I received this email on my school Chromebook after rethinking life so I could be a person I’m not so people won’t stop pressuring me. I’m staring at it wide-eyed. Can’t really believe people would go this far to save a suicidal idiot. Life really fucked with my already-fucked-up fourteen-year-old brain. The email said something like this: 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXCeQyiVBP
I will not commit suicide39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBAYvmZpcc
Or something like that. But, anyhow, it was a document I had to sign, like an agreement. A ‘safety plan.’ You know what came to my mind while reading the document? I thought, ‘Wow… They’re willing to go this far?’ sarcastically. What are they gonna do if I do? Fucking revive me? You expect a 14-year-old teenager who is clearly in the ‘rebellion’ stage to not rebel? Fuck that. When I don’t go with this ‘agreement’ what can they do? Call their lawyer? ‘Ohhhh I have all rights to a LAwYer and because you fUcKinG disobeyed the digital paper agreement that in no ways detain you or stop you from doing anything, and now im uPseT because you hUrT yOurSeLf’ or something like that. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCUyhRID3B
So let’s see now, you must be wondering how I got to this stage and why I’m like this (go fuck yourself, asshole). Well, to answer that, I’m not gonna.
Here I am, in front of my computer, staring at the fucking docusign that will ‘save my emotional, physical, and mental life,’ whispering to myself like a dead beat orange who got fucked by a 500-year-old sasquatch, 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocwQ6EEVmp
“OOOHHHH. Fuck me.”39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbPyR9fKwz
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRSe4fQg41
