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No Plagiarism!FVRqjJfZuE3lOyOtCbfUposted on PENANA 「樺兄,這邊。」看過黑板上組別的位子表後,我向在門口的樺兄示意。就在兩個禮拜前,輝哥(物理老師)運用了科技的操作迅速的編排好了今天要來做實驗的組別。8964 copyright protection103PENANAbHGbQ5u8Za 維尼
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不過我猜應該沒有多少人記得就是了,黑板上僅僅寫著組別的位子,成員名單的部分,就看當下組員抽到後的細心程度,有記就去找組員,沒記就隨便加個空組吧。8964 copyright protection103PENANAKQEhOF8PXK 維尼
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我有記,而我的組員似乎也是細心的人。8964 copyright protection103PENANAypVmTmT5F0 維尼
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許雅瑛和林佩怡對坐著我跟樺兄。8964 copyright protection103PENANAf2Y0H3rMvA 維尼
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然後姍姍來遲的……8964 copyright protection103PENANArh0UIXzT4m 維尼
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「喂一!」熟悉的呼喊聲就知道是誰了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAMI2PBcd7j9 維尼
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「哦維軍你在這啊!我記得我是跟你同組對吧……哎呀放心我給你躺啊……」我們班的風雲人物,阿禾將手一搭到了我的肩膀上,類似鎖喉似的靠著我,我用手掌將他的頭一把推開,「好啦好啦給你秀……先坐吧。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAdhytEHPp8U 維尼
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這陣子剛經歷完學測的折磨,成績不太理想,但熬夜的疲倦依舊嬋媛在我奄奄一息的心靈,舒散的曦光穿進窗簾角隅,亮亮光粉撒在拱曲的背上,我一手撐著笨重的腦兒,在吵鬧聲環擁下的我顯得格格不入。慵懶的哈欠實在澆熄了這裡菜市場般的叫囂聲。8964 copyright protection103PENANACfgj39mvW5 維尼
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也習慣了,高三的甲班看起來之後也會是這樣呢。8964 copyright protection103PENANAiL55xAVOWa 維尼
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我看向講台的方位,老師滔滔不絕地在講實驗流程……嗎?聽了兩句後發現原來已經開始在爭一個禮拜只有兩堂物理課的議題,順便抱怨了教育部,「你覺得哪個教授會看你這單擺實驗?你看丙班,每堂都來這邊坐,我就不信這單擺實驗做那麼久是在做*小……」老師之前補習班老師的性格一一顯露,下面則是一片叫好。8964 copyright protection103PENANAbBStFEfcrf 維尼
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雖然真的挺有趣,但現在我沒那個幹勁想要一起鬧起來。不只是我,應該說我們這組的氣氛顯然不同……先不說阿禾,許雅瑛和林佩怡獨自看起物理講義的實驗說明,而樺兄則是甩著我的蝴蝶刀,不發一語。8964 copyright protection103PENANAGSfQ7ExFpo 維尼
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之後各組拿了實驗用具。8964 copyright protection103PENANANWxVAaBe6I 維尼
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「維軍啊……蝴蝶刀你有新招數了嗎……」8964 copyright protection103PENANA7e0K3qORwX 維尼
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「沒,我手受傷還沒好不敢甩。」才剛說你安靜現在就破功了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAULqdm2z6eT 維尼
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「啊……好無聊哦……現在根本來混課的。」樺兄實在奈不住無聊,拿著綁牢單擺的繩子甩了起來。「話說阿禾勒?」遠方傳來一陣叫囂聲。笑死,是阿禾的叫囂聲,看來是跑去玩了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAnHhD53KHlm 維尼
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「好吧不要管他了,就做吧。」許雅瑛兩手攤開表示投降,隨後轉過身說道,「佩怡~,我們去拿碼錶跟實驗單子吧。」「哦哦哦好呀。」許雅瑛還是跟從前一樣展現熱情的一面互動著不熟悉的人,顯得林佩怡有些震懾,但還是被許雅瑛的熱情感化了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAFKNZPizFGe 維尼
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「哦對了……維軍。」樺兄看著林佩怡像是甚麼閃電似的靈光乍現於他的腦海中,隨後問:「我記得她好像是前管樂社團的……熟嗎?」林佩怡和許雅瑛的眼光看向了我。8964 copyright protection103PENANAMdxZJNhH7Y 維尼
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「認識是認識……只是……」我和林佩怡看向彼此都尷尬的笑了一下,沒辦法,不太熟。8964 copyright protection103PENANALTzjhku0Wj 維尼
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「先不說這個了~佩怡真是可愛……」許雅瑛打岔了尷尬的氣氛,湊到林佩怡身旁,那閃閃眼眸真的是炙熱的熱情呢。8964 copyright protection103PENANA27YLJ4WrX4 維尼
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「你覺得你前社團同學可以活多久?」樺兄無奈看著許雅瑛。8964 copyright protection103PENANAdROQLehftc 維尼
