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「需要你直白的愛意來確認我的存在。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5leYV33Ed
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我跟夏油傑打小認識。夏油一家都是非常好的人，在我們搬過去之後相當照顧我們。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4PiuOtTSf
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爸爸媽媽一直以來都忙於工作，我已經很習慣自己一個人待在家裡了。好在夏油傑跟我是同一所學校的，至少回家的路上還能有個照應。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj6ckhpQYw
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他一直很受歡迎。有禮貌的優等生，外表俊秀，談吐與同齡人相比還要成熟大方，這樣的孩子很難不受人喜愛。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlU4eGqD1Y
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我很喜歡他。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJoMfT8yjz
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但他終究是飛鳥。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWYxTBzO1H
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02.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyPt2btM38
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……他好像跟一般人有些不一樣。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN9hDJcWAa
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOCKKI8HfZ
舉個例子，我曾經撞見他對著空氣揮拳，揮完之後不知道吞下了什麼，臉上的痛苦不似作偽。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCFW8awzaE
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDZVu5Y50e
如果是為了演戲的話，這演技穩妥妥可以去報名角逐奧斯卡了。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpGEiUNSju
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1ohLMZIF2
「……你都看見了？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7TaJYQgzV
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVZTKofkAC
他看見我一言不發地站在那，錯愕地問，似乎有種被戳破秘密的羞恥感。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNSvqnVkuJ
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv9vBb4ln5
我說對，然後從口袋拿出一根棒棒糖給他。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0HGsUETU6
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcnOtdMRI8
「葡萄口味的。」我說。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSiGNe4Djh
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsVTaA5saW
他說謝謝，然後當著我的面拆開包裝塞進嘴裡。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlqC1IJAge
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSdU88D59L
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM60XwV9xj2
走回去的路上難得很安靜。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3NUrx417j
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3Dc2sQJLw
「……你不問我什麼嗎？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc83e0tz7Wx
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGbS04X2vg
「怕你尷尬。」我誠實地說。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkzVgDBRoS
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RjwofYtAF
他無奈地笑了，像是在說「敗給你了」。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIIa2Ovwrg
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxSXSuvbKQ
仲夏的風帶著些微的潮意吹過，在陽光下舒展的枝椏沙沙地掉下幾片綠葉，日光在臉上落下斑駁光影。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdLkKfEFu8
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zZ1QOahLq
敗給你了。他說。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxQrN3TboT
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiudY2GVIWA
我好像墜入愛河，於是也跟著笑了起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCq1d8iA51
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03.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9aMs5bqs3
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIPDInKZ3J
「我看得見一些……一般人看不見的東西。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDHkIU3Sfz
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtzvwLZxEC
「鬼？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeMgP0Xu1e
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz55r7VCGV
「比鬼還可怕吧……完全看不出是什麼樣子的。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX5h25iB8z
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9Rv9ik1Cg
「史萊姆？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchNRbDsD7B
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVZLUxu3FN
「唔，倒是有看過一個很像的。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0Flt7GEhX
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE4r20ly94
我們有一搭沒一搭地聊，直到夏油傑停下腳步。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7gOTCOiL0
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9ElqLwUz8
他看向我的眼神突然變得很鄭重，就像是下定什麼決心似的。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3hG6FVolh
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotG7Pgtwe8
他說，我可以吸收這些東西，然後讓他們為我所用。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBGxk3cCTo
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYzlq5IyY8
我想起夏油傑吞嚥的動作。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAZZxxWeIB
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHhi2nlnoJ
仰頭吞下的時候整張臉會皺在一起，喉結上下滾動，抑制即將嘔吐的衝動，睜開眼的時候眼眶已經微微泛紅。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21slFXuzal
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明明很痛苦吧。我說。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CEad6ZcRk
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiApAwiVRpe
「一定要吃掉那些東西嗎？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT088793usr
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhFuIPWuxg
「一定要。」他說，「說實話，味道就跟沾了嘔吐物的抹布，很難吃。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDPD3gHPSP
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AEYYi7LC1
聽起來真糟糕。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvMs9iK6Ka
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHevUfrNrQ
「但是一想到只要熬過幾秒鐘，就能幫助到更多人的話──那麼，這短暫的痛苦，似乎也就沒什麼了。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7pbNfY7pt
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0A4gfxifzU
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZOCcIeW5k
我後來意識到墜入愛河也許並不只是因為那個笑容，而是他提起「理想」的時候，閃閃發光的模樣。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSVv0Ss3Rj
