copyright protection88PENANAvSJwb2fl8y 維尼
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大雨將至,想必海邊的大浪已經如火如荼的翻騰起來了吧。8964 copyright protection88PENANAhWfAqfcYm7 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAnQgJ9dFNeV
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我騎上腳踏車,輕快地順著漫漶水氣瀰漫的小巷,順勢而下。沿著小街路過媽祖廟,橫跨平交道,前方茫茫大海無窮的海平面浮現在我的眼前。我將腳踏車牽到堤防上,如同預期的,大浪的威嚇宣示著主權,在大自然界頭角崢嶸,巨石抑或空氣只剩黯淡的氣息,十分冰冷,震懾於這般威權。8964 copyright protection88PENANAavHNCkVlPs 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA4zI4VpESKM
8964 copyright protection88PENANAcWNyUSJQIH 維尼
但我內心十分平靜。8964 copyright protection88PENANAjtkkFZci5x 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAwpufgWugWQ
8964 copyright protection88PENANAK4dF5KcFxW 維尼
可能在出發前就想像過大浪的模樣,真正遇到時,潛意識保護住自己抑制洶湧的情緒崩潰。那份顧忌,儘管多久前就意識到了,我還是沒法解決,反而,引爆了它。8964 copyright protection88PENANAFsgzmwSeTn 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAhUCltYUgoy
8964 copyright protection88PENANAVlrEMQfrEd 維尼
悵惘的臉龐吐出的水蒸氣冉冉而上,放空,什麼事都不想做。8964 copyright protection88PENANA5TCzALBvyN 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAZtx9ibt3qB
8964 copyright protection88PENANANEYvSSjX8x 維尼
十二點四十分,手上的手機螢幕顯示著妳的聊天室,妳和妳同學應該聚到了吧,而剛剛妳的語氣也告訴我,再繼續說下去絕對會有很嚴重的後果。8964 copyright protection88PENANA9rU0Lboioz 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAUX6Y4xbz72
8964 copyright protection88PENANAj6rt1w0TmB 維尼
但腦裡漸漸地抑制住憶起,每一次想起過去這段時間我們經歷的事情,都必須壓抑複雜的情緒。8964 copyright protection88PENANAWVfVyskXMv 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA5hkVANPEUa
8964 copyright protection88PENANAznmyAe5Tbx 維尼
只會讓我更加想要跟妳理論過去這段時間的一切。8964 copyright protection88PENANAK9CtdTrAaN 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA9sP5n4eBjV
8964 copyright protection88PENANAWtRocZMzTJ 維尼
我甩過頭,好讓自己不再揣度,但瑣事依舊縈繞,我受夠了,踢上腳踏車的停車架,大衣隨著海風逸散於這一隅的堤防。8964 copyright protection88PENANAj7MAPtiSWK 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAUpKw2z1ren
8964 copyright protection88PENANAfxISyyDRME 維尼
「怎麼了?」此時手機震動,我停止前進。8964 copyright protection88PENANARrvz790xsK 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAlld868y3J4
8964 copyright protection88PENANAIOHvL8gG7Q 維尼
是楊兄的訊息。8964 copyright protection88PENANA25SxOce3b4 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA0qjAVycTrL
8964 copyright protection88PENANAf4uxqx1tV6 維尼
在我跟妳把彼此搞砸之際,我簡短的向楊兄傳送「我不知道我該怎麼做。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAw0ZYd8Hj4k 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAsIXuV1kNm7
8964 copyright protection88PENANASUEqjScsuv 維尼
因為我沒辦法一個人安逸住這般不安。8964 copyright protection88PENANAvocrgEbCFn 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAq5g7HoQNpo
8964 copyright protection88PENANA9IKDbuQ1zr 維尼
隨後是楊兄的電話。8964 copyright protection88PENANA4RkaeiFyHy 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAnNcCSDKgsT
8964 copyright protection88PENANAeRrH5w7GJx 維尼
我接起了電話,緩緩坐在堤防靠海處的石階,刷刷海聲格外刺耳,一陣似比一陣猛烈。8964 copyright protection88PENANAzPmMx2Fmq2 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAWCJ75RzUXo
8964 copyright protection88PENANA4URy7qcVyI 維尼
「發生什麼事了。」楊兄那傳來捷運站的通知聲。8964 copyright protection88PENANA2xNfINOBLF 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAtWYFcJd2Fx
8964 copyright protection88PENANA0gddG4J1zc 維尼
「我似乎不小心踩到她的底線了。」眼神瀰漫至藍天裡的白雲。8964 copyright protection88PENANA8FUaEPQ2Hw 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAaBTQDKQRY9
8964 copyright protection88PENANAQSjEEURYEE 維尼
「她?誰?」但沒過幾秒後楊兄像是理解了什麼,「喔喔,但,怎麼會呢?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAfvlLDCQJbQ 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAFqg6lHm7yy
8964 copyright protection88PENANAwNaYD2z1sJ 維尼
「我也不知道為什麼…..總之讓她心情很不好。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAq6HVYp8zN4 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAL04MMcemp0
8964 copyright protection88PENANAR8WqsGJpUC 維尼
「……我國中很少看她生氣呢….怎麼會?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAMFMh3Jy6BT 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAeIOk0i1erh
