I wish I could understand why I feel this way268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEdhYHdbWQ
Why flying doesn't feel the same 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgHxvtjmo6
And the lows don't seem to fade268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmde7fOPUmn
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88LCc4kUIm
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsW8TG4lor
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84VkWhkDMB
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6M5rCRSxjG
I'll convert this pain into something that works 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kgkwQ49Z5
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQR3eBd9n9
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZrlwWTzjv
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkL1qsc8Qv
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Es68ckF28
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0DDhDpBAH
The breathing turns to drowning 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnyxvKuT80
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUxGEvVeNc
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKblJEnU94k
But no one welcomes me with open arms268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoNipLD59P
Their love is fictitious 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJQ67Bs4Dr
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBaiy8plvb
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWVmxm7W4t
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GNpqYQClZ
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaRlcfTfSq
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVCxAzvWnl
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhNe5N0Nbb
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd5rMEAG1Q
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgeMbWjJsY
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8IpZovOYn
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqzXOjaKma
They get their way, nothing remains the same268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm8f9wvpnO
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYL2dq1i2O
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONQs0PwtLe
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQy0pZyaoo
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCcg7BcomI
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDVBDGeGzJ
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMacjQT28nC
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh1uQsr96u
But full of myself and always on time 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWufHoV1i7r
I admit that the crime is mine 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwhWlKbjMi
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSYe1IKC9L
The devil will lose his incentive 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpBHNXksug
The weak little girl, poisoned 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3NuYQpBWB
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nldojfSK0
Brick by brick 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisxNRbMcQ7
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfcEsP0Ki4
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6TbhoQxrD
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6d5bKf0kfg
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AWBsQxunM
It's still right there 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKHiDheixF
The devil on my shoulder
