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No Plagiarism!Gk0TutkmtIqSRILk95Gcposted on PENANA 妳還記得那天發生的一切嗎?8964 copyright protection94PENANA3j49Eo18qU 維尼
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紀念日那天訊息寒暄,卻意外的發生了插曲,妳說了我讓妳很有壓力。8964 copyright protection94PENANAobLvCoho5O 維尼
我當時真的,不知道該怎麼辦才好。8964 copyright protection94PENANAwluI1REcJE 維尼
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第一次聽妳說,我對妳造成很大的壓力。8964 copyright protection94PENANAl2ZfRyTE2o 維尼
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早上五點半左右就因這件心事煩在身而睡不著,拿起手機再次閱覽昨天發生的那一切。8964 copyright protection94PENANA1s77cVCmid 維尼
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我是哪裡對妳造成了壓力呢?8964 copyright protection94PENANA9nUxhkRaYd 維尼
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我只是如同過往,提出我想要討論的事情給妳。是哪一封訊息使妳情緒不穩?我不知道…….但我又很想解決……畢竟…….這種事情纏繞心裡實在難受。8964 copyright protection94PENANAT84bUryQYl 維尼
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今日的曙光尚未冉冉升起,我的心卻蠢蠢欲動,夜的黑暗隱藏不了我的那份不安。8964 copyright protection94PENANAV8n9iy70Vq 維尼
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「我不知道。」「我不清楚。」「我想要自己先想清楚。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAomiRJxxte3 維尼
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突如其來的聲響使我驚醒。8964 copyright protection94PENANA6xbNp7zMHK 維尼
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內心一陣寒冷襲捲,胃的翻騰絞痛著我的身心,在不斷吸氣吐氣後,我眼茫茫的看向了窗外。8964 copyright protection94PENANADgojMyHh6m 維尼
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豔陽高照。8964 copyright protection94PENANAtzfipTqY3C 維尼
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看來強迫自己睡著成功了呢……8964 copyright protection94PENANA2Bvxp68Ice 維尼
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只是心裡還是存在著束縛。8964 copyright protection94PENANAkcom85SJEB 維尼
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我打開了手機。8964 copyright protection94PENANAhYcLj0U14l 維尼
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「早安。」妳,二十七分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection94PENANAbXUsB4ElUe 維尼
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我隨之回覆早安,但在那剎那間,我又看到妳聊天室上頭的那些訊息,又再次惴惴不安。8964 copyright protection94PENANA94ubrqVwn8 維尼
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好奇怪的感覺……8964 copyright protection94PENANACZKPBmeXxq 維尼
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內心湧現著難以言說的雜情。8964 copyright protection94PENANAQoH1hWySss 維尼
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我不斷地開始在手機鍵盤上點選,但又一次次全部刪除。8964 copyright protection94PENANAgbLxdaaQbh 維尼
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但理智終究失控了幾次,傳送,又再次收回。8964 copyright protection94PENANAcOvEZ8wtuF 維尼
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我放下了那沉重的手機,臥躺在床上,緊緊抓著被豔陽的熾熱所蔓延的薄被。8964 copyright protection94PENANAqN4kYL5dsC 維尼
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過了二十分鐘,妳始終未讀。8964 copyright protection94PENANA3hjmhy2U4V 維尼
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這個時間,妳明明還在吃飯…8964 copyright protection94PENANAm1gxuzgG2m 維尼
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為什麼我這麼著急?8964 copyright protection94PENANADFw1rNKDLs 維尼
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我要冷靜,我要冷靜……8964 copyright protection94PENANAqzXbd7sLwJ 維尼
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好痛苦……8964 copyright protection94PENANAL5MN4jUzV9 維尼
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我似放棄了掙扎,將自己包覆在有陽光餘溫的橙黃色的小被裡。8964 copyright protection94PENANAu5UXPYpcxK 維尼
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我默默地把所有的訊息再次收回,重新打上新的一段話,但內容的本質依舊不變。8964 copyright protection94PENANAW8r1q8kHqI 維尼
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「妳還會在意昨天的事情嗎?」8964 copyright protection94PENANADr29v4McUf 維尼
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說實在,問這個沒什麼用。所以我還是收回了。8964 copyright protection94PENANA3suCetKLSB 維尼
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但下一秒妳已讀了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAeueUboV7vS 維尼
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畫面是收回的訊息零零散散,加上不完整的對話訊息。8964 copyright protection94PENANADYepz22M5a 維尼
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但妳只是在已讀的瞬間,回覆了嗯嗯,消失了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAAXDWvF46p9 維尼
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內心開始七上八下。8964 copyright protection94PENANA4MIgn0MuYs 維尼
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像是一個共鳴器,妳的嗯嗯,那股妳說不出話來的無奈感散發在螢幕上,本來已經稍微抑制住的不安再次翻騰。8964 copyright protection94PENANAwxv4cvAPoV 維尼
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我又再次衝動了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAC4xT7hwiiv 維尼
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「我可以打電話給妳一下嗎?」衝動的心懷少了沉澱的時間,我一昧想馬上解決事情。8964 copyright protection94PENANA2dEjdfHB6k 維尼
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「不要好了。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAdXXtquliGK 維尼
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「妳不覺得我們現在挺奇怪的嗎?」8964 copyright protection94PENANA1HlH4lC5ga 維尼
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「是挺奇怪。」8964 copyright protection94PENANA6GwgXveczC 維尼
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「那就讓我打過去一下吧。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAMmfMnc9gwc 維尼
