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兩天後悶油瓶出院，我們暫時幫他找了間月租套房，那房東是胖子的老朋友，房租打八折給我們其實也挺便宜，房間規劃得相當井然有序，家具頗新，還有扇半面牆大的對外窗戶，採光相當好。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuP2zfnQqF
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悶油瓶看起來沒什麼特別的意見，直盯著天花板發呆。我把幫他買的一些日常用品放到顯眼的地方，也往衣櫥掛了幾件和他穿的款式相似的衣服，退開幾步環視整個房間，房裡除了家具基本上很空，一點也沒有一個房子該有的歸屬感。真慘，他以前都是怎樣生活的，就連下斗也只背了一個不大不小的包而已。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dJ39M0wcD
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胖子笑我像在養寵物，就硬要找些除了水和食物以外的東西往悶油瓶身上丟，我說得了吧就你最清心寡慾哦？5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG76hKQ9Jh
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其實就真的只是希望他能過得好一點。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtKGiGB7iF
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悶油瓶的事暫時拍桌定案，雖然不知道他自個兒內心有什麼打算。反正跑得了和尚跑不了廟，我只這樣說服自己。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGblh8bI02
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後來我就先回杭州了，再怎麼樣還是有生意要做，更何況三叔失蹤後我要操心的事又多了不只一兩件。我幾乎每天都給潘子打電話，還為了探究悶油瓶的背景去見了楚光頭，但知道了關於他的事情後反而沒有半點高興的情緒。阿坤的故事有點超出我的想像範圍了，縱使裡面有過於誇張的部分還是讓人聽了不舒坦，再想到他當時在廣西農村八成也是失憶了神智不清才被人綁去當誘餌，這人的生命裡怎麼淨是這些慘事？5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECv8zhHupF
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如果這些事情發生在我身上，我大概會很慶幸這些記憶就像被炸彈炸過後從我腦袋裡完全清空，但對於一個真的失去記憶的人來說，人生所有目的應該是找回自己的過去，我實在不想他再重蹈覆轍。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvL5AJUcja
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再次去北京已經是快半個月後的事了，但不光只是火急火燎的想去見悶油瓶，我還有一筆在北京的生意要跑，其實也就是幾個人互相寒暄、虛張聲勢、最後利潤分配談好了就握手言和，都是例行公事了。事情辦完後我去了趟琉璃廠，看看能不能發現什麼上等貨，結果只讓我搜到了一家特好吃的醬滷鴨翅。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftGDIjqfH2
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晚上照例鐵三角約出來吃飯話癆，對象當然是胖子，對悶油瓶話癆怎麼想怎麼可怕，還不如去對空氣唱歌。我們在一家居酒屋隨意點著小菜吃，他們的烤雞肉串做得不錯，我一個人就吃了三串，悶油瓶默默坐在一旁吃東西喝啤酒，沒怎麼搭理我們，眼睛始終盯著店裡那個大型魚缸，裡頭養著數十隻蝶尾金魚，紅色橙色黑色拖著長長的尾巴漫無目的悠轉。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRUPevk5vZ
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我湊著玻璃杯偷偷拿眼看他，悶油瓶喝酒的架勢說不上豪邁，但頗有用一杯酒鑿穿一座城池的大俠風範。居酒屋裡人聲鼎沸，催生了很多若有似無的情緒，胖子又給我斟了滿杯，我也喝得興致很高，不知道為什麼心情特別好。木頭搭成的座位不寬，我幾乎整個人挨著悶頭瓶坐著，露出來的臂膀貼在一塊兒。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpRUXWY36R
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酒飽飯足，胖子打車回去。我和悶油瓶一前一後走在燈紅酒綠的街道上，這種繁華的景像看著莫名有些惘然；盜墓的工作總讓我有時空錯亂的感覺，有時面對的是幾百年前的惡意與殺戮，更多時後卻是與無法揣度的人心刀劍相向，關於這方面悶油瓶搞不好比我體悟得更深………。這個男人，我不知道他究竟背負了什麼、經歷了什麼，往後的事，我也不願去想，明日愁來明日愁。我轉過頭去看他低垂的腦袋，只覺得現在和他這樣，就算只是無憂無怖的當下，卻是再平凡不過的浮生。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9DEPiTNgT
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悶油瓶的房子和我離開前相差無幾，就是稍微亂了一些。我把脫下來的Polo衫隨意扔在椅背上，只穿著一件黑色背心，赫然發現電視機旁的組合櫃上多了一盆小仙人掌……悶油瓶居然會養這玩意兒!?5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1QVISSoTU
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“很方便”他這樣說。也是哦，就兩周澆一次水而已，蠻適合他這種自己都不太會照顧自己的人，不過他去哪弄來這東西，這看起來不像在便利商店隨手可得的阿。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGQgKfvAeQ
