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Dawn:好想快啲見到你!8964 copyright protection479PENANAVXDCQFbbKx 維尼
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Dawn:不如我早啲出嚟啦!8964 copyright protection479PENANAEtSsCMW3Wz 維尼
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我:我啱啱放工返到屋企咋~執套過夜著嘅衫就出嚟8964 copyright protection479PENANAmXisdkW2Mg 維尼
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Dawn:好啦咁~你出門口同我講啦8964 copyright protection479PENANAel5LYriPun 維尼
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Dawn:勁心急想見!8964 copyright protection479PENANAlmoEG8DNub 維尼
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我悄悄一瞥屏幕上的訊息通知,接著便把手機收起來。8964 copyright protection479PENANA59qG2TQeMg 維尼
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「做咩啊?等陣約咗frd呀?」Ellis一邊喝熱檸蜜一邊說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAqH378SOkGP 維尼
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「唔係啦,手機game啲通知姐。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA2sDvyMlMq2 維尼
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「哦...咁等我飲埋就走啦。」Ellis說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAvpfey9ETfJ 維尼
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「嗯。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA0wIXsUvSlx 維尼
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我看著Ellis把逐少逐少的把不鏽鋼杯內的熱檸蜜喝光,接著我便舉手告知待應我們打算結帳離開。8964 copyright protection479PENANAgg78ya5Azx 維尼
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自情人節起,又過去了一兩個月。8964 copyright protection479PENANA6iz6SaKvTh 維尼
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這一兩個月以來,意外地沒甚麼大風大浪。不過,平穩的日子對我來說,才是最要命的生活。我跟Ellis還是那個老樣子,每次見面都沒甚麼激情的,就像一對老夫老妻似的。不外乎也是吃飯、放狗,然後星期日就一起去Cafe喝杯咖啡。8964 copyright protection479PENANArQUjDW6Tmx 維尼
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這種例行公事般的日程,害我都不太想見面了。要不是人類一定要吃晚飯,大概我們就連平日下班之後也不會特地約見。至於性事,我早就忘記了我上一次跟Ellis做愛的時候是哪時了。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8OmFJAmIuQ 維尼
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有半年以上嗎?還是更久之前了。總之就是記不起了。8964 copyright protection479PENANApfidiUszEc 維尼
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雖然我們很久都沒有做愛,但我卻再沒有對Ellis抱怨過這件事。我猜正因為我不再對她抱怨,我們好似就連吵架的理由也少了一樣。8964 copyright protection479PENANAA8zOIXsTvj 維尼
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至於我不再對她抱怨的原因是甚麼,相信大家都很清楚。8964 copyright protection479PENANA23ZGht4QyA 維尼
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反倒是Ellis有向我問起過這件事。現在回想起來,也許從那時開始,她就開始懷疑我在外面有別的女生了。縱使,我從來都沒有在她口中問出她真實的想法。8964 copyright protection479PENANAmyNCRXhcrz 維尼
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還記得那是某次週末晚餐之後的時間。由於Dawn那天約了一些好姊妹去喝酒,所以我沒有約她一起過夜。晚餐之後,我和Ellis就在尖沙咀噴泉那邊隨意逛逛。即使那時街上的店鋪通通都關門了,但我們也不太介意。8964 copyright protection479PENANAr0Ie6a4gyI 維尼
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那應該也算是我們臨近分手前,少有的地向對方說出「心底話」的時刻。8964 copyright protection479PENANAgpmSmZ2bza 維尼
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還記得那個位置被多間酒店包圍,而且又有大量酒吧和小吃店。除了充斥著燒烤的油脂香氣之外,不遠處還能看見不少人在舉杯暢飲。8964 copyright protection479PENANAW3gcQfI97J 維尼
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Ellis不喝酒,所以她說想找一個人流少,又有地方坐下休息的地方。最終,我們在噴泉附近一處暗處的椅子坐下。8964 copyright protection479PENANABckXD1v5p5 維尼
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二、三月的天氣還算涼爽,兩人依靠著對方乘涼,感受著晚間獨有的微風。我們起初都沒有說話,原因並不是找不到話題,而是兩人實在太過熟悉對方了。就算在一起的時候不說話,也絲毫不會覺得尷尬。8964 copyright protection479PENANAS65cvugQHs 維尼
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可是,我沒想到她跟我「談心」的第一句話竟然是一句有點奇怪的開場白。8964 copyright protection479PENANA0bsM15hngY 維尼
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「喂...問你一樣野呀?」她收起手機說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAKjosRzaXZg 維尼
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「咩啊?」我一邊看手機一邊回答。8964 copyright protection479PENANABBneO5U21U 維尼
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「你收埋電話先啦!認真啊!」她語氣帶著幾分焦燥和撒嬌地說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPsc47xpdO2 維尼
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每當她用這種半罵半求的語氣對我說話的時候,我就知道她有些事想認真跟我聊聊了。熟知她脾氣的我自然不敢怠慢,我立刻就收起手機,一臉認真地說:「係!做咩事啊!」8964 copyright protection479PENANAJ1kNXqkp6t 維尼
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「haha~你個樣突然咁認真,好唔習慣。」她被我認真的臉逗笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8CbF1PGlgf 維尼
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「冇啊~只係想問下,你平時有冇打飛機架?」她收起笑臉問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAEUjQTcKtu5 維尼
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「下!?」我以為自己聽錯。8964 copyright protection479PENANAAIzPtjqVlk 維尼
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沒想到她罕見地認真跟我說起的話題,竟然是關於我「打飛機」的事。我實在有點錯愕,亦被她惹得哭笑不得。8964 copyright protection479PENANAe5Wh3vx3FR 維尼
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既然她一本正經地說出這種最不正經的話題,我自然不會認真地回答她。8964 copyright protection479PENANANfU9DZ0LeN 維尼
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「打飛『滋』呢啲咁私人嘅事...我唔會話比你知囉~我怕醜架嘛~」我輕輕向下低頭,又裝出一副害羞的表情,像個含苞待放的少女一般扭扭捏捏地說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAQFnpGxEjax 維尼
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「喂啊!收皮啦你!你認真啲啦!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAh0W42iLmCW 維尼
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「下?!你冇啦啦問我打飛機嘅事,我好難認真架喎!」我無辜地說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJB1dVIBWO2 維尼
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「點解你想知先!」我問。8964 copyright protection479PENANA5shnCHgnBm 維尼
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「因為我想知囉!你答咗我先就話你聽!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAsKnoD30zYz 維尼
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我沒想太多,隨口就說:「一時時啦,點都會嘅...」8964 copyright protection479PENANAHVeoEPb6tF 維尼
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「下...你點會係一時時啊?你成日都咁想扑野!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAbEti0loqXC 維尼
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「咁打得太多,都唔係咁好架嘛...」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAGZ1v9Zi29Z 維尼
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「都唔知係咪!可能你都搵咗人扑野啦!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA5vpJ76K5jC 維尼
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我瞬間就恍然大悟,完全明白她這一問題的用意。不過,我沒想到她會用這種那麼愚昧的方法去試探我。我想這絕對不是她的主意,肯定是她的八婆朋友給她想的餿主意。8964 copyright protection479PENANAydagH89Ob6 維尼
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「下!?你咁問就係想知我有冇搵人扑野呀?」我問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAifJ70SLY3Q 維尼
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「係啊...因為你好耐都冇問我搞唔搞...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA7RCwsnJbri 維尼
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「下...咁問咗你都唔想架啦...」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA9PcQbD2slk 維尼
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「唉...咁...好囉...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAtwHSuT396u 維尼
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「但真係冇啦...我冇搵其他人。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAfTPdkPh6o9 維尼
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「唉...唔知...覺得你呢排好可疑囉!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAzt9UF2UaNn 維尼
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我不明白她說我很可疑的原因,但總不能表現得太過焦慮。8964 copyright protection479PENANAZFVmbTHpxT 維尼
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「咁點解先...我明明咩都冇做過...」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAZStHzWFXpW 維尼
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「因為你成日夜晚好早就消失囉!明明你平時都唔會咁早瞓,更加唔好話星期五六啦!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANApeKswQdnBh 維尼
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「然後有時半夜先無啦啦覆機...勁似係同人扑完野之後覆我囉!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA712zBR8ljF 維尼
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對於她這一句猜想,我實無言以對。因為事實的確如她所想,我是跟別人上完床之後才回覆她的。既然我不能正面回應,就只能把問題拋回她身上了。8964 copyright protection479PENANAqRiJpFVbrX 維尼
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「你又知半夜覆機就係同人扑完野?你咁熟你都好可疑喎!定你先係搵咗人扑野,再惡人先告狀啊!明明一直以嚟唔想同我扑嗰個都係你。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA5G8KcX1QAM 維尼
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「冇啦,你知我唔會。次次講親哩樣你都係咁,之後就開始傾唔到落去。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAkd8BwYmz9B 維尼
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「我都係好奇想知點解你呢排冇問姐...洗唔洗咁惡?」她再說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAzfbfn2hJFn 維尼
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「我冇惡...我只係講事實姐!傾咗又點?個結果都係一樣。」我動氣說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAOvXANmboYd 維尼
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「唉知你冇喇,唔想嘈交!你就當我冇問啦!次次講親都係嘈交。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANARGLrO994AV 維尼
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「下?邊個問起先?」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAMRxTxrCxVU 維尼
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「得喇!未話唔講囉!你好煩啊!」她也逐漸變得激動起來。8964 copyright protection479PENANA5EZqIlu32k 維尼
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這就是我們的日常,每次談及這方面的話題總會以吵架收場。所以,我實在不明白她為甚麼會在那個時候問起這件事。她絕對清楚,這種事從很久以前開始,就變成了我們之間的禁語。8964 copyright protection479PENANAooCUFjONv3 維尼
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除了是她的八婆朋友出的主意之外,我想也只可能是她終於開始懷疑我了。大概是懷疑到連對朋友傾訴之後也放不下疑心,因而才會對我施以盤問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAuknlu7lmVq 維尼
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感情變淡、吵架、性事不合、出軌、信任破裂,我猜這些都是令人想從一段關係中抽離部分原因。而這段感情,這段我和Ellis的感情,正好包含了以上種種問題。8964 copyright protection479PENANAT5AlyxaNGq 維尼
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其實分手,也只是時間上的問題。我們的關係,就好似一座睡火山一樣。危機一直都存在,當岩漿從地底噴發的時候,才算得上是災難。我們兩人都仿似等待著一個機會、理由、藉口,好讓大家都有個理直氣壯地爆發的時機,然後才正式終止這段關係。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPfTPql1bpf 維尼
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就算你說我們的關係很Toxic,我也絕不否認。8964 copyright protection479PENANAAt8cDr1ZSz 維尼
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倘若你處於這種既複雜又一言難盡的關係之中,其實也不用太過徬徨,你仍然會有很多種解決方法。8964 copyright protection479PENANAQqxQS0yAlC 維尼
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最直接的做法是分手,一了百了。這對於感情不算深的情侶來說,應該是最快、成本最低的做法。8964 copyright protection479PENANA6JtGOHoIrV 維尼
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可是,對於一些拍拖以年計的情侶來說。不是每個人都可以這麼狠心,也不是每個人也有足夠的勇氣,去改變現時的生活節奏。那種睡醒一覺起來,得悉再也看不見某人傳來新訊息的滋味,一時三刻的確難以接受。8964 copyright protection479PENANAS4g2mWTh4t 維尼
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如果你心中依然存有幾分責任感,以及對她仍有點執著,你亦可以試下跟她共同解決兩人之間的問題。或許本來殘缺不堪的愛情,在兩人共同經歷過困難和磨練之後,你會發現柳暗花明又一村。8964 copyright protection479PENANAX2imkcI8CM 維尼
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不過在現今這個來去匆匆、約炮、偷食都是常態的年代。那些還在追求90年代愛情的人,可說都是一些瀕危物種,而且還是未受保護的那種。8964 copyright protection479PENANAnIMf3b0NZa 維尼
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然而,對於那時的我來說。我既下不了狠心,試過解決問題卻以失敗收場。因此,我選擇了第三個方案。8964 copyright protection479PENANAFyZwY9uiRc 維尼
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我不想親自評價這個方法的好壞與對錯,因為逃避對某些人來說,有時是最簡單的做法。8964 copyright protection479PENANA1Mcc844qhF 維尼
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「咁你係咪返去喇?」Ellis問。8964 copyright protection479PENANALflDjw3mz2 維尼
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「係啊,食完飯都冇地方行啦。以為你想返去,明明平時你食完飯就話想走。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA4df8RdEiBZ 維尼
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「咁平時第二日仲要返工啊嘛,不過算啦,你唔想行陣就返去。」Ellis說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAkaffyMv3jE 維尼
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我和Ellis從餐廳離開之後,我們便如常地在地鐵分別。Ellis似乎想多待一會,但是我亦懶得挽留她。同時也因為約了Dawn的關係,而不想跟她多逛一會。8964 copyright protection479PENANA0mzBVhaIe4 維尼