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「不知道……只是我猜不會撐過這節課吧。」我除了苦笑還是苦笑。8964 copyright protection103PENANAQJ0va1H8r1 維尼
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「好了……五十克的砝碼做完了,下一個就……」8964 copyright protection103PENANAXWbu6CVD4b 維尼
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「交給我了!」阿禾放下了繩下的砝碼,左手拿起膠帶,右手兩百克的砝碼……8964 copyright protection103PENANA2uD0U8IXic 維尼
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「诶等等!加太重了啦!」許雅瑛想阻止也阻止不了。8964 copyright protection103PENANA9WM1zIgOod 維尼
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「白癡啊我們還有四格重量要填诶。你叫後面的重量怎麼放……」樺兄也加入了戰局。8964 copyright protection103PENANA9u8YvlD98m 維尼
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頓時……還挺熱鬧的嘛。8964 copyright protection103PENANA9TrBfOY1M8 維尼
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只能說學校的單擺設施太爛,我還要邊扶好單擺架,邊計時實際時間。8964 copyright protection103PENANALPsNwJUEny 維尼
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「林佩怡,等等可以交給妳來測時間嗎?」我呼叫了在一旁寫著物理紀錄單的林佩怡。8964 copyright protection103PENANAdb9GENlaxV 維尼
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「哦哦哦—可以呀呀—。」好像嚇到她了,抱歉。8964 copyright protection103PENANAP9X3QTjKmE 維尼
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我隨後教她怎麼使用碼錶,按下的時機……。8964 copyright protection103PENANA72bzSU4hID 維尼
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「對了,好奇問個,管樂現在如何呢?」畢竟在高一兩學期結束後,我就退出管樂社了,如今高三了,也不知以前很熱誠的社團現在過得怎麼樣呢?而管樂回憶似乎永遠脫離了腦海裡。說實在離開管樂真正的理由實在有些牽強呢。8964 copyright protection103PENANAi3gNLUFPhS 維尼
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僅僅只是家人反對,而放棄了曾經陶醉過的音樂。因為會耽誤課業,因為會沉迷社團而不務正業……8964 copyright protection103PENANAue7NumkMwT 維尼
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結果到頭來書也是念不好呢。8964 copyright protection103PENANAye6GJedtkR 維尼
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顧此失彼是不可能的。8964 copyright protection103PENANAStXbPwUrN4 維尼
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我頓時悵惘。8964 copyright protection103PENANAHbbf8LGPJp 維尼
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「你不知道我們……現在的狀況嗎?」林佩怡輕巧的口吻將我拉回現實。8964 copyright protection103PENANAFjNavTSSIt 維尼
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「管樂怎麼了嗎?」我有些震驚地看向她。8964 copyright protection103PENANAQLbah0QbVC 維尼
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隨後,林佩怡告訴了我當年她們高二時收到的社團新生人數。8964 copyright protection103PENANAya6B2BGS43 維尼
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我有些訝異。8964 copyright protection103PENANA2AxHo3K5Xk 維尼
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「那……管樂這樣的話……」8964 copyright protection103PENANAV9Iqioi3tr 維尼
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「只是真的不想要讓管樂結束在我們這屆呢……」語氣夾雜著有氣無力的口吻。但隨後林佩怡又露出了靦腆的笑容:「不過這陣子我們管樂的老成員有去竹南參加阿邦老師的活動呢!跟那些已經畢業的學長姐練習真的很有趣呢!而且……」8964 copyright protection103PENANAIdEdpryeLS 維尼
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我聽著更有些悵惘。她的身上散發出的氣息,對管樂的熱誠,很熟悉,卻也很陌生。8964 copyright protection103PENANAVYYWhQtsZc 維尼
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既然是自己喜歡的東西,為何會有放棄的打算呢?8964 copyright protection103PENANAHhqQooxSUZ 維尼
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很久很久,或是最近,不,這個問題一直以來都沒有一個解答。8964 copyright protection103PENANA4oYQ1LQ5fv 維尼
每一次碰上,熟悉,也是陌生。8964 copyright protection103PENANAU7eSNiw5zJ 維尼
