風仍未止。界紋淡淡,於天際似寫未竟之痕。13Please respect copyright.PENANAwX0fpqHgNX
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔,手中捧著那冊筆記本,書頁闔起,沉靜無聲。不是沉寂,而是拒絕。13Please respect copyright.PENANAw4qIuOQiKR
13Please respect copyright.PENANAW1pvGRl04T
他已第三次試著提筆書記,卻每一次,筆觸將落未落之時,紙面即微微振動,筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過,空白如雪,不納一字。仿佛紙也有心,知他將書何物,便先一步避開。13Please respect copyright.PENANAgvdv7FeBIj
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他閉上眼,深吸,將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話:若問不能止,妳便非問者。筆尖懸空,氣息凝斷。13Please respect copyright.PENANAc2pAEOib1R
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筆冊驟然自翻,下一頁自行展開,浮出一行墨影。13Please respect copyright.PENANAHEa8wO6FyS
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——「非問者,不配書。」13Please respect copyright.PENANA7RBhInhFdJ
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無名怔住,那不是他寫的,也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不,是在審。13Please respect copyright.PENANAAcjKjNEH22
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風更寒,空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理,無形無味,卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動,一頁頁拋開記憶:過往他所記下的每一筆問語,每一句對破相的懷疑,每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己,現在如同被筆冊回放,卻全然陌生,彷彿不是他所書。13Please respect copyright.PENANA5T5IvEUXDU
13Please respect copyright.PENANA24u8yuiWHo
忽然,一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己,坐在幽光中,執筆無動,眼神冷然,如審稿者般看著他。13Please respect copyright.PENANAfO5JiPFy93
13Please respect copyright.PENANA5JkViZvj10
幻象之中,書中之他問道:「你還在寫嗎?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAP5AICmBSae
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無名喉頭一緊,不知如何應答。13Please respect copyright.PENANA41uKKpzjz7
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書中之影繼續:「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道,你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAkm6FS3ffH3
13Please respect copyright.PENANAkZOvj88tjk
無名輕聲道:「我……我只是還不知道答案。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAGdccGSb7k2
13Please respect copyright.PENANAMnYbnfORcS
書中影子冷笑:「所以你用筆填補空白,而非面對空白。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAk6m7vSFN5K
13Please respect copyright.PENANA8xLaI1SdgX
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來,一聲一響,如斷裂之骨,響於虛空心界。13Please respect copyright.PENANAgKLCGBQ9mU
13Please respect copyright.PENANA4n0lyRi0ZG
他猛地睜眼,幻象崩散,但筆冊依然展開,一頁頁空白之中,中央那一句話未曾抹去:13Please respect copyright.PENANAIlaGz2x42J
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——「非問者,不配書。」13Please respect copyright.PENANA67y88fX2FJ
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這一次,他真正明白,筆冊不是失控,而是拒控。不是記錄之器,而是問之回響。13Please respect copyright.PENANAk2a6qun553
13Please respect copyright.PENANAVqWZJu3nZr
他手一鬆,筆墜地,靜止無聲。13Please respect copyright.PENANAwWDrWxBv9f
13Please respect copyright.PENANAoBYGiXWV5R
他低聲自語:「筆不記我之問,那我,還能問什麼?」13Please respect copyright.PENANA71ANzl6dLS
13Please respect copyright.PENANAt7AMpbiX7A
天光一線,無響而落,界仍無語,心未止。13Please respect copyright.PENANAVH8tBJEVNJ
13Please respect copyright.PENANAXpOAG5X1HS
筆冊翻至第十三頁時,一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。13Please respect copyright.PENANAKLpekauFog
13Please respect copyright.PENANAXBT3DA4UgD
無名本欲合上筆冊,卻在那光痕形成瞬間,整個人如被筆冊牽引,意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉,四下皆白,無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空,其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。13Please respect copyright.PENANAvGujuRMZOO
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他站在其中,彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上,化為虛影,如同書魂殘影。13Please respect copyright.PENANAVsJ1mHteW6
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忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出,與他身形相似,筆在手、冊於懷,面無表情。13Please respect copyright.PENANANSA6w6UaoL
13Please respect copyright.PENANAlBFCJ9MtJL
那人一開口,聲音竟與無名無異:13Please respect copyright.PENANAM7ENvg4uTa
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「你問這麼多,想知道什麼?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAGgDnfG0TDp
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無名愣住,語塞。13Please respect copyright.PENANAIpwUQqBIpI
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書中之影步步靠近,語氣不斷加深:「你寫下那麼多字,記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個?」13Please respect copyright.PENANALzuyYc4xip
13Please respect copyright.PENANALAZHj0yPh1
無名低語:「我……不是為了回答,我只是想留下……」13Please respect copyright.PENANAWRERcLuU2c
13Please respect copyright.PENANAYWcZK9WMWh
「留下什麼?問?還是你自己?還是希望有人讀?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAcHzHrgdRHj
