風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPx7BEa3JV
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR551uv3eXm
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSd0KNeXXyY
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsGw6pZdtH
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxEzoOdppB
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJahYj39q6i
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDcNWMIDYw
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb13LLADPuU
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmM2M7defj
——「非問者，不配書。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tn6LxBV7u
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6OYDkgt0x
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolJhgezgBB
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosQJKoBBfk
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4k7xJqK9m
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aQv1Rjmf3
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtSiE9GL61
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJEofUDoCj
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1jnvECesa
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUHXdnBEjr
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLG94SWus3
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV18XOHcxQz
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrUGEIDuLD
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshVPRGP0WG
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fZ7VkyBzM
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKZTIm6hBj
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOEUuZAKWf
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPYjXk34Mv
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t01NMXYzS
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45kMX44pPQ
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKMO7zmHVU
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQwRBSEzDB
——「非問者，不配書。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZHwiKOoCN
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaljlBQwsg
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq9JW3Ml0q
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeZGmqRfXR
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YKS01WoJU
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HTEeqeIqt
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjLEUd8WdE
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzArhpDRw9D
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYk8XGqyZT
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nY04IJrKf
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b22JFyGi3
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfRv2XQTzF
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyiqECLFeG
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv1PExVx8S
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7Xo2XBR5G
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0yDCAwJTV
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDwrbYCBon
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡON8oIj7SjY
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRl7WD0EL0
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1axsGZjSc
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Gyn39I0FR
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbksXVJq9yq
無名愣住，語塞。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVIQDcO32S
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgXKfJ9Bqo
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXcFU4hNrc
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHQgh0hyNF
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQ39aJRrdm
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRuVYpfgvX
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQh8dGNb6s
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBEZbR4IV0
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIbzJcv7WY
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1KWfglAYu
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq1LO6qky9
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitVhuF32lA
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nF4Z1FLby
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcIbF68tx1
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEeN5KwlqI
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTLEFx0iHb
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcc7tggBvx
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nU6ZRTVU6
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxHGwBX4aU
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvwhdPutaC
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFWzOl3vr4
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7IswCHtvP
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPZVui8zwm
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRYr9z0BFL
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9Ne02PZvm
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ci1KJPZlj
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL48TBPk3gn
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NFia9iXhw
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSvp1xjOiD
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYBDeHU1Ja
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfUGbWiny1
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SDgW3tx3o
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyES7zJtiTU
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXqDLoW6MK
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6KYBiGgSk
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasl8DXBCmc
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9DdzaBJNK
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCBHyqmyYg
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ511ogs39Wm
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP0MqhsOx4
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yXgSoTpNI
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPo37z11ffv
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK1oDF6TJe
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHsvRXC1VO
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xHjpVgnwl
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9meAyVpvc
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKZAXipAHc
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3wp4Pryfl
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kw1JYWqTF
「你不是問者了。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIAVwxz9BG
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLP8UnQgNt
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWauhKYh0oC
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqm7NM7GHb
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wkEp6GhVJ
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RjIfPa228
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPWOaHWRX6
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iDYJ8LgfG
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnwLd6gfQP
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak8DccgP0A
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8gJ6rG3Fs
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAPcBWUrw7
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6lJRirP8O
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgDH5K8sS0
無人回答。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii6zdQa15F
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97Y5H666VS
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiIVGZLN9w
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzskCxFqTLf
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8afJ4yAhe
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXoIJ3jPbW
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcN2andKdq
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6ettvbR9y
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6melVSVIPQ
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AKzyFX5WL
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFBVeUuK0I
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kG3ka9yTm
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJkbziTRtc
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4V881ci30
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLvuTcCwc5
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVlWHj2MF9
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtW2UhpkCQ
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cExGCgh8f
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFNQth4jc1
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCQLwevPwI
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG6keSZ1QV
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzW4fYj7Ei
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx3jTI6LhA
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY65x5NVfjJ
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbmJMsS91v
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEaNnJm2qG
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFOUHSPk4X
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoJWkBkiQX
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJzXwsY2bh
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyPxc8Chou
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnLOMJHRXI
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFziMWAXEZS
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMVcEplG06
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvd6013VZAl
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswOTQrInMe
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhih3wbPnz
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM8B2NMVOC
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7E9AASoPh
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOiv9OSiuA
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP7R3GVIt7
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJtqSOLxA0
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqhz5WDjwD
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DIFlUwFU2
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tzyYN4KmW
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdBZ3oB02A
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosc6XQtxuz
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TzkP5JWSq
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuAwGQxuur
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70677j8bWQ
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJBw9whJCp
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZnskvaJPh
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「我還在嗎？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cXN5hr8wL
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nhz5NJ81h
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoySs3C0Z0G
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanKFSxMej1
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4DcQiPdtP
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkB0piRCNR
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「無筆，不是終點。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUvgquv1w9
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVlGRt63Ay
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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