2009、2010這兩年，簡直是烏煙瘴氣、一潭死水、悶氣衝天、愁雲慘霧......請盡用所有負面形容詞(當然不要和10年後比較)。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdvUZriBdZ
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大環境上，在金融海嘯、雷曼爆煲衝擊下，香港經濟一片蕭條，我的股票暴跌八九成。十多年後的今天，仍距家鄉甚遠(所以不單是桃花運女人緣，連財運，我也是零)。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPJGWy3IRQ
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奴供處網站，又充斥著滿是「西工N寶」、月薪五六千的N項全能超人文員......45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmzCNbAQwz
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連續兩年，星期六紅日，也達5天之多，甚至連風假也沒半天。李氏力場強橫得驚人，風大大不是刻意和香港保持距離，就是晚來朝去，學生哥受惠(但我的學生年代，打風卻全在暑假)，可憐社畜卻要先被吵足一整晚，翌早穿過一片狼籍的街道上班。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2stpOcK459
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還有因深圳河以北的食品安全問題，香港將掀開新一輪淪陷......45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqFK2KvAAn
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還還有興建高鐵的爭議，當時反對的論點，已全部成真......45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnKruF2rph
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而我，也是差不多的頹廢，恐懼天娜離棄我的惶恐不安牽腸掛肚，仍然持續不休，毫無安全感。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftfM0hJGJE
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很矛盾的想法，既想結織新朋友，以作「沖淡」(但其實根本苦無途徑)，但又害怕一旦有了新朋友且發展順利，會成為下一個天娜，又多一個(或以上)使我惶恐不安牽腸掛肚的對象。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI4LuEaJb4
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這時，家母首度(也是最後一次)開腔，說朋友有女孩介紹，著我去相睇。我已預計到結果，一是沒下文；一是發展順利，然後成為下一個天娜；一是再進一步，成為情侶，之後被嫌收入低，關係決裂，肯定只是時間問題.......所以我推卻了(但此時，她仍然不忿舍妹和「窮到燶」「住公屋」的世文拍拖，有趣嗎？)。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju00A0VKDF
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當然，冥冥之中的天命，對我從未玩夠。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5ph6oDspF
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2009年，有兩次，在重重miss call、又一輪惶恐不安牽腸掛肚下，終相約到天娜出來吃個飯。她原先答應，後來，她為了遷就他人的亂入，而把我「棄置」。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpPfxQM8QR
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一次，是先和我約定日間，我出門前一刻，才收到她來電，說另一人約她同日晚上，她不想一天出動兩次，問我可否改晚上10時後3人行(她那時正修讀課程，當天晚上10時才下課)。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYwkEIxPSS
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我翌早4時起床到機場，恕難如此晚(其實那次，我就是想臨飛前約她一見，使我有「Safe！安全了，天娜沒甩我」的感覺，才安心展開旅程)。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59sxOndW90
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於是，她不要求那傢伙改日間，而放棄更早已約定的我。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03uYMODrks
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結果，那次旅行，我的心情，可想而知。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWQFxbtxwQ
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番外篇，以下和天娜無關45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrOfSu8FnY
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那次是跟團旅行。幸好團內氣氛良好高漲，也和一個與母同行、樣貌不錯的年青女團友有兩句，算是一個短暫喘息空間，能暫時忘記天娜的事。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpvo6mzNVf
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但當然，除了互Add Facebook，數天後，一切也隨著鐵鳥著陸赤鱲角結束。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdMHbBd2MR
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很奇怪地，此女的Facebook，從不見拍拖戀愛放閃痕跡，遑論結婚。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhaV2YaB6n
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很久以後，好像是2018年？她忽然Post大肚照。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQTXMAjts3
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產下BB後，她透露BB姓名(在Facebook)，和她不同姓，故估計她不是被中出即飛始亂終棄(否則極可能隨母姓)，但Facebook始終從不見她結婚、BB父親的痕跡。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFRnsiVIWb
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可能她把我放作「點頭之交」。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNWGzXjRjU
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番外篇完。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXXC4ARtvs
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更過份的另一次，也是類似的情況。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJCvhuUayq
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原先和我約定，後來有人亂入，天娜問我可否3人行，我可以。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2rqsmQwGS
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但之後，她說那傢伙拒絕3人行，要和天娜單對單。天娜的選擇，不是和那傢伙另約，而是放棄更早已約定的我 x 2。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyfEUH6qjM
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更過份的，是最後，那傢伙放飛機，天娜竟然翻兜我：「我嗰個 Friend唔嚟，你可以嚟喇」。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcBW6FyvZ6
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天娜你到底當我是甚麼？後備嗎？Plan B嗎？45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIUGAvMBtp
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回想結識天娜初期，我也有原先答應參加飯局K局，但臨時說不去。而且那些都是一大班，缺我一個，也不影響「成團」。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF1WGZ7YhJ
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她卻表現得十分不滿：「吓？我訂咗位，預埋你喇！你應承咗我出嚟架......」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPBbXMT8TK
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她是何等嚴人寬己，五百步笑十步，只許自己放火，不准別人點燈。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjYRRbCuIO
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但她就總是朋友、桃花滿瀉。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcTqVFCsSm
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而我，只能眼淚在心裡流，和指天怒罵。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQOeB9acIr
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