風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweedwTFj9N
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68CzrQxnYG
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3lAF3Jans
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC0QPDRHzS
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsfHAT4xzS
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4EwxpZwTb
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcPLe3O1KO
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LT1tFwkhR
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZE5bGhxal
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzBUyrq5Nj
——「非問者，不配書。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zQVOd1jUq
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiH9QvDZqRA
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tzUX3S7Pb
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCSgYqKHOb
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4g4ddfRUl
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccVql1RoMF
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb42U1waHj
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO5ssCRiDz
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNuA8YgroU
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjF0DqJYbG
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuRx7mvIS6
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6IquqSC7r
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCW6CRyz1k
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQSJCMHAvP
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeisOehyaN
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOmSbY19cf
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWqxqXMo7c
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYhtEYVQUS
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI9tlILXjo
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2MVoeR3o4
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFDp06nLxP
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8SaEkjSMv
——「非問者，不配書。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlHYiewP8D
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3VsoPMY2M
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYWYSUbGoH
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKcpnxXaxX
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKMsB2laUx
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgYsMg8XTd
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtmkdQShNi
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIbQLLKNjc
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswBjNRfnLj
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbZMYZcs6K
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a8db3oBTn
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YDDRxXrYt
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwYVBKcViK
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIDY00ZhDC
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfwhWjsMY3
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EIbhX3vXY
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIqngSyMbf
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkXf3BRMaZ
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItTTzC9ApL
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxGHzo9sHY
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk3RJOhfyo
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZditKFh1O
無名愣住，語塞。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisoeSZM1c9
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRQNmmj1P2
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8c8Do3355
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4h3VMeJvC
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoewlhYX1wc
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9aH3cNoeh
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxIkHh70G6
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBPxXu2ZIk
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1sVGK0Ae9
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUagT2eqsIi
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7tz1Yvbts
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtTV4tilck
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvMN9NM9aw
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjvwQN2SZt
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yiUEmepqs
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphHtPoRtqg
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVAfwkv2YI
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajTCD3yAIR
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5p4bUdSOm
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP1xOpLvBt
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXi93K4OQC
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7W1oaS9Dz
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXPMrG6oLd
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw5kngUXx1
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWtpXNGc90
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZLnpZ6pzG
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdikNl6pF03
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW5CGbdfeU
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgC6tRcKWj
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CDoBAtXNX
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2a4qjmPkv
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUIS7RBYxx
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wHchnXWhA
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDJapjkleP
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJMPGd4V0e
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpSd3V97cX
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbW3pS1j3b
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ngDkSQzFa
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXotPTyf4jL
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYRontboVA
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwPa5OKfyv
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ961vjM5FC2
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEKubAFRLL
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86oz95oBGP
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG7X1bLOmi
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzqddKSJyA
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XssXpJMFQ
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPfz0zH01l
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwljEBkWiv
「你不是問者了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqi7zKJ88o
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXelrkAYeb
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AhOxq4E0X
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyl6HvE9G1
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DPhu6I1by
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OqQMEjXG1
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy8pEcU1yp
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFVlH5Yzeb
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvYyUAagAU
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnPaWIPjkT
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqoiibVl06
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiD9qlTwR9
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYPXHxMcZf
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwXmSiO2pC
無人回答。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjQuG4kebz
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLejeAqXXL
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfqIktoW06
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff3QLZcimq
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDbuOqKCV4
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFdzBbDp2C
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yw0xrhYnQ
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzmUKZKuJ0
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1U9F5gJYyI
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Sda3Ydusj
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRlIQ2Avtw
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnd16UzZl0t
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqttZjxDQ6
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMwkXQovbV
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ww6C9UQPP
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7gOY2o0Ht
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr18x4Y0Q5
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU6maNPUGX
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoSxwjAzE7
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXlcjMh9Uh
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHP9vo3CLI
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60pQ7RWgrR
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CUInjy5KM
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbovMYTeBu
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuESCzKctZ0
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqiF7sgCSI
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp2rE3ITJW
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7R0XbazQuh
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylJPKzSMFC
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44FOcvrFvb
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBXYqnT1LK
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gVPsJ40vy
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj9tb3r2Pi
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4TI9lAY4i
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Dz2xJzEFQ
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeZkX6mnRL
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktcZDLMg68
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR1Tk8PIo3
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31q257jXjA
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNSRVstUQX
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9pXGpJjKa
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR4ouoqTSU
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr9m5OTEym
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkR4j9lt1XA
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyqfRLWlYB
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx4KW9i3Zs
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm84SJOE2UG
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRea89Uz27
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7iGEswPtA
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TiT49A4S5
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5XQkHeLEe
他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaout4OKDiJ
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「我還在嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC2T5SXwTC
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4umRfnMSW
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrBOfBR7qo
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68xniRsQ5S
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLBABp5OIe
他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJ2doYkR7p
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBG1BJXu1J
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「無筆，不是終點。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrAgypmY8e
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaRu1bkhzf
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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