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手機每一次的嘟嘟聲,一步步吞噬著我的勇氣,曾經想過就馬上斷掉,但手卻從未放下來。8964 copyright protection94PENANAnmMzzzg6pE 維尼
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不知第幾次的鈴聲迴響,妳接了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAnwlDMJdoL8 維尼
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「嗨。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAD1A1wg5QT2 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」妳的聲音顯得格外平靜。8964 copyright protection94PENANAKQLw9rzNyP 維尼
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「我們先試試看處理我昨天對妳造成的壓力好不好?」8964 copyright protection94PENANAgqfXEFuVwP 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection94PENANARQmFVP2HIZ 維尼
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妳回覆完,我開始進入了思考模式。8964 copyright protection94PENANAZJtN9DrtgO 維尼
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「是因為,我昨天說的對未來的事,讓妳有壓力嗎?」8964 copyright protection94PENANAS39107n3PY 維尼
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突然雙方都進入了最恐怖的沉靜。8964 copyright protection94PENANAc11bTVjW0V 維尼
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「可能,不是吧。」妳只是默默地答了這句話。8964 copyright protection94PENANA5atHdMQbYo 維尼
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「那會不會是我昨天提到妳那份妳過去以來的壓力,讓妳回想起來覺得不舒服?」8964 copyright protection94PENANAeIZ9aCj1Sa 維尼
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「有一點。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAijmK8uQXf2 維尼
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這樣啊,看起來多少有些頭緒了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAIu9FUFAtYm 維尼
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但我正要說下一句話時,妳說話了。8964 copyright protection94PENANACjwUVJOzWX 維尼
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「我可以先,掛掉嗎。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAV9NUwry9dP 維尼
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冷淡的聲音環繞在空蕩蕩的房間,外面些微細雨隨風飄進,陰暗的烏雲更是壟罩著心靈。8964 copyright protection94PENANA51VpJzKtIt 維尼
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「嗯嗯等一下,還有一件事情。」我很抱歉,應該要馬上停止通話的,因為我可以感受到妳心情,十分的憂鬱。8964 copyright protection94PENANAJ2zPCiarBW 維尼
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「妳是對我還是,對我昨天說的那些話有壓力呢。」有點明知故問的提問,理智線的斷裂也害我慌了手腳。8964 copyright protection94PENANA03tMJPXyiq 維尼
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我在做什麼……當話說出去的那一刻,我的內心反而更加慌張了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAZmp5Ad99BA 維尼
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「都有吧,但還有其他事情。」妳再次地默默道出。8964 copyright protection94PENANASQTNZ3zaur 維尼
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「那……」8964 copyright protection94PENANAyNUe3BUCuR 維尼
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「想先掛電話了。」8964 copyright protection94PENANApLg5iUi0P3 維尼
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「嗯嗯……」再一次,妳說出了那句話。8964 copyright protection94PENANAb0tdR7ZnwL 維尼
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「那妳先掛吧。」我緩緩地吐了一口氣。8964 copyright protection94PENANAL4lYq60EcS 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」對方應答後,隨後就是掛掉的音效。8964 copyright protection94PENANAACP2dRAOd9 維尼
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我有點重心不穩,跌跌撞撞到了書桌前。8964 copyright protection94PENANACVNYgkm3YK 維尼
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乾嘔的次數越來越頻繁,每一次都是絞痛。我要冷靜,我要冷靜……但我卻抱住了頭。8964 copyright protection94PENANA4S98qxlEkS 維尼
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「可是……我根本冷靜不了啊……」可能哽咽了吧,抑或是外面的呼呼風聲,我的聲音連自己都聽不清楚。明明一直以來,儘管多少次將我的想法利用訊息告訴妳,但漸漸地,我也有發現妳的對話是越來越少,甚至有時候會逃避。8964 copyright protection94PENANAvprl5jYAMn 維尼
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常常問妳,我這樣討論這些是不是不太好。8964 copyright protection94PENANASak2Dlgbnh 維尼
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「不會的。」「我只是沒什麼想法而已。」「不會有壓力。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAVBJSp3eMKm 維尼
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妳的這些回答害我以為,我這樣做是不會傷害到妳的。8964 copyright protection94PENANAku4WWZlSgs 維尼
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每一次每一次,儘管有討論出來,抑或沒有討論出來,隔天的我們基本上都會恢復正常。形式上的正常。8964 copyright protection94PENANA9XT4ai55zJ 維尼
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但今天,一切光景都變了。想不到,妳的最後一根稻草已經被我壓倒了,抱歉,我沒有提早意識到,妳對我的溫柔,妳不想讓我傷心而忍耐著,而我沒有意識到。8964 copyright protection94PENANA6arA6J3Gjt 維尼
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「我想去海邊走一下。」母親聽到熟悉的聲響轉過身,把鍋下的熊熊烈火切掉。8964 copyright protection94PENANAN6mNIJVXvv 維尼
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「怎麼突然想去海邊呢。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAepifuUVXpj 維尼
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「一時興起的。」我轉過身,往客廳方向走去,「很快就回來了。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAJpiUk3FQv6 維尼
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一陣沉默後,背向我的母親,只是默默說道:「那要儘早回來。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAFdW9oCNK7S 維尼
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「了解。」我穿起外套,將客廳的腳踏車牽出,玄門一開,風聲喧囂,細雨綿綿,但卻彷彿是我心靈想慰藉的。8964 copyright protection94PENANA3sg0j1uUNH 維尼
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大雨將至,想必海邊的大浪已經如火如荼的翻騰起來了吧。8964 copyright protection94PENANAdlTQByRzym 維尼
