I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but609Please respect copyright.PENANAfV0HyxmZrb
then left it with I’m fine.609Please respect copyright.PENANAyYOiO66Juw
I’ve got a lot on my mind.609Please respect copyright.PENANAMFZFPu8Mhx
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure609Please respect copyright.PENANAcsrjKsV2CK
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts609Please respect copyright.PENANAM7LxZHlAQh
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all609Please respect copyright.PENANAJJTM9FdqBu
to make them stop.609Please respect copyright.PENANA8vY3qdy8XV
She crushed my heart.609Please respect copyright.PENANAPKmAbfbqRY
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because609Please respect copyright.PENANAbC1npazUUQ
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t609Please respect copyright.PENANALq3LTdH5SO
exist; what did I do to deserve this?609Please respect copyright.PENANAnthgI0y5QX
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even609Please respect copyright.PENANArDXZhh2ruS
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things609Please respect copyright.PENANAcYL4SDqvj2
and this is payback.609Please respect copyright.PENANAsfNDN9LKO3
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything609Please respect copyright.PENANANSnj1uJvey
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because609Please respect copyright.PENANA7zdPw7VFvo
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say609Please respect copyright.PENANASe4F9tkI7g
the awful things that are racing through my mind,609Please respect copyright.PENANAY196QCEESe
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want609Please respect copyright.PENANAfsheHDI4y0
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise609Please respect copyright.PENANAbOK36caP5I
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know609Please respect copyright.PENANAL8bt3VMsNf
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.609Please respect copyright.PENANA0XtNZSX0u8
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable609Please respect copyright.PENANAPKyaNZcQmN
of falling for someone who might fall for me.609Please respect copyright.PENANAk0jc06yEJj
I have this habit of loving those that have609Please respect copyright.PENANA7Y3S31Jn5Y
no interest in me.609Please respect copyright.PENANA8eKtEKoQhg
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding609Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ0NmePwyM
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep609Please respect copyright.PENANAkNCngtulj8
after cutting so deep.609Please respect copyright.PENANAKjLX8Sfr1L
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but609Please respect copyright.PENANAXnzmYgp7U3
what happens when that chick starts to make609Please respect copyright.PENANA2q5HshULJQ
all the rules?609Please respect copyright.PENANAhBF4OqWcHb
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place609Please respect copyright.PENANAG2ZYIZFaxv
in her life, in her world?609Please respect copyright.PENANAhyJvt4Z0BP
I just thought if we met face-to-face609Please respect copyright.PENANAsmyFPRLB0P
things would change because then I could give her609Please respect copyright.PENANA5XsTcAavgW
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed609Please respect copyright.PENANA7V8qcME197
and I’d finally be enough…609Please respect copyright.PENANAljd9lodjSa
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else609Please respect copyright.PENANACLaYGDR1IT
or sending me another message,609Please respect copyright.PENANAPwolHJblwM
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing609Please respect copyright.PENANAJLAx4QYgIe
the better option.609Please respect copyright.PENANAxtSoPKjfLH