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No Plagiarism!1zeoQFRYMz2fDoGCwOgYposted on PENANA 妳還記得那天發生的一切嗎?8964 copyright protection90PENANAxKhBfbnwhI 維尼
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紀念日那天訊息寒暄,卻意外的發生了插曲,妳說了我讓妳很有壓力。8964 copyright protection90PENANACmWjp1U4sE 維尼
我當時真的,不知道該怎麼辦才好。8964 copyright protection90PENANAArlzKPHvMx 維尼
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第一次聽妳說,我對妳造成很大的壓力。8964 copyright protection90PENANA0xgeB3YIts 維尼
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早上五點半左右就因這件心事煩在身而睡不著,拿起手機再次閱覽昨天發生的那一切。8964 copyright protection90PENANAPtIoR14bo7 維尼
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我是哪裡對妳造成了壓力呢?8964 copyright protection90PENANA78OFLk2B7R 維尼
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我只是如同過往,提出我想要討論的事情給妳。是哪一封訊息使妳情緒不穩?我不知道…….但我又很想解決……畢竟…….這種事情纏繞心裡實在難受。8964 copyright protection90PENANAGRv8XI0F16 維尼
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今日的曙光尚未冉冉升起,我的心卻蠢蠢欲動,夜的黑暗隱藏不了我的那份不安。8964 copyright protection90PENANA9C52IwtT3c 維尼
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「我不知道。」「我不清楚。」「我想要自己先想清楚。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAjdcOYabXdu 維尼
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突如其來的聲響使我驚醒。8964 copyright protection90PENANAyksElOQa6D 維尼
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內心一陣寒冷襲捲,胃的翻騰絞痛著我的身心,在不斷吸氣吐氣後,我眼茫茫的看向了窗外。8964 copyright protection90PENANASTEqe8IUrS 維尼
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豔陽高照。8964 copyright protection90PENANA6NjBQ1F5HQ 維尼
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看來強迫自己睡著成功了呢……8964 copyright protection90PENANAqGlKeBIffS 維尼
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只是心裡還是存在著束縛。8964 copyright protection90PENANAYNZHn0rUoV 維尼
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我打開了手機。8964 copyright protection90PENANADu26upCW0b 維尼
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「早安。」妳,二十七分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection90PENANAyEXE8EZGxo 維尼
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我隨之回覆早安,但在那剎那間,我又看到妳聊天室上頭的那些訊息,又再次惴惴不安。8964 copyright protection90PENANAdMl7jFmU7e 維尼
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好奇怪的感覺……8964 copyright protection90PENANAzbYdpCqUG9 維尼
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內心湧現著難以言說的雜情。8964 copyright protection90PENANAxEKQvPmcld 維尼
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我不斷地開始在手機鍵盤上點選,但又一次次全部刪除。8964 copyright protection90PENANAGDU7KR4r3c 維尼
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但理智終究失控了幾次,傳送,又再次收回。8964 copyright protection90PENANAOiD1K3cF7q 維尼
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我放下了那沉重的手機,臥躺在床上,緊緊抓著被豔陽的熾熱所蔓延的薄被。8964 copyright protection90PENANAGeRFDjEj0x 維尼
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過了二十分鐘,妳始終未讀。8964 copyright protection90PENANAt5mmYSs8np 維尼
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這個時間,妳明明還在吃飯…8964 copyright protection90PENANAdyhQFHPfqs 維尼
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為什麼我這麼著急?8964 copyright protection90PENANAT5NnI9eUEt 維尼
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我要冷靜,我要冷靜……8964 copyright protection90PENANAK1D6F5mCjv 維尼
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好痛苦……8964 copyright protection90PENANAh39p8tFaMS 維尼
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我似放棄了掙扎,將自己包覆在有陽光餘溫的橙黃色的小被裡。8964 copyright protection90PENANAxNIN31J0az 維尼
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我默默地把所有的訊息再次收回,重新打上新的一段話,但內容的本質依舊不變。8964 copyright protection90PENANAnoQgq61BY1 維尼
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「妳還會在意昨天的事情嗎?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAY2YKmihd9w 維尼
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說實在,問這個沒什麼用。所以我還是收回了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAVt0cfXktaI 維尼
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但下一秒妳已讀了。8964 copyright protection90PENANA7hS8EdyYP0 維尼
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畫面是收回的訊息零零散散,加上不完整的對話訊息。8964 copyright protection90PENANAPfdSx7irgH 維尼
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但妳只是在已讀的瞬間,回覆了嗯嗯,消失了。8964 copyright protection90PENANA0op5WpHIpT 維尼
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內心開始七上八下。8964 copyright protection90PENANADJvwtRYcYB 維尼
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像是一個共鳴器,妳的嗯嗯,那股妳說不出話來的無奈感散發在螢幕上,本來已經稍微抑制住的不安再次翻騰。8964 copyright protection90PENANAzhXXVgsFrE 維尼
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我又再次衝動了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAFSx6HmaxwJ 維尼
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「我可以打電話給妳一下嗎?」衝動的心懷少了沉澱的時間,我一昧想馬上解決事情。8964 copyright protection90PENANAl1PvfRQYSl 維尼
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「不要好了。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAodXCaK0zxs 維尼
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「妳不覺得我們現在挺奇怪的嗎?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAzTaPFxvoGW 維尼
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「是挺奇怪。」8964 copyright protection90PENANA8aMj9G77pc 維尼
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「那就讓我打過去一下吧。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAyS0D2Mx18h 維尼