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我騎上腳踏車,輕快地順著漫漶水氣瀰漫的小巷,順勢而下。沿著小街路過媽祖廟,橫跨平交道,前方茫茫大海無窮的海平面浮現在我的眼前。我將腳踏車牽到堤防上,如同預期的,大浪的威嚇宣示著主權,在大自然界頭角崢嶸,巨石抑或空氣只剩黯淡的氣息,十分冰冷,震懾於這般威權。8964 copyright protection94PENANAI8aHH0Lf6R 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAbt5yMgR9gv
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但我內心十分平靜。8964 copyright protection94PENANAGFePu7HqzR 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAh3TmDpLP28
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可能在出發前就想像過大浪的模樣,真正遇到時,潛意識保護住自己抑制洶湧的情緒崩潰。那份顧忌,儘管多久前就意識到了,我還是沒法解決,反而,引爆了它。8964 copyright protection94PENANAz1IGjEOGXI 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANASAerrOS74J
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悵惘的臉龐吐出的水蒸氣冉冉而上,放空,什麼事都不想做。8964 copyright protection94PENANALwEbwNPUnD 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANACHMcw9nPOs
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十二點四十分,手上的手機螢幕顯示著妳的聊天室,妳和妳同學應該聚到了吧,而剛剛妳的語氣也告訴我,再繼續說下去絕對會有很嚴重的後果。8964 copyright protection94PENANAJ4S7v3Mkti 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAOrf83LGPfi
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但腦裡漸漸地抑制住憶起,每一次想起過去這段時間我們經歷的事情,都必須壓抑複雜的情緒。8964 copyright protection94PENANAyUdviDnUKJ 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAhdRD0x1eGP
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只會讓我更加想要跟妳理論過去這段時間的一切。8964 copyright protection94PENANAWuD9Te1FmJ 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA2SdMfe5czh
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我甩過頭,好讓自己不再揣度,但瑣事依舊縈繞,我受夠了,踢上腳踏車的停車架,大衣隨著海風逸散於這一隅的堤防。8964 copyright protection94PENANAZyWfvk4lvw 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAqa8E540CrT
8964 copyright protection94PENANATkVKqv2Jq9 維尼
「怎麼了?」此時手機震動,我停止前進。8964 copyright protection94PENANATRwidw4Qqq 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAZK3Eg46Bhx
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是楊兄的訊息。8964 copyright protection94PENANAw9WLSRAaq3 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAT35ZiPrrQZ
8964 copyright protection94PENANAJhIXFPI8lo 維尼
在我跟妳把彼此搞砸之際,我簡短的向楊兄傳送「我不知道我該怎麼做。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAjg7CdVUbs1 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANApl0R2Kgjwk
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因為我沒辦法一個人安逸住這般不安。8964 copyright protection94PENANAMkHMSbxey0 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAfmGk0Bs9EZ
8964 copyright protection94PENANAtEg5wxD9FS 維尼
隨後是楊兄的電話。8964 copyright protection94PENANAUEhkOVgAHn 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAmpixyFfZMN
8964 copyright protection94PENANAKAi88GvGhp 維尼
我接起了電話,緩緩坐在堤防靠海處的石階,刷刷海聲格外刺耳,一陣似比一陣猛烈。8964 copyright protection94PENANAUBUf2Omy6n 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA0bhYu6nKyG
8964 copyright protection94PENANAWMX0ltD5yK 維尼
「發生什麼事了。」楊兄那傳來捷運站的通知聲。8964 copyright protection94PENANACVFPFqKtwZ 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAzkqIy6WLHc
8964 copyright protection94PENANALIR65rj3yV 維尼
「我似乎不小心踩到她的底線了。」眼神瀰漫至藍天裡的白雲。8964 copyright protection94PENANA9yVZeD9jlz 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA0ADTw7rI8k
8964 copyright protection94PENANAvfujRyhUWZ 維尼
「她?誰?」但沒過幾秒後楊兄像是理解了什麼,「喔喔,但,怎麼會呢?」8964 copyright protection94PENANAdXJPnP0Hc7 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAsXic08uGYH
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「我也不知道為什麼…..總之讓她心情很不好。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAmY6tdvPLY1 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAAxnxfM0UgI
8964 copyright protection94PENANAFCvgb7l3eQ 維尼
「……我國中很少看她生氣呢….怎麼會?」8964 copyright protection94PENANAL37Xf1bnSq 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA3Dq46iH9Jn
8964 copyright protection94PENANAlJPcDliaXs 維尼
我沉默片刻。之所以這麼慌,是因為第一次遇到妳對我這樣。8964 copyright protection94PENANAWqlObmaY5a 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAQc7fwycX4Z
8964 copyright protection94PENANApEO6Sa5hZp 維尼
像是沉澱已久的地雷爆掉。8964 copyright protection94PENANApcUbjJy9rn 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAEbmqTztTtn
8964 copyright protection94PENANAhpicU0JsJf 維尼
一切像是覆水難收。8964 copyright protection94PENANAUpaYr6Eukm 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAc4IM4qcTYm
8964 copyright protection94PENANAvdAAo7GJgV 維尼
而我雜味的情緒也岌岌可危。8964 copyright protection94PENANAHvFz4onHqk 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANACni3TiV4Oo
8964 copyright protection94PENANAlWH9t9Ei0a 維尼
我也在抑制住,因為要是我沒辦法穩住,結局我不敢想像。8964 copyright protection94PENANAGBbrX39Cgn 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAz7j8hiIQoK
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但我感覺到我也已經在極限了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAG2FuYKuuKQ 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAaKde6SZBhO
8964 copyright protection94PENANA9cGqz9Ba0S 維尼
「我該怎麼辦….」濕黏的海氣親吻雜亂的短髮。8964 copyright protection94PENANA06GEJ0olNs 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA6W6T8zdZek
8964 copyright protection94PENANAO0DV3XQwfA 維尼
隨後楊兄說了些鼓勵我的話。8964 copyright protection94PENANAh9LbNZayl5 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAn0wG9viGTt
8964 copyright protection94PENANA4xdsyvTzuI 維尼
聊著聊著,我漸漸打開我的心房說出我的苦楚。8964 copyright protection94PENANAQz7jyL4bs1 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAjqUpZ7kLr9