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvsQ6SuRt8
我愛他，愛他的抱負。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jADyXSNG1
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAJWWHY5Tz
所以在他的咒靈殺死我的時候，我始終都認為，那是我喜歡的少年。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbdTBsZaaj
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10WUwUXBT2
八歲，十四歲，殺死我的那年他十六歲。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZhkWbKu76
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8N3ljLQbc
他從來沒有變過。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUS2h1FBrmM
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOhBXqdtZv
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG0IpQ7bGZ
夏油傑離開之後，一切都變成飛鳥了，我也是。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1uTPYT4Pa
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYHNsS3892
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrWbr2UVHV
04.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGFNSGUUJf
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtv2chAAZnd
夏油傑畢業後就加入高專了。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRPgNDZ4wF
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0LRImT2tV
少了一個人在身邊，放學的路上又開始變得很安靜。我不太習慣，但也不打算找新朋友陪我。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBwq4mi0hh
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ClspgWPIO
總覺得會有種替代掉「夏油傑」的感覺，而我不想要這樣。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77B2fmRI2D
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNazIDYiqX
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChxzYHjrVO
「你怎麼低著頭在走路？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnBXJwRY0d
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV93YcHmhmE
這聲音是夏油傑。我詫異地抬頭向身後一看，那個高了我一大截的少年正笑眯眯地看我。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO4cpddKCr
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjcUducCiI
「你怎麼在這？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkMnyHMZ2p
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffWwREFG1T
還穿得像個不良少年似的，我說。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY8NG1Yg74
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjFGe2Vgt4
他臉上的笑意瞬間僵住，大概是有些好氣又好笑。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSovu78QMl
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWcuhORyUW
「來陪你放學。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBSUAvjHTi
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNoqJDm1cT
──結果你是這樣說我的？他的眼神赤裸裸地傳達出這則訊息。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡme3YgiZJay
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTMyQ0qQ2a
我驚訝於他的回答，頓時有些心虛，心裡卻又覺得還挺高興的，只能吐吐舌假裝沒事矇混過去。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HeTnNtcHS
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlBwFknMbN
夏油傑不會因為這種玩笑同我置氣。他無奈地伸手拍拍我的腦袋，將我背在身上的書包給拿走，動作流暢自然地就像是做過數百次一樣。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpLVR5Q5NL
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCcy9sO5en
陽光將他的影子拉得冗長，我低下頭幼稚地踩，偶爾踩在落葉上，發出嘎吱嘎吱的聲響。夏油傑已經很習慣我時不時無聊的小舉動，無所謂地任由我的鞋子在他的「頭」上放肆。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡut2Ze0TZTB
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRil1BiXGcF
「沒想到你還有空來接我。」我說。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADz7nLRdfk
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FcZZtGrYv
氣流經過喉嚨，聲帶顫動，他發出「嗯──」的聲音，臉上的表情似笑非笑。「怕你覺得寂寞，暗地裡偷偷哭。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTLTm4HU10
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才不會。我反駁道。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb37FSox60
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqS0o14iau
欸？是嗎？可是媽媽傳訊息給我，說自從我去高專上學之後，鄰居太太的女兒晚上都會在被窩裡偷偷哭。鄰居太太的女兒是誰啊──夏油傑瞇起眼睛笑的時候像隻壞心眼的狐狸。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXQX2H4rw5
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1Jghty7XE
我不敢置信地瞪大眼睛。媽媽這個叛徒！476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRajHg63r9
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qyR6Cta9p
無話可說，我索性攤牌承認是我，我確實會暗地裡想他。我說沒辦法，你走以後我好不習慣。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadl7jrD7UY
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsZlM96ogV
「你叫我起床，幫我拿書包，跟我一起上學、一起放學……傑，那麼多年的習慣不是可以隨便割捨的。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBWOju0PPd
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnW9zGAWqS
我不想找別人跟我一起放學，因為沒有人能代替夏油傑陪我走這條路。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTOrJ82ik3
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他終究是不一樣的。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSkrta7qkV
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLXhVSihzD
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFoC9bNdFt
黑髮少年綁著我熟悉的丸子頭，他看著我，突然沒了聲音。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk0c54U5CD
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoQ7ffHgOe
那我以後陪你一起下課好嗎？最後他妥協似地問，眼神卻很溫柔。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYVEk9LiVl
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPOmJ0iHmP
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmzgqgy50T
「還要常常講電話。」我堅持。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVenvUsrT7S
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZmztVZFnX
「不是每天都在傳訊息了嗎？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wwMjasZMV
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9GsRW1PoO
「但我想聽你說話呀。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfLKP63bCz
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「好。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmXRwNJzYo
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRUzagaVE5
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都聽你的。他說。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7hEKxn23U
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