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我今晚和Dawn約好了在北角附近見面,因為她家就在那邊。沒錯,我們今晚並不是約在酒店,而是到她家過夜。幸好Dawn是家中的獨生女,而她的父母又剛好一起去了旅行。所以我才有這個機會到她家過夜。8964 copyright protection479PENANAGRP8YLIIoR 維尼
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我也是第一次到Dawn的家作客,心中期待之餘,更有一點緊張。8964 copyright protection479PENANABSeDLZb8Ds 維尼
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我毫無留戀地看著Ellis上車,手臂機械式地揮一揮手,然後轉身離去。車門關上的一刻,我還有一點興奮的感覺。我知道自己更想見的人早已不是Ellis了,而是Dawn。8964 copyright protection479PENANAWzsQoTbXSw 維尼
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待列車駛離之後,我馬上告訴Dawn我已經在路上,應該半小時內就會到北角那邊。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8c0NEtegw2 維尼
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Dawn:好啦咁~洗唔洗食啲野啊~可以同你去附近行下先~8964 copyright protection479PENANAPPMHB8KPfT 維尼
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我:唔餓啦我~你喺附近行唔怕咩?可能會撞到啲隔離左右8964 copyright protection479PENANAWmKXtNqNbs 維尼
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Dawn:唔怕啊~因為心急想見你~所以想快啲出嚟8964 copyright protection479PENANAbhRt94S0Rj 維尼
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我:傻仔,沖乾淨個人等我仲好啦~8964 copyright protection479PENANA3msBQBsZpR 維尼
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Dawn:唔係一齊沖咩?8964 copyright protection479PENANAVZwPxmiC3p 維尼
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我:都得~好快到啦~8964 copyright protection479PENANAfAdRad1LmN 維尼
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面對兩邊如此不一樣的相處方式,我相信任何人也會更想投入於Dawn這一邊。8964 copyright protection479PENANAlFooSAlKEo 維尼
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說起來,情人節Weed Party之後,Dawn有試探性地問過她的朋友。問他們那一朝早有否聽見一些奇怪的聲音。8964 copyright protection479PENANAxjKAB8snYX 維尼
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好在,所有人都說沒有。我想大家都應該是真的睡著了,大家都不知道我們在廁所裏面發生的事。因此,Johnny後來又舉辦了第二次的Weed Party,而我和Dawn自然亦受邀出席。8964 copyright protection479PENANAgRo9EP0smy 維尼
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不過,那一次阿皮並沒有再出現。而我和Dawn也再沒有在廁所裏面偷偷做出那種事。8964 copyright protection479PENANAv3eiBzYzqp 維尼
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雖然我和Dawn的關係,仍然是以性來維繫。大多數見面的日子,也是以上床做愛為最終目的。可是,我們卻逐漸走出了這種單一的相處模式。8964 copyright protection479PENANAi2kRrk4nQ7 維尼
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我們會約對方吃飯、喝酒、Shisha。她提早下課之後,有時都會接我下班。即使我們從沒向對方說出拍拖一詞,也未有確立過男女朋友的關係。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJFAQPIJRGn 維尼
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但是,我們的生活卻漸漸過得像一對情侶。483Please respect copyright.PENANAVoqy3u7Sjl
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她會對我分享生活中的大小事。例如今天在學校遇到了甚麼趣事、倒霉事,跟哪些人去吃飯、見面。她也會拍照給我看,證明自己並沒有偷偷見其他男生。8964 copyright protection479PENANANASjNk8IdQ 維尼
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她也會對我訴說學業上的壓力,關心我工作上的心忙碌。她亦會毫不掩飾地說出對我的掛念,不過,自從那天清晨一起等巴士之後,她就再也沒有對我問起過拍拖的事。8964 copyright protection479PENANAYxEKhg06Fp 維尼
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我不知道是她終於看清我是個怎樣的人,還是想給予二人一些喘息的空間。也許她會看準時機,然後重新說起這件事;也許她早就放棄了,然後默默地享受這種似是而非的親密關係。8964 copyright protection479PENANAR97uEfFiNU 維尼
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我也不明白,實在不明白...8964 copyright protection479PENANAsCTFLbfZcV 維尼
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我倒是很享受這種不需要負責任的關係。既有一個人讓我感到被喜歡和被需要,同時也讓我從冷漠的戀愛關係之中暫且抽離一下。8964 copyright protection479PENANALjo4vsDBdY 維尼
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你說她是個替代品,感覺又不一樣。你說她是個「水泡」,我又未至於受情傷需要人為我療傷。唯獨她是我喜歡的對象,這點是無容置疑的。8964 copyright protection479PENANAiTjEytkKD4 維尼
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這段日子以來,我的確有想過跟Dawn在一起,也想過好幾個跟Ellis分手的藉口。8964 copyright protection479PENANAUovIZBKfBp 維尼
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例如直接對她攤牌,說兩人關係變淡了。又或是對她坦白,說她不能滿足我的需要之類。然而,我一直都猶豫不決。8964 copyright protection479PENANAZRHjKswTbi 維尼
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我不敢想像沒有了Ellis的日子。畢竟除了做愛之外,日常生活相處上也找不到甚麼大問題。我亦不敢再次踏出那一步,跟下一個FWB變成情侶。多次失敗的經歷使我有一點卻步,也磨滅了以前那種見步行步的心態。8964 copyright protection479PENANAtgtsdPWncz 維尼
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既然試過那麼多次都沒有好結果,大概下一次、再下一次、再再下一次的結果也是相同。雖然我沒有預知未來的能力,但為何歷史總是驚人的相似。8964 copyright protection479PENANAMoGysic8mv 維尼
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她再沒有提起過拍拖的事,反而令我們過得更自在。我亦希望她一直都不要提起。就好似星星、月亮、太陽一樣,只要某些事跟隨既定的軌跡走,才不至於天下大亂。8964 copyright protection479PENANAGeIxaRckDo 維尼
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我從北角站離開,站在北角站的A出口等Dawn。晚上的北角很清靜。也許是我看慣了中環那邊人潮洶湧的景況,所以才會覺得這邊特別冷清。8964 copyright protection479PENANA3LnD97XAOW 維尼
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不遠處亦能看見仍在行駛的電車,電車慢悠悠地往前行駛,連續地發出咯咯、咯咯的聲音。看見附近有多間仍在營業的食肆,忽然就讓我肚子餓起來。我突然想起Dawn剛才說不如先買點吃的......8964 copyright protection479PENANATWzZBhZR0B 維尼
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「喂!」Dawn突然在某個角落蹦出來喊道。8964 copyright protection479PENANA5jioz6xXda 維尼
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穿上一身街坊裝、拖鞋的她忽然在我身後的盲點跳出來,頓時把我整個人嚇得抖了抖。我是真的被她嚇壞了。8964 copyright protection479PENANAWdQSYGYTSN 維尼
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「嘩屌...真係嚇死...」我仍未從驚嚇的心情平伏過來。8964 copyright protection479PENANAOzO08IjGor 維尼
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「笑死!真係嚇到你呀?hahahaha…傻仔!」她取笑我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA1XrnjQFE7W 維尼
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「真啦!呢度勁靜囉!」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAiRiNw0iqDp 維尼
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「我以為你會聽到有腳步聲!點知你咁廢~」她繼續笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANARlkjNHg9QU 維尼
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縱使她一見面便為我送上驚嚇,但不難看出她今天的心情的確很不錯。作為見面禮,這實在有點太嗆了。不過,Dawn今晚為我送上的驚嚇可說是陸續有來。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJUwZ0ZNf8x 維尼
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「你心情好好咁喎~做咩咁開心啊~」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA001oDX9163 維尼
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Dawn帶著我從北角站出口離去,朝著她家的方向出發。她說過她家就在附近,大概走過數個街口便會到達大廈門外。8964 copyright protection479PENANAVcqd0PgM01 維尼
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「今日見到你啊嘛~同埋難得我阿爸阿媽唔喺屋企。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAlbo4PbWCGP 維尼
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「我都覺!又會咁啱撞正佢地唔喺屋企~你真係壞喇你!」我摟著Dawn邊走邊說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAwVgEM4hMmW 維尼
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「係啊~仲要你得閒。如果唔係下次再帶到你上嚟嗰陣都唔知係幾時。可能你都識咗其他女唔記得我喇~」她裝可憐說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAD4lv75KwjX 維尼
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「點會,點會唔搵你!」我笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAsNoaO1nv1D 維尼
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「唔知你啦~再算!」她笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAZWh4En1Q4N 維尼
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走過冷清的街道之後,我們很快就到了她家的大廈。我們8964 copyright protection479PENANAj4Dit9hnV3 維尼
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「前面嗰度就係。唉...不過有啲驚先...其實好怕撞到啲鄰居。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAik56YCD1Nh 維尼
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「唔怕啦,呢個鐘數,都返曬屋企唔會落街啦!」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAu2ZGf8zXCB 維尼
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「都係嘅...如果我話不如唔好去我屋企咁你會點...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJPG5ZfFNw9 維尼
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「咁呀...一係換衫一齊去LKF囉!」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAUgVVRU6X9V 維尼
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「下你認真架?」她驚訝地問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAAj947muZZ4 維尼
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「爆房都得嘅~」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8Hc6ExFgNI 維尼
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「講笑咋!其實只係想玩下你!hahah…」她笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAR32MZWi5dE 維尼
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「屌...你真係好無聊...成日試鳩人...」我無奈地說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA03nCcs5gXi 維尼
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「講下笑咋!想睇下你有咩反應姐!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANApYVlykkYKF 維尼
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「唉...今日第二次比你嚇親...」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAqIfXAffSQc 維尼
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「對唔住囉!最多等陣補償返比你~」她邪魅一笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA6pJjsuiKKy 維尼
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「喂你好似有份爽架喎...」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAv1qDxofQKQ 維尼
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「咁係咁架喇~」她笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8cHqRiQvSs 維尼
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「唉~你啲真本性終於露曬出嚟,以前你都仲會扮下野。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANABFkENPAVVx 維尼
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兩人從大廈正門進入大堂,我固然懂得避嫌而沒有摟著她走。兩人都走得光明正大的,但也許從心底都知道我們在做一些偷雞摸狗的事,進入大堂的時候總是有種心虛的感覺。8964 copyright protection479PENANAC0gUqvso89 維尼
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Dawn低頭往升降機直走,而我則是悄悄地望一望保安。只見他露出一副奇怪的笑臉,那是種在看戲的表情,心知肚明之餘,亦有種欣慰的感覺。8964 copyright protection479PENANAorSCJkFKNM 維尼
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我們趕快地走進升降機,我又問:「頭先個保安識得你架?」8964 copyright protection479PENANA39bUQqlmMu 維尼
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「唔係啦,但都做咗好耐,認得都唔出奇。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAhuxWW9uMTh 維尼
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「佢頭先笑笑口咁望住我地。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAb3CUVw5VkX 維尼
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「我都見到囉!唉,唔知佢同我阿爸阿媽熟唔熟呢!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAIm8XpFVsN8 維尼
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「唉~保安肯定知你成日帶唔同仔返嚟,所以先笑成咁啦!」我笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAmSITJ37qh4 維尼
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「痴線!我淨係好耐之前帶過Ex!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAV7qXhyaJRR 維尼
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「唔知你啦!總之而家連保安都知你咩料!知你會帶男人返嚟!hahahah…」我取笑她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA2CAcvRyVVG 維尼
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「佢應該心諗:咦喂!呢條女又換咗仔?!」我模仿保安的心聲說。483Please respect copyright.PENANAV7ohpJfZtw
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「咁又唔會~如果係帶開人,我就唔會驚啦!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAQqw8clHLsE 維尼
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步出升降機之後,Dawn便帶著我走向她家。在走廊上,她還刻意叮囑我入屋前不要大聲說話。不然,很可能會被鄰居聽見。8964 copyright protection479PENANAp8LdcOBwIc 維尼
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「我間房好亂架!」她入屋後帶著我走向她的房間說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAwgimWsw4Sc 維尼
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我笑而不語,因為我已經在不同人身上,聽過這句話很多次了。基本上每個女生帶男生回家的時候,都會說出這句話。8964 copyright protection479PENANApKy4bllu1A 維尼
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不過,她們當然都有好好收拾過房間。8964 copyright protection479PENANAnLvQ1TKnvB 維尼
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Dawn的房間其實很整齊,而且到處都散發著她的氣味。那種氣味對我來說固然是一種很香又令人很放鬆的味道。8964 copyright protection479PENANA9jOYLI52JK 維尼
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進房之後,她立即就躺到床上。為免弄髒她的床,我唯有脫去褲子之後才上床。8964 copyright protection479PENANAO7A19gM8MF 維尼
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「一嚟就除褲!痴線佬!」Dawn看著我笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAcXCYveXvos 維尼