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手機每一次的嘟嘟聲,一步步吞噬著我的勇氣,曾經想過就馬上斷掉,但手卻從未放下來。8964 copyright protection90PENANAGnmzcVA2y0 維尼
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不知第幾次的鈴聲迴響,妳接了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAhAmKjfWONU 維尼
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「嗨。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAoY7KgSCZ25 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」妳的聲音顯得格外平靜。8964 copyright protection90PENANAh0hwSUF0Yp 維尼
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「我們先試試看處理我昨天對妳造成的壓力好不好?」8964 copyright protection90PENANA4MWgeEbSUK 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAHPrwjTia1X 維尼
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妳回覆完,我開始進入了思考模式。8964 copyright protection90PENANAiomNVXsRhq 維尼
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「是因為,我昨天說的對未來的事,讓妳有壓力嗎?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAy40voE4LMV 維尼
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突然雙方都進入了最恐怖的沉靜。8964 copyright protection90PENANApdMYH09QQL 維尼
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「可能,不是吧。」妳只是默默地答了這句話。8964 copyright protection90PENANAjI4rL9aZfW 維尼
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「那會不會是我昨天提到妳那份妳過去以來的壓力,讓妳回想起來覺得不舒服?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAZI17b6Avpd 維尼
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「有一點。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAIdVA79TTwX 維尼
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這樣啊,看起來多少有些頭緒了。8964 copyright protection90PENANA50n9ZtTOoL 維尼
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但我正要說下一句話時,妳說話了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAEt69ZsRCyh 維尼
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「我可以先,掛掉嗎。」8964 copyright protection90PENANARJZ7CIemYJ 維尼
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冷淡的聲音環繞在空蕩蕩的房間,外面些微細雨隨風飄進,陰暗的烏雲更是壟罩著心靈。8964 copyright protection90PENANAwVaFrR73um 維尼
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「嗯嗯等一下,還有一件事情。」我很抱歉,應該要馬上停止通話的,因為我可以感受到妳心情,十分的憂鬱。8964 copyright protection90PENANAH6TSJcEeKF 維尼
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「妳是對我還是,對我昨天說的那些話有壓力呢。」有點明知故問的提問,理智線的斷裂也害我慌了手腳。8964 copyright protection90PENANAooOdnyMJK8 維尼
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我在做什麼……當話說出去的那一刻,我的內心反而更加慌張了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAks1MkeL5m6 維尼
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「都有吧,但還有其他事情。」妳再次地默默道出。8964 copyright protection90PENANAI8SCtlmj4f 維尼
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「那……」8964 copyright protection90PENANAv9tgX5q9Vi 維尼
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「想先掛電話了。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAWfTWaqTPKb 維尼
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「嗯嗯……」再一次,妳說出了那句話。8964 copyright protection90PENANAoF3UThTXYB 維尼
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「那妳先掛吧。」我緩緩地吐了一口氣。8964 copyright protection90PENANAWpyKhBm1EJ 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」對方應答後,隨後就是掛掉的音效。8964 copyright protection90PENANAnUeZZJQO8X 維尼
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我有點重心不穩,跌跌撞撞到了書桌前。8964 copyright protection90PENANAWuZLQJLNub 維尼
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乾嘔的次數越來越頻繁,每一次都是絞痛。我要冷靜,我要冷靜……但我卻抱住了頭。8964 copyright protection90PENANAFmhbnH9Jr5 維尼
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「可是……我根本冷靜不了啊……」可能哽咽了吧,抑或是外面的呼呼風聲,我的聲音連自己都聽不清楚。明明一直以來,儘管多少次將我的想法利用訊息告訴妳,但漸漸地,我也有發現妳的對話是越來越少,甚至有時候會逃避。8964 copyright protection90PENANAlCRvGsvmZ0 維尼
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常常問妳,我這樣討論這些是不是不太好。8964 copyright protection90PENANA2M1MaHhjRP 維尼
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「不會的。」「我只是沒什麼想法而已。」「不會有壓力。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAoCJRXEZcd7 維尼
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妳的這些回答害我以為,我這樣做是不會傷害到妳的。8964 copyright protection90PENANA0foNNjRL8s 維尼
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每一次每一次,儘管有討論出來,抑或沒有討論出來,隔天的我們基本上都會恢復正常。形式上的正常。8964 copyright protection90PENANAQujhuckJzX 維尼
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但今天,一切光景都變了。想不到,妳的最後一根稻草已經被我壓倒了,抱歉,我沒有提早意識到,妳對我的溫柔,妳不想讓我傷心而忍耐著,而我沒有意識到。8964 copyright protection90PENANA2inij7VRcp 維尼
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「我想去海邊走一下。」母親聽到熟悉的聲響轉過身,把鍋下的熊熊烈火切掉。8964 copyright protection90PENANAh5EKrhPVjt 維尼
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「怎麼突然想去海邊呢。」8964 copyright protection90PENANABFnkJZmc8a 維尼
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「一時興起的。」我轉過身,往客廳方向走去,「很快就回來了。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAaVrr9KN9IM 維尼
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一陣沉默後,背向我的母親,只是默默說道:「那要儘早回來。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAzBBwdaVvgV 維尼
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「了解。」我穿起外套,將客廳的腳踏車牽出,玄門一開,風聲喧囂,細雨綿綿,但卻彷彿是我心靈想慰藉的。8964 copyright protection90PENANACu8sRT5j5r 維尼
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大雨將至,想必海邊的大浪已經如火如荼的翻騰起來了吧。8964 copyright protection90PENANAN9Mk0Fquyl 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAI3LVYMwkg8
