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My entry back into the classroom was barely noticed, and I returned the bathroom pass without hearing a word about how long I've been gone. I didn't want to think about all the homework that was slowly piling up in front of me, but I had no choice but to put it off until later. I took note again of the schedule I glanced at as a reminder of what would come next.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbYhoRn5Nr
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For a serene moment, I just stood leaning on the teacher's desk with my face towards the classmates whom I've been ignoring.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi17dkuCtqR
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"So these are the people you've been hanging out with in my absence?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rHRU2Zc7I
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Having Lumina back reminded me about all the principles of our shared connection, how she could see everything through my eyes, even where my vision focused most. I tried as quickly as I could to get used to it again, so that she can't surprise me later. "Are you kidding? Those people were nowhere to be found over the summer. They didn't want to talk to me. They've been only acquaintances for as long as I can remember... But maybe I can work some new magic on them." I wasn't too sure if I wanted to put in any effort in trying to keep up with these girls, but not all of them were so bad. I never called Laura or Zero for example when I needed help, because I never had their phone numbers to begin with. As for the others, if they continue to ignore me, I'll have to try even harder.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeP7B8gqHr
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"You sound like a masochist."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qbMqIE9oa
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"What is that?" I waited for her clarification as I made my way back to my seat, sitting in wait as I wasn't ready to talk to any of them just yet. With a pencil and eraser in hand, maybe I can pretend to work.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqJIySA7cc
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"Never mind. Let me ask you this. Where is Maddison right now?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiH6cJmgrC
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I guess I'll have to look up what a masochist is on my own. As for Maddison, "Should I even care? I'm sure she'd want it that way. I haven't been nice to her even after learning she has amnesia, and I don't feel bad about it one bit. She's off somewhere, not caring about things as usual."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fRwNsYcog
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For the faintest moment, Lumina boosted the connection using her passive ability, allowing me to see through her eyes as she showed me her place and her arms in front. "Well she's missing out. She might think she's someone's cream of the crop, but she doesn't have all this!" Lumina waved and pointed her arms and eyes down to her own body, bobbing to gesture showing off her entire package.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa6CcQZEEf
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Delayed by only a half-second from denial, I couldn't contain my laughter at such quirks. I vocalized my excitement enough for everyone to hear, and found it so absurd how proud Lumina was to be herself instead of someone else.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ659bBsSi95
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"What happened?" Banarus, curious only to what set me off tried not to laugh in sympathy for how lost I was in myself. I wasn't able to answer her yet, and her curiosity spread to everybody else at the table.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAYjVZzM6U
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Laura tsked her tongue a few times while studying me. "He's finally gone crazy."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wyg6JdRUN
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Just when I thought I would recover, Laura's comment only made it worse. I had to hold my chest and take deeper breaths to not fall out of my own seat, though at least I became quieter in volume.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsVoucSmh7
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"Serious though. You are okay, aren't you?" The question came from Lumina, a voice I would never mistake for anybody else. Her concern, though mild, calmed me down faster.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvaPFTOikS
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"Don't worry about me. I was just thinking something over again from earlier." I only addressed the humans, certain Lumina would hear my separate answer from within.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeimL4Y6dY
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"Smooth." I knew she was unimpressed only by my lack of emotional control in front of others, but I could care less given what I've been through.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYkccgMjBx
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"So, you're not being crazy?" Laura would have been asking as a joke in any other context, but she was the only one not laughing at my cringiness.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl0jnyWCXx
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Oh well, might as well go all in from this moment forward. "Maybe I am crazy Laura!" I Gothicized my own voice to sound insane on purpose, hoping for a frightened or panicked reaction from Laura. "Maybe I'm crazy and you're too late in realizing it!" I went all out, trying to open my eyes wider while leaning in towards her slowly.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0CLv7gyUI
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"Okay, calm down."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEDcxUhilL
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Laura finally admitted defeat by leaning away, making a crackling laughing cry for help. Already was I too much for her, and the moment got the others chuckling at us both. The whole atmosphere could have stayed so heavenly, until Banarus decided not to abandon her stubborn curiosity.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrn2iwtDUf
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"You seem way happier all the sudden. I mean, there you were for days just sitting like a zombie, and now this? It's okay Reed. You can tell us if you've gone bonkers."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs1qTKk71i
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In just two seconds, her question killed what mood we had going. Everybody was staring at me now, waiting on an explanation they all deserved. She's quite the problem sometimes, saying what everybody else is thinking. Now I have to convince everybody that I'm okay, even though there is no visible reason for me to make such a swift one-eighty. I of course know the real reason; just thinking about her like this was making me blush a little. None of them can ever know about her though.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbkvC7rkMU