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「廢是整污糟你張床啦~」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAy5FHGbTHYn 維尼
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「睇唔出你咁細心喎!不過我聽日都應該會換床單。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANALqhvntdjw8 維尼
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我抱著Dawn睡在床上, 想著在開始要事之前先培養一下氣氛。Dawn把房間內的燈光都關上,只剩書桌上的一盞暗橙色的岩鹽燈。燈光在漆黑之中顯得相當柔和,同時亦令房間內的環境變得相當舒適。8964 copyright protection479PENANA1KOIMwcRH5 維尼
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浪漫和情慾的氣氛便萌生於這種放鬆又無需顧忌的環境。她家明天也沒有人,實在不需要像在酒店過夜一樣,事事求快。但求在Check-out之前盡量多來幾次,然後又會擔心睡得太晚。8964 copyright protection479PENANAW8EuULM1me 維尼
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這實在比起在酒店的時候來得更加悠然。8964 copyright protection479PENANA0dRCgBa6W5 維尼
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「我想問你一樣野。」她在我懷裏,突然凝重地說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAWUXwwgG35B 維尼
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「咩啊?點解講到咁認真咁,有咩緊要事先~」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAZLtXBZHB4V 維尼
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她認真的語氣突然又把我嚇怕,我的腦袋在一瞬間閃過千萬種想法。其中,我一度認為她準備對我提起拍拖的事。8964 copyright protection479PENANA9f31DXhhBB 維尼
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「有好認真咩?唔係咩認真野啦!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAfiXKOLg0EO 維尼
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「其實只係想問,你以前同其他女或者Ex搞緊嘅時候,會唔會一邊講野鬧佢地架?」她問。8964 copyright protection479PENANApwI3zRCFlu 維尼
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「下?你係咪又想試我啊,我點會一路屌一路鬧咁痴線。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANATHky3c7x4w 維尼
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「唔係啊...我就係想你一路搞一路鬧我...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAcZoOCPyNeU 維尼
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在昏暗的環境中說起情慾的話題,不知道為何會感到更加興奮和沸騰。仿佛有一種在做壞事的罪疚感,但我並不覺得內疚或是羞恥,我只覺得很刺激和期待。8964 copyright protection479PENANAZ7XZzCIxNY 維尼
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「咩話!?你都真係好M底喎~」我笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAf3dmSQZTHh 維尼
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「咁你想我講咩啊?你啲Ex以前會講咩嚟鬧你架?」我問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAVK1iDyB9dp 維尼
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「Umm…佢地會話我好淫囉,同埋會話我臭雞嗰啲。但唔係要就咁講出嚟,係真係語氣好惡咁鬧。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJ3wzM1o4OW 維尼
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雖然我一直都知道Dawn是個「M底」的女生,但我從沒聽說過有人有這種喜好。果然真的是一樣米養百樣人。8964 copyright protection479PENANAdkZBGoVEe0 維尼
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即使你活得久了,你每隔一段日子都依然會見識到讓你感到驚奇的事物。8964 copyright protection479PENANA6F4Xf2qcD6 維尼
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「咩話?笑咗!真係未聽過心會鐘意咁,點解你而家先講我知?」我問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPfvfd694rV 維尼
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「因為一開始未算好熟,唔係好想隨意比人知囉~」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPS7Hh4xddw 維尼
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「但你淨係扑野先可以咁鬧我,平時唔可以講架!唔係我會嬲!」她叮囑我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANApOcaK8zy8e 維尼
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「知道喇~我幾時有鬧過你。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPwS4tn2Pwb 維尼
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「都係嘅~」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAYKYqUoDcxK 維尼
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「但你知道之後會唔會唔想再同我見。」她問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAAVL65VcjC3 維尼
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「點會!我覺得咁好刺激喎!好似多樣野玩咁~」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAbz75BtqAwh 維尼
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「咁就好~怕你會用啲奇怪眼光睇我,我都掙扎咗好耐先決定同你講。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJHOHw6v59i 維尼
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「但我覺得講咗應該會搞得開心啲,同埋你都似係啲會鐘意咁玩嘅人。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAIwDuonfWDh 維尼
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對於Dawn提出的事,我可是相當樂意。因為我向來都非常願意接受各種新玩法。如果每一次都一樣,實在太沒有新鮮感了。8964 copyright protection479PENANA7iBfJkhC4o 維尼
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我們繼續在床上,說說近來身邊發生的事。我又問Dawn,Johnny何時會再舉辦Weed Party。我除了很想再一大班人一起抽大麻之外,還想再嘗一次在廁所裏面偷偷做愛。8964 copyright protection479PENANAoXp6YbImvI 維尼
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Dawn卻說我這種想法實在太過瘋狂。要是經常都這樣做,總有一次會被人發現。再者,Johnny近來都想休息一下,短期內應該都不打算再舉辦一次。8964 copyright protection479PENANA50rl2Jb9po 維尼
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可是Dawn告訴我,她的朋友們都覺得我是個很有趣很玩得開的人,所以叮囑Dawn一次都一定要帶上我。8964 copyright protection479PENANA5j5ufOadyg 維尼
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兩人依偎在一起,說著說著,感覺就來了。我自自然地把雙腿纏在她的腿上,又悄悄地打算伸手到她的褲子之內。8964 copyright protection479PENANAYMSj3vDb9w 維尼
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然而,正當我伸手到她的褲內,摸到她的屁股之際。Dawn卻突然阻止我,然後又再一次神色凝重地說:「不如唔好住。」8964 copyright protection479PENANAGsaz1kyoAD 維尼
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我被她的話嚇住了,心中焦慮地懊惱著:唔係扑之前先嚟講拍拖下話?唔通要我應承咗先比扑?8964 copyright protection479PENANAmwJ0KOWhsh 維尼
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「下?今次又做咩?」我問。8964 copyright protection479PENANA4wXEidwRLt 維尼
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她把我放在屁股上的手,從褲裏面拉出來,又握住我的手說:「我想同你講一樣野。」8964 copyright protection479PENANAg6OUCzfnnQ 維尼
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「下?今次又咩啊!你今晚都好多野講喎~」我開玩笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA2oe3TFyo2w 維尼
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「唔係啦!今次係認真講。」她語氣堅定地說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA88D5PS2Odl 維尼
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「你唔係想扑埋今次就斷嗰啲下話...?」我問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAZ75e1HDe4y 維尼
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「唔係啦...但...我講咗你唔可以嬲。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAqTJbL5L7m8 維尼
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「下!咁即係一定係衰野啦!睇下你講咩先啦!」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAL6uDomtfAY 維尼
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聽她說出這種認錯的對白,我就知道必定是有些重要事了。我十分不解,不明白Dawn今晚為何特別多話想對我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANApqfaBs00tv 維尼
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得悉這件事應該不是甚麼會令人高興的事之後,我心中頓時一沉,剛才培養的浪漫氣氛亦一掃而空。感覺就好似被強制進入了聖人模式,同時我亦對她將要說出口的事感到很緊張。8964 copyright protection479PENANA7mpU8xG0DQ 維尼
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「講啦~你搞到好好緊張!」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAEtUOJnsI4C 維尼
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「其實呢...我同你個frd之前搞過。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAajG5jysaWI 維尼
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我的腦袋頓時空白一片,更有種窒息的感覺湧上心頭,使我百般難受。8964 copyright protection479PENANAFW24lHzbWD 維尼
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「下......?邊個frd啊?」我強裝鎮定地問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAfcs0IBruO7 維尼
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縱使她在一瞬間就馬上回答了我的問題,但這空一剎那的空檔,卻是百爪撓心。8964 copyright protection479PENANAE9Un1H4gxI 維尼
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「就係上次Weed Party,你話你喺City識嗰個。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAbgHpnccBkt 維尼
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「下?!即係阿皮?」我驚訝地回應。8964 copyright protection479PENANAkeuCQYYhAd 維尼
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「係啊...」她語調顫抖地說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAv205OncgL6 維尼
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「哦...~」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAwUiLAZAhKt 維尼
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原來她從那時起就欺騙了我,我本應覺得相當失望。不過一時間對於事實感到異常地震驚,我實在是無言了,根本不懂反應。房間之內,那種浪漫的氣氛亦被Dawn驚人的發言通通摧毀。我失去了所有情慾的想法,取而代之的卻是絕望和心酸。8964 copyright protection479PENANACVwYLwef4W 維尼
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我沒想到她竟然隱瞞了這件事。雖然我一直都不太相信Dawn的話,但當從她口中得知這個事實之後,總是覺得難以接受。8964 copyright protection479PENANAyL5gGv52zy 維尼
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想不到我和阿皮竟然成為了「老襟」。8964 copyright protection479PENANAWyF10TrrvH 維尼
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「咁點解你嗰時唔講?」我一臉淡然地問。8964 copyright protection479PENANARb54qFhyy8 維尼
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「因為唔知點開口,同埋嗰時Charlie都喺度,所以我更加唔想講啦。你知啲人話佢地都好似有路。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAObbpUZsnej 維尼
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「咁點解你而家又會講?」我再問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAHp9uyEmJ5j 維尼
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「因此掙扎咗好耐,我唔想呃咗你咁。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAXZIlakELAv 維尼
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「唉......」我長嘆一口氣說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAqFxwAqoVt8 維尼
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「你唔好嬲啦!我真係唔係有心。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAWUSVqxTHH9 維尼
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「唉...我都唔知應該點...老實講係有啲介意。但我同阿皮而家都唔熟,應該冇咩都唔會聯絡, 呢個係唯一好彩嘅地方。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJvTJUdSneq 維尼
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我不想讓她猜出我真實的想法,所以我故意說得有一點介意,同時又表達得好似不在乎似的。但我的心底裏當然是很介意。除了與阿皮成為了「老襟」之外,我還很討厭她對我說謊在先,然後現在才告知我真相。8964 copyright protection479PENANAQiARtauZuv 維尼
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我想不明白她所謂的不想騙我,是一種怎樣的想法。明明她早就騙了我,現在才說出真相豈不是造成了雙重傷害嗎?這一發突如其來的重擊,終於讓那屬於信任的高樓完全崩塌。8964 copyright protection479PENANAbsPlf8HLna 維尼
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我實在不理解她這種心態。也許Dawn認為在我心目中,她早已變成了一個不可取替的對象了吧。因此,她才會覺得就算說出了真相我也不會介意,然後會繼續跟她發展下去。8964 copyright protection479PENANA3iRByHBE5R 維尼
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她大概是錯判了,我對於保護自己的執著,以及我對於欺騙過的人的狠心程度。8964 copyright protection479PENANAnaUyk8HBV2 維尼
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由我得知她騙了我之後,我便完全打消了跟她成為情侶的想法。無論我們之前有多麼投契也好,兩人的關係終究也只可以止步於FWB。8964 copyright protection479PENANASfr2SXyoWd 維尼
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誰叫她笨得說出了真相。有些事情,發生了之後就只能帶進棺材。8964 copyright protection479PENANAx2Mwr9snrv 維尼
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「對唔住啊...我明你一定會介意...但我嗰時只係一時唔識點做,所以先會呃你...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAag84QAOevF 維尼
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「我怕如果當時就同咗你講,你會即係同我嘈...」她再說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAts5pJH8gPd 維尼
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「咁即係以後你有事唔識點答我,你都會呃咗我先?」我反問。8964 copyright protection479PENANARlcR8qbkiz 維尼
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「唔係啦...我真係唔係咁嘅人...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANApL5DYMt6Pe 維尼
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「同埋我淨係同佢試過一次...而且係喺APP識你好耐之前...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANABCzSFxeIJS 維尼
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「根本唔係識前識後嘅問題,係你呃咗我姐。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANATRhsd8i3XF 維尼
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我想我會在意的真正原因,不單止是她騙了我。而是在這一段日子以來,我或多或少都有對她投入過感情。我在這刻覺得自己的感情好似被欺騙了。要是我一早就知道她和阿皮的事,我絕對不會與她發展出一段曖昧關係。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8mFNIeelOh 維尼
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無奈我們只是FWB,我沒有對她動怒的資格。我不想再對她存有任何感情,就連生氣的感覺也不想白白浪廢於她身上。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8tSdiPWJkL 維尼