8964 copyright protection88PENANA0MaZLs5x9F 維尼
我沉默片刻。之所以這麼慌,是因為第一次遇到妳對我這樣。8964 copyright protection88PENANA5RhVBKYwfN 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA03iJaluPDA
8964 copyright protection88PENANAuAFm7uXnQY 維尼
像是沉澱已久的地雷爆掉。8964 copyright protection88PENANATuSx7VJkCW 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA7hckuTmcdR
8964 copyright protection88PENANArfvjiN5cyp 維尼
一切像是覆水難收。8964 copyright protection88PENANA4WQZEzD1RN 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA1svudhaZZK
8964 copyright protection88PENANAEW5u0rR91B 維尼
而我雜味的情緒也岌岌可危。8964 copyright protection88PENANAIeu956y2Y9 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAFLnhPTNNiK
8964 copyright protection88PENANANNlYozyBP2 維尼
我也在抑制住,因為要是我沒辦法穩住,結局我不敢想像。8964 copyright protection88PENANAn8K612l5tM 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANACMD7XsqKMI
8964 copyright protection88PENANA44HnUf1o8R 維尼
但我感覺到我也已經在極限了。8964 copyright protection88PENANARCEKw9ckUr 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAmZK8KQOqIa
8964 copyright protection88PENANAGP45mBt6tM 維尼
「我該怎麼辦….」濕黏的海氣親吻雜亂的短髮。8964 copyright protection88PENANApXJ3sQMGpN 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA9u6GoGtRQv
8964 copyright protection88PENANAZnZRCOXZvT 維尼
隨後楊兄說了些鼓勵我的話。8964 copyright protection88PENANA4JMBf7EKRf 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAxDmtNksDfU
8964 copyright protection88PENANADmW2ObMNEG 維尼
聊著聊著,我漸漸打開我的心房說出我的苦楚。8964 copyright protection88PENANAyINgboEbvM 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAM3NyIROvVK
8964 copyright protection88PENANAFO3pwSeBd4 維尼
我也忘了說些什麼,只是楊兄的傾聽和建議緩和了我的情緒。8964 copyright protection88PENANAOtamRNJWg8 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAylc0ZaV8Og
8964 copyright protection88PENANAjxezCMxowC 維尼
最後,他準備要下線了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAekVH7E7JYM 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAbwGcczHIOI
8964 copyright protection88PENANANQxv7JD5HX 維尼
「你要加油啦……我相信你可以解決的。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAwnHKMjl6YV 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAJi3i26ze3a
8964 copyright protection88PENANAIs44OFKDcZ 維尼
「嗯,謝啦兄弟。」嘟嘟聲結束的片刻我才再度聽到海撞擊石頭的哀嚎聲。8964 copyright protection88PENANAo05RiL5A1y 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANANG2MH7StaS
8964 copyright protection88PENANACULhFQXTKE 維尼
迷途羔羊,會不會就是這種模樣?8964 copyright protection88PENANA5CMfKyAIh8 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAyWRJm3IxHg
8964 copyright protection88PENANAvJ759N6DFd 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANArK3Wpjpqlc
8964 copyright protection88PENANAy6oSjzcd6k 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAeTVuLcU2KM
8964 copyright protection88PENANA8ZUBHwIgyS 維尼
這股折騰蔓延到夜晚。8964 copyright protection88PENANAFtYAutp9B2 維尼
做什麼事都提不起勁,桌上的作業只完成前面兩三題,全身無力,手機上已經是狼藉的訊息窗。我知道,我已經止不了情緒了。收回的訊息通知如一片燎原,蔓延整排對話匡,最後,我只用了語音訊息傳送。8964 copyright protection88PENANAnHRsUfNvfV 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAgsJr4o5o1e
8964 copyright protection88PENANAKAAljkgpIl 維尼
我真的……承受不住了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAIP3D3WHx6T 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAmwLLeOo57P
8964 copyright protection88PENANAND3Kr5f0Gr 維尼
我有些啜泣,妳知道我多麼無助嗎?8964 copyright protection88PENANAzvvwSMogC1 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAefrQ3zO5Vc
8964 copyright protection88PENANAqMLYVU65C7 維尼
明明約法三章,現在的我該是讓妳沉澱,冷靜,但我卻未曾顧及到自己,抑制住對妳的衝動,但那只是還在理智上時可以達成的。8964 copyright protection88PENANAX1F8LasP4S 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA4kjcvqOLF2
8964 copyright protection88PENANARsUDXJ2kPt 維尼
我默默拿起手機,回到臥房。閉上眼睛,仰望窗外星空,要的是寧靜,要的是解放。8964 copyright protection88PENANA8mzT3UH5co 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAwoD5hY0THv
8964 copyright protection88PENANAxkdztTVxAd 維尼
但只要一靜下來,我的腦海中又是妳的乍現。8964 copyright protection88PENANA2MRwxRL1YA 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAGB7zRGhaO5
