風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF9PwyAwYl
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSC3QNSsWr
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY97jmjntNO
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNn9fmNQsK
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLYa6UTciu
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAScDVflSnW
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe415cg6b6M
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcRQN6Wgwn
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeEvZCJHD0
——「非問者，不配書。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWc7h4Dpbh
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6S2CNFV0L
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXTIHVBala
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIqOlWvet9
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnz0jOnZ24
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvjG8V2yIU
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbi2R95F2U
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFi5DAlhIm
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9yxA8XhAU
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsVJKIXZEb
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h0ledScxe
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OekI8cMgJ
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66kwrNCd5Q
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2I5MM4Px6
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvavrPk2msv
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv47TIYovbV
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eFKofNaDr
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YHcuNfMrA
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7LWHfg8dz
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV7vakY4hB
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6X14hBoxJ
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKXLIrgotF
——「非問者，不配書。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8LaOWSuqF
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtAhFd95cp
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRczVxbCBM
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVypObNKN9c
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkix9PaO7d
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AgoV4sfwb
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ03sFcba0f
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSYrwB5HqA
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SLZTeKw4q
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaeXAkpup5
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSh0rEHr9S
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK23Qa6nyS
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiaOV4FDef
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlhuPlTN6L
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBROYpzrauw
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvDtj7lOMT
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbydJFjbRw
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyYchAIpUV
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7imEoXv0qS
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CtTQZJZLT
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPeEAlNTBV
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdFAZ9wsYQ
無名愣住，語塞。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D56YyN3Bq
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5T3ugMPrM
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8QtPFEkQ5
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR9POUssjc
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdv0YMaCud
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfgoMS67cG
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDvD3YOlpp
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nBnBPd3u1
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVrbNMFpbf
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFv7KhXGVy
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFg3O4d73I
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1XANuUfjE
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8SVqUSpIj
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmNeQqZdiw
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTochE9Y3U
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3iM2UW9IH
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iK9eESWNE
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TEt7OC9UB
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p8iQiUcdK
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSJB6IMKFE
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKcykoEXt3
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0tVBJHHei
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI2sptbwgl
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5Qr0Jgpxy
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6Qx9rBoqv
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfl10JdTSUi
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn66DXs4cj
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08fziqEnis
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzlpawARSo
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxLeRju5eq
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmunAzsQds6
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvyFTik1Sc
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqQJRLFFyI
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLU2g4TIXh
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCLf5PrrM5
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEu0y7S9TKv
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8Y4BhkGwG
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkYsSKjZ7z
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8LrQ7JKH5
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOc8x95fbl
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqRRQoAOW8
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAciFj3cLJF
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGKuAPltDl
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GfaUrZcog
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68pa0HopTc
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHIBy5Rwi0
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYDvpT5rZ5
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqjOCS0GMb
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2CuAivTso
「你不是問者了。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhunfp3neH
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRC7zJmlmS
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJOS4xpVR8
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC8vAVHUUe
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpVaBDk3Yh
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKReYfhHUc
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsCy3kab92
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F1B6fKZn4
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsp7KTCaUU
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSN1H9usBu
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv8IStF0Ac
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknz7zdGluS
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkO00O5juId
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17qicZNb8R
無人回答。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW4OOXcwYm
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4ZaVhlehe
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRrgUpeNre
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c2AY01WfT
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLIZJpj1JL
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdnxuxtDI7
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ni7wnAE2k
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMKPuNwrfL
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVcZ1l8RrO
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZk4sPishkH
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzInMhyuH75
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJjHll7rqD
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrovPJlPLa
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XAcK3rxWq
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlID8k1jDKO
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKacfjN3dEz
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1euOw017P
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaOwFGkera
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg9W7fmlXp
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqYeehohlJ
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB4EFTqPFT
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAuJTl4sKM
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8v0phGzd5
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltScOZtJIL
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs51z8U3Vv
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQEutmJn2n
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8Mwu1otC7
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79C6vEll7C
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO53MsK8Cn8
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW2ldAivcJ
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02Vrib2Lio
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflaL1q5cS3
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvd6NpEKkwb
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Mk1NEUZO8
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd4xoPg0p5
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk1zzotOgm
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o7SWqpieL
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH7DBYQaBx
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDfPqSJAz1
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y7fHRiQQQ
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLw9182R9Zq
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIJ1fNtfAt
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiyFOI2KFG
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFWOz5YZQh
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QBVNYzVwx
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6l8tkcMOb
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqKEtJxuAj
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQOlTogtc3
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf3M1vE4ul
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8ahLrrPfH
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUm4TKWw4S
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「我還在嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmumcExyvlc
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAicUQwUeIC
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYPoECQRN2
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5MoicJ79O
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIvLy5RwA9
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkoBBQHuRj
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「無筆，不是終點。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8dH5GqVjv
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QQfRaS75e
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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