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我騎上腳踏車,輕快地順著漫漶水氣瀰漫的小巷,順勢而下。沿著小街路過媽祖廟,橫跨平交道,前方茫茫大海無窮的海平面浮現在我的眼前。我將腳踏車牽到堤防上,如同預期的,大浪的威嚇宣示著主權,在大自然界頭角崢嶸,巨石抑或空氣只剩黯淡的氣息,十分冰冷,震懾於這般威權。8964 copyright protection90PENANARjfXnfHIGZ 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAjCQulNh5nZ
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但我內心十分平靜。8964 copyright protection90PENANAZpSTvmjV0d 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANARFS7dr40Y3
8964 copyright protection90PENANAhdUirjtvt3 維尼
可能在出發前就想像過大浪的模樣,真正遇到時,潛意識保護住自己抑制洶湧的情緒崩潰。那份顧忌,儘管多久前就意識到了,我還是沒法解決,反而,引爆了它。8964 copyright protection90PENANAWOPumvyZVc 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAfZkjz3Iwn2
8964 copyright protection90PENANA9D6VphLqQO 維尼
悵惘的臉龐吐出的水蒸氣冉冉而上,放空,什麼事都不想做。8964 copyright protection90PENANAjSJEEn7F1L 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAMWaIkEG8Vg
8964 copyright protection90PENANA79Ejz9rnAs 維尼
十二點四十分,手上的手機螢幕顯示著妳的聊天室,妳和妳同學應該聚到了吧,而剛剛妳的語氣也告訴我,再繼續說下去絕對會有很嚴重的後果。8964 copyright protection90PENANAXq7CV6UpHB 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAfF1OWzrivd
8964 copyright protection90PENANAeGQsT4Xlh1 維尼
但腦裡漸漸地抑制住憶起,每一次想起過去這段時間我們經歷的事情,都必須壓抑複雜的情緒。8964 copyright protection90PENANAW3tHtvF9th 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAZazEPpecwG
8964 copyright protection90PENANAGODyqk4nBt 維尼
只會讓我更加想要跟妳理論過去這段時間的一切。8964 copyright protection90PENANAE2kWK6py7T 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAV4z5DGPrSO
8964 copyright protection90PENANAvxzvODfzf0 維尼
我甩過頭,好讓自己不再揣度,但瑣事依舊縈繞,我受夠了,踢上腳踏車的停車架,大衣隨著海風逸散於這一隅的堤防。8964 copyright protection90PENANALvztGZ6FNs 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAY8CJQacdpX
8964 copyright protection90PENANAHQpaYCiL9c 維尼
「怎麼了?」此時手機震動,我停止前進。8964 copyright protection90PENANApOAclvciFJ 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANALY3D2B6zpm
8964 copyright protection90PENANAL1GQl9KMAt 維尼
是楊兄的訊息。8964 copyright protection90PENANANh2IEDHrex 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANATwLLy9H74t
8964 copyright protection90PENANABb3gDL8w0N 維尼
在我跟妳把彼此搞砸之際,我簡短的向楊兄傳送「我不知道我該怎麼做。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAKJps73gVeq 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAlRwWV7RCoJ
8964 copyright protection90PENANA6WGRVhp7MS 維尼
因為我沒辦法一個人安逸住這般不安。8964 copyright protection90PENANA4FcIQrSKmH 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA1VFk5ag0kv
8964 copyright protection90PENANAZlLoKtazIi 維尼
隨後是楊兄的電話。8964 copyright protection90PENANAtDg8LIApD5 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANABj8wMbeT41
8964 copyright protection90PENANAJZR4t1bBEF 維尼
我接起了電話,緩緩坐在堤防靠海處的石階,刷刷海聲格外刺耳,一陣似比一陣猛烈。8964 copyright protection90PENANAy5TdXfLhhm 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAh9LJNmtIE2
8964 copyright protection90PENANAcW3PxW2ib3 維尼
「發生什麼事了。」楊兄那傳來捷運站的通知聲。8964 copyright protection90PENANA0wQhLDJsW3 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA4UFmqRvsJt
8964 copyright protection90PENANATvm1aaWXOP 維尼
「我似乎不小心踩到她的底線了。」眼神瀰漫至藍天裡的白雲。8964 copyright protection90PENANAVZojbtIfnu 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAmSPsLNsZzT
8964 copyright protection90PENANADMc4FJvjzq 維尼
「她?誰?」但沒過幾秒後楊兄像是理解了什麼,「喔喔,但,怎麼會呢?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAXbWCXh7evO 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANApgk6QIWA6o
8964 copyright protection90PENANAB4ihYklgbf 維尼
「我也不知道為什麼…..總之讓她心情很不好。」8964 copyright protection90PENANA2uBGP66ZFz 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAmMALIWdcxr
8964 copyright protection90PENANAARNWpivzDJ 維尼
「……我國中很少看她生氣呢….怎麼會?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAl6YK2omqUd 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAgdZRCX3rMq
8964 copyright protection90PENANAIZbNM765t4 維尼
我沉默片刻。之所以這麼慌,是因為第一次遇到妳對我這樣。8964 copyright protection90PENANA0MbceKZNNx 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAfYR8iZtVKS
8964 copyright protection90PENANAtb6IT00rA8 維尼
像是沉澱已久的地雷爆掉。8964 copyright protection90PENANAKeMGGassoJ 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAIvJGrNcmil
8964 copyright protection90PENANAXJsY5GJiDF 維尼
一切像是覆水難收。8964 copyright protection90PENANAvyUriZBk1C 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA6YjYvOGR7O
8964 copyright protection90PENANA0LvKsoVb3p 維尼
而我雜味的情緒也岌岌可危。8964 copyright protection90PENANATW1a36aE03 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANACfKaDfZYkE
8964 copyright protection90PENANAUUssTXYNOg 維尼
我也在抑制住,因為要是我沒辦法穩住,結局我不敢想像。8964 copyright protection90PENANA6FbDRL0iMB 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAVnAkwD9XjI
8964 copyright protection90PENANAP8wjIl9BSE 維尼
但我感覺到我也已經在極限了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAOfpkTRyoDB 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAYgcKQGD0A2
8964 copyright protection90PENANALr7x7hgsnQ 維尼
「我該怎麼辦….」濕黏的海氣親吻雜亂的短髮。8964 copyright protection90PENANAVPlUAA0yW5 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA93Uj7KDQho
8964 copyright protection90PENANAssquq51Jtb 維尼
隨後楊兄說了些鼓勵我的話。8964 copyright protection90PENANASnbJRp8xE5 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANALpAYV9hyZL
8964 copyright protection90PENANABlQOQrhqJs 維尼
聊著聊著,我漸漸打開我的心房說出我的苦楚。8964 copyright protection90PENANAboZ29Gj5Uk 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAk17trXz5jU