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我們還是保持著最初的關係,似乎會比較合適。8964 copyright protection479PENANALd7RpZ0fCV 維尼
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「我知啊...唉,我真係知錯...我以後都唔會再咁。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAIao5DrXfyJ 維尼
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還有以後?我想應該沒有了。從那一刻起我便告訴自己,要把一直壓抑於心中的狠心,都釋放在Dawn身上。8964 copyright protection479PENANAoaAuudHfLN 維尼
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「算啦...我唔想嘈,都呃咗同搞咗,都改變唔到咩啦。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANABjs2RJrt0s 維尼
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「你唔係咩勇敢坦白,你只係通知我姐。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAaaZOH1sBgQ 維尼
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「真係坦白嘅,就一開始問你嗰時就講咗啦。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAs1pb9vKbmP 維尼
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「對唔住...」她說。 8964 copyright protection479PENANAYiWnQcSFQd 維尼
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「你之後會唔會唔想再見我...?」她問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAuDw1oJ3gwe 維尼
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「之後再算啦...」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAeVCKLaeVQB 維尼
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儘管這件事使我很失望,但我只決定了不會跟她拍拖,從沒說過不會再跟她上床。她騙了我是事實,但我想找個人上床也同時是事實。比起獨自在心裏跟自己鬥氣,我更需要有一個人讓我發洩。8964 copyright protection479PENANAKFmir5Mx7U 維尼
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把情緒發洩在當事人身上,好似比起任何道歉都來得更有效。反正我今天不跟她上床,我改天也會找其他人。8964 copyright protection479PENANA1naPGThsOc 維尼
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我現在唯一可以做的,就是繼續與Dawn保持這種肉體的關係,直到我找到下一個可以取代她的人選。8964 copyright protection479PENANA6KgFsjQcnu 維尼
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「你係咪真係冇事架...?我覺得你之後會唔理我囉...」她問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAtDGBVREjsB 維尼
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「唔開心一定有,但我唔想破壞咗今日嘅心情。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAaYKs4BUSF6 維尼
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「嗯...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA7gX1OItWAZ 維尼
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我從床上轉身背向著Dawn,然後發了呆地注視著她書桌上岩鹽燈。心中仍未能完全接受這件事的心情,使我一直看著岩鹽燈發呆,動也不動、一聲不發的。8964 copyright protection479PENANAkPhWNGyPB8 維尼
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我又回想起當天Weed Party的點點滴滴,想到了阿皮與Dawn見面的一刻,兩人那怪異的眼神。還有當天Dawn信誓旦旦地對我說,她和阿皮之間沒有任何關係。8964 copyright protection479PENANA7pv6MnY2YZ 維尼
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也許從他們那種驚恐之中帶點尷尬的對視,還有Dawn得悉我認識阿皮之後的反應,我就該猜到了他們有過一些不可告人的秘密。8964 copyright protection479PENANA159cZ8Ctgu 維尼
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當我仍在消化過去的一切之際,Dawn便從我的腰間往褲子裏伸手,輕輕包裹住我的下體便揉起來。8964 copyright protection479PENANAUAHh2MM6qc 維尼
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她的手溫柔地在我內褲裏面上下套弄,不時又輕輕把玩那兩顆。即使我當時的心情不算很好,但我也難以抵抗來自身體深處的的實際需要。8964 copyright protection479PENANAp9EDjwiL5K 維尼
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「舒唔舒服啊...?」Dawn問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAAh3TWUqLNF 維尼
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「舒服...快少少...」我對Dawn說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAwGvj2teHz3 維尼
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Dawn聽見我的要求以後,便加快了擺弄的速度和力度。來自下身痕癢且舒暢的觸感,以及她軟熟溫暖的掌心,都使我的下體飛快地充血起來。8964 copyright protection479PENANArPiKbixeaw 維尼
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我幾乎在一瞬間把心中的煩惱都暫時放下,轉身抱著Dawn便與她濕吻起來。8964 copyright protection479PENANABlvJczh6ER 維尼
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我叫她褪下全身的衣服,然後我伸手就往她下身的敏感處按壓起來。我用指尖輕輕地打轉、擠按,Dawn的身體亦如我所料的一般給予反應。她開始變得更濕,我又能感受到溫熱的體液逐少地從她身體裏面溢出。我的手指甚至未曾往更深入的地方進發,外面就已經沾滿了黏稠的黏液。8964 copyright protection479PENANAM0SwUKIYyr 維尼
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看來Dawn也跟我一樣,是個輕易地被慾望所操縱的傢伙。就算剛剛才發生過一些令人不快的爭吵,但她好似沒有被影響做愛的心情。果然,沒有甚麼爭執是一場性愛不能調和的。8964 copyright protection479PENANAjZH3BsWrJf 維尼
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「你次次都咁濕嘅...」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAQ0uPY3IYDl 維尼
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「我都唔知點解...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAF3qOpHT2Pk 維尼
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「伸手入去...」Dawn輕吟地對我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAuNHEAfayj2 維尼
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她捏住我不停按壓的手指,打算強行打它們塞到裏面去。不過,既然Dawn剛剛才把我惹得不高興,我固然不會讓她如此輕易地得償所願。8964 copyright protection479PENANAIZRCnzKbpY 維尼
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我不太想直接滿足她的請求,總之我爽就好。8964 copyright protection479PENANAVZT8hNFEBy 維尼
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「你好心急喎...」我沒冇依她的去做,又繼續挑逗她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAWHvBqpZwnT 維尼
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「好想要啊嘛...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAILJaxsdyIn 維尼
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「咁幫我含先。」我笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAdITyEKcjmc 維尼
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「你好衰...撩完又唔幫我...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANATCPRV7gE5n 維尼
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也許她也知道自己理虧,所以也不得不服從。她抱怨一句之後,便立即從床上下來,然後跪到地上準備替我口交。她熟練地用一直捆在手腕上的橡皮筋把頭髮綁成辮子,推住我的下體便吸吮起來。8964 copyright protection479PENANAzwBp5P3pmC 維尼
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房間內只有區區一盞岩鹽燈,實在不夠照亮漆黑的環境。我伸手就打開了她書桌上的燈,好讓我能看清楚她為我口交時的畫面。畢竟,口交這件事除了觸感上的享受之外,視覺上的衝擊也是很重要的環。8964 copyright protection479PENANAdd46pISqZy 維尼
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她手口並用地吸,一邊套弄,一邊吮得發出聲音,又一邊把玩下面的兩顆。她節奏地左右擺頭之餘,更讓我往她的喉嚨深入。8964 copyright protection479PENANA9X3K1hE7ew 維尼
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看起來吃得津津有味的她,好似一點也不難受。我也開始分不清,她是為了得到我原諒,還是被我撩得慾火焚身才會吸得如些賣力。8964 copyright protection479PENANAtuv4mBdsYC 維尼
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我想兩者都有一點吧。無論結果是那一邊都好,得益的人也是我。8964 copyright protection479PENANA13CfcyT6bY 維尼
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我抓住她的髮根搖晃起來,替她節省了部分擺動力氣。自知處於上風的我,每一下都粗暴地往喉嚨深處頂撞進去,無非也是為了發洩一下心中的不快。8964 copyright protection479PENANAv507c4FDcm 維尼
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初時幾下她因一時未適應而被我弄得咳嗽起來,更有幾下被我捅得想吐。她頓時就被刺激得把我的下體從口中猛然抽出來,向著另一邊咳嗽和作嘔似的。8964 copyright protection479PENANAUKWmHkIBpy 維尼
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「咳咳....咳咳咳....」8964 copyright protection479PENANAJtKCg9whkd 維尼
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「喀......喀...........」8964 copyright protection479PENANAIsaNRicsX6 維尼
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「得唔得啊你...」我看著她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAOgUhaYEZ4F 維尼
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「冇事...OK」她邊咳嗽邊說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAmos8SbnDYv 維尼
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Dawn沒有抱怨,重新清清嗓子之後便繼續併命吸啜。看著她如此賣力地替我口交的畫面,不論是精神抑或肉體我都相當爽快。8964 copyright protection479PENANAYsNiCGVhh1 維尼
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我猜她的確如我所想一樣,是為了賠罪才會把我服侍得那麼周到。想起來,上一次有女生因為做錯事所以才任我如肉,應該也要數到當年給我戴綠帽的阿晴了。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPqm9sY2Xqf 維尼
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不過,當年的結果是如何,我依然歷歷在目。我絕不會因為她們這一次在床上任我擺佈,我就會原諒她們。8964 copyright protection479PENANA6yHHqcMPWx 維尼
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「上嚟啊。」我對地上的Dawn說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAd2gW8epji2 維尼
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Dawn又重新回到床上。熟知我喜她的她馬上就跪爬在床上,抬起屁股擺出了讓我後入我姿勢。我們並沒有延續剛才的前戲,一心想我原諒的她應該也相當明白,現在最重要的就是在床上讓我發洩一下。8964 copyright protection479PENANAD9oeloic8T 維尼
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不然,平常的她絕不可能會讓我跳過前戲。看見她如此聽話,我實在不能再壓止心中的興奮。我扶住她的腰便開始抽插起來。8964 copyright protection479PENANAZspUp8NOO7 維尼
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可是,不要認為只有我一個人單方面。就算我們跳過了前戲,Dawn依舊隨著我每一下的抽插而變得越來越濕。我越插越是覺得,女生用這種方法來請求男生的原諒,好似是百利而冇一害的方法。除了大機會會得到對方原諒之外,根本她們也有在享受......8964 copyright protection479PENANAlCzq6vIOYu 維尼
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「啊...啊...嗯...」她呻吟說。8964 copyright protection479PENANARwJXknEDEh 維尼
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「你好撚濕...」我興奮地擺動著說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA2B6P8aob3i 維尼
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隨著我不停地抽插,體液也不斷地從她體內滲出。肉體無間斷的磨擦,促使著體液也一同揮發在空氣之中。房間之內,開始散佈著她體液的氣味。不太算是大家想像中的甚麼臭味,感覺就是鹹鹹的。8964 copyright protection479PENANABBdlANylds 維尼
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「好舒服...好頂啊..就係呢個位...」她用力地抓住枕頭說,腰和腳亦不時發出奇怪而不受控的抽搐。8964 copyright protection479PENANAZy9NXP1l57 維尼
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見Dawn呻吟得如此興奮,我理所當然的開始更賣力地抽插。撞到盡頭的感覺實在是百試不厭,除了額外的爽快感之外,更使我有一種完全把她征服的感覺。此外,血液除了往下體直奔湧之外,亦會往腦袋直衝。做得上頭的我,舉起手便往她的屁股上作出一輪抽打。8964 copyright protection479PENANAq0aIYZp3xC 維尼
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「啪!」8964 copyright protection479PENANAo3Cb6XhB4G 維尼
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「啊!」Dawn被我打得大叫說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAzJD329HyL3 維尼
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「打大力啲...」她再說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8E0zzhCsLV 維尼
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這次,我扯住她背上那早就綁好了的辮子。一手拉住辮,一手用力往她的屁股抽打下去。8964 copyright protection479PENANAFku2f7Jer5 維尼
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「啪!!」8964 copyright protection479PENANAxuxQ7XOcAh 維尼
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「啊!!」Dawn尖叫起來。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8Ca3C33Sdy 維尼
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「好爽!」她又說。8964 copyright protection479PENANApUSgfhXMAw 維尼
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Dawn似乎跪得有點腿軟,她突然好似失去平衡的伏倒在床上。我沒有給予她休息的機會,這個完全壓住她的姿勢,反而可以更容易的發力。8964 copyright protection479PENANAr9uErCPfIM 維尼
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「啪!」我再次抽打她。8964 copyright protection479PENANAFRTOJfvxAX 維尼
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「啊!」她又大叫。8964 copyright protection479PENANALDyfnl9Ii1 維尼
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連續的抽打,令我的手掌也傳來了發熱的感覺。床上緊閉雙眼的Dawn,微微的張開嘴巴。除了在吟叫之外,也會用嘴巴在喘氣。8964 copyright protection479PENANAMKDMgJGXBE 維尼
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她軟弱又不能反抗的模樣,完全激發起我的操縱欲。我伸手就用力握住她的脖子,使她暫時喘不過氣。我知道Dawn很喜歡被別人勒住脖子,而這次亦不出我所料。當我緊握住她的脖子之際,Dawn沒有感到難受,反而又變得更濕了。8964 copyright protection479PENANACqzHOrDT9D 維尼
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鹹鹹的氣味再一次變得稍為濃烈,Dawn亦開始發出喘嗚,似乎是不能再忍耐下去。8964 copyright protection479PENANACNlaz65hjc 維尼
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「哈.....哈......」她拼命地扯哮,發出陣陣的撕哮聲。8964 copyright protection479PENANAeG2QppThTF 維尼
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直至她發了瘋似的地拍打枕頭,我才終於放開手,令她能重新呼吸起來。當我一放開手的一刻,她便用盡全力地吸氣,猶如一位剛沖過終點的短跑運動員一樣。8964 copyright protection479PENANAOg9SBFkk7V 維尼
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「好爽...痴線...差啲死咁...」她一邊吸氣,一邊斷斷續續地說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAvO8thWXwRe 維尼
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「你今日......好粗暴......好正...」她喘氣說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAX5ouuPZNNS 維尼
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「邊個叫你激嬲我啊....」我冷冷地說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJMRvOHZfnP 維尼
