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用上比預期更長的時間,才在差點又不能成行的狀況下,將商鋪的事情交接給黎家二老與新舊伙計,黎絳洵扶著車駕門框邊緣,和依依難捨的母親道別,並請父母珍重身體後,上了馬車。15Please respect copyright.PENANAAPCJn3EXfO
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「絳洵。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAyrI5yfC6Jo
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在轂轆摩擦過地面的聲音中,言曇岫握住黎絳洵的指尖,不安地問:「真的要去嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANADmZ5Tix59M
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「你後悔答應我了嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAhjRAuf0Vr3
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「我也想完成你的願望,只是不曉得該說覺得太快,還是走得太急,總是忐忑。你不會嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANA26NzixtjxK
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「我還以為你只是怕與我有肌膚之親,才忽然決定放下工作,一起去看雪的。」15Please respect copyright.PENANABs8l26UQZU
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「我沒有忽然,說怕、說怕倒也不是。」言曇岫的回應幾乎被車輪滾動聲蓋過去。15Please respect copyright.PENANARfpfVmu6DY
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黎絳洵也不曉得有沒有聽見,只是捧起言曇岫的手背,偏頭蹭上去。15Please respect copyright.PENANAnTAobkeMOp
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即使後來一路上,黎絳洵都沒再提起這件事,他們投宿時也是分房睡,言曇岫仍是睡得不太安穩,反而在車輿內睡得比較熟,甚至錯過了好幾次用餐。15Please respect copyright.PENANAewcag03hyW
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雖然黎絳洵著實擔憂言曇岫的身體狀況,言曇岫卻不願多加休息,央著黎絳洵繼續趕路。15Please respect copyright.PENANAVHUeHmnB0P
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初雪落下之前,黎絳洵好不容易才把言曇岫勸下車,讓他透透氣,言曇岫迷迷糊糊地,站也站不好,被黎絳洵拉著、坐上酒肆外的長椅,沒多久就睡著了,黎絳洵無奈地及時接住言曇岫,以免他摔下去。15Please respect copyright.PENANAmbp5x6O3mY
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蕭索的景色中飄下的,和塵埃的大小差不多,所以一開始黎絳洵也沒有意識到下雪了,直到茶肆老闆向他搭話,他反應過來後,看著雪稀疏地飄動,失神了很久,連言曇岫轉醒都沒察覺。15Please respect copyright.PENANAdd915eKl9N
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言曇岫沒有動,仍舊靠在黎絳洵肩上,其他的聲響都沒有因為初雪而中斷,彷彿整個世界,只有他們兩人凝滯在雪中。15Please respect copyright.PENANAPrsJvisOEk
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如若不是車夫提醒,再遲些出發,恐怕未必能趕得上在驛站投宿,他們也許能繼續這樣停滯很久。15Please respect copyright.PENANA2bvQCKbk9L
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言曇岫伸手等著細小的冰晶落入手中,轉身上了馬車,黎絳洵也入內後,關上了車門,馬車再次顛簸著前行。15Please respect copyright.PENANA9PV4YJherj
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原本就是逐雪而行,氣溫也隨之降低,行進速度快不起來,他們遇見的風雪一次比一次盛大,吐息凝成了白煙。15Please respect copyright.PENANAcqm7i5seo9
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言曇岫還是一上車就很難醒來,半夢半醒之間,分離夢境與現實的界線模糊。15Please respect copyright.PENANAjtNojkqbvq
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黎絳洵獨自走往界碑,冷到指尖幾乎沒有了觸覺,他的手覆在飽經年歲摧殘的界碑上,沒多久,手背便積了雪。15Please respect copyright.PENANATU8rM84Gmo
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跫音明晰起來時,黎絳洵轉頭望見言曇岫步履蹣跚朝他而來,獵獵寒風中,黎絳洵扶起言曇岫,言曇岫抬眼望他,那雙眼裡像蒙了厚重的濃霧,黎絳洵將言曇岫抱進懷裡,待風雪稍歇,他聽見言曇岫問:「這就是你見過的景色嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANABvMucl2axb