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《回憶錄》記載:8964 copyright protection103PENANAtY6UhZkH0U 維尼
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還記得那天跟前管樂社的團員林佩怡聊了幾句後,我想起了我高一在管樂社的那段回憶。8964 copyright protection103PENANAnDg5eTbRkx 維尼
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那想必是我人生最不知所措的時刻之一。8964 copyright protection103PENANAcUsuL2YhrH 維尼
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然而,妳在那段回憶裡伴了我人生中很重要的角色。8964 copyright protection103PENANAwYVbYm7e1r 維尼
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時間回到,高一管樂比賽前的那段日子。8964 copyright protection103PENANAqVLFovMEHN 維尼
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「來來來……停一下,我要問個……」一名中年男子將指揮棒挑起了譜面的浮頁,像是困惑,抑或訝異,欲言又止般的用左手搬動著垂下的眼鏡。場面頓時凝重,我一旁的學姊用手無奈地按住了頭,似乎預料到這名中年男子會往這個方向看,每一次搖頭都聞得到無奈的氣息。8964 copyright protection103PENANABSndKKUSzq 維尼
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男子緩緩的張開了嘴,銳利的目光瞪向了我。8964 copyright protection103PENANAByZrXAMHF1 維尼
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「我怎麼都沒聽到……诶诶學姊!這邊的小鐵琴分配了嗎?」這名中年男子是管樂社人稱的「阿邦老師」。學姊的目光看向了晾在原地不知所措的我,那見不得人的眼光至今仍歷歷在目。8964 copyright protection103PENANAXUqPfA5d0J 維尼
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「老師……是我的部分。」實在是尷尬到不行了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAw5EzKFXeso 維尼
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說真的這份譜我還真的是第一次看過,沒有任何人告訴過我這個是表演的曲子,完全像個局外人,卻還要背負著這破天窗的苦楚,好像是我忘記準備,好像是我怠惰不上進,抑或是我沒有跟上大家進度,這罪名降臨於我一身。8964 copyright protection103PENANAFbwQG2jIc9 維尼
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「學姊這樣不行啊……我記得晚上的團練我都沒看過他呢……進度跟不上哦。」阿邦老師雖然笑顏還在,但我知道那彎新月下藏著多少斥責。8964 copyright protection103PENANAzLNfJGSbz0 維尼
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「同學,……我們不能為了你一個人一直停在這裡。」阿邦老師的雙眸我不敢直視,只是隨聲附和。8964 copyright protection103PENANABSGmcBPUFY 維尼
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我都知道。8964 copyright protection103PENANAppUO5uFzDF 維尼
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我很明白,自己的職責,以及自己現在是管樂團的負擔。8964 copyright protection103PENANAcIJse8nqBH 維尼
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晚上團練的事情早在很久前就被我爸禁止,原本他還挺支持我去管樂社的,但一聽到晚上要去練樂器的事情就感到荒唐,「想不到你這麼疏忽課業,還想去玩管樂。」「老爸我當時就是沉迷在社團活動才會淪落到去讀警專的地步……。」「總之我是不會答應的,你高中就該好好念書。」我屈服於他的威嚴下,噤聲跳過了好幾次晚上管樂的練習,以為早上的晨練足以彌補進度。8964 copyright protection103PENANAfhgdW0f3Dj 維尼
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但看到眼前那密密麻麻的豆子我就知道一切只是痴人說笑罷了。8964 copyright protection103PENANASBmVb2dnKH 維尼
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我也想練習啊……我也想跟大家一起演奏……8964 copyright protection103PENANAZLHcA4oM8p 維尼
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不然我來管樂社是為了甚麼呢?8964 copyright protection103PENANAszlyHKlCI5 維尼
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但老爸這層高牆成為了不被諒解的部分。8964 copyright protection103PENANAZVISjNhG0Q 維尼
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小號混著薩克斯風將八七拍的高難度節奏詮釋出來,小鼓的裝飾音響徹橫笛的輪音,但指揮的棒上少了個靈魂,少了那叮噹的脆聲豎笛的音顯得低沉,橫笛沒有了高音迴響無法詮釋樂團,沒錯,一切的一切。8964 copyright protection103PENANAjTU091LyGS 維尼
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毀於我手上的鐵琴棒,不,是毀於拿著鐵琴棒的那雙左右手。8964 copyright protection103PENANAo9uUMGDqPu 維尼
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「老師謝謝。」鐘響人散,阿邦老師披上夾克,朝樓頂離去。此時我前方的男子放下了笨重的法國號,做的第一步並非將它拆解放置木盒,而是走向兩眼無神的我。8964 copyright protection103PENANAHDdGWqiQ8H 維尼