8964 copyright protection94PENANACy1Lq9i4g7 維尼
我也忘了說些什麼,只是楊兄的傾聽和建議緩和了我的情緒。8964 copyright protection94PENANA48HZy9aelh 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAuNDEzOqiJo
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最後,他準備要下線了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAsxXPxLRTJf 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAdttbUt68EO
8964 copyright protection94PENANA1ySMqIfNk4 維尼
「你要加油啦……我相信你可以解決的。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAq73vXeYgRP 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAhGJMAUiLxI
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「嗯,謝啦兄弟。」嘟嘟聲結束的片刻我才再度聽到海撞擊石頭的哀嚎聲。8964 copyright protection94PENANAVdX0LDddeh 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAggEUBb0nhz
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迷途羔羊,會不會就是這種模樣?8964 copyright protection94PENANAg6mVUBqaFa 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA92KydPeJXP
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98Please respect copyright.PENANAX0fOpFdErt
8964 copyright protection94PENANAZusd3lgifb 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAa8XZ4Eelhb
8964 copyright protection94PENANA3H4pJW9gUy 維尼
這股折騰蔓延到夜晚。8964 copyright protection94PENANAXyxeyfltYG 維尼
做什麼事都提不起勁,桌上的作業只完成前面兩三題,全身無力,手機上已經是狼藉的訊息窗。我知道,我已經止不了情緒了。收回的訊息通知如一片燎原,蔓延整排對話匡,最後,我只用了語音訊息傳送。8964 copyright protection94PENANACwzWXe2oD5 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ7u9Dgevn
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我真的……承受不住了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAe5ADvuoJ8s 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAyFKAgnBNvI
8964 copyright protection94PENANAxqoalNgMKq 維尼
我有些啜泣,妳知道我多麼無助嗎?8964 copyright protection94PENANAQ4hU38waoS 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAGNTIUc3SD9
8964 copyright protection94PENANAgsW0TC3LC5 維尼
明明約法三章,現在的我該是讓妳沉澱,冷靜,但我卻未曾顧及到自己,抑制住對妳的衝動,但那只是還在理智上時可以達成的。8964 copyright protection94PENANAYNo78imYQP 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAm46S7P802u
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我默默拿起手機,回到臥房。閉上眼睛,仰望窗外星空,要的是寧靜,要的是解放。8964 copyright protection94PENANAHYS1bB03dT 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAGNKQ8yfcxt
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但只要一靜下來,我的腦海中又是妳的乍現。8964 copyright protection94PENANAcqz4PwaxbC 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANACbDpvrfdJQ
8964 copyright protection94PENANAKMU4zGFFZ2 維尼
而現在,就是要想好我到底想要怎麼樣的結局。8964 copyright protection94PENANAAbkepwjifG 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAaJGG48IJgW
8964 copyright protection94PENANAngb52Shk8F 維尼
一直以來,我們之間的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection94PENANASYBeKFblJh 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAgQqozzU2BI
8964 copyright protection94PENANAUnjmhWmxdM 維尼
我說真的,我也說不清,一種奇怪,一種違和,一種疏遠,一種冷碰冷,明明見面時對話正常,明明會分享彼此今天發生的事情,明明看得見彼此的愛……8964 copyright protection94PENANAj8reTLWTil 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA7rnrrlspC1
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但就是有一個顧忌存在,而我不斷想要找解決方法,每隔一段時間向妳提出,但結局總是,這些提出總不是我們要的答案。8964 copyright protection94PENANAKYNfkMS0Mg 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAC34XaCyQD6
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漸漸地,我可以感受到妳的冷淡。抑或是,妳抑制著情緒。8964 copyright protection94PENANAOqfBo8Ff58 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA2UUYvLSXZK
8964 copyright protection94PENANAlQgdnSwsb0 維尼
不斷接受著回答不出來的問題,卻慢慢的衍生成另外一種顧忌,另外一種壓力。8964 copyright protection94PENANAFrb6ixVijw 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAqSBh4itZDS
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而妳總是包容著我,但我就是希望妳可以說出來。8964 copyright protection94PENANAnFRVrtqVMA 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANACl4hwCr0qS
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但訊息卻使彼此消耗彼此的耐心,妳的應答讓我覺得,妳是在敷衍我,而我的回話,使妳越來越不知道怎麼回覆。8964 copyright protection94PENANAWiPHPyJieh 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANABENfapaRt6
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可能原本,這顧忌真的是件小事。8964 copyright protection94PENANAiw0Sit2L8n 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAsshyhMCLu2
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但如今,不僅這份顧忌越來越嚴重,還衍生了很多問題,形成了我們之間的隔閡。8964 copyright protection94PENANABpogV7ntn4 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAzkFQi8VLmc
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慢慢地,我們的對話開始不自在。慢慢地,我們有一種說不出的疏離。8964 copyright protection94PENANANj3cMbswvH 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAy8opObDqmO
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開始在為彼此的隔閡找藉口。可能是無形中,開學後的忙碌風潮吞噬了我們吧。8964 copyright protection94PENANAPEz9AMPGt8 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANADJU2cqOG89
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可能是我尚未走出我那說不出原因的低潮,加上妳心情也不太好,讓彼此的對話生硬吧。8964 copyright protection94PENANAaKerSkPdoc 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAoyCqKDGC1G
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而現在會讓妳壓力大,可能是我的話語讓妳無話可說吧?8964 copyright protection94PENANA7oD0qx6vZm 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAKolkrF5w4t
