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No Plagiarism!y0YYYVywev7r9AAA8ZXbposted on PENANA 雖然Ellis也對我解釋過不下十次,但剛剛被拒絕了的我心中固然相當不忿,完全沒把她口中所謂的解釋當成是一回事。我一心只覺得她只是在找藉口拒絕我罷了。8964 copyright protection386PENANAPuQJpudubu 維尼
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「唉...你鐘意啦...」我晦氣地說,又翻過身背向著她。8964 copyright protection386PENANA7GaTkAb9lD 維尼
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「唔好咁啦!乖啦BB~真係唔係有野呃你...唉...我都唔知點解會咁...」Ellis馬上轉身環抱著我說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAULqzMBqCP2 維尼
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「好喇好喇~你真係咁想要未扑囉...乖啦唔好嬲啦」她嘗試哄我說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAo5yAdePZzy 維尼
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突然轉變的口風,不禁令我高興了一剎。8964 copyright protection386PENANAYGtMByyny7 維尼
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可惜我卻在下一剎那認清了事實。這種苦苦相逼才肯答應的床事根本不是我想要的。我想要的是兩人都在曖昧、激情的氣氛之下發生,而不是她為了應付和平息我的情緒才勉強答應。8964 copyright protection386PENANA8Ye4nD1NxT 維尼
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「算啦...你攰就休息下算啦...」我說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAE4BgmHwBZJ 維尼
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「喂啊...明明你仲嬲緊囉...唔好咁啦!真係唔係有其他仔啊...最多比埋電話你睇。」她說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAdBLdyAKKqA 維尼
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「唉......唔洗喇,你攰就休息下啦。我都想攤下hea下咁。」我嘆氣說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAUBOzo0YAz0 維尼
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無可否認,就算大學時期經歷過多段扭曲的關係都好,我仍未曾從中汲取教訓。8964 copyright protection386PENANAlf7LrKwsFT 維尼
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那時的我仍然是個略嫌幼稚、只懂逃避問題的男生。如果當時我得悉兩人性事不合之後,懂得主動跟Ellis搞清楚事情的主因;成熟地了解她的想法,我想事情絕不會向著錯誤的方向走。8964 copyright protection386PENANAwW2deSwrtf 維尼
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無奈那時的我仍然是個被精蟲充昏頭腦,一心只想射精、做愛的傢伙。8964 copyright protection386PENANANIttc8bB3b 維尼
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「如果她不願意,那我只好找別人做吧。」8964 copyright protection386PENANANHhwzD6rCH 維尼
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這是我被Ellis拒絕之後,心中萌起的首個想法。8964 copyright protection386PENANAkM7eXRgFLH 維尼
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那天我被她拒絕做愛的請求之後,兩人沉默地卧在床上。我伸手取回放在書桌上的電話,背向著她用手機看Youtube,而她也背向著我玩電話。8964 copyright protection386PENANAEtPJ3fOK0m 維尼
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從後腦勺傳來Ellis在床上翻身的動靜,都在告訴我她很想主動打開話題。可是,默不作聲的她終究也沒有說過任何一句話。8964 copyright protection386PENANABkC76egr2D 維尼
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我不知道她在想甚麼,或許她也不知道該說甚麼;或許她很想坦白自己已經有別的男生;或許她也想跟我聊一聊沒有性慾的原因;或許她是在害怕多說一句話就會惹我生氣吧......8964 copyright protection386PENANAXKgyy29LsG 維尼
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年輕的我們、不夠成熟我們,始終都只懂以不說、不提的方式去逃避問題。8964 copyright protection386PENANAx1dSCJtYj3 維尼
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我們一直在床上虛耗光陰,直到她終於開口說話。8964 copyright protection386PENANAQWzUvIeebE 維尼
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「我返去喇,同屋企講咗返去食飯。」她對我說。8964 copyright protection386PENANARkqDWkT7JO 維尼
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「你唔好嬲啦~我真係冇呃你!」她再三強調說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAj9dnKjFTT1 維尼