8964 copyright protection88PENANAKcqIqZpcd6 維尼
而現在,就是要想好我到底想要怎麼樣的結局。8964 copyright protection88PENANA72tzMymO60 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAnAG1jWVWLQ
8964 copyright protection88PENANAgtEqeXVeTD 維尼
一直以來,我們之間的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection88PENANADyunD86j5T 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAh6Q6PGAs5h
8964 copyright protection88PENANAugdgzemTOh 維尼
我說真的,我也說不清,一種奇怪,一種違和,一種疏遠,一種冷碰冷,明明見面時對話正常,明明會分享彼此今天發生的事情,明明看得見彼此的愛……8964 copyright protection88PENANAUabTsM6qCw 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAgA2acKycSg
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但就是有一個顧忌存在,而我不斷想要找解決方法,每隔一段時間向妳提出,但結局總是,這些提出總不是我們要的答案。8964 copyright protection88PENANAAdx8rNbK9v 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA443irMiHP5
8964 copyright protection88PENANAu8aG3nZ93E 維尼
漸漸地,我可以感受到妳的冷淡。抑或是,妳抑制著情緒。8964 copyright protection88PENANAihB6CzDf5P 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA8sffFlGZuL
8964 copyright protection88PENANAQE7X8ZnEYb 維尼
不斷接受著回答不出來的問題,卻慢慢的衍生成另外一種顧忌,另外一種壓力。8964 copyright protection88PENANAYwj8ENUCRm 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAKFxYa7SwwE
8964 copyright protection88PENANAgIXI0f7ahv 維尼
而妳總是包容著我,但我就是希望妳可以說出來。8964 copyright protection88PENANAxd8q9IpN4J 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAvGvNMuBlMO
8964 copyright protection88PENANAwtQhv3ZmAg 維尼
但訊息卻使彼此消耗彼此的耐心,妳的應答讓我覺得,妳是在敷衍我,而我的回話,使妳越來越不知道怎麼回覆。8964 copyright protection88PENANA8XHw6X9rkL 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAmHLLw820Uu
8964 copyright protection88PENANA47kQGwc9u8 維尼
可能原本,這顧忌真的是件小事。8964 copyright protection88PENANAXebuLR32o4 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAuaKNVx3CQA
8964 copyright protection88PENANAApa7XvPvoi 維尼
但如今,不僅這份顧忌越來越嚴重,還衍生了很多問題,形成了我們之間的隔閡。8964 copyright protection88PENANAjPiI3j5d8V 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAc9wRkjzhlo
8964 copyright protection88PENANAjo7PWpjJXB 維尼
慢慢地,我們的對話開始不自在。慢慢地,我們有一種說不出的疏離。8964 copyright protection88PENANAMlxcbW4xSE 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAYQWfNE2E3x
8964 copyright protection88PENANAiWL9H8Z6aC 維尼
開始在為彼此的隔閡找藉口。可能是無形中,開學後的忙碌風潮吞噬了我們吧。8964 copyright protection88PENANAf4LFTA98sx 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAOXA5uPpIr0
8964 copyright protection88PENANAzVMGDJzZii 維尼
可能是我尚未走出我那說不出原因的低潮,加上妳心情也不太好,讓彼此的對話生硬吧。8964 copyright protection88PENANA7PxLiRkbd6 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAFFKsj8giqi
8964 copyright protection88PENANA8E6det6NBM 維尼
而現在會讓妳壓力大,可能是我的話語讓妳無話可說吧?8964 copyright protection88PENANAA9Q3Kex6Bz 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA14rMUR08j5
8964 copyright protection88PENANAxFMB7GwN8D 維尼
但其實,這些似乎都不是原因。我們少了靜下心來的溝通,少了給彼此沉思的時刻。8964 copyright protection88PENANAgz07SQvsha 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANACF8lg6fiGf
8964 copyright protection88PENANAm4CIEnX9dh 維尼
就造成如今,這種局面了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAmPbadZRQIq 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAvAAjF8p9Sc
8964 copyright protection88PENANAkKdWNCcE1l 維尼
可能還有更多因素,只是我不太想繼續思考了,資訊量有點過大。原初的那份顧忌,究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection88PENANAglUbKYTJIc 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANARrpemUS5IP
8964 copyright protection88PENANAIguE2PPaDi 維尼
唉……算了,這不是現在該思考的。8964 copyright protection88PENANAggm69sH3kz 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAt3VJfM68m1
8964 copyright protection88PENANADTyum2c0G1 維尼
長仰片刻,我的訊息聲響了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAhOY1IvFP84 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAsAaCh6x0hK
8964 copyright protection88PENANAhHLqeh4T1L 維尼
「嗯嗯,你現在有空嗎。」妳,一分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection88PENANA4c6NCynCke 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAuXwFOuUQzT
8964 copyright protection88PENANAViNEWjzboV 維尼