8964 copyright protection90PENANAXddYA1WsBK 維尼
我也忘了說些什麼,只是楊兄的傾聽和建議緩和了我的情緒。8964 copyright protection90PENANAjcUhR5U1tf 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAIIwaY9GWQ0
8964 copyright protection90PENANARa7EO0M4ES 維尼
最後,他準備要下線了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAQfPul0UluV 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAcjbziLfkV8
8964 copyright protection90PENANAMEUWCI8pCC 維尼
「你要加油啦……我相信你可以解決的。」8964 copyright protection90PENANASfaQsh2To1 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAe9NQmVOEMZ
8964 copyright protection90PENANAQiifX3H1gT 維尼
「嗯,謝啦兄弟。」嘟嘟聲結束的片刻我才再度聽到海撞擊石頭的哀嚎聲。8964 copyright protection90PENANAZ0kTxwUF9w 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANACwac3oKfFy
8964 copyright protection90PENANAh0ZpRdTbGK 維尼
迷途羔羊,會不會就是這種模樣?8964 copyright protection90PENANAC6rQ7ETMW2 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANABuVtMpcHM0
8964 copyright protection90PENANAKFgKUjeHpk 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAZcbsST5vIR
8964 copyright protection90PENANAZfRweePiSm 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAlBIlKTBYH2
8964 copyright protection90PENANAQcA5GZ9aKG 維尼
這股折騰蔓延到夜晚。8964 copyright protection90PENANA1d6fh1uDoS 維尼
做什麼事都提不起勁,桌上的作業只完成前面兩三題,全身無力,手機上已經是狼藉的訊息窗。我知道,我已經止不了情緒了。收回的訊息通知如一片燎原,蔓延整排對話匡,最後,我只用了語音訊息傳送。8964 copyright protection90PENANAPHS9z9Ezky 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANASQX6WWjp8h
8964 copyright protection90PENANAQOjzpSVsiy 維尼
我真的……承受不住了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAgykuyuoEgF 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAD9PKYC33n8
8964 copyright protection90PENANAr9yyQihN4q 維尼
我有些啜泣,妳知道我多麼無助嗎?8964 copyright protection90PENANAPMhn08rNjv 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAgIMsADpJuX
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明明約法三章,現在的我該是讓妳沉澱,冷靜,但我卻未曾顧及到自己,抑制住對妳的衝動,但那只是還在理智上時可以達成的。8964 copyright protection90PENANAKQVXUrCKNB 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAmytpXv4xEi
8964 copyright protection90PENANAlJhxY9Nj9q 維尼
我默默拿起手機,回到臥房。閉上眼睛,仰望窗外星空,要的是寧靜,要的是解放。8964 copyright protection90PENANAP42ONvlSF9 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANArbiNa9q10W
8964 copyright protection90PENANA39t81IRv4e 維尼
但只要一靜下來,我的腦海中又是妳的乍現。8964 copyright protection90PENANAs8juI0mbLh 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAXR7k5ceTKW
8964 copyright protection90PENANAzyDX6v64hp 維尼
而現在,就是要想好我到底想要怎麼樣的結局。8964 copyright protection90PENANAbN5TgGeuJ1 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANALWNBKuDn9p
8964 copyright protection90PENANAugNRuREZXr 維尼
一直以來,我們之間的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection90PENANA1VC6Z8p5Wj 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAKxjlWsKhMT
8964 copyright protection90PENANAWWAO3PyGey 維尼
我說真的,我也說不清,一種奇怪,一種違和,一種疏遠,一種冷碰冷,明明見面時對話正常,明明會分享彼此今天發生的事情,明明看得見彼此的愛……8964 copyright protection90PENANAgVFAIvlTQW 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAJVay1npVMc
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但就是有一個顧忌存在,而我不斷想要找解決方法,每隔一段時間向妳提出,但結局總是,這些提出總不是我們要的答案。8964 copyright protection90PENANASDgwIiDqhq 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAcYHFKP7HWD
8964 copyright protection90PENANA5Ab8XogS2q 維尼
漸漸地,我可以感受到妳的冷淡。抑或是,妳抑制著情緒。8964 copyright protection90PENANAT7lbm6mPik 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAhiSa5q6WEJ
8964 copyright protection90PENANAPljN67JaQA 維尼
不斷接受著回答不出來的問題,卻慢慢的衍生成另外一種顧忌,另外一種壓力。8964 copyright protection90PENANA2HLL0ZUDgb 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA3p0dMSN3CR
8964 copyright protection90PENANAQEDqL727jQ 維尼
而妳總是包容著我,但我就是希望妳可以說出來。8964 copyright protection90PENANAwUTf5xb9hK 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAPsiSR2hdb5
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但訊息卻使彼此消耗彼此的耐心,妳的應答讓我覺得,妳是在敷衍我,而我的回話,使妳越來越不知道怎麼回覆。8964 copyright protection90PENANAAnAjryrhe0 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAi6DpIuFpoA
8964 copyright protection90PENANAtoGU5KlPws 維尼
可能原本,這顧忌真的是件小事。8964 copyright protection90PENANAwhYuv5gPv8 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAU7UdKNQ7C7
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但如今,不僅這份顧忌越來越嚴重,還衍生了很多問題,形成了我們之間的隔閡。8964 copyright protection90PENANADHxZAzoK7U 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAwEKdumKzy4
8964 copyright protection90PENANANJgQuUa5fa 維尼
慢慢地,我們的對話開始不自在。慢慢地,我們有一種說不出的疏離。8964 copyright protection90PENANAtgAbrB0Chm 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA8CBicIWmtb
8964 copyright protection90PENANAiVINwJc5U4 維尼
開始在為彼此的隔閡找藉口。可能是無形中,開學後的忙碌風潮吞噬了我們吧。8964 copyright protection90PENANAPof8wuwZwc 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANABtQVlMqjPD
8964 copyright protection90PENANAjqCeNstJEq 維尼
可能是我尚未走出我那說不出原因的低潮,加上妳心情也不太好,讓彼此的對話生硬吧。8964 copyright protection90PENANATUcpkJ0T6U 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANARxbhdpSA96
8964 copyright protection90PENANAvHu3n5ElWq 維尼
而現在會讓妳壓力大,可能是我的話語讓妳無話可說吧?8964 copyright protection90PENANAux06bcxthT 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAv1bshASB2Z
8964 copyright protection90PENANAfAoOKO4thA 維尼
但其實,這些似乎都不是原因。我們少了靜下心來的溝通,少了給彼此沉思的時刻。8964 copyright protection90PENANAVk1Vg5O5mB 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA8qOFiVPDl3
