風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwX0fpqHgNX
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4qIuOQiKR
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1pvGRl04T
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvdv7FeBIj
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他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2pAEOib1R
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzoUPtrJTs
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEa8wO6FyS
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——「非問者，不配書。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RBhInhFdJ
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY8TkWO3Vw
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcjKjNEH22
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrY8xdqbQF
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T5IvEUXDU
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24u8yuiWHo
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO5JiPFy93
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JkViZvj10
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5AICmBSae
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無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41uKKpzjz7
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7x7N81bB6
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm6FS3ffH3
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZOvj88tjk
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdccGSb7k2
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnYbnfORcS
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6m7vSFN5K
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xLaI1SdgX
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKLCGBQ9mU
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n0lyRi0ZG
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlaGz2x42J
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSYNsjACJg
——「非問者，不配書。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67y88fX2FJ
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd2qS9RWDr
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2a6qun553
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqWZJu3nZr
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWDrWxBv9f
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBYGiXWV5R
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71ANzl6dLS
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7AMpbiX7A
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH8tBJEVNJ
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpOAG5X1HS
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLpekauFog
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBT3DA4UgD
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGujuRMZOO
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48g1tDuRSM
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsJ1mHteW6
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1uEwK0Kfx
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSA6w6UaoL
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBFCJ9MtJL
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7ENvg4uTa
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zyjYBlzrE
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgDnfG0TDp
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDka6cfa8u
無名愣住，語塞。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpwUQqBIpI
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaeouVDhiI
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzuyYc4xip
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAZHj0yPh1
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRERcLuU2c
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWcZK9WMWh
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHzHrgdRHj
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7efgflX7E
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7MCuRbRdL
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NJCDdQzKz
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7Ez3li5TI
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rRAgfitG5
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7arz7gnFod
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD813k6H2Y9
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObFE6TMTkA
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlM4wHwSqj
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCNS8RvvRd
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHrJj4D1vI
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoXfSjZ4qS
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtx71n3X7C
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbavZkWkWz
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNobLbbrutA
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOuhIz5tfX
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2Sd9ZRlsP
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Zn8yiUJjf
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCHMaVAhQS
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1AA7ejDQ2
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBCJeHJPIm
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsIp8q9uQ8
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO5BpG3JGQ
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr7ejq6nv5
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdryYk7CN7
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
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13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSoAOvvVri
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0zQmdr9pV
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln8aD7Gwhw
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVomJe0DcL
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2vdaD0jAA
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk568NxIGZ
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCKMQDdWCF
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjr27PbfX1
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0tJ29PpCq
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyAyMubSgJ
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlkpcxLrxt
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx02PKdbP5
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa74g3kuAFF
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNzwajmUiB
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfgAh2pT8S
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAiII4zxbU
「你不是問者了。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaG8JmxiMGt
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2HjnrOb8L
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxmzRY8BBx
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwgjETV9EL
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar2btHfhat
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoOLbsCR0w
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU1k45GsuN
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO0gvEYK70
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyNZ6quEAO
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ3Vh67O5w
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19hCjye3F4
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4eA5wCccT
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94t4OvQm5u
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOXPnJboDl
無人回答。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBe4WBONwj
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGK52mC4iN
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApW3eVNFvU
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBTss4vNT0
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
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13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFhzdG2ydW
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hIb5Ch2qn
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfxio3Rnor
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTS8ZBuHHu
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRxpjIzbS9
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeQ4LPgkTw
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GxVz9yOn0
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqevdGwOMG
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdv4KQqOrbs
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFXmIr3jhA
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKoCKyj0Sw
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYV2KdwsYB
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJDIOVMaGQ
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtzbi2h0e7
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX19dDgx36R
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VbH0XB6hX
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayCwQ4G1CQ
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84pItW2uGu
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NsmWJdfvl
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoAjrFxlvu
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtYR52lqNH
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWCIbeWFaC
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此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4VioXlIKb
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKzKRYXKBI
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gMzczELgT
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筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4abAFpnJuB
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七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IiEoOFlmX
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7Y2O8gw0M
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
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13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxpGYpB2Xr
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW5jcHfSbE
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIz26iV1vQK
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec6wfFdKnm
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkoC3E7C5L
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TMpP30XaV
13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOYfbAI0gO
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDRqU83n78
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他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfab4EPGor2
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmGU45VvXD
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUwsbMSU8W
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWSasrrTHh
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDp3plymvW
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「我還在嗎？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLATtdN2FX
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQ7KoPxoRj
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LLFUoDWbb
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprrWfa6VUr
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfiYM760kD
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfWwQjQTme
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「無筆，不是終點。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K7HO4zFq7
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDGklT5AVv
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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