妳回我了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAdcvxagA89J 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAKNYAlvWvgu
8964 copyright protection88PENANAAYgv6fXDPu 維尼
突然一陣心安,但又有些擔憂。8964 copyright protection88PENANAseOKrsjMGJ 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAMCtt7ehTwk
8964 copyright protection88PENANAXyJWl15E9y 維尼
我深吸了一口氣,按下了訊息。8964 copyright protection88PENANA7S44DU2Jn4 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAl9jBjbXKU5
8964 copyright protection88PENANASRXHlOHobK 維尼
我會把事情,處理好的。8964 copyright protection88PENANAjTAKgh1AFj 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA0aOnQUol5n
8964 copyright protection88PENANACW1OWI9KA7 維尼
相信自己,也相信妳。8964 copyright protection88PENANAE8ufTgGe8r 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANALruqAplZGn
8964 copyright protection88PENANAZgeihD5zxV 維尼
但願,不是最壞的結局。8964 copyright protection88PENANAagdcGheKHf 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAeZc9rPTQi5
8964 copyright protection88PENANAkJ7PUeog5y 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAjgKleDcqjw
8964 copyright protection88PENANAJQXR5pll6e 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAWPq8x5RXaV
8964 copyright protection88PENANAl5RVNfGA4j 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9OnznSjO3
8964 copyright protection88PENANA9MntTbsXFk 維尼
「現在心情還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAYlWb0S10Wc 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA34bsXRHvAs
8964 copyright protection88PENANAYbbyrq1Kl1 維尼
「不太好…..」妳的聲音顯得格外柔弱。8964 copyright protection88PENANAtgzJRhL7bs 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAIDhiTmWNhr
8964 copyright protection88PENANA2Dvan76g35 維尼
「這樣啊……我也是…..」我有些泛淚,但還是抑制住了。「我們先來解決好這件事好不好?至少讓我們相處上能稍微正常一些。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAXiqO89ZizJ 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAzkcNL8n2sf
8964 copyright protection88PENANADaA9i9FNRq 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAU5BT78uJRB 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAu3z1SnYwRU
8964 copyright protection88PENANAGUXl3fWS6F 維尼
之後陷入冷寂的氣氛。8964 copyright protection88PENANAnhm40zOvwv 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA8Q1yB5UqQ0
8964 copyright protection88PENANAtEQihvqJ5u 維尼
妳不言,我不語,而內心卻縈繞著揮之不去的情懷。8964 copyright protection88PENANAsqtNwe5Zsr 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAGPO3pnfAV3
8964 copyright protection88PENANAsB5D0WJ57s 維尼
要怎麼做呢?我真的不知道………,明明想要恢復跟平常一樣,但我卻悵惘,甚至覺得那已經,做不到了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAyfnCuWx7QX 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAp3ao4g8ODQ
8964 copyright protection88PENANAsMEQEudUAi 維尼
「妳覺得,」我打破了沉默,「一直以來我們的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAurL2WZP6SU 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAD3SnFwuP0P
8964 copyright protection88PENANAiYOtMTUL2n 維尼
我沒有想要答案。8964 copyright protection88PENANAsau2640k2j 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA5f3dnjqfsr
8964 copyright protection88PENANAnDZ8DeY3Mw 維尼
只是覺得,這句話是我們彼此都在思考的問題吧。8964 copyright protection88PENANAnjomjxbhEG 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANArA0GunzCdM
8964 copyright protection88PENANAY8pO2FuMvo 維尼
「……一直覺得,我們的對話少了一個連結……」妳回答了,只是,妳的情緒竟隔著玻璃框,隨風湧入我的耳簾。8964 copyright protection88PENANAJn11eZGNXd 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA9Z972p8bCZ
8964 copyright protection88PENANAXbv3wwcdpe 維尼
「是嗎……」我也這麼覺得啊,我也這麼覺得啊……8964 copyright protection88PENANAyqSvpKWgPq 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAnAwYkSZi3D
8964 copyright protection88PENANA9PfEoIhxt1 維尼
說實在我有些淚崩了,但我還是控制住我說話的腔調,好讓對方不要聽出我現在的情緒。8964 copyright protection88PENANAGKumcdJxjg 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAGjks9BGWac
8964 copyright protection88PENANAmCiy73tJcm 維尼
「我們,可以慢慢來解決這個問題嗎?」我提出了,我想做的事。8964 copyright protection88PENANAdjmD7RXGj6 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANASY7Eg6LFgf
