I wish I could understand why I feel this way359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIfKNYQLxG
Why flying doesn't feel the same 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPZoPCPN9f
And the lows don't seem to fade359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKALQfSxso
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDfyL5xp6E
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TH5TjSnaK
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8FrkNVpXY
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZnN3fpwGw
I'll convert this pain into something that works 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2x1xcymK8
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7UVT3i5R7
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLx91pQdez
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qbA4AYcHW
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bQ84wlDCI
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVG1GrY5YB
The breathing turns to drowning 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavv6QHMLy3
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJBltymv7E
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuBXUG1AaL
But no one welcomes me with open arms359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdWWmSHbOO
Their love is fictitious 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL4dB4Ea08
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTLRh1VD1s
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr7EwcWQt8
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYOOvgRw1P
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefAxJ5v5Aq
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJykdZsk3Kw
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt6TXIPteh
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt6pU4f2Vk
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFQhQDyAda
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v267aV16f
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOk9gjYNEF
They get their way, nothing remains the same359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGbPzkjmNm
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHeEcAif6R
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3pQcZcqMM
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlUnXpeSYf
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bOGBnMWoD
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRYI82mA5j
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIb8QQTFvS
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsECsXZu4oh
But full of myself and always on time 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmZdPAhbnF
I admit that the crime is mine 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLhoxgNeJZ
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRtTcVfbcP
The devil will lose his incentive 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGKToCX1VI
The weak little girl, poisoned 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHuW7TVg36
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLM5eTfxXp
Brick by brick 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOhSbJLNmx
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dlpbN0jv0
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlAaAZ3hfh
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOyKIwy18r
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBGUtZK5OC
It's still right there 359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYSxk7Ma6a
The devil on my shoulder
