I wish I could understand why I feel this way359Please respect copyright.PENANAwIfKNYQLxG
Why flying doesn't feel the same 359Please respect copyright.PENANASPZoPCPN9f
And the lows don't seem to fade359Please respect copyright.PENANAqKALQfSxso
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 359Please respect copyright.PENANAGDfyL5xp6E
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart359Please respect copyright.PENANA7TH5TjSnaK
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 359Please respect copyright.PENANAm8FrkNVpXY
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 359Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZnN3fpwGw
I'll convert this pain into something that works 359Please respect copyright.PENANAy2x1xcymK8
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 359Please respect copyright.PENANAU7UVT3i5R7
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 359Please respect copyright.PENANARLx91pQdez
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 359Please respect copyright.PENANA1qbA4AYcHW
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me359Please respect copyright.PENANA9bQ84wlDCI
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 359Please respect copyright.PENANAqVG1GrY5YB
The breathing turns to drowning 359Please respect copyright.PENANAavv6QHMLy3
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 359Please respect copyright.PENANAEJBltymv7E
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms359Please respect copyright.PENANAnuBXUG1AaL
But no one welcomes me with open arms359Please respect copyright.PENANAxdWWmSHbOO
Their love is fictitious 359Please respect copyright.PENANAdL4dB4Ea08
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle359Please respect copyright.PENANAcTLRh1VD1s
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 359Please respect copyright.PENANANr7EwcWQt8
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 359Please respect copyright.PENANAiYOOvgRw1P
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 359Please respect copyright.PENANAefAxJ5v5Aq
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 359Please respect copyright.PENANAJykdZsk3Kw
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 359Please respect copyright.PENANAKt6TXIPteh
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke359Please respect copyright.PENANAHt6pU4f2Vk
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 359Please respect copyright.PENANAyFQhQDyAda
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 359Please respect copyright.PENANA3v267aV16f
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 359Please respect copyright.PENANAKOk9gjYNEF
They get their way, nothing remains the same359Please respect copyright.PENANAlGbPzkjmNm
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 359Please respect copyright.PENANArHeEcAif6R
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 359Please respect copyright.PENANAB3pQcZcqMM
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 359Please respect copyright.PENANABlUnXpeSYf
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 359Please respect copyright.PENANA5bOGBnMWoD
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage359Please respect copyright.PENANABRYI82mA5j
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind359Please respect copyright.PENANAnIb8QQTFvS
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 359Please respect copyright.PENANAsECsXZu4oh
But full of myself and always on time 359Please respect copyright.PENANAGmZdPAhbnF
I admit that the crime is mine 359Please respect copyright.PENANAkLhoxgNeJZ
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it359Please respect copyright.PENANAtRtTcVfbcP
The devil will lose his incentive 359Please respect copyright.PENANAoGKToCX1VI
The weak little girl, poisoned 359Please respect copyright.PENANACHuW7TVg36
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 359Please respect copyright.PENANAtLM5eTfxXp
Brick by brick 359Please respect copyright.PENANAkOhSbJLNmx
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 359Please respect copyright.PENANA3dlpbN0jv0
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 359Please respect copyright.PENANAxlAaAZ3hfh
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over359Please respect copyright.PENANAkOyKIwy18r
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 359Please respect copyright.PENANAmBGUtZK5OC
It's still right there 359Please respect copyright.PENANAYYSxk7Ma6a
The devil on my shoulder