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"Girls? I can be a complete weirdo sometimes. I may not make sense to some of you every day. And if that makes me bonkers, so be it. You can call me your everyday wacko!" My confession had Laura and Kate cackling somewhat, but I continued in all seriousness. "Right now, I'm okay if you all think I'm nuts. I for one don't need to change who I am to make any friends. So, if you're still wondering, I'm fine." I let my words end there, waiting for them to ask me something else... The silence trailed, all with easy expressions I've never seen before.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp4cityv62
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"...Interesting," Lumina observed. "They respect you more for saying something like that."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPt19V7foD
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Was that really the case? I wouldn't have guessed it myself, but if Lumina is so sure, I have to believe it.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIXMHhmEr0
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"... Hold on a moment!" Being the first to interrupt achieved bliss, Laura leaned forward on top of her desk, until her face was right up in my own.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSLu9ORwX1
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I instantly tried to lean away from her, being unable to see with all my vision taken up by Laura's curious scowl. "Eh, personal space much?" I shouldn't have underestimated her ability to make me feel uncomfortable, though it was probably payback for what I did to her earlier.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhPQLBPbtk
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At last, Laura backed away, resuming her normal sitting bend while crossing her arms in awe. "So that's why you're acting so weird today!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjSY6kTLCr
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I shrugged my arms up with a slight nod of uncertainty to what she was getting at. Oh...? I thought I was always the weird one.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oLhsDNwK9
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"Isn't he always weird?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1X9FCrjJx
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"Hey! Telepathy's our thing!" As Lumina shouted at Banarus for her comment, I rubbed my arm to try and catch up.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYhBXrtvab
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So that's why I heard two of the same questions at once! I thought it was unnatural for Banarus's voice to echo at all, but it was Lumina asking the same thing at the same time, which explains her latest jesting outburst. Still, I didn't even get the time to explain anything before Laura came out with the news herself, and she made a wide, naughty grin when she addressed me.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc4L47PsWz
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"So, who's the new girlfriend?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkVaub2ax9
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Everyone around me just blurted "What?!" as if they'd never expect to hear that, including Lumina, though her shock was for different reasons. "Eha..." I was too confused to make words right now, shocked that Laura could somehow figure these things out first. I wanted to flat out deny it, but with my feelings for Lumina so fresh on my mind, my tongue just froze up with nothing else to say.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWZQBNQQbQ
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"I got to hand it to Laura. She read you like a two-page picture book made with glass pages."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZC4NWfR7T
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"Girlfriend huh? Whatever do you mean?" I couldn't even engage my acting skills. There was too much for me to think about at once, mainly to the mystery of how Laura was so observant. She's much more skilled than me! I can read people really well too, but never who they're crushing on. As such, I probably didn't sound convincing in my own lie.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0HmFUZ1lm
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"Hah!" Banarus barked and pointed. "I knew it!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKU5QrOaEc
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"She totally did not know it."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSGG3W8gcK
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"Can everyone just stop talking to me at once?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEBEzRQ3Qi
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Laura ignored my strange request though, penalizing me with the truth I tried so much to hide. "You've been blushing ever since you got back to the classroom, but you were extremely miserable before that. Admit it!" Laura stood up with her legs apart pointing at me like a five year old accusing a villain. "You were having girl trouble weren't you? You got the looove buuug!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgghZXbpnIF
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Without a dull moment, Banarus added on with my humiliation. "Awh! That's so cute! Reed, you finally found someone!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl4EnvwDrJ
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At last I was given a moment to speak, but I had to rethink everything to say, since my facade of being a stone-cold single loner came crashing down in flames. This was the one thing I didn't want to have to deal with. I knew I would be bombarded with questions for details if I were to mention a secret lover to anybody, questions I could never plausibly answer, because of Lumina... No, I don't think I can hide this anymore, at least not the part that I do have a girlfriend. Allowing myself to come out with this truth, I decided to let them win this round, even though I could barely speak it. "Okay... So I might possibly have someone... Maybe..." It's so embarrassing to admit to others!112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya25uPlobf
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"And her name's Lumina?" Laura grinned as she started to eat my nervousness up like pancakes. Even Lumina was spooked.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRyFachFaq
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"Aaaagh! Laura has telepathy!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfCFeyFWNS
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But that's not possible! "The hell? How could she know that? Bullshit. Maddison must have talked after all."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcippknYyo0