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“………去附近閒晃的時候，就擺在花店的小推車上”5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKAZedAevF
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……聽起來大概就是他出去覓食經過花店一時看得順眼給買了。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6PW1q0kmW
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也許是喝了酒又奔波一天的關係，我覺得有點睏。悶油瓶先去洗澡，我百般無聊拿出手機上網看論壇，看了一下又起身去把悶油瓶放在外套口袋裡的手機拿出來，打開點進通訊記錄、又去翻收件匣，然後不動聲色的放了回去。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMis2Lle3r9
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悶油瓶的手機是我幫他辦的，裡面也就我和胖子的號碼而已。我在杭州時隔三差五就給他打電話，其實也沒什麼要緊的事，就只是一些生活上的零零瑣瑣，我倒是忘了悶油瓶有沒有主動打給我，剛剛一看果然沒有，好啊！反正胖子也沒有。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb5zXQSzvw
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我之前跟他說去北京後會過來打擾幾天，他沒意見，只用一個單音打發我，因為都是男人所以不是什麼大不了的事吧，鬼才知道他怎麼想，不過看起來他並不排斥和我相處。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdP2vGXZ1L
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悶油瓶洗完澡，踏著一地水出來，只穿了一件短褲坐在床邊擦頭髮，一邊用眼神叫我進去洗。他裸著上半身，髮梢的水滴沿著脖頸滑到胸前，我匆忙從包裡抓了衣服，目不斜視的快步往浴室走去。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCCJZLwzvX
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我靠在門上瞪著滿室氤氳的熱氣，心想吳邪你臉紅個什麼勁………然後認命的開始脫衣服。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3HwoSYvSV
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晚上實在沒什麼閒事可做，我平時就沒有看電視的習慣。悶油瓶早早就窩進床上躺了，我背對著他看電子書，不一會兒就覺得眼睛發酸，我關了手機轉為平躺，雙眼瞪著黑暗的天花板，太早了，沒睡意，更何況我身旁還躺了一個我心心念念已久的人，要我沒有半點想法是不可能的。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbN3CF1ivV
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我側過頭去看他，悶油瓶身體微微曲著，被子被他跩了一角壓在臉上，呼吸聲很輕，一隻手就擺在我和他之間空出的床單上。我盯著他在黑暗中有點看不清的臉，他長了和我一樣年輕的臉，卻不知道在這個人間已經活了多少年，他的世界除了責任、痛苦、忍耐和崩潰外有沒有偶爾想起來會覺得沒有白走這一遭的回憶？他那樣冷漠而單調的個性，其實背地裡隱藏的一切比誰都要來得糾葛。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1Qmleedfd
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他說，如果他在這世上消失，沒有人會發現。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7GGqzZmc4
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悶油瓶動了一下，翻過身背對我。我盯著他的背，忍不住伸出手碰了碰他的肩膀，他沒反應。我側過身去靠近他，攀在他肩上的手滑到他的腰間，我屏住呼吸，慢慢把整個人貼在他身後，臉埋在他頸間，在被單底下勾過他的右手，五指伸進指縫間緊緊交疊在一起，長長的呼出一口氣，什麼都不再去想。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJiwcCMP3D
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很久以後，我才明白，我們之間的業障一直都不是他與我的年歲、亦不是彼此陌生的世界，更不是誰的步伐太快，誰在其後望塵莫及。5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf7Hb5Rlhr
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不知道為何每次寫寂寞如斯都寫得心情亂七八糟...OTZ5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDnr8MlBOp
覺得話癆阿，索然無味阿，什麼的5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDM0MdEJoj
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如果真的可以寫出我想表達的那種感情，哪怕只有一點點5Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2E27tOoiZI
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