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「冇啦...」我晦氣地說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAjyowp6vAcs 維尼
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「咁我送你出去啦。」我又說。8964 copyright protection386PENANA4j5BGH7IeY 維尼
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我們一同從床上起來。既沒有拾回散落在地上的內衣褲,也沒有站在鏡子面前整理好衣服。因為我們由始到終也是衣衫整齊。8964 copyright protection386PENANA0BbrU1HbOU 維尼
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Ellis跟在我身後,而我則是有氣無力地拉開房門。身後她似乎察覺到一直低頭我仍然介意今天的事。8964 copyright protection386PENANAgohKecQWFk 維尼
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她馬上從後抱著我說:「BB~唔好咁唔開心啦...我今日真係攰咋...同埋真係唔會呃你囉...我地明明日日都見,仲邊有時間搵其他仔。」8964 copyright protection386PENANAttzJaxLKcC 維尼
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其實我實在沒有心情去理她,因為我或多或少也在懷疑她外面有別的男生。我亦想不透要是她以後都不想跟我做愛,日子該怎麼走下去。8964 copyright protection386PENANAW57hcjnMgH 維尼
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如果你問我有沒有想過分手,我想當時應該也未至於。因為我依舊喜歡她、依舊想跟她待在一起、依舊對於兩人的未來有所憧憬。我很清楚自己絕對捨不得跟她分手,就算一時衝動講出分手二字,大概明天起床的時候就會後悔了。8964 copyright protection386PENANA2B4jaRRPi9 維尼
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我只好在她面前強裝釋懷,甚至擠出了一個虛假至極的微笑。8964 copyright protection386PENANADEiD9O2q9p 維尼
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「算啦~攰就下次先啦,但你唔好呃我就得。」我回頭抱著她說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAvrl79uM2vM 維尼
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「你真係要信我啊...我真係冇搵其他人!」她用盡力抱緊我說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAOVLVfINszJ 維尼
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「得喇...」我無力地說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAP19RNZOY01 維尼
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「喂啊~你咁講即係仲嬲緊囉!唔得啊!等陣我走咗你一定又會亂諗!」她逐漸提高聲調說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAlrzhpjrmem 維尼
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「唔講清楚先就唔走啊我!」她又強硬地說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAESnwqwNwV0 維尼
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「真係冇野啊...你返去先啦~唔想等陣屋企人返到嚟要尷尷尬尬咁介紹你。」我說。8964 copyright protection386PENANA8RTf7nf6cc 維尼
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「......好啦咁...你真係冇野先好...」她先是沉默半秒,再回答說。8964 copyright protection386PENANANf8wPJiQet 維尼
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「咁我真係走喇...」她接著說。8964 copyright protection386PENANASAAzOOnPqP 維尼
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「知道喇...返到去話我知啦咁。」我說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAUvMsBHLj9Z 維尼
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即使我嘴上說沒有把今天的事放在心上,可是就算我的演技多麼精湛,也掩蓋不了內心失望的情緒。下彎的嘴角、逃避眼神接觸的雙目、輕輕皺起的眉頭,都清晰地向Ellis揭示了我失落的心情。8964 copyright protection386PENANAmFXUNlUCfP 維尼
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本來我都有想過把Ellis送到樓下,不過我實在沒有心情。我相信Ellis也明白這一點,所以她離開的時候都沒有說甚麼。8964 copyright protection386PENANAhEqCcXMX5n 維尼
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「byebye喇...錫啖啦。」她站在正門,向屋內的我說。8964 copyright protection386PENANA2GVxzRXDhF 維尼
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「嗯...」我說。8964 copyright protection386PENANAOaOKuRqzEP 維尼
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「Muah~Muah」她親吻我說。8964 copyright protection386PENANADUnh9mhv8k 維尼
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