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黎絳洵沉吟了片刻,他的聲音宛如被積雪壓沉:「也許更多是執念,一路前行時,什麼也沒想、什麼也不在意,最後只記下了山上的鵝毛大雪。雖然人只要有了目標,便能更加積極地活下去,直到那個目標實現,剎那的滿足很快會消失,其後追至的失落之重,卻要耗費鉅大努力,才能再次站起來,繼續走完人生路。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAjXi2B0iV9r
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「你的心願實現了嗎?」言曇岫在他耳邊喃喃。15Please respect copyright.PENANAFspBbW8NV6
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「那你呢?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAYSqhOo7Dtl
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言曇岫輕閉雙眼,傾吐如嘆息:「人心總是不足,我也不例外。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAD4v6BVFNCq
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良久後,黎絳洵啟唇用乾啞的嗓聲問:「你別再這樣為了我義無反顧了,能答應我嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANA3aApRN6jJ9
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言曇岫沒有回答他的問題:「即便黑暗中最初落入的光,刺目得會讓人失明,但凡看見,便無法回頭。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAMVMbqtzOU9
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「那我也到此為止吧。」黎絳洵將額頭依偎在言曇岫眉心說:「只要你活著,我的夢永遠不會結束,莊周夢蝶,或者蝶夢莊周,都無所謂了。」15Please respect copyright.PENANA4HGiWRB6EN
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言曇岫微微笑著說:「既然你這樣說,我不放手了,你也別離開我。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAzBtgkmbUwq
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馬車再次上路時,調轉了方向,朝來時路而行。15Please respect copyright.PENANA6cmjKlN3hg
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他們之間並沒有再多交談,數日車程都是相對無言,言曇岫仍是睡睡醒醒,精神卻漸漸好轉,只是預計投宿的客棧,因積雪壓壞了部分房間,他們只能合住一間,也沒有多餘的床可用。15Please respect copyright.PENANAeVpHSiYrMS
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黎絳洵洗浴結束後,身上仍有溫熱的水氣,原先坐在床沿假寐的言曇岫在他進門時抬頭看他。15Please respect copyright.PENANAJyOAMTDwNc
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關上門後,黎絳洵不疑有他,伸手觸碰言曇岫的臉頰問:「身體好些了嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAJbqvD1alLX
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「絳洵,我怕我忍不住。」言曇岫的聲音像幼獸撒嬌一樣綿軟,連家中最黏人的貓,都叫得比他兇。15Please respect copyright.PENANAdrL6oN0LBS
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黎絳洵溫柔地問:「忍不住什麼?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAs3FTkIWQ9F
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言曇岫的嘴唇蹭了蹭黎絳洵的手心,令人發癢的吐息中,言曇岫說:「我忍不住想碰你。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAkmqvoXZmpn
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黎絳洵愣神一陣子,才反應過來對方語氣為難的原因,言曇岫的體溫熨貼著他的手,隨時間,似有越來越燙的趨勢。15Please respect copyright.PENANAMebMK4Nuqj
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沒等到黎絳洵同意,言曇岫更加難為情,呢喃細語:「不行嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAeCKSHkxjyx
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黎絳洵緘默了一下子,才放棄般地回答:「這不算問題,我沒辦法拒絕你,你不是知道嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAnJs58FbnZ8