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「兄弟,不要太在意了。」我的好兄弟楊兄用他的右手拍拍我的肩,關心著我的感受。8964 copyright protection103PENANAk2rDGk7qZK 維尼
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「誰叫你不來練習呢?」頓時我雙眼揪了一下,我最害怕的那句話還是出來了。徐捷岳將小號的口水清乾淨,隨後拿起了吹嘴。8964 copyright protection103PENANA8gl2VcLI7f 維尼
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「你也知道他爸不允許……」8964 copyright protection103PENANAMZhJHMLum6 維尼
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「那又怎樣!?」楊兄話還沒說完就被徐捷岳打斷。「就跟你說要來練習,還敢混啊。」雖說徐捷岳這句話是帶有調侃的語氣,但我聽得出,言語裡藏著更多我不想面對的事實。8964 copyright protection103PENANAfeO45nUGMo 維尼
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「學弟,你過來一下。」背後一陣發涼,我轉過身,是阿伶學姊,我們打擊的隊長,一臉不屑的示意我過去。8964 copyright protection103PENANAtb2N9DwS5X 維尼
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不知道為甚麼在那瞬間還不小心冷笑了一下。8964 copyright protection103PENANAPXpBgMvOLY 維尼
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可能只是死前的顫慄吧。8964 copyright protection103PENANAWkGsAydFDB 維尼
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107Please respect copyright.PENANA5CiIiJ1gvq
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「你們回來了呀,社團怎麼樣?」社團課結束,我和徐捷岳走回了教室恰好看到正在收書的妳,妳一如往常地走來我們的方向,找徐捷岳搭話。8964 copyright protection103PENANAmL9LaLENEq 維尼
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「唉唉社團課真的累死了,妳知道表演曲有多……」站在妳們兩個旁顯得有些多餘,抑或我在逃避話題?我不知道,我只是默默地回到了自己的座位,不發一語。8964 copyright protection103PENANAEdaquaw7sW 維尼
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徐捷岳也沒有特別提我在管樂的事,妳也沒有來問我社團如何。8964 copyright protection103PENANAuEXqUAKRwx 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAl3BTuu7ppT
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彷彿剛剛的一切沒發生過,我拿起了數學課本,邊翻邊冷嘆,我實在不敢相信我從學姊那聽到的一切,畢竟這個事實簡直是要把我滅口。8964 copyright protection103PENANAf4b7l7kVN3 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAWHIuYJvMS8
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管樂團表演曲有兩首,我們打擊樂團還有另外兩首打擊獨奏,一個月後要段考,更慘的是……8964 copyright protection103PENANAEke6N35C22 維尼
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段考還跟管樂比賽撞期呢。8964 copyright protection103PENANA1ktnSVJBaW 維尼
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以及眼前的妳,我們關係的開始,一切都處在未知的狀態……。8964 copyright protection103PENANAME86N65ALh 維尼
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三重壓力呢,真的是……8964 copyright protection103PENANA2chsYvPtmi 維尼
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想死呢。8964 copyright protection103PENANAxfyDXUuJ5d 維尼
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107Please respect copyright.PENANAlvBNHZmn3B
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在那天晚上回到家後,我上網查詢了下「盤古」這首歌的管絃影片,試圖彌補自己的進度。8964 copyright protection103PENANA67AIA8GOss 維尼
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「這甚麼鬼……」我不知道這一段旋律我重聽了多少遍了,我還是摸不著這部分跟我的譜哪裡搭得上。8964 copyright protection103PENANA7OEphqxOc2 維尼
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邪惡的八七拍。不僅如此,八七拍裡還時不時的參雜些四拍小節,詭譎的變拍是令人驚艷沒錯,很獨特的旋律……真的挺佩服,這首名為「盤古」曲子的作者。但我現在反而比較想要痛宰他,因為我完全不熟悉他旋律的走向,學了鋼琴七年,卻卡在莫名的地方。8964 copyright protection103PENANA974lG8Olsx 維尼
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有些搖頭的否定自己,還幾度跑下去試試用鋼琴詮釋。彈得出來,哼得出來,拍子會算……但……8964 copyright protection103PENANAGEvWWnVDxX 維尼