13Please respect copyright.PENANAf7efgflX7E
那影子筆一揮,虛空浮現過往一頁問語:「『破相者無相之相,問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時,心中有答案嗎?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAj7MCuRbRdL
13Please respect copyright.PENANA2NJCDdQzKz
無名凝視那浮字,搖頭。13Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7Ez3li5TI
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書中之影怒聲:「那你為何書之?」13Please respect copyright.PENANA7arz7gnFod
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無名沉聲道:「我不知道答案,但我記得那時候我動了心。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAObFE6TMTkA
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書影低笑:「動心,便要書之?那筆冊成了什麼?心動紀錄器?還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAfCNS8RvvRd
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無名一字一字地回答:「筆,不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆,是為了不讓自己忘記,自己曾經不知道。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAfoXfSjZ4qS
13Please respect copyright.PENANAmtx71n3X7C
書影靜了數息,沉默凝視著他。13Please respect copyright.PENANApbavZkWkWz
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最後,筆冊驟然合頁,墨海崩散,心象碎裂成白光。13Please respect copyright.PENANAzOuhIz5tfX
13Please respect copyright.PENANAt2Sd9ZRlsP
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒,背脊冷汗未乾,筆冊仍在手中,未曾動過。13Please respect copyright.PENANA5Zn8yiUJjf
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唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——13Please respect copyright.PENANAM1AA7ejDQ2
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「若問者不能自答,筆即不答之。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAnsIp8q9uQ8
13Please respect copyright.PENANAoO5BpG3JGQ
筆冊無聲闔上,天色轉冷。13Please respect copyright.PENANAzr7ejq6nv5
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他的手仍握著筆,卻再無勇氣提起。
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無名靜坐於枯石之上,雙目垂下,筆冊攤開在膝頭,頁頁雪白如初。13Please respect copyright.PENANAln8aD7Gwhw
13Please respect copyright.PENANAeVomJe0DcL
他再次嘗試提筆,這一次不寫任何語句,只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙,便忽然一震,如被反彈之力推開。13Please respect copyright.PENANAt2vdaD0jAA
13Please respect copyright.PENANAVk568NxIGZ
他的手微顫,再度落筆,紙頁竟捲起如波,筆尖未至,筆鋒已自碎。13Please respect copyright.PENANAFCKMQDdWCF
13Please respect copyright.PENANAKjr27PbfX1
筆冊中央,浮起一道極細的裂紋,如書頁之折線,自中軸斜斜而裂,輕如息卻深如刃。13Please respect copyright.PENANAo0tJ29PpCq
13Please respect copyright.PENANAfyAyMubSgJ
那一刻他明白——筆冊,不再容他書寫。13Please respect copyright.PENANAtlkpcxLrxt
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筆非碎,書非毀,卻在排拒他本身。13Please respect copyright.PENANAa74g3kuAFF
13Please respect copyright.PENANAaNzwajmUiB
風從斷紋中穿過,如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音,自書頁深處傳來,不是語音,不是念語,是一種無形的抵抗。13Please respect copyright.PENANARfgAh2pT8S
13Please respect copyright.PENANAcAiII4zxbU
「你不是問者了。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAaG8JmxiMGt
13Please respect copyright.PENANAe2HjnrOb8L
這句話無從而來,無形所現,卻重如山崩,將他整個人壓下。13Please respect copyright.PENANAcxmzRY8BBx
13Please respect copyright.PENANAGwgjETV9EL
無名張口,卻無聲。他想問:「為何我不是?」卻無一語能出,彷彿不配提問。13Please respect copyright.PENANAar2btHfhat
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筆冊緩緩闔上,如不願與他對話。13Please respect copyright.PENANALU1k45GsuN
13Please respect copyright.PENANADO0gvEYK70
他低頭望著自己手中的筆,那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆,卻在此刻,顯得比石更冷,比雪更遠。13Please respect copyright.PENANAUyNZ6quEAO
13Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ3Vh67O5w
他緩緩放下筆,將筆橫置膝前,低聲說道:13Please respect copyright.PENANA19hCjye3F4
13Please respect copyright.PENANAT4eA5wCccT
「若筆不再信我之問,那我是否……再無問可書?」13Please respect copyright.PENANA94t4OvQm5u
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無人回答。13Please respect copyright.PENANACBe4WBONwj
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書頁無聲,筆拒其心。書冊未毀,問已不續。13Please respect copyright.PENANAApW3eVNFvU
13Please respect copyright.PENANArBTss4vNT0
他明白,此非筆毀,而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
13Please respect copyright.PENANAID0v5vm9Iw
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問界深處,七宗心盤高臺上,觀測者接連傳來異動警示。13Please respect copyright.PENANA2hIb5Ch2qn
13Please respect copyright.PENANAbfxio3Rnor
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺,她名喚「厲瑤言」,面容清冷,手執空訣,心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝,聲音清晰卻無情:13Please respect copyright.PENANAiTS8ZBuHHu
13Please respect copyright.PENANAQRxpjIzbS9
「此人筆冊已拒主,書問失綱,應封。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAAeQ4LPgkTw
13Please respect copyright.PENANA2GxVz9yOn0
旁側,武衡宗項悲風抬眼,沉吟道:「拒主不等於毀問,或許……是他心問未穩,筆自止。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAcqevdGwOMG
