I feel like loneliness will never let me go.217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaoGJU4k2h
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AmaLc1doS
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0mDB9KKRx
people I can turn to—any time—217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoyAJg7akY
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg4bjm6LfH
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwWwLozpEO
someone who chooses them,217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepjhm41a1O
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhxK4ltxpO
I don’t have siblings,217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD8oy0N1pw
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4fw5naOck
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWhE8oyWAm
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyj2gRdcUfU
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9BIXuDnUN
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStjFlqXKAu
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7yKHs0V5t
but maybe it’s worse.217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgage6uUlu
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjfHMG29s4
I can’t.217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LUD45XMJL
Because if I go,217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KcqSfCue6
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi16A9MIJZ
I would support him, and he would support me.217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAVdssu1Gy
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xtlKzOSRK
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCyoV0qneZ
when it was my turn to enter adult life—217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCTjD4rhiH
I was alone.