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但其實,這些似乎都不是原因。我們少了靜下心來的溝通,少了給彼此沉思的時刻。8964 copyright protection94PENANAw0C0koyrS7 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAKfDJizZmft
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就造成如今,這種局面了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAXpYXrigFrt 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAz1pbxVa3aG
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可能還有更多因素,只是我不太想繼續思考了,資訊量有點過大。原初的那份顧忌,究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection94PENANAIYLKR5Lk4y 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAwvRN0hGtQi
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唉……算了,這不是現在該思考的。8964 copyright protection94PENANAwz0tcPOIqD 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAP8iCRig6Rr
8964 copyright protection94PENANATtj7uwWuZF 維尼
長仰片刻,我的訊息聲響了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAdDp1a4J107 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAuucLVHbgM9
8964 copyright protection94PENANAhJ8F0cEQHZ 維尼
「嗯嗯,你現在有空嗎。」妳,一分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection94PENANAILJhJkI7pn 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA5cWJloAkJK
8964 copyright protection94PENANAuPgRwfKYGd 維尼
妳回我了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAbbX1VW5E3S 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAwIbmbIAOIw
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突然一陣心安,但又有些擔憂。8964 copyright protection94PENANAYfUCpap3be 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAKnU6okZHoh
8964 copyright protection94PENANAF7m8SPtgR3 維尼
我深吸了一口氣,按下了訊息。8964 copyright protection94PENANAjSyD1C3kM3 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAGQQqXaZMnp
8964 copyright protection94PENANAKYt6DccBYs 維尼
我會把事情,處理好的。8964 copyright protection94PENANAbEGVoSrQgC 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAXshdVsplRv
8964 copyright protection94PENANAs4btGwFC06 維尼
相信自己,也相信妳。8964 copyright protection94PENANAo8dfB9Ujbt 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANADEKWDYVsRT
8964 copyright protection94PENANAKdZuDuRnsz 維尼
但願,不是最壞的結局。8964 copyright protection94PENANAbukxEUNvGW 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAHpHhApRc9I
8964 copyright protection94PENANAVMtqjFMWfB 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAE6eX12rIfM
8964 copyright protection94PENANAtJ5sFpyiml 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAN4DZhR8HDN
8964 copyright protection94PENANApkA5iSVOz6 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAKBDDBSdPGJ
8964 copyright protection94PENANAwbjUOVXgCA 維尼
「現在心情還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection94PENANAmqjaqtHHvv 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANACA5HqW0pXX
8964 copyright protection94PENANAf6GXisUf83 維尼
「不太好…..」妳的聲音顯得格外柔弱。8964 copyright protection94PENANAqE7rjJSs1L 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA8cskPz2FdY
8964 copyright protection94PENANAPYCbNoPtJR 維尼
「這樣啊……我也是…..」我有些泛淚,但還是抑制住了。「我們先來解決好這件事好不好?至少讓我們相處上能稍微正常一些。」8964 copyright protection94PENANA9XNiPLSjtH 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAMdMjqZywz2
8964 copyright protection94PENANAj1OuQ0zE91 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection94PENANADVGqCeLiAS 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA93kAZZGm1s
8964 copyright protection94PENANAS4uezJWqWs 維尼
之後陷入冷寂的氣氛。8964 copyright protection94PENANAQq7YpFUxmx 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAhQCmP6oEEc
8964 copyright protection94PENANA7sCKJBH6n1 維尼
妳不言,我不語,而內心卻縈繞著揮之不去的情懷。8964 copyright protection94PENANAFA9DSbkZE6 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAFQn9sixYsw
8964 copyright protection94PENANAK5TQYZ4zNY 維尼
要怎麼做呢?我真的不知道………,明明想要恢復跟平常一樣,但我卻悵惘,甚至覺得那已經,做不到了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAZn9vyaNb0z 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA40J9nhtFZP
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「妳覺得,」我打破了沉默,「一直以來我們的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?」8964 copyright protection94PENANAFdcNCpZoMp 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAYneyULxt3U
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我沒有想要答案。8964 copyright protection94PENANAdOEDN3Xh9z 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA1HQwTVCBvE
8964 copyright protection94PENANAFM85BCZvgv 維尼
只是覺得,這句話是我們彼此都在思考的問題吧。8964 copyright protection94PENANAP629A375Ja 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAZQWKRzh0Xn
8964 copyright protection94PENANAbURZCSsD6C 維尼
「……一直覺得,我們的對話少了一個連結……」妳回答了,只是,妳的情緒竟隔著玻璃框,隨風湧入我的耳簾。8964 copyright protection94PENANAjoYPAIr4ef 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAYnWM3BWGx2
8964 copyright protection94PENANAdKaPm51CeN 維尼
「是嗎……」我也這麼覺得啊,我也這麼覺得啊……8964 copyright protection94PENANAwSnCJeaAZZ 維尼
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說實在我有些淚崩了,但我還是控制住我說話的腔調,好讓對方不要聽出我現在的情緒。8964 copyright protection94PENANA9HpE3vrleH 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAVyDbfiXGb1
8964 copyright protection94PENANAl3wonnGsS1 維尼
「我們,可以慢慢來解決這個問題嗎?」我提出了,我想做的事。8964 copyright protection94PENANAgdJjt8QBsP 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAKWsQhzPdA6
