I feel like loneliness will never let me go.408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mgFJ7PLwY
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpXHAUyEfc
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyWEzwh4kW
people I can turn to—any time—408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAg0IVhhrg
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIse9y1tYcr
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAirVvk4OUT
someone who chooses them,408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwweon3Vqlk
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfFkVL3Yma
I don’t have siblings,408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWeoV2WBaj
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcalV0qx7Dy
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3Jzs0oTWg
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5faMsG0jA
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcN4QfHojW
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiHnROP5nR
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP261k6JOCR
but maybe it’s worse.408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0uQCqh83u
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAHx21VaKu
I can’t.408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII96C6vRrW
Because if I go,408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFkkePleES
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡli0kV1Jnx3
I would support him, and he would support me.408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUokklUUeE
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo37sC1qTZo
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fTURI75m1
when it was my turn to enter adult life—408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhRvvto8Ut
I was alone.