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只要聽原版的管樂曲子,我完全不知要從哪裡開始下手,哪裡開始收手。我看著長袖子遮住的鋼琴白鍵,不禁內心一陣淒寒,小鐵琴跟鋼琴的感覺完全不同,我還要適應敲擊的手感,敲擊的力道,敲擊的準度……。而且……所謂的打擊,只要是敲打的樂器,全部都是「打擊部」的工作。8964 copyright protection103PENANAq1MtXBIARL 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2oVdp7X0g
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可能意識到了,沒錯,光是這一份「盤古」的譜裡頭,我就有了「三種不同的樂器」。甚至還有一段真的是鬼才打得出來吧,休息沒有超過兩個小節的,我需要在這一段旋律連續轉換三個樂器。8964 copyright protection103PENANAAmAJrPWJcM 維尼
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我有些絕望地看著譜,是哭是笑我也分不出來了,只是應該是多麼沒出息的哭喪臉吧。而至於說服老爸讓我去管樂晚上練習一事還耽擱著,畢竟老爸加班還沒回來,而在這等待的期間,我的內心忐忑不安。8964 copyright protection103PENANAtPZl1GFK0F 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA9Gop5hbYrm
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畢竟我又要再一次鼓起勇氣去拜託我爸答應我去團練。機率是個未知,要是不答應一切都玩完了。但就算他答應了,我有那個能力扭轉乾坤嗎?8964 copyright protection103PENANAggFcpKgBXk 維尼
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兼顧課業,演奏好曲子,照顧得好我的愛人,在同個時間,在父母的不諒解下,在同儕跟老師的哂笑下。8964 copyright protection103PENANA4meEx7mkm2 維尼
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時間匆匆來到了晚上十點半,結果到頭來不僅曲子沒搞懂,連阿蘭的數學作業也空白擺在桌上。先睡吧,今天的我有些承不住了,我想要暫時性的放下身旁一切的壓力。8964 copyright protection103PENANAnRrn9OWUoO 維尼
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我打開了手機,看到熟悉的頭框顯示。8964 copyright protection103PENANA6YRFCg0D9E 維尼
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妳的訊息顯現在我的桌面,如同過往,是睡前的寒喧,會聊聊今天發生的瑣事。8964 copyright protection103PENANAV3KKUpoyfN 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAZI462hNVuz
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那時的我們還不習慣在學校當面的相處,學校裡顯得有些陌生,那時的關係大致都是建立在這睡前的「日常」才得以延續。8964 copyright protection103PENANAl2vVpWp4ou 維尼
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只是今天的我沒有那個心情。8964 copyright protection103PENANAkZ3WXZgB34 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAX4TvYDEATk
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「你要準備睡了?」妳的訊息瀰漫著一股驚訝。8964 copyright protection103PENANAioPZBlDV5E 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANACGlQsGq82O
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「我今天沒什麼心情。」我只是緩緩打下了這句話,隨後移去對話框,幫手機訂下鬧鐘,插上充電器,最後再次回到妳的對話欄。「晚安。」輕輕地打出了兩字,在要送出的那刻……。8964 copyright protection103PENANAeaewY1BhSl 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANANGZQSyoF5P
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「嗯嗯今天在學校看的出來。」妳的對話跳出來的瞬間我制止了浮在空中的小指頭。8964 copyright protection103PENANAuirZZLQmk0 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAf7j59WeiYZ
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就靜在那裏不動,內心有股不明的感受蠢蠢欲動,期待妳的下一句。8964 copyright protection103PENANAys1KaRUKTg 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAgCAmHz8dPl
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「怎麼了嗎?」可能已經預料到妳會打這句話,但內心是欣慰了一下,感謝妳的關心。8964 copyright protection103PENANABGUGAy69Y9 維尼
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但就算知道妳會打出這句話,我卻一個字詞也生不出來,不是不知道說甚麼,而是不知道要從哪裡說起,一行字勉強拼湊出來,卻被無情的刪掉。我現在是想要甚麼呢……,我想要妳的關心?不是。我想要妳給我鼓勵?好像也不是。甚至說根本沒有打算要從妳身上所求甚麼,明明只要打出事情的前後讓妳明白就行,只是,只是。8964 copyright protection103PENANAtKSRdCmZ4J 維尼
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或許,我只是不知道要怎麼面對妳吧。8964 copyright protection103PENANAuRumhBGPEr 維尼
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要是讓妳知道我那麼不堪,妳會怎麼想呢?會不會像徐捷岳那樣直言我的痛處,抑或像是楊兄,給予我適當的安慰後,而我還依舊原地踏步?8964 copyright protection103PENANAfavE5rbqet 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANARDHwLZl4Vx
