Who am I?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5yvhODmnj
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG4zWpEeuj
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GlW8Qq3Da
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cSePenRmV
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQFx7SxH6G
but I feel like I’m stuck.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Urw9yoNcf
I don’t know what I want.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIrceJeARb
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4DmQ0Q4md
I want to have a dream.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx5lyC8Ctl
Have a goal.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcwWIKxWYk
Try to achieve it...201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAtXdWoxFc
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkndcPNIJz1
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpiCbMJySG
I’m alone, trying to dream,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOFidPgrPc
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLmQyzJh6e
after a long journey,201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GsodknRTe
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFYasj0o1N