8964 copyright protection94PENANAXyDooGcVZe 維尼
就算在之前覺得顧忌解決不了時,早就料到事情會走到這一步。現在的局面,我知道,不用時間慢慢解決是不行的。8964 copyright protection94PENANAL5BBQYmmuQ 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAFkfPCC2ELr
8964 copyright protection94PENANA3bcNIjGUr2 維尼
對雙方都是。而我相信,一定可以解決的……8964 copyright protection94PENANAZum4Q7DlxZ 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAlew5YzO6aS
8964 copyright protection94PENANAfeDcyVJlQH 維尼
「我不太想繼續談戀愛了。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAvHiSgpgh8g 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA2JKsLB3Zsc
8964 copyright protection94PENANAimEChKMErX 維尼
我在那瞬間不太相信,我聽到了什麼。8964 copyright protection94PENANAk6la7lzBPR 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAOw6y3wltmF
8964 copyright protection94PENANAHrLwshF4MD 維尼
夜裡的風瀟瀟襲入窗紗的細孔。8964 copyright protection94PENANAP0nsjrMwXR 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAaEqye9mXcN
8964 copyright protection94PENANAVkV9MxTvYI 維尼
「妳說什麼?」8964 copyright protection94PENANACVeIhhmbno 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAcmDkJxoQD4
8964 copyright protection94PENANAzs1h3BaJUY 維尼
「我昨天決定好,這個想法了。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAD12EMxzfLU 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAZf53BdTL7X
8964 copyright protection94PENANA9FasdXdwBg 維尼
我……..8964 copyright protection94PENANAxg5dSQDXG8 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANANud3fPujgN
8964 copyright protection94PENANAOOzAw9sAZi 維尼
為什麼呢……8964 copyright protection94PENANAFbYaX8SYSQ 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAum9zsbe7Yk
8964 copyright protection94PENANA1ezX0fGCoT 維尼
「為什麼……為什麼不試著去改善呢?」我徬徨無助。8964 copyright protection94PENANAo67VnALL9H 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA1BQhaXPcjZ
8964 copyright protection94PENANAOSb6GRpJH9 維尼
「有要改善什麼?」冰冷,無情,刺進了我的心扉。8964 copyright protection94PENANASXSnFjx4ma 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA80X3cV6P9G
8964 copyright protection94PENANARkS8VhykoS 維尼
妳這樣……我要怎麼回答?8964 copyright protection94PENANAhT0LVQB9ht 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANARqsLdfYvBx
8964 copyright protection94PENANAsybJ5VBadQ 維尼
這種事情……不就是雙方一起該共同解決的呢?8964 copyright protection94PENANABhMIq4uUwa 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAR6HoJsGMrY
8964 copyright protection94PENANAwnQ2RoEXEx 維尼
但妳卻決定放棄,義無反顧。8964 copyright protection94PENANAg8QJOST6mT 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAiw810sOeWi
8964 copyright protection94PENANAWJsphP2KDF 維尼
語音停歇。8964 copyright protection94PENANAw2JWPftk2b 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA9BB5sh9pdb
8964 copyright protection94PENANAu9RC94cgQt 維尼
「那我們現在,該怎麼辦?難道妳想要,走到那種地步嗎?」理智線早已不見蹤影。8964 copyright protection94PENANAXWzD0345ll 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAq4a8XLzlaU
8964 copyright protection94PENANAr5ZkEMAZCp 維尼
「現在除了那樣,還有什麼結果呢?」8964 copyright protection94PENANAHnNsV6NPvF 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAc6UJcyDtSv
8964 copyright protection94PENANAL4BAptB59F 維尼
「啊……」我,說真的,我好像也開始放棄掙扎了。8964 copyright protection94PENANA3zZktdpLU5 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAt3TxuGQM7N
8964 copyright protection94PENANAux9ksmiex8 維尼
有點自我放棄的開始問了妳問題。8964 copyright protection94PENANAOsR2TAOHbp 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAKk5ILCclTn
8964 copyright protection94PENANAzhkjdqBuvA 維尼
「是不是對我失望了呢。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAnCj8aNJY7H 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAj9ZoeYj40E
8964 copyright protection94PENANA2O5sajXIwK 維尼
對方沉默了一下。「倒也不是。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAGUbPN7qhxr 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAtNyHqFwkxq
8964 copyright protection94PENANA801keODTzu 維尼
「那究竟……」8964 copyright protection94PENANAqMSboydVrj 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAO8qyX7g2Vo
8964 copyright protection94PENANAz03qF6WUmE 維尼
「只是,」妳似乎把這句話放在心裡很久了。8964 copyright protection94PENANABjmIAGRBpS 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAxaUcMJuxaO
8964 copyright protection94PENANASxpzc5fNzH 維尼
「我不想再親近你了。」痛心,多少負面情緒隨波而來……8964 copyright protection94PENANAhPFHASWAS7 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAKiEkq1OrOc
8964 copyright protection94PENANA149XxEZ1E4 維尼
「這樣啊……」我知道,現在的我已經不堪。「其實,我也覺得我們始終會到這種地步。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAZhwReJ2i22 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAhJCZ3yGRav
8964 copyright protection94PENANAjvj4HqSTmV 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAV0RTPMa5ti 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANARvdCdI0EWE
8964 copyright protection94PENANAUR4ECL0qtJ 維尼
畢竟這段時間,我對這段關係越來越覺得不適,看似風平浪靜的日常卻讓彼此的相處越來越奇怪,不說出來,不解決好,遲早會發生問題的。8964 copyright protection94PENANAUHTFogOfRH 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0QxV66DAv
8964 copyright protection94PENANAVXNFEhFeNo 維尼
過去那些說不定真的不是我憑空的亂想吧,只是我們用了錯的溝通方法。8964 copyright protection94PENANA8C4S3YGdv2 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA2PrW1ajxg4
8964 copyright protection94PENANAhs0ZkOhdaZ 維尼
冷冷的訊息似乎已經不是這類事可以妥當處理的管道。8964 copyright protection94PENANAvgS08smnL6 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAHEfPiuyTFy