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都不會是我想要的結局。8964 copyright protection103PENANA1FbckkcqTU 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAt0fNCuU3TU
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啊……真是……怎麼莫名其妙多了個操心的事情。8964 copyright protection103PENANAuvcA7ZgO9p 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA1G7aQx07vz
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但還是要給妳關心的口吻一個交代。8964 copyright protection103PENANAxGB6NGaSFe 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAD5PxyIc8Om
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我現在內心深處,疑惑的究竟是甚麼?8964 copyright protection103PENANAV5Hh59UU7J 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAZrPuqCIrLt
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「要是妳有兩個妳看重的事物要同時面對,妳覺得……要是顧此失彼的話,要怎麼辦呢?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAug0g7vnpMO 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAvZ6wBloxBI
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或許我不是害怕失敗,內心深處害怕的,掙扎的,恐怕僅僅是,失去吧。8964 copyright protection103PENANAvRmOTpDPYr 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA8IeyZJrSkE
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失去父母同儕對我課業的期待,失去管樂同學對我的信任,甚至是……8964 copyright protection103PENANAhPyGLcIpuT 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAF9OnduFeWd
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失去妳呢。8964 copyright protection103PENANAdHLzZJRB0G 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAuESJTrUGRx
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有時候真的很討厭這樣的自己,不知是自己得失心太重,抑或太過要求自己,想要把每一件事情都做到最好,沒有後顧之憂,卻總是把自己搞得很狼狽。明明念書是自己的,明明管樂的演出工作也是自己的,談戀愛也是自己決定要的,為甚麼都要往會失去的前提讓心情鬱卒呢?8964 copyright protection103PENANAMLxvdKVYhJ 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA8bT2JXhvtB
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「你是指考試跟管樂嗎。」妳的對話框姍姍來遲,但從妳這句話大概就能得知,妳從徐捷岳那邊聽到些甚麼消息了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAVub01kSa1k 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAvKuA7rMK5K
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我開始跟妳敘述管樂的事情。8964 copyright protection103PENANARPKWhEC5X4 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAuryOhJmNOf
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管樂比賽和段考日撞期。8964 copyright protection103PENANALpmr9pdkyk 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAMTiRwHXKeE
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打擊部還有另外的打擊表演。8964 copyright protection103PENANAplBfPvXYDy 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA0akn2w5Mss
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我要一天考十個考科。8964 copyright protection103PENANAHu0w6g1u0G 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAHN9254TBQ4
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以及距離管樂比賽剩下一個月,一首歌未練成,科目沒有進度,父母還沒答應我團練,曲子上遇到的挫折。8964 copyright protection103PENANArGXlL71Z5O 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAMfCu7lqYHd
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對未來光景可說是一片黑白。8964 copyright protection103PENANA5svaqhFvgd 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAIbaMbdI3qe
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「為甚麼會認為會顧此失彼呢?」看到妳訊息回覆的那刻挺訝異,不是斥責,也不是安慰,單單一句提問讓我陷入深思。我不知道要回些甚麼,只是看著妳訊息欄三顆豆子持續搖擺著。8964 copyright protection103PENANAZ8fpjVMROI 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAUGJe5CmQVI
