Who am I?403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMVDM7BVxD
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETi2i0fD0S
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsEO5ieXU1
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAA5y4i0s3f
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxOWtcBnF9
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CXJ0DwWQr
but I feel like I’m stuck.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIacMm3pfN
I don’t know what I want.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyESTePV70
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhB5j01qGx
I want to have a dream.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnorxUujckj
Have a goal.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKoTH3sZht
Try to achieve it...403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTVOLARNoR
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tldkjGOT5
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq0j2IBt2N
I’m alone, trying to dream,403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKJOokSfir
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVCU0wjLMI
after a long journey,403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtAz3Agrad
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57WhxQnhuE
