Who am I?92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8siCKjkuar
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIlMwEeFqY
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EerrdxOpz
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8ibfY2wwz
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcbQLtJgHF
but I feel like I’m stuck.92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWacKC5G3B
I don’t know what I want.92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwBYm4LSs7
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1sQB4CT3H
I want to have a dream.92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMds2VTE2M
Have a goal.92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGk8HoAHbu
Try to achieve it...92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8uMSNU4MD
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgNnFj7EUk
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIaPPcmGoF
I’m alone, trying to dream,92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RTnI6FIxo
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuRqC5Uenh
after a long journey,92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXYpxwkqAl
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ22FbGeqP