8964 copyright protection94PENANAUEh3Xq0kin 維尼
但妳矯正牙齒,疫情,分班,單獨出去相處的渺茫機會將我們推得遠遠的。8964 copyright protection94PENANAOc9oEHiyLz 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAkmB7ke6KZi
8964 copyright protection94PENANAiYj8XOAlO7 維尼
我們的管道只剩訊息。8964 copyright protection94PENANA7Y851gp5Tr 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA6ShvV5NR7q
8964 copyright protection94PENANAqBdG5EPbgb 維尼
「好吧……我覺得……」深吸了一口氣,我早已有抱持最壞結果的決心了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAgg3sWVRoey 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA6a0oEuAXgq
8964 copyright protection94PENANAVzskhUVKhH 維尼
畢竟,我已經讓妳不想再親近我了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAKUpmTd5Mrd 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAOebbgYAJPf
8964 copyright protection94PENANAQT2tWGLkNd 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAKoXANV9wC1
8964 copyright protection94PENANAXoXkyfnLnl 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAAMZn5rdOog
8964 copyright protection94PENANAUuqh2VULTD 維尼
「我們,分手吧。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAXs2vgU1aXv 維尼
「好的。」妳說道。8964 copyright protection94PENANArouwk5MEAv 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAs1NJSI2GjA
8964 copyright protection94PENANAgWG3uugP2P 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANARB7I6jqOwq
8964 copyright protection94PENANAwXmJuUB7p2 維尼
「我們這個,算是誰提的呢?」說出來後,我那複雜的情緒緩解了不少。8964 copyright protection94PENANAc1ozaIZk6s 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAxzQ5AsXTZi
8964 copyright protection94PENANA0OhnLgQJuv 維尼
「一起的吧。」妳想了想,「我們是和平分手的。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAvGXyDZAhIk 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA84tIyGANhy
8964 copyright protection94PENANAkSwyAAfdE2 維尼
「嗯嗯,這樣也好。」我放下了沉重的身軀,倚靠在牆邊。8964 copyright protection94PENANAljEnUB66Ws 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA6LjlXGAxHE
8964 copyright protection94PENANA7EVUDYZ0jH 維尼
腦袋的空白沒有意識到時間持續在行走。我有點想要掛電話了。內心除了崩潰,也被妳那句話重重傷害。8964 copyright protection94PENANAV5cxGN4Bgy 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAVcQhhkRGwa
8964 copyright protection94PENANAF8nOm0Ahpj 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAMEpMycVUM4
8964 copyright protection94PENANAI16rHDwqZe 維尼
我不想再親近你了。8964 copyright protection94PENANATrk7WAibcX 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAJIs5qDUb2s
8964 copyright protection94PENANA0XvqlE45hg 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANABVaNr35l3X
8964 copyright protection94PENANA0z8NuExyE0 維尼
可是,這段時間妳不也是慢慢的淡出我的生活嗎?8964 copyright protection94PENANAnL9fkPvRJE 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANApjubTVTIZk
8964 copyright protection94PENANAoR1893ABew 維尼
半年未曾見面,卻始終沒有那個可以跟妳出去走走的機會。妳想等撐牙器去除後再出去,可是妳卻跟朋友玩得盡興。想跟妳聊天妳的訊息也是那麼冷淡。妳說跑班來找我這事我早就覺得不可能發生了。只好爭取中午陪妳拿餐而短短相處五分鐘。8964 copyright protection94PENANAk13AGm4Y2t 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANARCLdf9FI1H
8964 copyright protection94PENANADzPQ8Vhrjg 維尼
我覺得這些都無所謂,畢竟……8964 copyright protection94PENANAJOQIhGKOmA 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA3mzwETqcz0
8964 copyright protection94PENANAuIw5NB9eeF 維尼
至少可以有跟妳的相處時間我就很滿足了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAEVw2DgxqsY 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAiY4AeDLGUy
8964 copyright protection94PENANALQHJoYfxdP 維尼
可能妳會覺得我有些貪心了吧,明明這樣維持也不錯,又想邀妳出去走走。8964 copyright protection94PENANAe7jPIZNWTl 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA7GySf5zl7p
8964 copyright protection94PENANAqNTnkwy94X 維尼
說好這禮拜六要去圖書館聚聚,而看起來朋友的邀約比我還有魅力。8964 copyright protection94PENANA0EYw7XO3qn 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAVw7T6U7hjP
8964 copyright protection94PENANA3h4fxS9fMk 維尼
明明是我先來的。8964 copyright protection94PENANAKetgmh06VV 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAHoMc5wnGMN
8964 copyright protection94PENANAtXmSupLxH2 維尼
而妳說的那禮拜天約啊是多麼的無情。8964 copyright protection94PENANABHyCbCaoYn 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANALtBhw3u3pH
8964 copyright protection94PENANAz5WlAd5vIy 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAEfhMxWBXqY
8964 copyright protection94PENANAHNGCQAfroD 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳出去。8964 copyright protection94PENANAWAU47IRFJF 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAO3ZS9Uxrb0
8964 copyright protection94PENANAhqmnOCrKw2 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAdQrkE1YnZY
8964 copyright protection94PENANAgXYDpKJkpp 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳有情侶上的互動。8964 copyright protection94PENANAefoJuDznc4 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANALxuW8XQdSR
8964 copyright protection94PENANAXvFTjBeyNP 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAXeUHjeIjrX
8964 copyright protection94PENANACaLqhx5nk0 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳聊天。8964 copyright protection94PENANAgp76M5R8QE 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAuKZRWUOITv
8964 copyright protection94PENANAyX2UdKHal8 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAFNjsedCwki
8964 copyright protection94PENANAJSzUv1DVsf 維尼
久了,我也累了想這些問題了,影響我太多了。曾經對自己的約法三章的信念何時被吞噬?8964 copyright protection94PENANAAOmoITIzxV 維尼
