風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBi38sTZhZ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCgxE9zcmn
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wEQnCnG9L
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWoZPCQzli
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1FvTpDGMK
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv4pJCJEbJ
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ARQG9EDiH
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp6HDStJf4
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDklZXRrbJZ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVn2TlGluzW
——「非問者，不配書。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzCTazcZFO
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEkdO1RDBD
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4GzpPQS3s
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKj1SxIWlcZ
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtHmt5FJp1
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gawMLwGEo
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGaTotRLCC
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUa61CCMfhP
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ7EHuLFkV
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ21E3scs0d
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8Dh1ANuGe
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KSJHoTEMy
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfRuiOzXAG
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SGFSg2IC5
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnc2PT8Xxm
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScahqiJ4xo
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAmR1lKP56
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCHx8CnuFu
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NH4O1CZCD
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKJsbciAZS
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvd2XHPuFck
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3BGXxpslF
——「非問者，不配書。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoRzM2JZW7
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2qVq2HDWD
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEirUUsT4t
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MAmje7axO
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5fZztwyaj
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhV4R6IL1K
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBPAmylDez
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiB3PZUX96r
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIgAvLSi3C
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0CeLDfJCJ
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6vPSyDJ9J
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUrIsuBS5T
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKWvJrZqIb
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09HAG88KKA
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDwUXmqNWI
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFuqU58noL
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurAPvDgknd
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWlRAdTrnV
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXzvqMaG4W
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLkSmhwkCz
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTDSbyqbsa
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTPqZFxKo1
無名愣住，語塞。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3fsvQIllo
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEdX65kXmj
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ8oBqECPH
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLfvFUvYO9
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVudNCT4cHt
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TGlcvuN8o
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArBFv1OvV7
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNym3bz4D8
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0Z0gA2RjJ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwe8txyURZ
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI2cdwGI0Z
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRtSRqdeOp
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdleR5NLmSj
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOmao2WdWC
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESnmsEbd2C
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXXiXx6qMb
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyNWl8NzHK
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxCvtSCG3i
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjwo8dU6Pj
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuhh8g8fW3
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViQ5o7UJhS
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9w8JV2v9B
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQVxhmsc7Q
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rYdJb8gsD
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfciU1aueVX
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyO8ExfbxW
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AhTCJdSVf
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop02OGjpLT
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrVxy7DMgU
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71pYWDqQAm
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GGDusdAVF
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFAz1aBjXW
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPszqkpPwy
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGXoSlMjVX
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oluhvDYtf
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR3Qjab8jm
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcofWxOt0sH
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiuKq85iED
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAdKXuMElk
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2BqxcLkpM
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdimzKD5WF
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0p5DiHu0XB
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc8HuyZC8L
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1mgULYl5h
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxeEULpwHM
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR0xh0b3YF
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDamgmNmGa5
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SGO3SlLkt
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmU4FqkgTE
「你不是問者了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsTun3Ms6X
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz269nW5P0G
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohqhCD6iMB
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDrrTrPgux
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPum5q6sAz
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBMNcgpgq0
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICQrSLGeaQ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9fv6n5mKf
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgUY3afk2k
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTAUwGied3
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDtUQVG0W4
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgu4RJj0Ge
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphnGGVJ4uw
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS8ytIaTmg
無人回答。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u9rrBuAL3
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbxFnPvsnu
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFKCy4DzkR
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrZCwLtimB
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XSFxMFMaV
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh3W3drJ1p
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzwibk0qfQ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60fcc5A3N7
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHVRXQL72V
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAq0xYNjZPV
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGG4kC6flt
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRRvANsv3m
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRjlCTqPrr
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSj7fw8TQiy
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlty1iKyes
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0Ykypf6nj
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc8NFXWsvu
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtGz8WzdW2
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTmfmLY6gE
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAxHndzANr
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsxelhEp9C
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaxuLV8wP4
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEVh2dTCt7
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6jh8gbWcX
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCBSSFqWnT
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeuYH9MgMY
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAMr7Kpb4s
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH6O79GoC7
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN3etvCAi4
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2PaNoOjr1
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqV5svxcIb
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wWvOUJxft
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxk7MwNP1Q
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnsqd7eRTa
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ7g1NiWFz
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8NmJkmsfh
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGljClNHzo
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9RKwIsce8
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYaOycX63c
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUnJtxb4xE
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2pKOYiBI5
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ah84deR7q
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbGusHLubr
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefm9JVVu2S
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gTQm7MNjA
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjopPNWCJKE
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnawFla4mHb
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwblYwr2kN
他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H2ZlMz7N8
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVYMiADeYm
他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRdDIejZCR
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2DKKGzGbK
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡietvD8UFbX
他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvnAVvgVSg
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「我還在嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT6yvQmpHu
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUNNABGFKD
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMyXkG6NZ9
幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCG791UCdv
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFInFivHip
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmhAFSGazZ
他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSM5fC3Z7v
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8LasCQ4Ay
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「無筆，不是終點。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBacIGeEyc
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ4rBtd1jN
「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v4kQnR8nC
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe74Ep2Fezg
此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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