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"That's actually really bad if it's true."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUSTrrke81
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"Come on! You wrote her name down right there on your eraser! Big surprise for us all."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz91fsV4kKA
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If epiphanies could hurt, this one would have cracked open my skin. I could only sit there with a blank and confused stare on my face, slowly coming to the only reality that made any sense. Laura must have read the blue ink on my big eraser when she got in my face earlier, which means she's been teasing me about it this entire time. "Oh."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGYhoJ0YoE
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"Oh?! Oh?! Is that all you can say? You might as well just have your diary sitting wide open for everyone to read, then get surprised how everybody knows your secrets. It's the perfect plan!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcvQkxmK7D
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"At least it's a step up from mindlessly drawing dicks everywhere."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6VQteWM85
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"Look, I didn't remember writing your name on that eraser until just now."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G4EO2Svg0
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"And the big bold blue ink with a heart stamped between our names didn't ring some kind of bell when you brought it out? She's not telepathic. She's just observant, and you're too oblivious."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkmEPsICAS
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Laughing in the background of my attention, Banarus took notice of the same thing the others did, mocking me for my stupidity. "He did! He wrote her name with blue hearts everywhere."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR62lk5eMs
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"Good luck getting yourself out of their suspicions now."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GU6eZbKkE
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"Quiet! I got this." I cleared my breath in preparation to explain myself to the eager classmates, but the words I wanted to express didn't come out as they did in my head. "I... So, yeah... Her name is Lumina."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTvZ4If6Rx
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After a short eruption of gasps around me, everyone started asking rapid-fire questions, Laura going first. "Tell us more about her!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5C31G04b0
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Then Zero took her turn. "Does she go to the same school?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImyQEjx80v
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Then Kate. "How old is she?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaNshUL4YM
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Then Banarus. "Where is she from? What does she look like?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnUMQ8RrFm
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Their questions all alarmed me too much to speak, even though the four of them were now excitingly waiting on my answers. I felt my head spinning already, wishing I could just moonwalk on out of here without saying a single word.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpiAkiQkAQ
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"Well, it was nice knowing you Reed... Good luck out there."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPInj2VGfWC
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"Wait, what?! You're just going to leave me to these wolves?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkIXRtwwkl
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"Tell us!" Nothing scared me more than all four of my acquaintances chanting the truth from me while leaning forward toward my face, in every direction all at the same time.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O55Qnju4W
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I can't possibly get out of this situation by pretending like it's nothing. "This is really bad! I can't tell them a single thing without it leading them closer to the forbidden truth."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK8GUAaVLz
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"Then shut this down before it gets any bigger!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHpkkzSvWU
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I felt much calmer now that Lumina was serious about helping me out of the social grave I dug myself. Her advice was easy enough to follow, and I trusted her without resistance. "Uh, right... Let's see..." I have to find out how to deter their interest without giving them too many answers.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMnPo9cu2h
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With the plan in mind, I started first by describing what person she was like in not-too vivid detail. "Well... She's very nice... I mean, she's wonderful! She's the most amazing person I've ever known. And on top of that, she's absolutely beautiful. Long dark brown hair, bright blue eyes..." I wound up getting lost in intrinsic thoughts about her, until I developed that dreamy face anyone would recognize.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtF2KTJuVK
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"I said get them less interested Reed!" Lumina didn't sound as angry as she did flustered, rubbing her fingers to her hair.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbp2bGKMTH
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"Right, sorry." I only now realized how easy it was for me to get lost in her elegance, the elegance of Lumina. I think somehow, I'm even more in love with her now than I was before. "And she doesn't go to this school. Sorry, but that's all I'm able to tell you."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbMpxAqi0h
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I should have expected the reactions that would come of my decision. Banarus was the first one disappointed. "Whaaat?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwdgnKypL6
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"Now that's just plain cold." Though she failed, Laura tried to make me feel guilty about the secrets.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5S8hOfgmo
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Yet Zero took a more modest approach to satisfy her curiosity, reminding me exactly how observant and intelligent she was. "Is there something wrong Reed? I mean, is there a reason why you don't want us to know more?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KzNQopdjP
