風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnvYtW8Afo
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIEGp8K4mp
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm42NPknmu
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEuZU8WAAD
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcQHpc13RO
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFUhMPlRyt
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlgEwSQHoO
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuktjH4suc
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWnHrTlGj6
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwTiIpeDWU
——「非問者，不配書。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoCt4JODA6
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yY2jdL9RN
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTKv0fgfUK
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi4JJGGTzY
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPs3qini5i
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxiOuDU5dk
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xXpab77xM
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOU8O15bxh1
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgp1cMoPUO
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMKVusvPNq
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2xffIUiDa
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpB0sr6b7IR
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZBcEQ66z8
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZALtJCAsf
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIoUv0hqlA
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5DNcRg7hN
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwZOCs1Beo
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7K6RSWrG8k
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqxsCujSIc
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxsW7bYVYK
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfU5iM8Rph
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZGO4jCNrx
——「非問者，不配書。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTd47pfbAu
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMlbfeYrZb
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqLtdwN7r7
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5CNO010PN
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsuDikS8cJ
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5Z7TPqd0X
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpmMczOSfC
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4z7oOvMqdm
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtRSPdj6C0
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEFpX3nH2T
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKqbadiVMZ
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DCEyIcDoO
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1fiCEnQos
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2HgwZc3H8
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIiVs9pbo0
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu85Kldxn1A
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAinC4416HP
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3SdWmwrLd
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo8if8FSrY
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23R1UCh3iG
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgUwaJlvDD
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCaE5NdEot
無名愣住，語塞。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvYc3bduUs
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hr77VVF8c
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACu5sW9BQa
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUiqcLoZAe
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo20scXaU8r
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9ZjFLcPiP
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqo9rldgR7
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3SMURu0U5
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrUIOCwWjD
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlB8YqYlb8
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewlDPfLPWZ
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoGWPs4cXw
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rqaneU10o
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUZgpAtR4Z
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU9DVfPf1n
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93DZk4kRk9
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFwN9h1rLW
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gpwg0y7HT
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMK5HhuFvte
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQHXE1Kj2P
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfX0f6Usvw
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsXAB4S1lU
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFTDuzbese
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9o2zCHqMg5
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMzILxrPqt
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrZGQWIbl0
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyBLqy1jtw
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJs7yrdWWJ
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmTSspdwoQ
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzlDHxlEE0
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRaJTQm9aG
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yfnly6j4o
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtgHMJWDMW
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRTU2gKN9v
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQJf1pPTce
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz2RIAdC2o
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjGmMjwbK7
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9YDyV1p07
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydrMMUgVrh
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vG8VzMFyi
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6PHKRXQK0
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQYOOQzZJ3
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QrfdbDpjt
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE80aljf3vs
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKg22P70swl
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8Jbx7Fws2
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHkJBr136f
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotBaCuiwHY
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMZUSBk3sR
「你不是問者了。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrzegGprH7
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDqKRD6od0
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHsAEo4NaH
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE61qLqR61J
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37msXkSPvt
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB8qE9JNpL
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qbAruDRQn
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi3Rx6jzXL
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMjVFtjZsK
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnHCKOJkgy
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhW8lC8DlS
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84gGecLqWw
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tyzKcEKAy
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoeL1Gsf8z
無人回答。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEOaJEJgTh
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBQ2LjYpmH
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j1ug48wZC
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFt1Ddlel6
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRfKilxv4O
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SMk15UNNc
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOal1BFSutw
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLx44FieCTh
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1U3SZYKRQ3
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ukjZWTKse
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhty559Bks8
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn30gwfqrK2
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe5NzWn7OL
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTDJaS5ynH
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tywGdxnuG
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoYhj5El1S
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8nUf3aNAo
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uMmiDoKWq
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKSOGOyfPX
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUT3vBGPTN
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGq23PGWr3
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPF3qozP9S
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa647cUdKE
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV317tqmJG
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oeHJCRxJG
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7FDCo5R02
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMoDxi13k8
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrP9n1AGoib
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEufA6lopcs
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWh8UCJL4J
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJXlUNtuah
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe4TTEkBsP
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hhUChjynw
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKJMrutlKy
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14maocMWpK
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkOCKlUL4d
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCFvqUXAzW
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfB3XuY8jN
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoaNuWYmqt
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1iylr7ne4
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZOtdEeyVq
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Nl3pqeDAN
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6Mm3gKnbR
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0gD9GF57o
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hyDeKGBLS
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45TAMlkIpl
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5xTbpSNjJ
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bXMFB4kPy
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVabidG2oH
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqPmepm1oS
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiImHQRaZK
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「我還在嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSykIcOusl
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwek4DqMSo
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3Zvi5wC5a
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMpGkS8sqV
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg5luYk86j
他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AMvAsQqJ6
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEpaxgDJh6
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「無筆，不是終點。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuemIKJJTFR
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Sge1d9Uhi
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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