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「不知道說我的例子恰不恰當……但我覺得很類似。」隔了一陣子,妳的下一則訊息我才成功收到。8964 copyright protection103PENANAPMuqsjcZX8 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANArGPWcAQ6DX
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「我當初學小提琴的時候也是很擔心課業會跟不上。」8964 copyright protection103PENANA5sMcx0AC9g 維尼
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「但音樂是我熱愛的事物,因為是所愛的事物,我仍有持續努力下去的動力。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAq1RQfgBJyb 維尼
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「所以就算段考不理想,我也不會顧此失彼啊,因為……」8964 copyright protection103PENANA0oC9u13bcZ 維尼
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「既然是自己喜歡的東西,為何會有放棄的打算呢?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAIC9k2cQDS1 維尼
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剎那間感受到有甚麼東西充斥到我的大腦裡,一股激動的情緒被含住了,說不出來。8964 copyright protection103PENANAIsaFQAY22F 維尼
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想起了妳暑假的時候妳曾經向我提問的問題。8964 copyright protection103PENANAenU5A13bEF 維尼
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「戴維軍,你都是怎麼在課業跟鋼琴中調適好的啊……我最近想要學新的樂器,但一方面又很擔心我的數學考不好……」還記得我那時也給了妳很多意見跟鼓勵,最後妳也選擇走上了音樂這條道路。8964 copyright protection103PENANAJV4GF7xmyy 維尼
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我心中頓時卸下了許多沉石。8964 copyright protection103PENANAAxSF030SQ6 維尼
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好像不是那麼擔心會失去甚麼了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAi5QPlRWWm1 維尼
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「好像是這樣子沒錯呢。」找回活著熱情似的,我苦笑傳送了這段訊息。8964 copyright protection103PENANAd0ggcxbye9 維尼
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「所以顧此失彼是不可能的。」妳回道。8964 copyright protection103PENANApR9MBA1duN 維尼
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妳的話語充滿著理性,但給了我很大的勇氣跟溫馨。8964 copyright protection103PENANApiSJ1kNgy3 維尼
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「真的很感謝妳,我覺得我有好很多了。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAmuKqu190OG 維尼
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「很開心能幫到你。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAdRS4iO7cji 維尼
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後來寒喧了下今天其他的瑣事後,互道晚安了。8964 copyright protection103PENANACHIGcHlx2P 維尼
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剎那間聽到輪胎輾碎細石的聲響隨風湧入窗扉。不小心聊得有點久了呢……,原來已經十一點半了,現在的我應該馬上去睡,有精神去面對接下來的一切,包含早上要寫數學作業的分。8964 copyright protection103PENANACDRZAloIR9 維尼
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但那只是我尚未被妳啟發的想法罷了。我收拾了下背包,不是走向臥室就寢,順著階梯走到一樓客廳,看到老爸正放置好公事包,緩緩坐在沙發上打開了電視。8964 copyright protection103PENANAU6qURtH7Nv 維尼
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「哦?兒子你還沒睡啊?」老爸打開電視後才意識到我的存在。8964 copyright protection103PENANAnUF1NMrnPu 維尼
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「等等就要睡了,因為我有事情,要跟老爸你商量。」我深吸了一口氣,吐盡了一身的膽魄。8964 copyright protection103PENANAW9WPzZzg3V 維尼
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然而身體裡不斷湧現的勇氣,助我吞噬了一切戰力與不安。8964 copyright protection103PENANA4pAjuqGkw6 維尼
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「可以,讓我去參加管樂的練習嗎?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAVHWB7Dij5M 維尼
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