I feel like loneliness will never let me go.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv0mIhU40r
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIECbgYGGis
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQbO9uaAI8
people I can turn to—any time—154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHQxYMuvPA
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxVf6ju2Kw
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBU30MFYrN
someone who chooses them,154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFemszLdd2
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizs9o13wSw
I don’t have siblings,154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQv7BNk3Ttm
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxoQDNi9Tc
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAmJlSijcw
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xcPWPeRQv
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKU2Emeycl
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTiDE9wFcT
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSavwiOvy6t
but maybe it’s worse.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvJKyslbf6
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KjG6W9ko0
I can’t.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAu2Cux9s3
Because if I go,154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbpxrWvITG
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I73UgdeLX
I would support him, and he would support me.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPS8qPNBQj
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMcxRLK2cm
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvWBa7rz9x
when it was my turn to enter adult life—154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S7FV5rB5C
I was alone.