8964 copyright protection88PENANAIXrvMO9Z3k 維尼
就算在之前覺得顧忌解決不了時,早就料到事情會走到這一步。現在的局面,我知道,不用時間慢慢解決是不行的。8964 copyright protection88PENANAv4AokUzOX6 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA2KnRHTQ4ni
8964 copyright protection88PENANAwqFGNBQ1X8 維尼
對雙方都是。而我相信,一定可以解決的……8964 copyright protection88PENANAjwhUBlmCuz 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAVcLGN02jwB
8964 copyright protection88PENANAImeamdHQ7Z 維尼
「我不太想繼續談戀愛了。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAeg0JkfOfSF 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAxmjLgz3WoK
8964 copyright protection88PENANAfXyOu4DCE1 維尼
我在那瞬間不太相信,我聽到了什麼。8964 copyright protection88PENANAto03U6kuZP 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAofzlSQhM3y
8964 copyright protection88PENANATYHs5f3RWW 維尼
夜裡的風瀟瀟襲入窗紗的細孔。8964 copyright protection88PENANABxnCbYUSxA 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAjGtsTU4tQn
8964 copyright protection88PENANAxbgVZ3X9KF 維尼
「妳說什麼?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAOrWpwJNc8z 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAKrILgowBkq
8964 copyright protection88PENANAltAlHhdnxn 維尼
「我昨天決定好,這個想法了。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAjPf1DVqZRo 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAN3iEcbLqXN
8964 copyright protection88PENANAhcCYFw2Va0 維尼
我……..8964 copyright protection88PENANAnd27e3X7RN 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAnP1Zzf0Yfd
8964 copyright protection88PENANAxzg7jR3NQr 維尼
為什麼呢……8964 copyright protection88PENANABkXJoTwbAV 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANALYVCIyo6ii
8964 copyright protection88PENANAohX0HzZNli 維尼
「為什麼……為什麼不試著去改善呢?」我徬徨無助。8964 copyright protection88PENANAfMyWmwyyP0 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAx5JbLeSfPl
8964 copyright protection88PENANAMfwZoRKwi5 維尼
「有要改善什麼?」冰冷,無情,刺進了我的心扉。8964 copyright protection88PENANAlM65aacxK7 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANARVSpdmyikk
8964 copyright protection88PENANAjB3aTdNZPE 維尼
妳這樣……我要怎麼回答?8964 copyright protection88PENANAiabm09783j 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAtYpD6jPU4v
8964 copyright protection88PENANARv4WMsOQRh 維尼
這種事情……不就是雙方一起該共同解決的呢?8964 copyright protection88PENANAmcmVUmZmrS 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANABvUTdbqjXF
8964 copyright protection88PENANAV03LBSTw9B 維尼
但妳卻決定放棄,義無反顧。8964 copyright protection88PENANALxObxGGvMu 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAHoRzfcWDWh
8964 copyright protection88PENANATHLubyQh8C 維尼
語音停歇。8964 copyright protection88PENANASa4u70OgTU 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA7dBixEV6zm
8964 copyright protection88PENANAngLSgQnJSE 維尼
「那我們現在,該怎麼辦?難道妳想要,走到那種地步嗎?」理智線早已不見蹤影。8964 copyright protection88PENANAfF0YREXyvz 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAKIum5flrbM
8964 copyright protection88PENANA3gSAzMERiB 維尼
「現在除了那樣,還有什麼結果呢?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAuLL1SO2CUm 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAkQbn3xpwdD
8964 copyright protection88PENANAF46K30zH6h 維尼
「啊……」我,說真的,我好像也開始放棄掙扎了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAEMVjOPmcvi 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAiuAMMh3vjB
8964 copyright protection88PENANAezHrjRlAFP 維尼
有點自我放棄的開始問了妳問題。8964 copyright protection88PENANAnqwlHyMkcx 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAXofzYFhQOH
8964 copyright protection88PENANA9Xrtdkal5h 維尼
「是不是對我失望了呢。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAEdGwjJp67e 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAcJTgK6Wcfe
8964 copyright protection88PENANAniyrqHgF3K 維尼
對方沉默了一下。「倒也不是。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAGfYPwc1q4m 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAmNkXOjKV1a
8964 copyright protection88PENANAV0lcG2C8Lv 維尼
「那究竟……」8964 copyright protection88PENANAOseigjvlj5 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAMY4dOVGDiB