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I knew I was in trouble with this one, since I wasn't able to answer, but as luck would have it, Laura was much less patient with me. "We promise not to tell... Much!" Meant as a joke that she would never keep my secrets, the others including Zero started laughing at the idea, and it generated this atmosphere of cuteness for the situation.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDQXMLWuds
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"Yeah, I'll get right on that." I already knew I could never tell anybody here without risking my secret going around the school. I was oddly lucky that it did not end up that way when Maddison became aware of it. It might seem cruel to them, but this is for the best. "Seriously though. There's a lot of complicated elements about our situation. It's more than just a long story, and it's impossible to understand for the most part. She's already asked me to keep her story as private as possible, so I won't say anything that reveals any part of her personal life." There. After all that, everything I just explained is the most natural way to tell them off. If they ask any more, they'll be the nosey ones.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uMwLqLbDW
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"Awh, come on!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsHepgqgHb
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I guess Banarus is a nosey one...112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkGjUTEoFK
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"It's fine, I guess." Zero respected this privacy request from me, but she didn't hide how disappointed she was to not hear a juicy story.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT9ggTcL7Y
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"Still, it's cool that you found someone." Kate is simply happy for me, making her stance on this so simple.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf74ztcD1Sr
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I still have to make sure they don't go searching for those answers on their own. I don't know how well I can hide Lumina forever. "Look, it's not like I don't want to talk about it, but I know when things like these are better left alone. I can't talk about it with anyone, because it would cause problems if I did."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSfU9uy0sZ
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"I see," Banarus replied unconvinced. "Is Lumina actually a boy?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KZRg1jhp0
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"What?!" I noticed the others wincing from the same question, and I would have spit out anything if I were in the middle of drinking. Even Lumina wasn't thrilled by the direction she took.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBxM8Wkfd2
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"I mean, you can tell us if you are gay, you know?" Trying to justify her accusation, Banarus didn't seem the least bit disturbed that we all took offense to it.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ473F28q29n
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I quickly stood up, pressing my hands against my desk and facing forward to say it loudly to her face. "I'm not gay!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5vtjZLLwH
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"Glad to hear it Reed. Now pipe down and get back to work!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRfLiYVxhP
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I didn't realize that Ms. Hill started walking right next to me during my own declaration. My outburst followed by her reaction was part of a one-time clown show the entire class started chuckling at, and I sat back down in shame for publicizing that moment. I was already frustrated by the sight of Banarus and Laura laughing their butts off at my humiliation, but I decided to double down on my affirmation to her mistake. "Lumina is obviously a girl's name."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ifn5gDYZZ
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"Can I see a picture of her?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5uVpNbJrb
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At this point, I was ready to curl into a ball and rest my way through this. Laura just didn't care at all about what I said earlier. Besides, it wasn't physically possible for me to produce a picture of Lumina. "No, you can't. I told you already. Any more disclosed information about her is not something I can give away."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTyxz0B87U
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Banarus put her fingers on her chin with a wide grin, eyes sparkling as they focused entirely on me. "I'm getting a weird secret-agent vibe here."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvkEKy6Iqa
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After trying not to laugh, Zero added to Banarus's fuel. "Is she a secret agent Reed?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNOeCiRMtq
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I had to shut my eyes, rubbing my face while I tried to keep my aggravation so silent, so I dumped some more sarcasm into my voice. "Yes. Lumina is a secret agent working for the CIA. And now that you know that, they'll have their eye ball on you."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzX0LA65Ny
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"I see. Don't tell them by almost telling them... Reverse psychology works like a charm."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRv5Fd1YS8c
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"Is she a spy?!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qQDgSKytI
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Does Banarus really believe Lumina is a secret undercover agent? Now I can't tell if she's the one being sarcastic, but she has that excited fiery look in her eyes, as if she just stumbled onto the story of a century. "You seem to think I'm just going to tell you, but I'm not."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe35cIsv8B
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Laura made a mild sigh of fantasizing before addressing me with, "It's okay though. At least she's making you happy. That's all that matters."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeG8NxRGGx
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Yeah. I let my goofy grin trail off into the distance, reminding myself how great my mood was, even in this awkward class situation. Lumina does make me happy, and that's why I chose to continue being with her, even knowing that I'll be destroyed all over again for it.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jj563D7rW
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"That, and how strong she is. Tell us Reed. Is Lumina actually taller than you?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiKXRykvrV