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言曇岫的吻小心翼翼地從黎絳洵唇上暈開,面對視若珍寶的人,貼著衣領與脖子間的縫隙拂開的手也不敢用力,反而讓黎絳洵癢得難耐悶哼,本來只是安撫般的細吻,因為黎絳洵的聲音,不住加重,黎絳洵那總是讓他怎麼也吻不夠的唇瓣裡溢出的曖昧,令言曇岫體溫高漲得很快。15Please respect copyright.PENANALFyO7g5cab
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因為言曇岫細緻地以唇或手探索過黎絳洵的全身,敏感的位置也很快全都暴露在熾熱的喘息中,黎絳洵半推半就的輕阻,很快多了欲拒還迎的味道。15Please respect copyright.PENANASlzwkNMwNG
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直到最為脆弱的部位在言曇岫不熟稔地侍弄下撐過最後一次快感侵蝕,黎絳洵整個人都暈呼呼的了,若非言曇岫還記掛著幫他穿回衣服,他本會直接墜落床上、毫無防備地入睡。15Please respect copyright.PENANAhmMODrFLZF
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雖說這樣隱密的情事,初時確實讓隔日在同一張床上醒來的兩人面面相覷,不過後來次次投宿都少訂一間,是明確的默許,隨著因同床共寢而掩飾不住的尷尬狀況一多,初嘗雲雨的悸動燒灼著思慕彼此的心,第二次、第三次……間隔時間越來越短,焦急難耐的渴望將情慾帶來的美好鐫刻在身體記憶裡。15Please respect copyright.PENANA1Z23AiXK29
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在察覺到黎絳洵認真琢磨數日的書冊,記述的其實是龍陽春宮與分桃斷袖實務上取悅彼此的技巧後,言曇岫惴惴不安的心終於穩下來,偎在黎絳洵耳畔,輕聲說出今生對他的第一個請求。15Please respect copyright.PENANAaQBGs6rRQ0
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黎絳洵始料未及地連眨眼都忘了一段時間,才遲疑地對上言曇岫的雙眸向他再次確認。15Please respect copyright.PENANAtSd9Qp2LTl
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言曇岫的臉到耳尖都是紅的,鎖著黎絳洵的雙手、托在心口,他緊張而堅定地問:「我想和你成婚,你願意嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANA0aekcWkWDB
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黎絳洵放下所有矜持,寵溺地反問:「你擔心我會拒絕嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAWjl69TqZYu
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前世結縭時,一方面是條件不允許,另一方面是黎絳洵當時也不上心,婚儀簡陋得幾乎不具意義,合卺後也只是多了一個沒有實際意義的夫妻名頭,遑提尤雲殢雨。15Please respect copyright.PENANAbwfxRGMOvT
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這次的籌備隆重得黎絳洵時不時要提醒言曇岫休息,雖說他自己也沒有比較不緊張,他只是習慣裝著表面鎮定而已。15Please respect copyright.PENANA1EQQ3HdExP
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儘管此次高堂尚在,由於未曾試探過雙親對此事的看法,他們並沒有回家鄉再行婚禮,只按著在外地能最大程度實現的那些著手,又無人能協助,是以忙得天昏地黑,回過神來,黎絳洵有些哭笑不得。15Please respect copyright.PENANAscUtpEvpM8
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且做洞房用的房中,遍是令人羞臊的紅,床沿端坐的新娘子緊攢著腿上的裙片,黎絳洵看了看手裡的如意秤,喟嘆至完全放鬆下來,才挑起新娘的紅蓋頭。15Please respect copyright.PENANAccHJinIXpl
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──分明是言曇岫自己提議要補全、所以硬是要穿嫁衣,怎麼也不聽勸的。15Please respect copyright.PENANAyD3HTC7WmV
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黎絳洵無奈地笑問:「為什麼先害臊的也是你啊?是不是有點遲了?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAuhtBsTvYQi
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言曇岫垂眸,不確定是嫁衣或者他本身害羞的緣故,雙頰漾著令人醉心的紅,黎絳洵拿不定主意要先飲合卺酒,還是再調笑新嫁娘一下,在他決定好之前,言曇岫下定決心,先捧起黎絳洵的手,歪著頭、任由緋紅的臉頰依戀地蹭上黎絳洵的手背。15Please respect copyright.PENANAFkPj7lyWNG
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接著言曇岫抬眸,對著被這一奇襲鬧得措手不及的黎絳洵輕聲說:「夫君,不疼我嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAOkC3yse7vo
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昏黃的燭光下,影影綽綽的明暗,在有情人的大喜之日,搖曳出彼此眼中無論凝視多久、都仍會心動的唯一。15Please respect copyright.PENANASnO1MAm7XT
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