8964 copyright protection88PENANAjmJeV7GPQu 維尼
「只是,」妳似乎把這句話放在心裡很久了。8964 copyright protection88PENANA9T5eK2MOOA 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAUhDYxIupvZ
8964 copyright protection88PENANAG5OVPOCeBk 維尼
「我不想再親近你了。」痛心,多少負面情緒隨波而來……8964 copyright protection88PENANAjdo9snojvP 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAiKzS4y9T06
8964 copyright protection88PENANAdcPPJLmlzD 維尼
「這樣啊……」我知道,現在的我已經不堪。「其實,我也覺得我們始終會到這種地步。」8964 copyright protection88PENANASjhLfA8G3s 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAxfHT0T7cvj
8964 copyright protection88PENANAkvfGp0UnjN 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAc4ibKdxNMF 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAsTEpsWpWPX
8964 copyright protection88PENANAJnjUyvch10 維尼
畢竟這段時間,我對這段關係越來越覺得不適,看似風平浪靜的日常卻讓彼此的相處越來越奇怪,不說出來,不解決好,遲早會發生問題的。8964 copyright protection88PENANA59bXXop6dO 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANApUeXk4NwtS
8964 copyright protection88PENANAOUP7kLHpzZ 維尼
過去那些說不定真的不是我憑空的亂想吧,只是我們用了錯的溝通方法。8964 copyright protection88PENANAcBqTf9HYnn 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAzSh6H5xOqB
8964 copyright protection88PENANAbEIQ0Zv6Zm 維尼
冷冷的訊息似乎已經不是這類事可以妥當處理的管道。8964 copyright protection88PENANAXKPR8NAtMG 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAFm91WyxiCM
8964 copyright protection88PENANA8wmUngYP68 維尼
但妳矯正牙齒,疫情,分班,單獨出去相處的渺茫機會將我們推得遠遠的。8964 copyright protection88PENANAqbkbDcxF5J 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAOOEhH4I80K
8964 copyright protection88PENANAxsubvvNlzm 維尼
我們的管道只剩訊息。8964 copyright protection88PENANA5xI2GPckZI 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAk1oFP0dI5O
8964 copyright protection88PENANAq9aErAuaJJ 維尼
「好吧……我覺得……」深吸了一口氣,我早已有抱持最壞結果的決心了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAHWOeTDQiVc 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANACYFgHu3iVQ
8964 copyright protection88PENANAIoFNDnI9KF 維尼
畢竟,我已經讓妳不想再親近我了。8964 copyright protection88PENANA5nQD367byv 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAZss7otW21l
8964 copyright protection88PENANANsaiKWWyZe 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAerCSfYsnID
8964 copyright protection88PENANANwBUXM6V6L 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA3FJc3zqQ6n
8964 copyright protection88PENANA9YcKXtYuUk 維尼
「我們,分手吧。」8964 copyright protection88PENANA6pbWviiYEb 維尼
「好的。」妳說道。8964 copyright protection88PENANA01LhqVH37P 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAgxyQzr5WPl
8964 copyright protection88PENANAMcxMU5AYgn 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAVUwR5bDxuT
8964 copyright protection88PENANAqKceHgYwoc 維尼
「我們這個,算是誰提的呢?」說出來後,我那複雜的情緒緩解了不少。8964 copyright protection88PENANAxacTl4CjiU 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAgiLyTbeBDC
8964 copyright protection88PENANAKdEBQXNHQW 維尼
「一起的吧。」妳想了想,「我們是和平分手的。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAPr0cZDrArI 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAwRHqu0HqxG
8964 copyright protection88PENANAiAAJBlHLKX 維尼
「嗯嗯,這樣也好。」我放下了沉重的身軀,倚靠在牆邊。8964 copyright protection88PENANATP7FwH5Nfm 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANANuGeXobC5x
8964 copyright protection88PENANA47wN2ZhIAw 維尼
腦袋的空白沒有意識到時間持續在行走。我有點想要掛電話了。內心除了崩潰,也被妳那句話重重傷害。8964 copyright protection88PENANALQa5maKfG5 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAYuZEHugLPW
8964 copyright protection88PENANAhEQzJZI4cS 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANADGs5U4ZzNB
8964 copyright protection88PENANAwsYbHeW5wA 維尼
我不想再親近你了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAm8K617Jz0Z 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAxlVSG8ozNp
8964 copyright protection88PENANABL9UCKhEla 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA2habK72dW7
8964 copyright protection88PENANArUxspserpW 維尼
可是,這段時間妳不也是慢慢的淡出我的生活嗎?8964 copyright protection88PENANAZqAktmJE4Y 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA9I39QSmPc9