13Please respect copyright.PENANAdv4KQqOrbs
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座,冷笑聲中透骨:「問者之筆,若不服問者,則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者,便是狂。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAdFXmIr3jhA
13Please respect copyright.PENANAJKoCKyj0Sw
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆,記下觀盤紋變,語氣柔和卻不無警示:「筆冊未毀、心象未亂,僅以『拒』判封,過重。」13Please respect copyright.PENANABYV2KdwsYB
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而真籙宗心臺中央,一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂,光紋閃爍間,浮現出無名的心象殘痕,不成字、不成句、亦非象。13Please respect copyright.PENANAMtzbi2h0e7
13Please respect copyright.PENANAX19dDgx36R
真籙宗使者低語:「此為非象之象,或許……非止人之問,乃界之回。」13Please respect copyright.PENANA5VbH0XB6hX
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語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句:「無象可記者,不可留筆。此例若開,界將無律。」13Please respect copyright.PENANA84pItW2uGu
13Please respect copyright.PENANA9NsmWJdfvl
眾聲爭論未決,心盤共振,浮出一句系統性心盤預判語:13Please respect copyright.PENANAeoAjrFxlvu
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——「問者筆冊失控三級,預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAGWCIbeWFaC
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此言一出,六宗觀者同時凝神,七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。13Please respect copyright.PENANAa4VioXlIKb
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項悲風垂首,目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意,冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀,手中空訣凝成碎影,似擬筆裁問。13Please respect copyright.PENANA8gMzczELgT
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筆冊尚未崩裂,議決之聲已先臨。13Please respect copyright.PENANA4abAFpnJuB
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七宗,從觀問轉為審問,從外察轉為內斷。13Please respect copyright.PENANA2IiEoOFlmX
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此為問界筆冊紀錄中,首次記載:「問者失控,筆冊拒主。」
13Please respect copyright.PENANAzIOPGhjjwK
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無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上,天色已沉,暮色灑落如灰墨,他眼前的筆冊,靜靜躺著,闔上,未再震動,也不再翻頁。13Please respect copyright.PENANAkW5jcHfSbE
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他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中,但像握著一枚冷鐵,無暖、無息、無應。13Please respect copyright.PENANAec6wfFdKnm
13Please respect copyright.PENANArkoC3E7C5L
他曾以為,問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆,筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見,他忽然不確定了。13Please respect copyright.PENANA5TMpP30XaV
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「若我無筆,還能問嗎?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAyDRqU83n78
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他問這句話時,無人聽見。楚紅練不在,林慧芳亦不在,丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光,從霧中透出,薄如問影。13Please respect copyright.PENANAfab4EPGor2
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他低頭看自己的掌心,那曾為千問所記之筆冊,如今彷彿從他生命中抽離,不再是器物,而是一段被拒絕的過去。13Please respect copyright.PENANATmGU45VvXD
13Please respect copyright.PENANAhQcrz3PjuW
他忽然想起許久以前,在某個幻界之底,他曾問過:「問,是為了答案,還是為了不斷問?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAaUwsbMSU8W
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當時他記下這句話,是想以後回來看——現在他來了,那答案卻只剩靜默。13Please respect copyright.PENANAsWSasrrTHh
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他試著閉上眼,在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下,心中默問:13Please respect copyright.PENANAyDp3plymvW
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「我還在嗎?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAnLATtdN2FX
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這一問無聲無象,卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響,如無筆之印。13Please respect copyright.PENANAMQ7KoPxoRj
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幻界遠處,天際深紋再現,一條極淡之裂,延伸向無名所在之地,如回應他的默問——13Please respect copyright.PENANA9LLFUoDWbb
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但無字,無語,只有一道問的感覺。13Please respect copyright.PENANAprrWfa6VUr
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他睜眼,第一次明白:問,不必藉筆;念,不需落字。13Please respect copyright.PENANAKfiYM760kD
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他緩緩收起筆冊,將之懷中藏起,手中空空如初,卻覺得那空,不再只是遺失,而是一種準備。13Please respect copyright.PENANAQfWwQjQTme
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「無筆,不是終點。」13Please respect copyright.PENANA9K7HO4zFq7
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「或許,是我真正要開始問的起點。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAbDGklT5AVv
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此刻的他,不再是筆之問者,而是——無筆之人。
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