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就造成如今,這種局面了。8964 copyright protection90PENANALSm0BKT41M 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA5wk5gAZpaY
8964 copyright protection90PENANAuEtdVWOLm0 維尼
可能還有更多因素,只是我不太想繼續思考了,資訊量有點過大。原初的那份顧忌,究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection90PENANAN7ytxlYefF 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAwRBTr9rR4f
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唉……算了,這不是現在該思考的。8964 copyright protection90PENANAvv4cDqhPPq 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAQotWtAGOJ7
8964 copyright protection90PENANAzeYoueDjLs 維尼
長仰片刻,我的訊息聲響了。8964 copyright protection90PENANA21Z3vG4bL3 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAqWhOClwV5g
8964 copyright protection90PENANATBcy6BD0p9 維尼
「嗯嗯,你現在有空嗎。」妳,一分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection90PENANA1TGFD4XPfk 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANApjMbyHwmoG
8964 copyright protection90PENANAKvijbarmPj 維尼
妳回我了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAIgNeCoObc5 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA190ub4xOAi
8964 copyright protection90PENANAalmSjXeafM 維尼
突然一陣心安,但又有些擔憂。8964 copyright protection90PENANAMv8sVrs3JK 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAukRR26MtCT
8964 copyright protection90PENANA2NK70XQfso 維尼
我深吸了一口氣,按下了訊息。8964 copyright protection90PENANAHoAvT9DwBO 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA0j9YNtxzOJ
8964 copyright protection90PENANADhV9VYIoX1 維尼
我會把事情,處理好的。8964 copyright protection90PENANATFe4Ap68Dm 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAE0VUtu3QDl
8964 copyright protection90PENANATLzov70asM 維尼
相信自己,也相信妳。8964 copyright protection90PENANAaLQj40trDU 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAVjX3VLEe80
8964 copyright protection90PENANA1cWlytGmEs 維尼
但願,不是最壞的結局。8964 copyright protection90PENANA44AUpsvk7O 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAgA00YXsMwn
8964 copyright protection90PENANAA34GfQDF9q 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAW4wWhAhcHw
8964 copyright protection90PENANA8JDgfcCvoG 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA9Jh2Q0Srkx
8964 copyright protection90PENANAO9Yq68riTL 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAapTtbewdpp
8964 copyright protection90PENANAS8DxyWoij8 維尼
「現在心情還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAytrACAD2aR 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAo8SkM1QkLG
8964 copyright protection90PENANAGV85qvd4Ch 維尼
「不太好…..」妳的聲音顯得格外柔弱。8964 copyright protection90PENANASdADmVksSj 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAjCPZDeHFcl
8964 copyright protection90PENANAZcsa619uhv 維尼
「這樣啊……我也是…..」我有些泛淚,但還是抑制住了。「我們先來解決好這件事好不好?至少讓我們相處上能稍微正常一些。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAFUPursiGc1 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAgZuVxzxMij
8964 copyright protection90PENANAHPswNsHuYp 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAauaKlcgWqA 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANATUuShYDpcH
8964 copyright protection90PENANA00l8mJkYNS 維尼
之後陷入冷寂的氣氛。8964 copyright protection90PENANAAmDPIydYqn 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAIRLPlMQ98c
8964 copyright protection90PENANAC1YXSYngg9 維尼
妳不言,我不語,而內心卻縈繞著揮之不去的情懷。8964 copyright protection90PENANAWHzF39jZRN 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAjjJZgihjIS
8964 copyright protection90PENANAj78vgHch4Y 維尼
要怎麼做呢?我真的不知道………,明明想要恢復跟平常一樣,但我卻悵惘,甚至覺得那已經,做不到了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAwMemu3o7aj 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAvfjDETfM3J
8964 copyright protection90PENANAcAG90HILfm 維尼
「妳覺得,」我打破了沉默,「一直以來我們的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAqwnmP2xi9Z 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAumplvd2Utw
8964 copyright protection90PENANAfXcyvmmaUz 維尼
我沒有想要答案。8964 copyright protection90PENANAP5X8wyH06z 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANASx19CDcyBW
8964 copyright protection90PENANAFqONgK79bc 維尼
只是覺得,這句話是我們彼此都在思考的問題吧。8964 copyright protection90PENANAxVrGMblwc8 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA4uuB1oRh8q
8964 copyright protection90PENANAbtvs5qEnnC 維尼
「……一直覺得,我們的對話少了一個連結……」妳回答了,只是,妳的情緒竟隔著玻璃框,隨風湧入我的耳簾。8964 copyright protection90PENANARnKwRRj2tX 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANACkBiXkvnXx
8964 copyright protection90PENANA4tjaHi6cfL 維尼
「是嗎……」我也這麼覺得啊,我也這麼覺得啊……8964 copyright protection90PENANAFlL0nqOdLL 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAtu216sXNBR
8964 copyright protection90PENANAdr585T2nri 維尼
說實在我有些淚崩了,但我還是控制住我說話的腔調,好讓對方不要聽出我現在的情緒。8964 copyright protection90PENANAC9U64wkSKa 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAmUsmOljjvx
8964 copyright protection90PENANAMV84Psxo6u 維尼
「我們,可以慢慢來解決這個問題嗎?」我提出了,我想做的事。8964 copyright protection90PENANAfADun2zG9L 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAkZmwnlVLYI
8964 copyright protection90PENANAXBqgzuF0Y3 維尼
就算在之前覺得顧忌解決不了時,早就料到事情會走到這一步。現在的局面,我知道,不用時間慢慢解決是不行的。8964 copyright protection90PENANA0ALMmhuLtf 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAboJ2R3mD5F