8964 copyright protection88PENANAXzRkrj1YKm 維尼
半年未曾見面,卻始終沒有那個可以跟妳出去走走的機會。妳想等撐牙器去除後再出去,可是妳卻跟朋友玩得盡興。想跟妳聊天妳的訊息也是那麼冷淡。妳說跑班來找我這事我早就覺得不可能發生了。只好爭取中午陪妳拿餐而短短相處五分鐘。8964 copyright protection88PENANAXaMdKnbV55 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA2CHSgeQy9x
8964 copyright protection88PENANAOf47ou1rRJ 維尼
我覺得這些都無所謂,畢竟……8964 copyright protection88PENANAP9pf82254y 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA5kGDo2E3M2
8964 copyright protection88PENANA5poZSlRcKm 維尼
至少可以有跟妳的相處時間我就很滿足了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAiJXLW3OY3J 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAMVtvU3dQQU
8964 copyright protection88PENANAp0lsY4cuho 維尼
可能妳會覺得我有些貪心了吧,明明這樣維持也不錯,又想邀妳出去走走。8964 copyright protection88PENANAg3jvTJDNix 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAOQMwSf6QPf
8964 copyright protection88PENANAXK3cK8j9gG 維尼
說好這禮拜六要去圖書館聚聚,而看起來朋友的邀約比我還有魅力。8964 copyright protection88PENANArwUTkQledK 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAEXVEpr1Qsb
8964 copyright protection88PENANAtG5NWueWew 維尼
明明是我先來的。8964 copyright protection88PENANAv9mb0bJL1i 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA5hf6XNdmlv
8964 copyright protection88PENANA9Ma0cQVKHO 維尼
而妳說的那禮拜天約啊是多麼的無情。8964 copyright protection88PENANA3Z4GdUzNNG 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAhv3NOMoP3r
8964 copyright protection88PENANA4JNKkJYSQI 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAab3HcqfZeI
8964 copyright protection88PENANAZ7ylwpXZMq 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳出去。8964 copyright protection88PENANAVf1qlohSMx 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAeLMDRDp4aK
8964 copyright protection88PENANA7QydBJOTlS 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAN7wP37rlix
8964 copyright protection88PENANAZR4mBHCFw3 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳有情侶上的互動。8964 copyright protection88PENANAoDeQmiAqjL 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAW2nl7pERs8
8964 copyright protection88PENANA879u8K4Fnp 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAWKHCJDAY5q
8964 copyright protection88PENANAULXOngLXcW 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳聊天。8964 copyright protection88PENANA5FzatbOWeL 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANADxw3IXrSie
8964 copyright protection88PENANAzBr3uoTypT 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA08fMvtVxua
8964 copyright protection88PENANAJT00OrpkGD 維尼
久了,我也累了想這些問題了,影響我太多了。曾經對自己的約法三章的信念何時被吞噬?8964 copyright protection88PENANAmoKqhLVVMu 維尼
「吶。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAUF8oxebA9e 維尼
「嗯?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAnCjUT9xCFl 維尼
我的視線可能已被銀河那段的晶瑩閃光吞噬了。8964 copyright protection88PENANA17d5YzXY0H 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAQGtgRCgJCY
8964 copyright protection88PENANAxIuvjeFoej 維尼
「妳覺得這段日子,是好的回憶嗎?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAx3JOHqKsXX 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAdUVhOVCd1R
8964 copyright protection88PENANAVP8HcHDhA1 維尼
「嗯嗯是吧。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAPRrErCrDZn 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAFlm2xvlNKG
8964 copyright protection88PENANAKTihDsoat7 維尼
「要是,再來一次,知道會是這樣的結果,妳還會跟我在一起嗎?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAStYMAWCdGz 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAdxWnnQlRos
8964 copyright protection88PENANAMQIBDljWrf 維尼
停頓可能成了綿亙。8964 copyright protection88PENANAySgh009c4Y 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAYIDwVpzCaa
8964 copyright protection88PENANAcd2fxItzvg 維尼
「應該,還是會吧。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAK7zTwvagnQ 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA9sU7EYG20w
8964 copyright protection88PENANAk39OJiE196 維尼
「是嗎……謝謝。」我苦笑了一聲。8964 copyright protection88PENANAP2ruajwSWc 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAbPN5h3A99y
