Who am I?187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dn2qdMl8W
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxNSFP9IKX
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtizk2BgH1C
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvjIRNybhT
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c4IGPTXcD
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVoHbyL4kN
but I feel like I’m stuck.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0ECoqOplA
I don’t know what I want.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZrEtapIV2
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkJdbg80Ce
I want to have a dream.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCi78ztNwCL
Have a goal.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMvBLc408E
Try to achieve it...187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItEMGhN3t8
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWSdO0kCCh
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoXgO68Hfc
I’m alone, trying to dream,187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn1TMHuIqe
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSXRz5a4fd
after a long journey,187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlr7iVooqR
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8RAWSJo84