8964 copyright protection90PENANALYDsHJO38j 維尼
對雙方都是。而我相信,一定可以解決的……8964 copyright protection90PENANAOa5QT7fDKY 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAU4gqCV9wjK
8964 copyright protection90PENANAV9a65rwuH5 維尼
「我不太想繼續談戀愛了。」8964 copyright protection90PENANA08aAuHRRSl 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAcjlze0a3bH
8964 copyright protection90PENANAOxOPII35kY 維尼
我在那瞬間不太相信,我聽到了什麼。8964 copyright protection90PENANAebE5C0ioqS 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA2L8wqsijjZ
8964 copyright protection90PENANAoec73FQuLk 維尼
夜裡的風瀟瀟襲入窗紗的細孔。8964 copyright protection90PENANAKkljZzJI8l 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAPTs7zIRayu
8964 copyright protection90PENANAMOtmFo38e2 維尼
「妳說什麼?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAiBtOPSAZO7 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA3RjAR6EnAa
8964 copyright protection90PENANALPKaffrfRM 維尼
「我昨天決定好,這個想法了。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAX0pm61OrmJ 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAoYQVzWofc7
8964 copyright protection90PENANArdzPaAFRaG 維尼
我……..8964 copyright protection90PENANAOsL9hdFFLL 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAtaHJmqauBi
8964 copyright protection90PENANAADkws5lhZH 維尼
為什麼呢……8964 copyright protection90PENANAGmVcWZl0oy 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAuPu4uLwyBQ
8964 copyright protection90PENANAQiY4IuvuWd 維尼
「為什麼……為什麼不試著去改善呢?」我徬徨無助。8964 copyright protection90PENANAT1SyLflMjN 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANARCjfqJeFQx
8964 copyright protection90PENANAQWp36usXA9 維尼
「有要改善什麼?」冰冷,無情,刺進了我的心扉。8964 copyright protection90PENANABT5MnTmEy1 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANALtUf1q0Osr
8964 copyright protection90PENANAo09YGa17bQ 維尼
妳這樣……我要怎麼回答?8964 copyright protection90PENANAL7oSHPAx6r 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAsomFA92wYE
8964 copyright protection90PENANAYByWvlwGWE 維尼
這種事情……不就是雙方一起該共同解決的呢?8964 copyright protection90PENANAiyNOqIVjt2 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAGJgq4aNHKd
8964 copyright protection90PENANAmPijqdqB2r 維尼
但妳卻決定放棄,義無反顧。8964 copyright protection90PENANA3cxCFvhVy7 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAWIlNbwTHBV
8964 copyright protection90PENANAlWltw8VIy2 維尼
語音停歇。8964 copyright protection90PENANAfW73zuxaYJ 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAEdCeB0WCwl
8964 copyright protection90PENANAQGFhp84sJN 維尼
「那我們現在,該怎麼辦?難道妳想要,走到那種地步嗎?」理智線早已不見蹤影。8964 copyright protection90PENANAFft0lYP9T0 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAYLmbSe8E9X
8964 copyright protection90PENANAkqJXo5OZwm 維尼
「現在除了那樣,還有什麼結果呢?」8964 copyright protection90PENANApIu1giz99W 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAv2YRD9RVRA
8964 copyright protection90PENANAQ8hGWwDw1q 維尼
「啊……」我,說真的,我好像也開始放棄掙扎了。8964 copyright protection90PENANA0kJgPRb2KO 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA4KEaSLTPe8
8964 copyright protection90PENANAFS7rboQP9Z 維尼
有點自我放棄的開始問了妳問題。8964 copyright protection90PENANAudoeO3pLh9 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAocJh5jClFD
8964 copyright protection90PENANAXR14iQIxgY 維尼
「是不是對我失望了呢。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAZifqH78EI2 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAeoCsZrAVxO
8964 copyright protection90PENANA8KNAagKasx 維尼
對方沉默了一下。「倒也不是。」8964 copyright protection90PENANA7rpVdzPSuC 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAzYpb0eNnE4
8964 copyright protection90PENANA1i8RHx7Rec 維尼
「那究竟……」8964 copyright protection90PENANA3LrdHOjjHb 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAY7WJwkkKjt
8964 copyright protection90PENANAj0vOk73zSX 維尼
「只是,」妳似乎把這句話放在心裡很久了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAsdgiQJfPXt 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAwIWX4Rmt2p
8964 copyright protection90PENANAOk4sKnFPEx 維尼
「我不想再親近你了。」痛心,多少負面情緒隨波而來……8964 copyright protection90PENANA4jcSqMhkC9 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAVvtlGcOKpb
8964 copyright protection90PENANAHKsW1xvj80 維尼
「這樣啊……」我知道,現在的我已經不堪。「其實,我也覺得我們始終會到這種地步。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAIG48PqGSte 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAx3p6U3Q8fJ
8964 copyright protection90PENANAqqKcRhydHT 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAtv9uFiuoDq 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAeTsz6ZVmh6
8964 copyright protection90PENANAhvLQnOtVnz 維尼
畢竟這段時間,我對這段關係越來越覺得不適,看似風平浪靜的日常卻讓彼此的相處越來越奇怪,不說出來,不解決好,遲早會發生問題的。8964 copyright protection90PENANAB2zsC5qixx 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAEXqC0WzODo
8964 copyright protection90PENANARBrlu6aiCC 維尼
過去那些說不定真的不是我憑空的亂想吧,只是我們用了錯的溝通方法。8964 copyright protection90PENANAdvUTzV2CL9 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAyIuBWFYyiZ
8964 copyright protection90PENANANzsgS3eMnh 維尼
冷冷的訊息似乎已經不是這類事可以妥當處理的管道。8964 copyright protection90PENANAYE5EmHbFW4 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAoyfYIUN6hA
8964 copyright protection90PENANALvQjr5Z1MZ 維尼
但妳矯正牙齒,疫情,分班,單獨出去相處的渺茫機會將我們推得遠遠的。8964 copyright protection90PENANA9mUXo7HdyR 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAW2TVm7tS7n