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「啪!」我再一次往她的屁股上抽打。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJND5m5XFAE 維尼
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「啊...!對唔知...我知錯喇...」她哀求地回答。8964 copyright protection479PENANAn7T1qevOrS 維尼
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她展現出處於弱小一方的姿態,使我更加怡悅。我自然又更用力地抽插她,每一下都深入至盡頭,直到撞上不能越過的阻礙物才懂得往後退出。8964 copyright protection479PENANAfcBReFeYls 維尼
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「你個死淫閪!」我用怒罵的語氣對她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAYu26ZKnojZ 維尼
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「對住你...先係咁...啊...」她喘著回應。8964 copyright protection479PENANAS3cTV7D2r2 維尼
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「定對住其他仔都係咁啊!」我粗暴地抽插說,然後舉起手便往她的屁股上抽打。8964 copyright protection479PENANA811fkrgtvW 維尼
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「啊!!好正...」她高聲地喊著回話。8964 copyright protection479PENANA323TpVoh8n 維尼
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我當時的心情實在有點複雜,也不清楚自己是懷著哪種心情對她「施暴」。我似乎是在發洩自己的不快,但Dawn絕不像有過半分難受。不過,我也沒時間去考究那般哲學的問題,總之當時夠爽快就好。8964 copyright protection479PENANAK6Md9NfT9V 維尼
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我接著又把Dawn整個人都翻過來,張開她的雙腿便直接壓在她身上猛烈推撞。看著她滿臉愉悅的表情,我再一次扼住她的脖子,使她又喘不過氣。這次,我可是能從正面觀賞她面臨窒息時的樣子。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPYNUkLAf3j 維尼
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只見她緊閉雙眼,嘴巴張大的企圖用力吸氣。可是,她越是想吸氣,我便越用力地壓住她的頸子。在我死死地勒住她之下,她的臉亦逐漸變得潮紅。直至Dawn咳嗽起來,我才終於鬆開手。8964 copyright protection479PENANAihyetSwSrE 維尼
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「咳咳咳....」8964 copyright protection479PENANAD0EoSNNYdt 維尼
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Dawn又一次不停地咳嗽。可是,我可沒留給她任何喘息的時刻。在我鬆開手的一刻,我馬上加大力度的猛推。Dawn一時間也不知道該呻吟,還是先以咳嗽來調整呼吸。她不過撕哮了幾下,便再次發出熟悉的呻吟聲。8964 copyright protection479PENANA5kllfrX3LI 維尼
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「好鐘意比你屌...」Dawn仍未完全從剛剛的窒息中回復過來,她不斷倒喘著氣說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAatUqrq4kP5 維尼
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每當女生對我說出這種話,我總會變得更加興奮,下半身的反應自然來得更加強烈。我來回地從她的頂點與開口之間直線遊走,我的胸、背甚至是額前的汗水亦逐漸因動作過大,而被揮灑到Dawn的身上。8964 copyright protection479PENANAN3HpgwnqO1 維尼
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「係咩臭雞!」我粗鄙地說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA3mRpuEwTIp 維尼
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在說出這句話的同時,我舉起手就掌摑在Dawn的臉上。掌心應聲地打在她的臉上,發出了遜於打在她屁股時的「啪」一聲。8964 copyright protection479PENANA1gYQsaTrfX 維尼
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我是帶著氣憤的心情跟她上床,但也沒有要將她置諸死地的理由。我當然沒有使出全力的往打臉上打。即使我知道她事後絕不會生氣,但也為免一時太用力玩出火,因而惹她對我抱怨。8964 copyright protection479PENANA70Kd01SYym 維尼
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雖然一邊罵她是「臭雞」,一邊摑她的臉的確是一件令我很痛快的事。但是,Dawn的回答卻是令我始料未及。她說:「打太力啲....」8964 copyright protection479PENANAZA2lAQZDYT 維尼
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聽見她的回覆,我起初是有點意外的,沒想到她竟然如此「M底」。我沒說些甚麼,也沒有半點遲疑。一般來說,若在下半身猛烈地搖晃的同時,要蓄力往女生臉上這種小目標掌摑,也是一件相當考究技術的動作。8964 copyright protection479PENANAtXjItpEojH 維尼
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不然,一不留心便很可能會打錯位置。要是打不中還好,最多也是再來一次。可是,要是連她的耳朵都打中了,實在很可能會一擊就把她們打得暈過去。8964 copyright protection479PENANAlIGwA6UQVg 維尼
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而當時的我就像一個熟練的壽司師傅,Dawn就像一條被脫光光的魚一樣。我毫不猶豫地伸展臂膀蓄力,然後手起刀落,精準地打在她右邊的臉頰上。8964 copyright protection479PENANAfk1CLYnEwB 維尼
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「死臭雞!咁撚鐘意比人打!」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAFvnzCqnioi 維尼
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那一下掌摑所發出的聲響,實在不亞於我抽打她屁股時的音量。縱使沒有在瞬間讓房間內產生回音,但亦足夠繞樑三日。8964 copyright protection479PENANAFgCo4B6Qre 維尼
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「就係咁...」Dawn呻吟道。8964 copyright protection479PENANAfMs2mySZoH 維尼
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既然她也喜歡,我也能稍為釋放一下心中的怒火。我理所當然地不會讓這種一石二鳥的事輕易地停下來。8964 copyright protection479PENANAxRBbDrORT8 維尼
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我重新擺正她的臉,這次我就連她的左邊臉也不放過。我來回地掌摑了數下,也沒想過完事之後會否在她的臉上留下甚麼痕跡。8964 copyright protection479PENANAcwo33jjDGq 維尼
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打得累了,我又壓在她身上向她耳邊說:「屌你真係好撚淫...」8964 copyright protection479PENANA980MywHBX0 維尼
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「淨係同你先係咁...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAP7I4sdJAJ4 維尼
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「以後淨係比你屌....」她再說。8964 copyright protection479PENANASPji1TY1ba 維尼
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「做我私家雞呀...?」我一邊抽插,語氣起起伏伏地說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA9ywp18hE9e 維尼
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「係...你想點屌都得...我好鐘意你...」她氣喘喘地說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8x8K0O2t2I 維尼
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我不知道這句「好鐘意」,是代表她單純的喜歡跟我做愛,還是喜歡我這個人。不過無可否認,對一個人產生了「喜愛」的情感之後,絕對會為以後的每一次性愛都帶來綿上添花。8964 copyright protection479PENANAlTKOpxnt0U 維尼
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我試過與很多個喜歡的人做愛,也跟過不少沒有感覺的人上床。不論是身男抑或女,我很清楚身體的反應才是最誠實的。從Dawn下半身展露的反應,我就知道她不單喜歡跟我上床,更是喜歡我。8964 copyright protection479PENANAInezBey70N 維尼
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在這乾柴烈火的一刻,我實在不想破壞氣氛。我亦也不想讓她的期望落空,我知道她是期待著我說些甚麼來回應她的。8964 copyright protection479PENANA1sxrGnYG0J 維尼
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「我都好鐘意同你搞...」我向她耳邊說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA2Y2IAxfJDT 維尼
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我曾聽某女生說過,當一個男人在你裏面的時候,他說的話只能信一半。我想這也有事實根據吧,不過,我就是個喜歡搞語言藝術的傢伙。因此,我從來都不會在抽插她們的時候說「她喜歡她」,我只會對她們說「很喜歡跟她們上床」。8964 copyright protection479PENANAEbXWooBg2n 維尼
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其實我是否仍然喜歡Dawn,根本不重要。重要的是Dawn覺得我喜歡她,而她也喜歡我就好。即使這實在有點玩弄感情之嫌,但我從來都沒有答應過她甚麼事。8964 copyright protection479PENANAViwXT0RFgH 維尼
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我繼續壓住她的腿猛烈搖晃,使我胸前的汗全都滴在她身上。不止是下身,就連兩人的肚皮上全都是溫暖的體液。8964 copyright protection479PENANApGrls4cme0 維尼
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我往她的脖子上用力吸吮,留下了一兩道赤紅色的吻痕。幸好她的家人都不在,所以她亦很放心的讓我對她做這種事。8964 copyright protection479PENANAKBaxu1I1RD 維尼
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「射邊啊?」我感覺到快要來的時候問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAdRQ3ciDP8K 維尼
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「邊度都得...」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAWQVHyltgpB 維尼
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我用盡全身的力氣作最後衝刺,就連腹肌也繃緊得出實在的輪廓。這次我趕在射精前拔出來,對著她的臉便噴發出來。她閉上眼睛,卻一臉享受地張開嘴巴。Dawn用上臉和口去承接那一大泡溫熱的黏液。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8gklyBf4IT 維尼
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我握住那連續抽搐的東西對準Dawn的臉,她又把那些意外地射到嘴裏面的精液吞下之後,便說:「你射咗好多...」8964 copyright protection479PENANAah7il09HJF 維尼
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「爽啊嘛...」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA0P9QWC1Acx 維尼
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我透過微弱的燈光,看見Dawn的臉上有一半都被白濁的黏液蓋住。那種爽快的感覺,可不是常常都能感受到。8964 copyright protection479PENANAej5l83MKdO 維尼
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「屌...我連眼都開唔到...」她依舊疲軟地躺在床上說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAcUF8g7JXFf 維尼
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「你怕唔怕等陣乾咗仲難開啊?」我笑著問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAOpTCjTw4G6 維尼
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「會嘅咩?」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAMPgfH9I9bf 維尼
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「我唔知啊~冇你咁熟手。」我坐在她身邊笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJQZcOVg9EJ 維尼
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我幾句話就把Dawn嚇得從床上彈起來,她一支飛箭似的奔向浴室。我慢悠悠地跟在她身後,又問她為甚麼會那麼緊張。她說擔心那些東西乾涸之後,擦的時候會連眼睫毛都一併拉出來。8964 copyright protection479PENANAICymhxpfPG 維尼
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「Fuck,Fuck,Fuck!滴緊落嚟!」她小跑著趕進浴室,又用手擋在下巴說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAxkMUaVufCU 維尼
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「喂不如你照下你塊面?你成面都係喎~」我站在浴室內的鏡子旁邊,對Dawn說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA6Wx01DCzsf 維尼
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「唔想睇啊~!唔想睇到自己咁淫個樣!」她說畢便馬上開水,把臉上的精液都清洗掉。8964 copyright protection479PENANAbEpirZH5DB 維尼
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「下?!明明你頭先打開個口個樣仲好撚陶醉架喎~」我笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAI6Flrfo3g7 維尼
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「痴線!你記錯人喇!」她露出難為情的笑容說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAf7ZG8jiENF 維尼
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她一絲不苟地把臉上的黏液都洗去,而我則是不慌不忙地關上淋浴間的門。她又抬起頭問我臉上的東西洗乾淨了沒有,我看了看便答她洗乾淨了。8964 copyright protection479PENANAVfCqByCEPs 維尼
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接著,她打開了安裝在牆上的摺疊椅,拿著花灑便坐在上面沖身。我很好奇她家為甚麼會有這種,讓行動不便的人使用的摺疊椅。她說以前家裏有老人家,所以為了安全便裝上了這些椅子。8964 copyright protection479PENANAr0opr5pkDa 維尼
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我站在她面前,看著她為自己沖身。我下面那根又剛好對正她的臉。8964 copyright protection479PENANAzF4YjJ9pvV 維尼
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「幫我洗啊~」我俯視她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAFI8uHUUYBK 維尼
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「洗唔洗成個對住我塊面啊~」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANABHn2peK0Az 維尼
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她用暖水為我沖乾淨,又為我塗上梘液,然後便輕柔的手法搓揉起來。不過與其說她為我洗澡,不如說她在為我按摩。8964 copyright protection479PENANAm3UxVFFCzW 維尼
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她一時輕力地按壓,一時又用指尖為我抓癢。即使我們才剛剛來過一次,但進了聖人模式的我,竟然又想再來一次。8964 copyright protection479PENANAc5X2a1NC26 維尼
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「喂...你都幾熟手喎...」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAfTID6ZIRp5 維尼
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「舒唔舒服啊?」她問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAZKjgWFHncv 維尼
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「舒服啊~幫我𢯎下袋底呀喂...有啲痕...」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANARMHu1OHDV5 維尼
在順滑的梘液之下,Dawn指尖的觸感比起平時來得更要柔弱。Dawn來來回回地把玩著我的下體,翻來翻去、愛不惜手地檢查。總感覺她不單是為我清潔,而是在研究它一樣。8964 copyright protection479PENANAkAezq8Grpj 維尼
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「做咩洗到好似喺度玩緊佢咁啊hahaha…」我取笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA6cVjhf9Oy8 維尼
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「因為我好好奇究竟佢究竟係點架囉....」她一手托住它,再看著我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANACOXXIkBwIX 維尼
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「下...?扮咩啊你...你都唔係第一次見人條Jer啦!」我笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAbtPYAa6Bsv 維尼
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「唔係囉!因為我係女仔我冇架嘛!所以未好奇~就好似男人鐘意揸波咁,個個對波都差唔手感,但你地都係咁鐘意揸。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA63zqhmmU63 維尼
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Dawn的話亦不無道理,不過她一臉認真地研究她的模樣實在很滑稽。8964 copyright protection479PENANAU4yEmuPqG2 維尼
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「咁你鐘唔鐘意玩啊?」我笑著問。8964 copyright protection479PENANA0CfmDh3Ici 維尼
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「鐘意啊...淨係鐘意玩你嗰條~」她笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAUj3k9UDcKQ 維尼
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「你肯定對個個都係咁講~」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAnlChav2Rto 維尼
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「唔係啦...其實我真係唔係同過好多人,一定未夠10個囉!7個都未有!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAndCM8FTTas 維尼