「吶。」8964 copyright protection94PENANA93NXJdNusD 維尼
「嗯?」8964 copyright protection94PENANAnPjB4tfh4Z 維尼
我的視線可能已被銀河那段的晶瑩閃光吞噬了。8964 copyright protection94PENANALoP0rUrxgp 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAgTU23zprel
8964 copyright protection94PENANAoyRqJtoF8O 維尼
「妳覺得這段日子,是好的回憶嗎?」8964 copyright protection94PENANA3mVYas1f73 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA01K33ANcMl
8964 copyright protection94PENANA68nuUQTYuo 維尼
「嗯嗯是吧。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAgEVGDeGqK9 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAwBcktBmmU4
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「要是,再來一次,知道會是這樣的結果,妳還會跟我在一起嗎?」8964 copyright protection94PENANAX3X1O1buO8 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAY3lEPa8mPY
8964 copyright protection94PENANAJNW5k4WKo9 維尼
停頓可能成了綿亙。8964 copyright protection94PENANAn2jSQS4UPr 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAn5AmKwc6P4
8964 copyright protection94PENANAs07ohsEbx0 維尼
「應該,還是會吧。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAv8wsga3QaE 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANALgXN9oEqV3
8964 copyright protection94PENANAMJerUiBvsg 維尼
「是嗎……謝謝。」我苦笑了一聲。8964 copyright protection94PENANAsaPI8E9qEL 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAjRlC2A6ilk
8964 copyright protection94PENANA5DTp2rCDiL 維尼
「那我們未來該怎麼辦呢?」8964 copyright protection94PENANAXd6F60M4jJ 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANACYvGe84ffq
8964 copyright protection94PENANAbCxAhvOlQa 維尼
「妳是指我們之間的關係嗎?」8964 copyright protection94PENANAM8aDeAnvny 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAjWs6fCg742
8964 copyright protection94PENANAB9YfHklwxi 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAR8YPGPzCWU 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA3HkOkT1571
8964 copyright protection94PENANAwWFalw2KKh 維尼
我沉思了一下。8964 copyright protection94PENANAW01IKIF8Kj 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAKM8beijBS2
8964 copyright protection94PENANA4EKl0i0ZMx 維尼
「妳會想當朋友嗎?」8964 copyright protection94PENANA76pCquQXli 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANANXLhqfu5LQ
8964 copyright protection94PENANAfDcuxJHIRs 維尼
「可是,這樣不就會像是那種斷不乾淨的…」8964 copyright protection94PENANArNPOyyJYqk 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAPjxSc5Z5xi
8964 copyright protection94PENANA9aDimccPnB 維尼
「看妳吧,我都可以,只是我會把妳當朋友的。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAvfAgeU9WLA 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAOjgkfCimgY
8964 copyright protection94PENANA8nTjj5P9Ke 維尼
「嗯嗯。」妳只是輕聲說。「那我們就這樣吧。」後來討論了還東西的事,還有一些需要處理的後續問題。8964 copyright protection94PENANAxqbZE1Un0v 維尼
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8964 copyright protection94PENANAGkb022kWTu 維尼
最後,我又開啟了我平常時的嘮叨。8964 copyright protection94PENANAxN67FFdg4P 維尼
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8964 copyright protection94PENANAJgs4rOM3Nw 維尼
希望這趟旅程,妳能夠記得我們美好的時刻。8964 copyright protection94PENANAvPC7UHUV8U 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAGu4glvkj5S
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然後,聽我的,什麼事都不要撐。8964 copyright protection94PENANAlVDedkJ5vo 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAsZ8UNuMrVG
8964 copyright protection94PENANAxHnSHB4Stb 維尼
不要常常把自己搞得憂鬱症,答應我,要開心。8964 copyright protection94PENANAsZwcAN0ge5 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANA136jNZ2If1
8964 copyright protection94PENANAFO1S5BlkYn 維尼
希望妳可以走出妳的心結,若真的承受不住的話,想要有人幫忙傾聽的話我會在的。8964 copyright protection94PENANAyJe9VXL0KK 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAsKrSxgRltl
8964 copyright protection94PENANAYJwvZVt25r 維尼
祝妳幸福。8964 copyright protection94PENANArC1tJtdOVe 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAc6AMvnUyiA
8964 copyright protection94PENANAF5iKS74ecS 維尼
可能妳的回應一樣是那般平靜冷淡,但那也無所謂了,因為我已經把我想要說的話說完了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAqK8L9iGaON 維尼
最後的最後,我們準備結束通話。8964 copyright protection94PENANAjxrPogGjFa 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAsiKyzvGSY0
8964 copyright protection94PENANAF3IUWfAzZG 維尼
「晚安。」8964 copyright protection94PENANANjSqX7urKk 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAEdsyzIlxZB
8964 copyright protection94PENANAI9egoLIG6q 維尼
這個晚安,陪了我一年多的晚安,想起今後它的消逝,心窗被一種魔力為之一震,一揪,碎裂聲沙沙鏘鏘。8964 copyright protection94PENANA2dWWgCd92e 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAEBNgvcJkgq
8964 copyright protection94PENANAw2pfleF0Td 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAqRHlJuKrGj
8964 copyright protection94PENANAvjYMybvl15 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAfWLBYhK7dY
8964 copyright protection94PENANArKhB0hhxw6 維尼
我再次感受到知覺時外頭的熹光散舒已在廣闊的青青大田上。櫥窗台前手機上的訊息,始終沒有通知。我慣例性的拿起手機,打開妳的訊息欄。8964 copyright protection94PENANAmQWB84GWsP 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANALzYMTlve4w
8964 copyright protection94PENANAzwi56QlInW 維尼
「早安。」8964 copyright protection94PENANAfmpYH7SYkd 維尼
98Please respect copyright.PENANAxlGlJhi4Vp
8964 copyright protection94PENANA6nGjCyfkHt 維尼
但隨之卻是刪除,沒有傳送,我已經對自己無法改變的習慣失望第四次了。8964 copyright protection94PENANAQGnXWPvmhs 維尼
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