8964 copyright protection88PENANAyNAUsXnKWE 維尼
「那我們未來該怎麼辦呢?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAW5r7BKkUiI 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAz2dlSe8wxJ
8964 copyright protection88PENANAxisr8zJn6g 維尼
「妳是指我們之間的關係嗎?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAgt8N75rO0v 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAMPJAV8HwcX
8964 copyright protection88PENANA9egAeQvc6u 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAzhc4Ld09GC 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAISjgu8SqZB
8964 copyright protection88PENANA2cAoYLuKPZ 維尼
我沉思了一下。8964 copyright protection88PENANAyrfTJbE2mn 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA1vHyznCAwX
8964 copyright protection88PENANAnz1esLA80k 維尼
「妳會想當朋友嗎?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAHVL9j8f4DK 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANABlKHH76I7C
8964 copyright protection88PENANADdUWijACu6 維尼
「可是,這樣不就會像是那種斷不乾淨的…」8964 copyright protection88PENANAsUG7tgF6hy 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAIGMdw0iupa
8964 copyright protection88PENANAkaw42xpMlF 維尼
「看妳吧,我都可以,只是我會把妳當朋友的。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAo8AZorjlH3 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAmo1BRdqLjo
8964 copyright protection88PENANA141vqE64f2 維尼
「嗯嗯。」妳只是輕聲說。「那我們就這樣吧。」後來討論了還東西的事,還有一些需要處理的後續問題。8964 copyright protection88PENANAtIE9AiX4U5 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA1csUEikR5J
8964 copyright protection88PENANAbMMAlLwpm4 維尼
最後,我又開啟了我平常時的嘮叨。8964 copyright protection88PENANAYHaV4hfmxx 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA4UvBerdVDm
8964 copyright protection88PENANA7usFL1TaJP 維尼
希望這趟旅程,妳能夠記得我們美好的時刻。8964 copyright protection88PENANAEJfqXxMCE4 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAPhQ29HOxTA
8964 copyright protection88PENANANG6QRxpk00 維尼
然後,聽我的,什麼事都不要撐。8964 copyright protection88PENANAQt5clkj9zN 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAzDcxQ9aV2D
8964 copyright protection88PENANApWqVRwHm3a 維尼
不要常常把自己搞得憂鬱症,答應我,要開心。8964 copyright protection88PENANAHjPVFEkW2M 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANARg438TL0vJ
8964 copyright protection88PENANAlT6ytYGJSC 維尼
希望妳可以走出妳的心結,若真的承受不住的話,想要有人幫忙傾聽的話我會在的。8964 copyright protection88PENANA1Dr3ntC3Wm 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAr0kan7fIr5
8964 copyright protection88PENANAPOFvizl1nK 維尼
祝妳幸福。8964 copyright protection88PENANADAXzXnOBrZ 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAscRfS9bpkJ
8964 copyright protection88PENANAqGBDiVH4jS 維尼
可能妳的回應一樣是那般平靜冷淡,但那也無所謂了,因為我已經把我想要說的話說完了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAvC3MxE0NDA 維尼
最後的最後,我們準備結束通話。8964 copyright protection88PENANALvOtVxCsAo 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAeIHD8IbAWu
8964 copyright protection88PENANALgnTvEW1lQ 維尼
「晚安。」8964 copyright protection88PENANA6ZhWPA2Emo 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA3hHXJnzcbI
8964 copyright protection88PENANARhsgxHqz7H 維尼
這個晚安,陪了我一年多的晚安,想起今後它的消逝,心窗被一種魔力為之一震,一揪,碎裂聲沙沙鏘鏘。8964 copyright protection88PENANARR9tbSVCB6 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAfZEtF4OtXE
8964 copyright protection88PENANA00JlZ0GGTy 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAVJqR83Wwse
8964 copyright protection88PENANANuPR36Lt1k 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAigsTgHycFN
8964 copyright protection88PENANAYaBNUgNJIN 維尼
我再次感受到知覺時外頭的熹光散舒已在廣闊的青青大田上。櫥窗台前手機上的訊息,始終沒有通知。我慣例性的拿起手機,打開妳的訊息欄。8964 copyright protection88PENANAZTUCd78G0i 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAUkVVp9jygg
8964 copyright protection88PENANALb5JhZtaNo 維尼
「早安。」8964 copyright protection88PENANA3j0HEeDJiC 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAlg9cWs93jH
8964 copyright protection88PENANAe6J6i2olDq 維尼
但隨之卻是刪除,沒有傳送,我已經對自己無法改變的習慣失望第四次了。8964 copyright protection88PENANA0mLNpDp8Vq 維尼
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