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當她一說起她的Body Count,我又想起了她和阿皮的事。突然想起這種事,曖昧的氣氛又在一瞬間破滅。儘管她才挑起了我的性慾,但現在又被澆熄了。8964 copyright protection479PENANAxTLpvL1Bh3 維尼
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「唉~聽住先啦!」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAzw1Hw7LRYv 維尼
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「認真囉!今次真係冇呃你。」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAcQcMVZ7zKZ 維尼
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這次我沒有正面回答,正當我想說些別的拉開話題之際,Dawn卻搶先插話說:「喂...問你樣野啊?」8964 copyright protection479PENANAG1SeZacGeV 維尼
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「咩啊?」我頓時就好奇地問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAMDYu8HuA4a 維尼
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「如果我以後淨係幫你一個人洗......你話好唔好?」她戰戰兢兢,語氣之中又帶點口吃問。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8K6ilrVo5B 維尼
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話音剛落,我就立即明白了這條問題的意思。她又再問起了關於拍拖的事。也許Dawn的確高估了自己的重要性,也一心以為我是個很容易就能把控得住的男生。因此,她才會在告知我阿皮一事之後,仍然敢於問出這個問題。8964 copyright protection479PENANAEGREAASLR3 維尼
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事到如今,這個問題早就有了答案。8964 copyright protection479PENANAWwFGc36mtV 維尼
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不過,我也承認自己有一點小人之心。其實換個角度想,Dawn至少敢在說出她和阿皮的關係之後,才提起拍拖的事。既不是一直隱瞞到底,也不是先斬後奏的,待我答應拍拖之後才說出來。8964 copyright protection479PENANACKaGmNxCEq 維尼
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這麼一看,她起碼對這段感情是抱著認真的心態。8964 copyright protection479PENANAryaUZyDxwy 維尼
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我不知道哪種才是她真實的想法,我希望是後者吧,但事到如今這一切都不重要了。8964 copyright protection479PENANAnFxti13tFk 維尼
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面對她的直球式問題,要是我當面拒絕,今晚一定會過得很煎熬。我唯有裝傻地回答說:「下~?都唔知你講咩~你想咁樣嘅,我地以後都可以好似而家咁。」8964 copyright protection479PENANAtsZh8sEnJR 維尼
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「唔係囉!唉!你又扮咩傻!你一定明我講咩囉!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAVMzVI5P3Rf 維尼
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「下?咩啊?真係唔知你講咩。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAAvnPv9SHxZ 維尼
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「唉...算...唔明就算,又扮傻。」她繼續把玩我的下體說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJRa5hegbem 維尼
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我又再一次成功胡弄過去。我不知道以後還會有多少次,但我希望最後一次不會那麼快就來臨。因為,我仍然未找到能替代她的人。8964 copyright protection479PENANA10dq2B7dde 維尼
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看著一臉傻氣的Dawn,我終於感到有一點愧疚。畢竟,一直以來對她隱瞞自己有女朋友的人是我。而她,卻勇敢地對我說出自己和阿皮曾經發生過的事。8964 copyright protection479PENANA3Xkw34Pyj4 維尼
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其實她和阿皮的事,早在我與Dawn認識之前就結束了。我曾有一刻心軟過,反正以後應該也不會跟阿皮再有任何交集。就算見面,頂多也只會在蘭桂坊碰面,寒暄數句之後就各自跟自己的朋友玩。8964 copyright protection479PENANAE13c1ABsUT 維尼
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大概是一時意氣,或是心中存有些許情感潔癖。我最終都沒有心軟而回心轉意。況且,我從一開始就決定了會把我有女朋友一事隱瞞到底。就算哪天兩人不再是FWB,我也不打算告訴她。8964 copyright protection479PENANAaefqC22jYh 維尼
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不過,我根本就來不及後悔,也輪不到我回頭。因為感情這回事總是變幻莫測,很多時比起任何意外都來得更要突發。8964 copyright protection479PENANAKSaZ3p90PG 維尼
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被我幾句話就哄騙過去的Dawn,似乎也沒顯露出有太大的反應。我們那一晚就如平常一樣,洗完澡之後就在床上聊聊天,睡覺之前又再來一次。8964 copyright protection479PENANAdytLk9u3cK 維尼
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在大半夜睡醒,還有早上睡醒之後都一樣。8964 copyright protection479PENANAkaBl9ioUGm 維尼
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第二天,我一直留到接近中午才離開。Dawn還嚷著要我跟她一起吃早餐,所以便帶我到了她家附近的茶記。8964 copyright protection479PENANAUOgFnf6jrN 維尼
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「喂~其實我屋企人過多幾日先返喎~呢兩晚你都可以上嚟~」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANANZR3HMpkCt 維尼
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「都可以嘅~但今晚可能同frd出去飲野啊~所以可能要睇下點先。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAHdGDVwoCHv 維尼
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「咁呀,咁好啦~過幾日再見都得嘅姐~」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAbNBHzluXjR 維尼
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「唉~不過咁快又冇得見~」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAUWnOJpqCDP 維尼
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「好快會再見啦~都係過多幾日。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAceNhlusNyZ 維尼
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其實,我並沒有約朋友去喝酒。只不過是擔心,要是連續兩晚都早早就消失,Ellis定必會懷疑。因此,我只好對Dawn說我約了朋友喝酒而不能陪她。8964 copyright protection479PENANAtPyD6MeEaa 維尼
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一切都顯得那麼自然、如常。她依舊想跟我待在一起多一刻,那怕只是一頓早餐、一兩晚的時間。8964 copyright protection479PENANAo9CsqakWt6 維尼
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我對於昨晚的話題沒想太多,Dawn也不是第一次對我暗示拍拖的事了。反正我每次都在裝傻,假裝聽不明白她話裏的意圖。我很自然地將她留在我身邊,當成了一件理所當然的事。雖然我知道這種關係不可能是永恆,但先不說太遠以後的將來,我從不認為她會在這段日子內就跟我「斬纜」。8964 copyright protection479PENANAtfg2BhrNxW 維尼
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之後的幾天,我們依舊有在訊息上聊天。我們還約好了下星期再見面,當然,見面也是為了上床。8964 copyright protection479PENANApOaYsKnIP5 維尼
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可是,計劃總是趕不上變化,而惡夢亦必定是接踵而來。我從沒想過,感情這回事是可以毫無征兆地結束。8964 copyright protection479PENANAxHggulAJyv 維尼
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一段感情的終結,往往並不是大家想像中那般轟轟烈烈。既沒有哭哭啼啼的分別,也沒有面紅耳赤的爭吵。大多數人的分手,大多數人的聚散,很多時候也只能隔著一個屏幕發生。8964 copyright protection479PENANA5whlUK8orA 維尼
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很多時候,你甚至連她們的最後一面也見不了,又或是你距離最後一面就只有一步之遙。8964 copyright protection479PENANA3cSbmerEuP 維尼
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我還記得那天,是我最後一次跟Ellis見面。我們還約好了明天再見,一起去狗公園放狗。那天見面時的所發生的事,跟分手完全無關。她既沒有對我做過任何試探,也沒有暗示過有關兩人之間的問題。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJfQnkRw6pn 維尼
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我想就連她本人都沒想過,我們會在那一天就分手。8964 copyright protection479PENANAfeyuqgvtiw 維尼
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真正的重頭戲,竟然是在回家的路上發生。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJ0I2PJ4xEy 維尼
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Ellis:喂...8964 copyright protection479PENANAjVks9cZ2gl 維尼
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我:咩啊?8964 copyright protection479PENANACQiJohYVta 維尼
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Ellis:你係咪真係有做過?8964 copyright protection479PENANARvISgw1Cag 維尼
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連同這句訊息傳來的,是數張IG DM的截圖。DM是來自一個空白帳號,沒有任何相片之餘,也沒有追蹤任何人,更別說是頭像了。8964 copyright protection479PENANANQN8aaRCQm 維尼
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這很明顯是有人開設了一個假帳戶,然後向Ellis說我的壞話。8964 copyright protection479PENANAa4IBCY0mRP 維尼
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那個人對Ellis說:8964 copyright protection479PENANAFOGgBActkY 維尼
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「你係咪就係呢條仔嘅女朋友?」8964 copyright protection479PENANAEpX2LY8bWe 維尼
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「你知唔知佢背住你喺出面同好多人扑野?」8964 copyright protection479PENANAHrxAFHXFp4 維尼
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「應該連人地女朋友都有搞過」8964 copyright protection479PENANAnb9EoSFWTt 維尼
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「我呢度有埋佢約人嘅對話圖,唔好話我鳩噏」8964 copyright protection479PENANA2lssUqa3rY 維尼
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Ellis傳來的其中一張圖片,就是那個人一併發送給她的對話截圖。圖中那女生的頭像固然就被遮蔽了,只露了出作為發送人的我的頭像和名稱。8964 copyright protection479PENANAWspQTJqMM5 維尼
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圖中的對話,只不過是我約某女生在某時某地碰面的訊息。雖然沒有清楚說明是約炮,但也足夠證明我有偷偷跟其他女生見面了。8964 copyright protection479PENANASyuvrZu9C3 維尼
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可能你會覺得只要我找出了相同的訊息,自然就知道告密的人究竟是誰,或是誰人的男朋友。不過,今次可真是聰明反被聰明誤。習慣偷食的我,自然會定期刪除跟炮友們的訊息。再者,我又怎可能在海量的訊息之中,輕易地找出一模一樣的訊息呢?8964 copyright protection479PENANA6wzyjqSDdM 維尼
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「你自己小心啦!我Ex話佢成日唔戴套,都唔知會唔會有性病」8964 copyright protection479PENANAaQIs4NXxEi 維尼
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那個人留下了這一句訊息之後,便再沒有傳來任何訊息了。8964 copyright protection479PENANADR9wtllVST 維尼
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看見Ellis傳來這些訊息,我實在無言以對。因為不論是DM圖中的說話方式、用字,還是不戴套的事實,都跟我如出一徹。這些證據,都很明顯地是在指向我。8964 copyright protection479PENANAI6q4UuIySU 維尼
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就連我,一時之間也立即認為那個人說的就是我,而不是空穴來風的嫁禍於我。8964 copyright protection479PENANA622j7nVhBM 維尼
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我一時之間,根本不知道可以回覆甚麼。我坐在平穩地行駛的地鐵之上,心中卻是極度恐慌。明明只是靠在椅背安坐,心跳竟然無故加快,使我有一種窒息的感覺。此刻,即使一輛安全行駛的地鐵,對我來說也是過山車般刺激。8964 copyright protection479PENANAvFWlEXfohi 維尼
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我嘗試過很多方法去穩定呼吸,但在Ellis的一再逼問之下,一切都是徒勞。8964 copyright protection479PENANAk3QYJB9tyX 維尼
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「屌你老母...究竟係邊撚個。」我在心中對自己說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJR5mNPlj8P 維尼
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除了回應Ellis之外,我首先想到的就是盡力找出那個女生究竟是誰。在我的記憶裏,我可不記得有和誰人的女朋友發生過關係。不論是Dawn、Lydia、Jane、Luyi……她們理應都是單身的人。8964 copyright protection479PENANAeBX0PWHLDE 維尼
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就算是Lydia,她也只是某人的第三者,根本算不上是女朋友。是那些在交友APP中認識,而又只見過一次的女生嗎?8964 copyright protection479PENANASXWqmF2Rdb 維尼
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首先,我甚少對人透露Ellis是我的女朋友。如果真是這些人,她們的男朋友要找出Ellis,也不是一件容易的事。8964 copyright protection479PENANAnv3oqjB7lh 維尼
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為甚麼對我有這麼大的仇恨,處心積慮地找Ellis告密?不得不說,那個人的確部署得很完美。8964 copyright protection479PENANA7D1WE7mZ3x 維尼
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唉...在這般慌亂之下,我想暫時也不可能猜到是誰了。況且都過了一段日子,我實在不記得當時究竟約了誰人,去截圖對話中的地點碰面。很可能只是個見過一次的女生,而我早就把她忘記得一乾二淨。8964 copyright protection479PENANATwWSvvni3T 維尼
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當務之急,就是要先應付Ellis的盤問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAtxMQeQKi3x 維尼
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Ellis:答我啦!佢連Cap圖都有埋,你仲有咩好解釋8964 copyright protection479PENANAQ1SbxAQZqq 維尼
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Ellis:我真係想睇下你仲可以點講8964 copyright protection479PENANA4EX0DGsU0f 維尼
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我:但佢講咩都得架啦...又唔知佢係邊個...8964 copyright protection479PENANArowbeCJWVb 維尼
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我:同埋佢啲圖其實P出嚟都得架姐8964 copyright protection479PENANApw7JOiBLR2 維尼
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Ellis:你唔係同人扑過,佢點會知你唔鐘意戴套啊?8964 copyright protection479PENANAr90dRJ7zem 維尼
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Ellis:如果佢唔講呢句,可能都仲有得拗下。但人地都咁清楚,都冇咩好講啦!8964 copyright protection479PENANAjbxoKba8nb 維尼
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Ellis:我真係好討厭你8964 copyright protection479PENANAMW3NA9D1ZK 維尼
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Ellis:你好噁心8964 copyright protection479PENANAR0XMnlr0V1 維尼
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Ellis:都唔知你一直以嚟喺出面同過幾多人搞,諗起你以前成日無啦啦咁早瞓,唔洗問都係同人去搞野啦!8964 copyright protection479PENANAFLu0dLkxUM 維尼
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Ellis:我地分手啦,今次真係接受唔到8964 copyright protection479PENANAL0sAaZj7Bn 維尼
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我:唔好啦...我真係冇...8964 copyright protection479PENANAcKOtRs99AR 維尼
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Ellis馬上就封鎖了我所有聯合絡方式,不論是IG、Whatsapp、Signal、snapchat……全部都無一倖免。甚至連電話,撥出之後都立即接駁到留言信箱。8964 copyright protection479PENANAWIsFroI0J2 維尼
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我有嘗試留言給她,不過在那一晚之後,我就再也沒有收到過她的任何回覆。她突然就從我的世界裏消失了,我從此就沒再聽說過任何關於她的消息。8964 copyright protection479PENANACf2tPstPGt 維尼