8964 copyright protection90PENANA5WgpNd2Dj1 維尼
我們的管道只剩訊息。8964 copyright protection90PENANAM9nFRvYDBq 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAmIbkfPPl1u
8964 copyright protection90PENANAOHQODeHQT6 維尼
「好吧……我覺得……」深吸了一口氣,我早已有抱持最壞結果的決心了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAYvcnCLEbwa 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAAxfrdZagYj
8964 copyright protection90PENANAx4FHIUA8dg 維尼
畢竟,我已經讓妳不想再親近我了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAsWx1RnfN9f 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAe3SgTQoDPV
8964 copyright protection90PENANA0SXJoDFi2y 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAxvRC8i2rJJ
8964 copyright protection90PENANAqbWagtRV6k 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAh2FCbBi0Vl
8964 copyright protection90PENANA0YzA4RA1ao 維尼
「我們,分手吧。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAf0XWtgy4Hb 維尼
「好的。」妳說道。8964 copyright protection90PENANAGA0A5J5c45 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAfrBWUBpaZT
8964 copyright protection90PENANAE1XdE0IQfS 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAscRsmr1pDE
8964 copyright protection90PENANADcF1nZsPwu 維尼
「我們這個,算是誰提的呢?」說出來後,我那複雜的情緒緩解了不少。8964 copyright protection90PENANAE6q80rjQ6f 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAIhIKgZd1eP
8964 copyright protection90PENANAqOqfMVuVZ0 維尼
「一起的吧。」妳想了想,「我們是和平分手的。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAnW8GlMSKKv 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAsxJUqcnUFh
8964 copyright protection90PENANA9wmejhEC7H 維尼
「嗯嗯,這樣也好。」我放下了沉重的身軀,倚靠在牆邊。8964 copyright protection90PENANAQeV8KmiWeQ 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAKq1JDKtJ80
8964 copyright protection90PENANAJzEU5s134A 維尼
腦袋的空白沒有意識到時間持續在行走。我有點想要掛電話了。內心除了崩潰,也被妳那句話重重傷害。8964 copyright protection90PENANAJJdzPKdjlM 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAlJCy48rxMW
8964 copyright protection90PENANAfwoHCFB38c 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAhAwVfi8jGw
8964 copyright protection90PENANA0FhrvKiOQD 維尼
我不想再親近你了。8964 copyright protection90PENANA154z2MTjUl 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAhoa3l7gEVs
8964 copyright protection90PENANArYqMzYcM66 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAluvfE71mZR
8964 copyright protection90PENANAQnKxywc3B2 維尼
可是,這段時間妳不也是慢慢的淡出我的生活嗎?8964 copyright protection90PENANAMAbcH5kFXc 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANABv9g5LyrtX
8964 copyright protection90PENANAmN9UNO8ER2 維尼
半年未曾見面,卻始終沒有那個可以跟妳出去走走的機會。妳想等撐牙器去除後再出去,可是妳卻跟朋友玩得盡興。想跟妳聊天妳的訊息也是那麼冷淡。妳說跑班來找我這事我早就覺得不可能發生了。只好爭取中午陪妳拿餐而短短相處五分鐘。8964 copyright protection90PENANAY9WGuKUUHw 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAkrQy2VgYe4
8964 copyright protection90PENANA7zp0BDPRPw 維尼
我覺得這些都無所謂,畢竟……8964 copyright protection90PENANAe43jk5wFJI 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAk6V0jGi7Kf
8964 copyright protection90PENANAh5xLnzsjg7 維尼
至少可以有跟妳的相處時間我就很滿足了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAcJbc0H99nr 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANArjYOLDDLnK
8964 copyright protection90PENANAvXXY8KakVI 維尼
可能妳會覺得我有些貪心了吧,明明這樣維持也不錯,又想邀妳出去走走。8964 copyright protection90PENANArO7U0bA8Ns 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA0hrjEbsnyy
8964 copyright protection90PENANApUJS5PCUXe 維尼
說好這禮拜六要去圖書館聚聚,而看起來朋友的邀約比我還有魅力。8964 copyright protection90PENANAeZf08euM4u 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAFl79uj5OQW
8964 copyright protection90PENANAjTn1LI3UFw 維尼
明明是我先來的。8964 copyright protection90PENANArZH5WddyD2 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAx9YbO45q2C
8964 copyright protection90PENANAoCwlUixvwS 維尼
而妳說的那禮拜天約啊是多麼的無情。8964 copyright protection90PENANAgKKczJKXjW 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA5yvUxUv5dC
8964 copyright protection90PENANAgeDoCHmIji 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA8yuwTRWRt1
8964 copyright protection90PENANACHIHaE6c1f 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳出去。8964 copyright protection90PENANAteRkhneMZH 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAVywI7cpJXI
8964 copyright protection90PENANAFdPdAj8JsJ 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA5NJMiuQeQS
8964 copyright protection90PENANAhSkvEDbJ0Z 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳有情侶上的互動。8964 copyright protection90PENANAdmtO1BmMck 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANARMPciOfgQc
8964 copyright protection90PENANA04TArOye1Q 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA5fYl69lKj8
8964 copyright protection90PENANA98r6u6WoLr 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳聊天。8964 copyright protection90PENANA042L8ueQu1 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA9hliy9lYRX
8964 copyright protection90PENANAXYCgiA1Cwr 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAmDae9yQAK4
8964 copyright protection90PENANAzLmsQ9xnJN 維尼
久了,我也累了想這些問題了,影響我太多了。曾經對自己的約法三章的信念何時被吞噬?8964 copyright protection90PENANAwohiIOsHVC 維尼
「吶。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAwynIvV4UIO 維尼
「嗯?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAEvcyZkxTpj 維尼
我的視線可能已被銀河那段的晶瑩閃光吞噬了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAjONc5GlAQP 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAPv1XTLvvLd
