風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5z9SLjUhR
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB8Q1zlxom
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3vfUxXhTu
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YY0fIQRCM
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkCrAP517n
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1SL1tdyPn
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBPebKfo8O
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXkWzGuBH8
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxU1s2qaqwz
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTooKcuC4h
——「非問者，不配書。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnDKgQpnbP
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwnfQnEFP9
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJd5QfdGsr
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg3IqqOQyv
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAXWodzr4i
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Gv6KYJAF
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVV8yCMgXy
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBYRDFPhQs
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ0Cmz1gE2
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNb9SkY6enT
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Any6c1szG
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡun9gX3CKv7
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QRB5Uz4QM
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKQP5P0C0Y
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ422STWYUOZ
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooKylryzQN
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO7wJoUK46
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3Buq7HIwE
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHMJW2Al2n
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03DAr961xu
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96kZrfjjM7
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1kjdbKtoF
——「非問者，不配書。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X7iiroqhv
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv8pCiX1qt
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORqN5QWVm7
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblgULKnvji
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoHq3gQs1t
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPW89SA0MJ
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytyS5GhQ3y
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGIrZUkRNm
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKGpWj3hpT
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBTqdJTluX
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkgUzr3Tvn
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRbMaxNYiX
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOP4Z3CB6S
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWnCiB8rjv
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5vXCtAUbd
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrmZwzXiOq
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXx2m5BGQq
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgZ2vKbb0N
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcludWRVKtW
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEffwq8Cws
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfix0UHZUtV
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTLbjrQDDT
無名愣住，語塞。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzCW0sqQpo
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdz8TRKise
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrS8Cdba5Y
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRzsqThcOI
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP7isaBNrS
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAaCmSwd32
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzOUkKyA1h
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGkiOjh2M4
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLGarheueS
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvXzKUdP68
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJDvL3s1LX
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN34N8qe2T
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ748KMTzmaj
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlrsHzv3K7
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnqob2j38i
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9cnCYMNj5
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL38QE9UGrr
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFf1PXBuw4t
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRuiQWp7hE
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7HNjzssZM
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ460daIIFSa
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunilFtG9ey
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iv8qS7wX4
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZFLDqpce2
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFzuCfqCcZ
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtzDuBMBxW
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyt8dl2g8t
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmZkS1kJ1Z
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiXIVpL6dm
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeHbO40Sl8
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf77YLCoMKC
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fSdXVbk92
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofgqR20cvc
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB4hFT7Lq3
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6koEhuGcnW
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJIgGueOrS
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCPgskNqmz
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMou5qAsftK
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7VsrmYnno
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gCFbnjRBO
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP8pYttEAz
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZFdPKRTe1
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqy6j1sQZM
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkYdLCgo1V
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy6BaqFR7z
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgZokDaBtm
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHlWjj9sr4
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7mBkZTlyg
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLnDqqAM6X
「你不是問者了。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLElNeH0Cnx
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyPcWfGxll
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgBXQAMbrK
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxiMcDWcAR
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEnnM4hESN
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujKT5amLsa
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aqnXNYUPZ
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzRWvuBLox
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsP2zdeW2I
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjL3J6hX95
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VJWLyJ7NQ
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQEE7fQWuy
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gt56eqHqy
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVpxSAe9uA
無人回答。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDzXKlFuAJ
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RcAPFffpm
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChwSt3P4vt
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23mXGhIzBT
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPetjsLxWN
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIGZLGkmfk
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HJaX2RQiz
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSMm7vwGa1
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK4ABtkdZv
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8L9RZVjOD
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqEL2G0zgI
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DtPZ5YgOH
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJkjNz6uH7
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7j635UXfL0
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCRj2vIx0F
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68zCkoCebI
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIWhvUdHHr
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob9ewujNP7
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDay8Kw6bWc
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlBEi4oNrO
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI36GX20FFX
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKd5iQNRzH
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11SxMBDtdU
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCoe914WKu
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi7NlY9J41
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi4uVlnQNx
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wchmNMeyn
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4lz9vIeSU
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpETFjj0G88
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtndvEVeWh
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrnV31rHtQ
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz4wi3Jd60
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHMrRNFPYG
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSxGhIJLt2
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjSPcrHCvt
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCfNSavySV
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GNdurr3B9
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezyylCzkMP
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZlyrS3DbQ
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9rOd7lOhR
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSwvyBxtr5
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPODPpwpmj
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDI5QsOQji
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszNuHD93XW
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEDvlzurgz
80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQxka6LWIZ
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZVitevwUR
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT7CERQieh
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEAXIXY42C
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkV0LhLLgo6
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48hO63NnhA
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「我還在嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDz4xa1UaJ
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vs4DrSAWP
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp788FaOvK
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycru9ZAcJ6
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfygrl5FfoW
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVzoAxAYwn
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「無筆，不是終點。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnnIiXv7Ku
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPKFxTKQrw
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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