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我沒想過,分手原來可以發生得這麼突然,也可以那麼徹底。明明我們才剛見過面,又約好了明天再見。8964 copyright protection479PENANAVxg2pzRrec 維尼
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愛情這回事,仿佛得比人的生命更難預測。即使是一個臥病在床的病人,我們也可以從他的脈搏、呼吸、病情、各種指數,去預測他生命的走向。8964 copyright protection479PENANAy9rZC3HvHH 維尼
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然而,愛情的走向卻是虛無縹緲。沒有任何指數,也沒有任何標準,根本無法預料。上一秒他仍然可以跟你說說笑笑,下一秒他卻說早就看厭了你的笑臉。他笑得連表情都僵硬起來,又想找第二個笑得更燦爛的。8964 copyright protection479PENANAY13hAnkPWB 維尼
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我曾經幻想過兩人的結局,會是某一人先開口,說兩人的感情早已變淡了。我們會和平分手,而我在外面偷食的事亦可以隱瞞到底。8964 copyright protection479PENANAbuXeoyjEju 維尼
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我們可以繼續當朋友,亦可能不再聯絡,但至少誰都不會怨恨誰。我知道我沒有資格埋怨。要是我一早分手,或是不去偷食,事情就不會發展到如斯田地。8964 copyright protection479PENANA6zb22hJkob 維尼
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人往往都是在分手之後,才會看得清楚。每個人從一段感情中清醒的時間都不一樣。有些人要一個月,有些人要幾個月,有些人要一年半載,有些人卻用上了一生。8964 copyright protection479PENANAow299K0Afg 維尼
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而我很明顯不會是最後那一種人。8964 copyright protection479PENANAyZL823K5XC 維尼
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我坐在地鐵車廂內沉默地發呆。一時間還未搞清楚發生了甚麼事的我,腦中一片空白。是因為早就沒有感情了,所以悲傷的感覺才不至於那般強烈嗎?8964 copyright protection479PENANAm8y8mOnjbs 維尼
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抑或我只是一時未能接受她終於都離開我,絕望得連傷心都反應不及?8964 copyright protection479PENANAvz6owu4Ghi 維尼
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那種感覺很複雜。我有嘗試過挽回,證明我仍不想她就此從我的世界裏消失。但是,就算我留得住她,往後的日子也不會有太大改變。我當上一陣子乖仔之後,十之八九也會重操故業。8964 copyright protection479PENANAYyI7M4YleZ 維尼
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我和Ellis,從一開始就注定不會有完滿的結局。留住她,應該只是因為我不甘心就此分手。至於那些內心深處的思緒,其實也認為放過大家是比較好的選擇。8964 copyright protection479PENANAd1Lkbj9gK5 維尼
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我除了不甘心之外,其實或多或少也有種鬆一口氣的感覺。8964 copyright protection479PENANAsPESjAX3OU 維尼
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我逐漸意識到自己並不是太過絕望。而且我仍然有一個後備,所以尚未傷心到要大哭一場的地步。況且,Ellis都把我完全封鎖了。即使我想挽留她,也找不到任何機會。8964 copyright protection479PENANAHj16hjvntj 維尼
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如果她想多給我一次機會,她應該會在明天或是後天就把我解封。可是,了解她性格的我十分清楚,她是個絕不能接受另一半出軌的女生。8964 copyright protection479PENANAUBNZWrAqdY 維尼
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看來,這次真的要認輸了。8964 copyright protection479PENANA58XOrpXUxW 維尼
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我不知道明天醒來的時候,還會否依舊灑脫自在。但現在的我,離失魂落魄還有些微的距離。8964 copyright protection479PENANAQpCvllN75V 維尼
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在回家的路上,我又想到了那個告密的人。我重新開啟了那些告密的DM截圖,絞盡腦汁去回想究竟當天約了誰人見面。8964 copyright protection479PENANAmThIijwUOf 維尼
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我最先就排除了Dawn。因為DM上面的日期,我仍然未認識她。我更沒有約過她到上面所寫的地點見面。8964 copyright protection479PENANA03gnHsdJr5 維尼
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第一次約交友APP的人見面,不外乎都是油尖旺、中環這一帶。因此,這大大增加了找出兇手的難度。而當我打算在IG裏搜尋那個空白帳戶的時候,亦發現那個帳戶經已被刪除。想不到那個人竟然使出「Hit & Run」這些毒辣的招數。8964 copyright protection479PENANAaM5g4BsX7Q 維尼
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線索斷了,也是無可奈可的事。既然他部署已久,就肯定不會這麼輕易就發現。儘管我恨不得立即揪出那個人,然後把他掛在皇后像廣場鞭屍。可是,我根本就不可能知道他是誰。8964 copyright protection479PENANAaB01XdixZ7 維尼
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我就連他是男人或是女生也不知道。唉......這次真的是被人擺了一道。8964 copyright protection479PENANAxynrLWhQi3 維尼
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剛剛被分手,又被不知名的小人在背後中傷。一天內遭受多次傷害,我實在很需要有一個人安慰。我躺在床上,稍為放鬆了繃緊的神經之後就想起了Dawn。8964 copyright protection479PENANArX1BF75PQd 維尼
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我想現在最能慰藉我的人就只有她了。好在我當時沒有一時意氣,得悉阿皮和她的事之後就與她告別。既然也聯絡不了Ellis,不如找她見面更好。反正明天也不會再見Ellis,就算Dawn今晚不行,改成明晚也可以。8964 copyright protection479PENANAlm7HB2j4T7 維尼
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說起來,由於今天要上班,下班之後也要見Ellis。所以,我一直都把她昨晚傳來的新訊息,閑擱在訊息列表之中。我直到現在才有時間回覆她,只希望她不會生氣吧。8964 copyright protection479PENANArca8qZotWH 維尼
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我:喂~今晚或者聽晚得唔得閒啊?8964 copyright protection479PENANAbT4wzqnBwF 維尼
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Dawn:終於覆8964 copyright protection479PENANAPkW6IdyklZ 維尼
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Dawn:但咁突然?8964 copyright protection479PENANAGwrhwkp0kg 維尼
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我:Weekend冇野做,但又唔想留喺屋企8964 copyright protection479PENANA1TAnbife0i 維尼
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Dawn:我呢兩日都唔得啊...約咗啲大學frd飲野8964 copyright protection479PENANAxlJv4D12yx 維尼
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我:咁好啦,唯有照舊下星期8964 copyright protection479PENANAcGH3fm6Aiy 維尼
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Dawn:其實呢...我有啲野想問8964 copyright protection479PENANAhFtALCXgKU 維尼
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我:咩啊?8964 copyright protection479PENANANFGVfaMp4L 維尼
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Dawn:你係咪真係冇女朋友?8964 copyright protection479PENANAJOwiCFaTH8 維尼
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我:冇啦...點解咁講8964 copyright protection479PENANAAATJncseu4 維尼
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Dawn:Umm…覺得你有時覆機啲時間好似係陪完人先覆咁8964 copyright protection479PENANAlal2hRFd8m 維尼
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Dawn:同埋...純粹覺得囉8964 copyright protection479PENANAeCwmk5JAUQ 維尼
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我:冇啦...真係冇,我返工忙姐8964 copyright protection479PENANAvANK18nUH5 維尼
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Dawn:咁如果我話下星期見,但唔扑野,咁你得唔得8964 copyright protection479PENANA3Y2tUnMCXW 維尼
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看見Dawn的訊息,我就知道她又打算試探我。我猜她並非不想跟我上床,只是想先聽聽我口中的答案。我理所當然地會回答她心目中的答案。8964 copyright protection479PENANAs1CnTCWk3r 維尼
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我:冇問題啊...一齊食飯再hea陣都得8964 copyright protection479PENANAHe5BIO3dpj 維尼
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Dawn:真心咩?8964 copyright protection479PENANAE6BsRhLqOe 維尼
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我:係啊,做咩8964 copyright protection479PENANA9GgDAjiISq 維尼
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我:做咩一晚冇覆你就突然咁奇怪8964 copyright protection479PENANAQyyqWneTCM 維尼
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Dawn:唉...我都唔知8964 copyright protection479PENANAuMhNLjkxvn 維尼
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Dawn:我只係覺得,其實不如就咁算8964 copyright protection479PENANAb0JWxlJjAv 維尼
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Dawn:我意思係唔好再見8964 copyright protection479PENANADThBEvv2cY 維尼
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看見她的訊息,我頓時大吃一驚。仍未從被Ellis分手一事中回復過來的我,想不到在一天內連續面對兩次被分手。8964 copyright protection479PENANAg4e5ypG62e 維尼
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我當下有種感覺,很懷疑她倆是否早就約好了。8964 copyright protection479PENANAeHKyiYBV0F 維尼
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我不明白過去的一晚,她心中究竟發生過哪些動盪,以至她會在今天就說出不想再見的話。難道只是因為我不回覆她嗎?8964 copyright protection479PENANAGVAoQYkbZ2 維尼
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我以為她只是一時意氣,自然懂得立即認錯。8964 copyright protection479PENANAFngk46Uilm 維尼
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我:我真係太忙先冇時間覆咋~真係唔係有野呃你或者點...8964 copyright protection479PENANAxLMrojVvtr 維尼
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Dawn:唔係呢個問題8964 copyright protection479PENANAXKDJQMuxK9 維尼
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Dawn:係自從你嚟我屋企嗰晚之後,我發覺我地咁落去都唔會有咩結果8964 copyright protection479PENANAZz6nV1VKlj 維尼
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Dawn:你知我唔係淨係想做SP或者FWB,你知我想同你拍拖8964 copyright protection479PENANAWsHeRNUNeY 維尼
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Dawn:所以我先冇應承你今個星期見,就係想有啲時間諗清楚自己究竟想點8964 copyright protection479PENANArrBDQOAYxv 維尼
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Dawn:其實唔關你嘅事,只係我諗清楚咗8964 copyright protection479PENANAlPLfklyRGJ 維尼
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我:下...又會咁突然...8964 copyright protection479PENANABfYE37Ri1d 維尼
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Dawn:咁你上次都表達得好清楚啦,我知你冇打算要同我一齊8964 copyright protection479PENANAaGL8Q27zTY 維尼
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她表現得那麼決絕,我也無話可說。我不知道該說些甚麼,只能卧在床上長嘆一口氣。本來充滿期待、熱情的內心,在一瞬間就被絕望佔據。那些昨天還陪伴在我左右的人,竟然在一天之內相繼望去。8964 copyright protection479PENANAR91oxKosfw 維尼
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我仿佛成了一群失去牧羊人的綿羊,完全失去了正確方向。我該怎麼辦?該勸回Dawn嗎?對她說謊,然後說自己其實也喜歡她.......8964 copyright protection479PENANAZgDuW6XuWh 維尼
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還是我應該用盡一切方法哄回Ellis,對她說謊,解釋自己從來都沒有做過那些事......8964 copyright protection479PENANA5VkhgrO4AD 維尼
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我心中那一團糟又雜亂無章的思緒,最終也是分崩離析,得不到任何結論。就像一群失去牧羊人的綿羊,一些去了東,一些又去了西。最後,牠們只能被大草原上的獵食者分食得一乾二淨。8964 copyright protection479PENANAw8Z1GBuxd7 維尼
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不能統一的想法,到頭來根本甚麼都不是。8964 copyright protection479PENANARzJRAIpg9S 維尼
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為甚麼會變成這樣?這是我第一句對自己說的話。8964 copyright protection479PENANAKHYvS2OCmI 維尼
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其實說謊很累,我實在不想再為了留住一兩個人,而分別對她們說那麼多大話。就算對方相信,然後我亦留得住她們,到最後還是要直面自己的內心。8964 copyright protection479PENANAGqaJfDG7Ba 維尼
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要是我真心喜歡她,那麼我仍然有理由留下她。不喜歡就是不喜歡,我們無論怎樣也不會變成情侶。8964 copyright protection479PENANAGdlajIbFfS 維尼
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我無謂為了一時的爽快,而令自己將來變得更加難受。以我和Ellis的關係,即使我挽留她也是情有可原。畢竟,我們可是一對名正言順的情侶。8964 copyright protection479PENANAo9yHXsvFf3 維尼
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但是,以我和Dawn的關係。我實在找不了甚麼理由去挽留她。要是我仍然糾纏下去,煩著她不肯放手,只會演變成單方面的騷擾。8964 copyright protection479PENANAyOTh4ZcLod 維尼
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我不想變成這種麻煩人,很丟臉之餘,也得不到真正的快樂。8964 copyright protection479PENANAW6lCVT7hLF 維尼
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我:好啦咁,對唔住8964 copyright protection479PENANAyKtvJZWTG7 維尼
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Dawn:唔關你事啦,係我衰咗姐8964 copyright protection479PENANAL0XsNzNKpd 維尼
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這句對不起。除了因為拒絕了她的之外,大概也包含著我對她撒謊的歉意。我到最後也沒有告訴Dawn我有女朋友的事,而從那天起我們就再也沒有說過一句話。8964 copyright protection479PENANAaWe7fMNWWK 維尼
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也許在Dawn心裏面,我也不是一個壞得徹底的人,只是剛好沒能在一起而已。8964 copyright protection479PENANADxovabwMOP 維尼
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至於Ellis,她必定會記恨於我。可能會持續一段短時間,或是直到她有下一個男朋友,她依然會討厭著我。8964 copyright protection479PENANAIsKfLKUbF4 維尼
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但是她們到最終,都沒有從我口中得知任何真相。這件事對她們所造成的傷害,應該已經減到最低。而這亦是唯一該感到慶幸的地方。8964 copyright protection479PENANA7nsw7VOuG7 維尼
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說實話,作為唯一知道全部真相的我。在同時失去Dawn和Ellis之後,我感到相當愧疚。我知道這都是自己一手做成的,怪就怪自己沒有好好處理一段感情。如果在發現性事不合之後就分手,根本不會發展出之後的問題。8964 copyright protection479PENANAjUQBxPhYJP 維尼
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說了一個又一個謊言,到頭來遭到報應的也是自己。8964 copyright protection479PENANA3Ef5D94VFN 維尼
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我萬念俱灰地卧灰床上,即使心中仍殘留著一絲挽留的想法,卻深知已不可能實現。我錯過了最應該感到後悔的時機,現時無論怎樣努力也是無力回天。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPiYc6reIgz 維尼
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我放下手中的電話,帶著不甘便蓋上被子沉沉的睡了。我很清楚最難適應的日子還未到來。也許今晚,就是這一段日子內,我能睡得最平靜的一晚了。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPauCqE5Xcx 維尼
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翌日醒來,我如常地拿起電話。不過,收到的訊息大多數也是一些群組訊息。我暫時還沒有心情回覆。8964 copyright protection479PENANA6EnRDO5ple 維尼