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Banarus will just go all out to get any tiny detail she can! The girl is quite dedicated... Oh, what's the harm in speaking to an insignificant detail like that? "Okay... I'll freely admit, out of respect for Lumina that she is definitely stronger than me." The joke's on them if they think this detail bothers me one bit. Men, most heathens anyway, make a big fuss if they're physical strengths are lower than their own female partner. I never once cared about something so trivial, especially since I've never been strong or healthy to begin with, and Lumina's body can probably best most vampires. Oddly enough, I feel better this way, that Lumina is the strong one.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gsr8WMUux
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"Careful Reed."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPNb63lYIf
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"What?" I noticed what Lumina already had, since my attention shimmered off for a moment. The others were staring at me with the most disbelief. Of all the things to feel skeptical about, that was the one thing?!"What's that look for? She works out a lot more than I do. It's a given!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmy94SOQkG
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With another second to think on it, Laura turned to face Banarus while pointing her thumb at me behind her. "He does have noodle arms."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43aC7U2rhv
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"I'm sitting right here ya know." I wasn't too hurt about the truth. Anyone could see the lack of meat on my bones. With as much food as I cram down these days, even I'm still amazed. "And yes, she is a bit taller than me, but that's also a given, since she's also a few years older than me."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM0y3QxwYr
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"Nice underexaggeration."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6FphCbBI6
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A few years, a few thousand years, whatever. "You don't honestly think I care about that age gap, do you? The only gap between us is intelligence, and as more time passes, that gap will shrink. I already care too much about you to bother my brain about a numbers game of how many birthdays we've celebrated."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MweWseXPO
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"She's older?" Zeros curiosity picked back up where she left it earlier, and Banarus was in disbelief to follow.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSg6y4ifWw
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"No way. You're making crap up now."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSIh3qoCeo
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I see. So age is where they draw the line? "Yes, she is a bit older than me. I don't see why that's so hard to believe."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK8m3hel6o
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"Well," Laura led on, "it's rare!"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8ACABznfT
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Banarus agreed instantly, allowing her point to be elaborated. "Yeah. In these situations, the guy is usually older than the girl."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGmeo4VdNP
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Usually?! I coughed in my thoughts. There's much more to this that would shock the hell out of every person in this room, and they're going to die on the hill of age appropriations? What on Earth do any of these people know about love anyway?112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDt91DD3gP
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"Well Reed, it looks like you didn't think this one through. Should I tell them that our love isn't creepy to us, or should you?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b6iwQvEhg
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"Oh, shut up. We both know that you didn't catch onto that either." "Did any of this indicate that my relationship with her was usual? I don't care if our situation is rare or common. Things are simply the way they are. And I'm happy with who I am right now in this moment."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9vvoeCSdb
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"Okay, I guess we'll just have to take your word for it." Not that Banarus sounded convinced. Given what I just explained, it was going to be harder for her to poke holes in my story, since I wasn't technically lying about Lumina just yet.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93tvsbNvUy
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"They're going to have to take my word for it. Even if they think I'm a nutcase, reality is just too intense for any of these fools to believe. Maddison's reaction was proof of that."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dnTbHwXSV
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"Yeah, but Maddison is just one girl. And according to you, she's also a bitch. I guess I'm just pointing out that you shouldn't judge everybody based entirely off the reaction of another. I don't want to get your hopes up, but there might still be some candidates who could believe you among the crowd of this school."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxySwLuC7X7
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"I'll look into it."112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyArKtmrl1
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"Look into what?" Laura tilted her head at me, confused by all my missing context, and making Lumina and I both realize that I spoke out loud without realizing it.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbSodTJfHS
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"Really? You've been practicing this for how long now?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MS1huoPjy
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"Don't blame me for having to adjust again. It's been several months!" "Nothing Laura. Don't worry about it." At least I'm getting better at juggling my thoughts and words when having to address the people in front of me and Lumina in the same moment.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD2pmljwgA
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"I suppose you're right. We do have a lot of catching up to do. But will the weather allow us to?"112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy2UsEYqMn
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It's a valid question, one most important to me now. With the bells tolling for our next class transition, I knew I was going to have to find a way to actively monitor the temperature outdoors, right now and later on. "We'll spend some more time tonight Lumina, even if we get cut off in the middle of today. If this weather report on my phone is trustworthy, then you can count on my promise!"
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