8964 copyright protection90PENANAz07bawx006 維尼
「妳覺得這段日子,是好的回憶嗎?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAFsWsaQpmsd 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ4f13ZHKV
8964 copyright protection90PENANAHU6B44W854 維尼
「嗯嗯是吧。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAthv0jQ7DTH 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAmpbGOeJnOf
8964 copyright protection90PENANADL7jkJl1Lr 維尼
「要是,再來一次,知道會是這樣的結果,妳還會跟我在一起嗎?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAWE8T4G22gu 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAtnuEgSTjsC
8964 copyright protection90PENANAHl3edBNW08 維尼
停頓可能成了綿亙。8964 copyright protection90PENANAyFgxjAH1yO 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAv7S94kR3tl
8964 copyright protection90PENANAscJ75sF6N3 維尼
「應該,還是會吧。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAZwOepqesu0 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANARzLaQqxc7v
8964 copyright protection90PENANAVMgE296Ffd 維尼
「是嗎……謝謝。」我苦笑了一聲。8964 copyright protection90PENANAjsMjYYBTeB 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAYvzWlKA8Ty
8964 copyright protection90PENANACNspuOOypt 維尼
「那我們未來該怎麼辦呢?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAaLDV2mkKlO 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAmYmXRHhQys
8964 copyright protection90PENANAyP0DnPMKse 維尼
「妳是指我們之間的關係嗎?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAKcAesrdjsX 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAIFf09Yuu5I
8964 copyright protection90PENANA91D2lTPp4t 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection90PENANA1x8a6Jp1pV 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAqsHWZegGpN
8964 copyright protection90PENANAmou1KHYpUE 維尼
我沉思了一下。8964 copyright protection90PENANA3N90zgxBoe 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAuNuSyxVI5q
8964 copyright protection90PENANAV27rru773L 維尼
「妳會想當朋友嗎?」8964 copyright protection90PENANAYdTy7e2Xqh 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA6VLKQ7VQKN
8964 copyright protection90PENANATapTY24L08 維尼
「可是,這樣不就會像是那種斷不乾淨的…」8964 copyright protection90PENANAsNEibfPbdr 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAghtWSlCNkv
8964 copyright protection90PENANAx56yqht7st 維尼
「看妳吧,我都可以,只是我會把妳當朋友的。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAdhjDKP5nHZ 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAK9SRl1fOEb
8964 copyright protection90PENANAlsBJIKNfF7 維尼
「嗯嗯。」妳只是輕聲說。「那我們就這樣吧。」後來討論了還東西的事,還有一些需要處理的後續問題。8964 copyright protection90PENANAEej7YxzgEC 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAQgMEQ2lofK
8964 copyright protection90PENANAvE9MMidadt 維尼
最後,我又開啟了我平常時的嘮叨。8964 copyright protection90PENANAwIirO5TT6g 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAw7ekFT4fAl
8964 copyright protection90PENANAfK0N98qEyj 維尼
希望這趟旅程,妳能夠記得我們美好的時刻。8964 copyright protection90PENANABECcxwrrWK 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAI8I7Sc2VOf
8964 copyright protection90PENANAWxng2kdnQH 維尼
然後,聽我的,什麼事都不要撐。8964 copyright protection90PENANAjszYFbo3RO 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANACSzo9e16Bk
8964 copyright protection90PENANAtCNiSJdS9d 維尼
不要常常把自己搞得憂鬱症,答應我,要開心。8964 copyright protection90PENANA0kDDpMD8xd 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAeJzgKXHmRm
8964 copyright protection90PENANA3TOaXjdLZa 維尼
希望妳可以走出妳的心結,若真的承受不住的話,想要有人幫忙傾聽的話我會在的。8964 copyright protection90PENANAAPo3tfmFIK 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAb5Q0Nnc07C
8964 copyright protection90PENANAR19DvPUFKu 維尼
祝妳幸福。8964 copyright protection90PENANArKmJFSfkPu 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAuzfWKORG9i
8964 copyright protection90PENANAnEgtKz7K0e 維尼
可能妳的回應一樣是那般平靜冷淡,但那也無所謂了,因為我已經把我想要說的話說完了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAZPz3aJEe0M 維尼
最後的最後,我們準備結束通話。8964 copyright protection90PENANAS5khaSr87B 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAyceAAQD7q1
8964 copyright protection90PENANArc5ugrQ0X0 維尼
「晚安。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAm2WIUymdut 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANA1KJwn0AzAs
8964 copyright protection90PENANAqgztgVoi35 維尼
這個晚安,陪了我一年多的晚安,想起今後它的消逝,心窗被一種魔力為之一震,一揪,碎裂聲沙沙鏘鏘。8964 copyright protection90PENANAWjKg0nmC5B 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANASoz1zyN8YA
8964 copyright protection90PENANAXPd0BljJUJ 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAEtWdy34BWd
8964 copyright protection90PENANA1wbkmqRQ7r 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAhGtuqSSDTT
8964 copyright protection90PENANAbar2N8sNrq 維尼
我再次感受到知覺時外頭的熹光散舒已在廣闊的青青大田上。櫥窗台前手機上的訊息,始終沒有通知。我慣例性的拿起手機,打開妳的訊息欄。8964 copyright protection90PENANA4F8KWV9BUr 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAe9Iiaq1CEs
8964 copyright protection90PENANA6kh844Fjzj 維尼
「早安。」8964 copyright protection90PENANAfvoea9e0gd 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANARw53StJTwk
8964 copyright protection90PENANAouRBK657Hd 維尼
但隨之卻是刪除,沒有傳送,我已經對自己無法改變的習慣失望第四次了。8964 copyright protection90PENANAqNjLQUbnVA 維尼
94Please respect copyright.PENANAs9UjH3IrGW
8964 copyright protection90PENANAhivDkNzwRO 維尼
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