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在那些群組之下的,便是Ellis和Dawn的對話。我們最後的訊息,仍然停留在昨晚。而這亦令我開始認清事實。8964 copyright protection479PENANA8fG8YRRYnj 維尼
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原來從今天起,我往後就再也不會收到她們傳來的新訊息。8964 copyright protection479PENANA0mEZA4tN2i 維尼
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以前起床的時候,我總會花幾分鐘回覆她。在某段日子裏面,每天睡醒之後最先做的事,就是看看她們傳來甚麼訊息。8964 copyright protection479PENANACtFSQ62Ogo 維尼
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即使只是一句普通的早安、Miss you,也會為早上的我提供動力。不過,我一時還未習慣失去她們的日子。我總覺得這幾天都過得很平淡、枯燥無味,仿似一台未接駁電源的機器一樣,只剩下一具無用的空殼。8964 copyright protection479PENANA1pjAVm88Li 維尼
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我不太習慣週末不能跟Ellis見面;也不太習慣晚上沒有Dawn找我一起睡覺。不太習慣睡前少了一個能陪我聊心事的對象,不太習慣獨來獨往的生活,不太習慣看見街上有情侶牽手......8964 copyright protection479PENANAihSD15Q8un 維尼
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也許你會覺得這種生活很奢侈,又會覺得我將有人陪伴看待成是理所當然的事。不過,有些習慣並不是一時三刻就能改變。我不知道這種狀況會持續多久,我只知道每一個剛經歷「被分手」的人,都總是難以接受自已會變得寂寞起來。8964 copyright protection479PENANAdBi1hh48k4 維尼
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我有恨過那個跟Ellis告密的傢伙,可是,就算我討厭他又能怎樣。我根本不可能找出一個存心在背心耍手段的人。舊訊息是我自己刪除的,偷食也是我自己的決定。靜下來想一想,把事情弄成如斯田地的人都是自己。8964 copyright protection479PENANA0yZ98Sz2vC 維尼
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我逐漸覺得那個人是誰好似不太重要了,就算我把他揪出來又怎樣。把他放到網上公審嗎?還是學他一樣,在背後默默地收集他的黑材料,然後在某天對他身邊的人告發他。8964 copyright protection479PENANAVNfMTZeKrI 維尼
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我的報復心還不至於強烈得如此地步,也沒有那麼多的耐心去恨一個人。我沒有動力去做這些事,我只想花一點時間盡快去習慣這種一個人的生活。8964 copyright protection479PENANAXwkuwAyv9d 維尼
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雖然我有想過找Zoey,甚至乎是重新下載交友APP。可是,我好似連做這些事的動力都失去了。8964 copyright protection479PENANAme3ngZNiqz 維尼
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我變得有點抗拒與人維持和建立關係。我開始覺得維繫一段關係是一件很累的事,也不太想付出感情。至少在我完全忘記和放下這一件事之前,我也不想馬上投入到另一段長期關係之中。8964 copyright protection479PENANADWARgtJr4A 維尼
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反正,即使我找到了一段新感情,也不代表我會完全改掉偷食的想法。我很清楚在一段正式關係中的自己,只要兩人的激情在哪天消減了,我仍然會偷偷跟別人上床。8964 copyright protection479PENANAjiVdaY8GL9 維尼
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我過不了那些平淡安穩的日子。8964 copyright protection479PENANAsBYO4vbZAF 維尼
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況且,就算在交友APP裏認識了另一個人又怎樣。經歷過太多次之後,我實在不太想重新經歷多一次以前走過的舊路。在交友APP裏面的每一次結緣,都仿似是一場新的輪迴。8964 copyright protection479PENANAYAXao9CRB2 維尼
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「喂晏晝!你個樣做咩咁攰啊?呢幾日好夜訓呀?」公司前輩阿May對我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPEQ94VDsfD 維尼
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「係啊...呢排有啲失眠姐...」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAmCBts5jTXb 維尼
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「哦~啲野慢慢做啦!下星期就有新人嚟接手架喇!」阿May說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAroIsU6Wf26 維尼
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「今日我Last day啊,請你食件餅啦!」阿May再說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAhceaEVqi1p 維尼
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接著,阿May把餅盒遞到我面前,讓我從裏面選了一件。還記得第一次跟Ellis分手的時候,我也睡得不太好。以至連上班的時候都顯得行屍走肉似的。8964 copyright protection479PENANAXWKc1crdji 維尼
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不過我卻沒想過到,這次Dawn和Ellis的雙重打擊之下,我竟然連續失眠了幾天。我有好幾晚都是臨近天光前才睡得著。8964 copyright protection479PENANAqaGm4obSXv 維尼
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其實除了一時不太習慣,我還覺得自己失去了生活的動力。以前拍拖的時候,實在不會有太多獨處的時間。一個人的時候,很多時也會想早點休息,或是去約炮。8964 copyright protection479PENANAjRFmyjrEtT 維尼
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不過,當我重新變回一個人。既沒有女朋友,也沒有甚麼SP、FWB。我反而變得迷失,不知道日常生活還有甚麼興趣可做,將來的路究竟要怎樣走。8964 copyright protection479PENANAB6kyVkne8g 維尼
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實在不難理解,為甚麼人類是需要社交的生物。若是太多獨處的時間,我們就會開始胡思亂想。8964 copyright protection479PENANAHqutybVuA5 維尼
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「係呢?阿May你之後去邊做啊?」我問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAXT3n7aj4Ad 維尼
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「我同男朋友移民喇!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA2dwEsuxyW8 維尼
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「下?!真係架?咁你地過去先搵工定點。」我問。8964 copyright protection479PENANAZGJJupu1dQ 維尼
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「係啊~諗住過去睇定啲再算~」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA3IRd9UxISe 維尼
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「你呢咁?你打算第時點啊?而家好多人都走喎!」她再說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPWz2gxJl6Z 維尼
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「我難啲啦!我得一個人。」我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANACGT0gKc2EE 維尼
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「都唔係嘅~都有人係一個人過去,話唔定你去到先識到女朋友呢!」她說。8964 copyright protection479PENANA5VCt4XjJwb 維尼
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「唉~等我捱多幾年有啲錢先啦!hahaha…」我笑說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAANEnXUd9EO 維尼
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「不過多謝你塊餅!All the best啦!」我再說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAW0iuqahE44 維尼
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阿May說起了將來的事,我忽然想起Ellis以前也問過我類似的問題。雖然阿May說的是關於移民的話題,但由於我這幾天滿腦子都是我跟Ellis和Dawn的往事,所以很自然就將她和Ellis說話的事聯繫起來。8964 copyright protection479PENANAfyw7AKIoBs 維尼
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我記得Ellis當時問我,我有甚麼興趣或是夢想。8964 copyright protection479PENANAtx1JGtzWkE 維尼
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我那時回答她,我喜歡寫文章、想故事之類。雖然這只是個隨口說說的話題,而我們之後也沒再深入討論。但是近來發生的事,令我心中產生太多無處釋放的情感。那種鬱結在心裏面的感覺實在太過壓抑,亦不知道該怎麼對人說起這些事。8964 copyright protection479PENANA2ZheiPmPjh 維尼
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難道要對朋友們說,因為我偷食被分手,所以覺得很後悔又很不甘心嗎?這樣的話實在有點太過狂妄。8964 copyright protection479PENANAtM1I6oM4fB 維尼
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既然回復單身之後多了很多空餘時間,也是時候多花一點心思在自己真正有興趣的事之上。就把心裏的不愉快、負面情緒都發洩在文章和故事之中,也許會比每天自怨自艾來得更有用。如果每天都寫一點、每天都寫一點,大概不用多久我就能把這些負面的情緒都發洩出來。8964 copyright protection479PENANAmQzI1onbag 維尼
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我想到那時候,才是真正的放下了這兩段關係。8964 copyright protection479PENANA2UYvSdSNFG 維尼
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不過,我還沒想好究竟要寫個怎樣的故事。不論是題材、大綱也是毫無頭緒。該寫一些完全憑空想像的懸疑科幻故事嗎?還是寫一些矯揉造作愛情故事?8964 copyright protection479PENANAhEkRp5U5X7 維尼
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我唯一想到的,就是想把故事寫得黑暗成人向一點。主角最好就是個大奸角、大壞蛋的那種。8964 copyright protection479PENANAsLmHkwnCSk 維尼
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但若果第一個故事就寫一些太過複雜玄幻的故事,似乎很容易就會出錯。寫故事這種事,可是要逐漸累積口碑和技巧的。我想一開始還是寫一些自己最熟悉的題材就最好不過,要大多數人也有共鳴,而且亦圍繞著日常生活的故事。8964 copyright protection479PENANAmQNtDH1D8e 維尼
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一想到自己最熟悉的題材,我便想到了自己過去的愛情和約炮經歷。儘管比我更瘋狂的人比比皆是,卻不是所有人都會願意把自己的風流史書寫出來。8964 copyright protection479PENANAriY6rGf1wP 維尼
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「自古文人多風流」。我想就是用來形容我這類型的傢伙。8964 copyright protection479PENANA4pd3L67HbG 維尼
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我立即打開電話,找到了一直藏在「記事簿」裏面的某個List。我檢視著名為「日記」的列表。從最初時寥寥無幾的幾人,累積到如今會嚇人一跳的數目,實在有太多經歷可以寫了。8964 copyright protection479PENANAFvMmAu9X68 維尼
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我又剛好正經歷失戀時期。寫自己過去的愛情故事,絕對是個好的機會,讓自己抒發種種不好意思對別人傾訴的情緒。8964 copyright protection479PENANAxy5zoSEFRO 維尼
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至於「日記」裏面的人名,有些只見過一兩面。不少已經不太記得她們的外貌,或是姓甚名誰了。唯獨那些有過一段情的傢伙,卻令我難以忘懷。8964 copyright protection479PENANAaNvO59fDVK 維尼
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當中有開心的,也有悲傷的。不過,既然最終也分開了,自然是悲劇的結局佔大多數。我想我寫出來的愛情故,也不會有甚麼好結局。8964 copyright protection479PENANARnA72Ix91V 維尼
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姆指一直往屏幕下方滑去。每當我瞄到某些熟悉的名字之際,臉上總是不禁會心微笑。大部分都是屬於釋懷的微笑,當然也有少部分是例外。8964 copyright protection479PENANAIiAIifVtHN 維尼
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她們現在都過得好嗎?每次回想起過去的事,我總會不由自主地想起這個問題。8964 copyright protection479PENANAWMkYPt6QvO 維尼
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說實話,香港只是一個彈丸之地,但人口也有接近八百萬之多。即使是那些居住在同區的中學同學,畢業之後也未必會再次遇見,更何況是某些根本不想跟你碰上的人呢?8964 copyright protection479PENANAgaS8IdiSQG 維尼
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世界上有不少人,說了再見之後還會再見。但更多的,卻是餘生都不會再次遇上的人。簡單別過之後,一生的緣份很可能就此斷絕。8964 copyright protection479PENANAP2HgdnUT2u 維尼
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然而,既然很大機會都不會再見,我想寫寫她們也沒甚麼大不了吧。就算被她們發現了,死不應承認是我寫的就好了。8964 copyright protection479PENANA340j1oob91 維尼
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還記得Ellis曾對我說過,如果有一天我開始寫文章,就必定要告訴她。我想現在也沒有這個機會了,但我相信只要繼續寫下去,總有一天她們也會知道是我的。8964 copyright protection479PENANAQ7aQmMJgaL 維尼
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只希望她們不會怪我將她們寫得太「Kam」。8964 copyright protection479PENANAvUuvEXE2eq 維尼
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「Byebye喇晏晝!之後返嚟香港再約你食飯啦!」阿May對我說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAhcxeX1iLlE 維尼
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「Byebye喇May姐!」我笑說對May揮手說。8964 copyright protection479PENANANTNWCvjKz6 維尼
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縱使我和阿May只是同事關係,但這樣一別之後,也不知道會否再次碰面。我想總有機會吧。8964 copyright protection479PENANAvFjlqPK7KN 維尼
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連上司們都下班之後,辦公室內便逐漸變得冷清,只剩下數個其他部門的同事仍在加班。May的身影和同事們的笑聲漸漸遠去,而我的腦中亦早已放下了所有關於工作的事。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPtyLDOaWZk 維尼
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沒心情找朋友吃飯,也未到夜蒲的日子。一個人的生活,也不知道下班之後該到哪裏去。在寂寞感浮現的瞬間,我又想起了Dawn和Ellis。8964 copyright protection479PENANAQXQDwGb4tN 維尼
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不可以!我馬上在心裏告誡自己。8964 copyright protection479PENANAYT6GP7KoGl 維尼
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我立即低頭看了看繼續查看電話裏的記事簿,剛好瞄到了Kimberly的名字。看到了她的名字,腦中在剎那間就閃過與她的種種過往,對於故事的靈感因此而生。8964 copyright protection479PENANAb4Fw1kS6El 維尼
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我當下就決定要以她作為故事第一個主線故事。畢竟Year 2時跟她分手的事,可是一切的開端。8964 copyright protection479PENANALX32SFXGsS 維尼
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想好了主線的起點之後,我還需要寫一個能吸引人的序章,最好就是一開頭就過得很頹廢糜爛的那種調子。不過,我思來想去也是毫無頭緒,完全想不到該從哪裏入手。8964 copyright protection479PENANASegzm9oDGF 維尼
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要是一開場就是跟Kimberly分手的場面,似乎亦欠缺了一些新意。我並未在個位置斟酌太多,既然想到了就開始寫吧。8964 copyright protection479PENANAJn3PyIm9xL 維尼
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誰說過寫故事不可以從第二章開始寫起。8964 copyright protection479PENANASy5vTCQLHd 維尼
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我打開Google Doc,在這平平無奇的OT時間開始寫人生第一個愛情小說。8964 copyright protection479PENANAhKnbrQRJXM 維尼
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「我真係忍夠你喇!我地分手啦!」8964 copyright protection479PENANAf1rUz63Jcf 維尼
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我最先寫下了Kimberly對我說分手的話,不禁想起了那個青澀又愛面子的少年。在腦中重現的記憶,使臉上泛起了一絲無奈苦笑,十指更是停不下的往鍵盤 敲擊。8964 copyright protection479PENANA6a39He2WQC 維尼
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除了藏在回憶裏的事,我還需要一些新靈感來填寫第一章。我打開訊息列,很快就找到了一個群組。8964 copyright protection479PENANAPo9az0QDvC 維尼
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我:今個星期LKF?8964 copyright protection479PENANAqCvQUYPjfO 維尼
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阿俊:終於復出?8964 copyright protection479PENANAQpLsc4StPW 維尼
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雷達:都係時候要屌下閪8964 copyright protection479PENANAJPWBTyb6Yt 維尼
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阿真:Let’s gooooo~!!8964 copyright protection479PENANAutfhhnPqhA 維尼
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第九章完。8964 copyright protection479PENANAGRVlE4f7Oj 維尼
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