風仍未止。界紋淡淡,於天際似寫未竟之痕。77Please respect copyright.PENANAYMTTTov2w6
77Please respect copyright.PENANAcYMVUIkvhN
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔,手中捧著那冊筆記本,書頁闔起,沉靜無聲。不是沉寂,而是拒絕。77Please respect copyright.PENANAevJuauZDep
77Please respect copyright.PENANAkgtEVJCYd8
他已第三次試著提筆書記,卻每一次,筆觸將落未落之時,紙面即微微振動,筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過,空白如雪,不納一字。仿佛紙也有心,知他將書何物,便先一步避開。77Please respect copyright.PENANABiSJIm2h7v
77Please respect copyright.PENANANgpJvwwT0P
他閉上眼,深吸,將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話:若問不能止,妳便非問者。筆尖懸空,氣息凝斷。77Please respect copyright.PENANAz58HtbYBIb
77Please respect copyright.PENANAq07wdOMXXB
筆冊驟然自翻,下一頁自行展開,浮出一行墨影。77Please respect copyright.PENANAdqap1n5cGq
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——「非問者,不配書。」77Please respect copyright.PENANAgGqG9RVAs1
77Please respect copyright.PENANAHIHUGsyd2g
無名怔住,那不是他寫的,也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不,是在審。77Please respect copyright.PENANA41a6Usgv2k
77Please respect copyright.PENANAmBNexduqfB
風更寒,空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理,無形無味,卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動,一頁頁拋開記憶:過往他所記下的每一筆問語,每一句對破相的懷疑,每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己,現在如同被筆冊回放,卻全然陌生,彷彿不是他所書。77Please respect copyright.PENANAqs53qobRir
77Please respect copyright.PENANA2ztu5jwy3X
忽然,一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己,坐在幽光中,執筆無動,眼神冷然,如審稿者般看著他。77Please respect copyright.PENANANZWgFwG4ci
77Please respect copyright.PENANALHOFTWrO4z
幻象之中,書中之他問道:「你還在寫嗎?」77Please respect copyright.PENANAjq9hZ5L5YM
77Please respect copyright.PENANA9nsgFCARaI
無名喉頭一緊,不知如何應答。77Please respect copyright.PENANArkHdf6BUib
77Please respect copyright.PENANAd3NHCxIRcX
書中之影繼續:「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道,你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」77Please respect copyright.PENANAvoIJEl5hJQ
77Please respect copyright.PENANAe3ITORaTvW
無名輕聲道:「我……我只是還不知道答案。」77Please respect copyright.PENANAUp8c1KvONR
77Please respect copyright.PENANArYjVStjgeA
書中影子冷笑:「所以你用筆填補空白,而非面對空白。」77Please respect copyright.PENANATK9tlpBTZ0
77Please respect copyright.PENANAuBCO0iqyZJ
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來,一聲一響,如斷裂之骨,響於虛空心界。77Please respect copyright.PENANANklv79pmIl
77Please respect copyright.PENANAm8DZmoB7q8
他猛地睜眼,幻象崩散,但筆冊依然展開,一頁頁空白之中,中央那一句話未曾抹去:77Please respect copyright.PENANANcwgwCL092
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——「非問者,不配書。」77Please respect copyright.PENANAXIFuRQLjVo
77Please respect copyright.PENANAPn7P4RvNYe
這一次,他真正明白,筆冊不是失控,而是拒控。不是記錄之器,而是問之回響。77Please respect copyright.PENANA4qbEoaZ5nD
77Please respect copyright.PENANAoDf05m1LC5
他手一鬆,筆墜地,靜止無聲。77Please respect copyright.PENANAHHK55EXXXW
77Please respect copyright.PENANAhv5eLnLtKF
他低聲自語:「筆不記我之問,那我,還能問什麼?」77Please respect copyright.PENANADg32sUE2Rl
77Please respect copyright.PENANA1plLDnK3zm
天光一線,無響而落,界仍無語,心未止。77Please respect copyright.PENANAGgdTDCtpKn
77Please respect copyright.PENANAoxdocB056y
筆冊翻至第十三頁時,一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。77Please respect copyright.PENANAUSEO7iEjH2
77Please respect copyright.PENANA6WcoQvLR4w
無名本欲合上筆冊,卻在那光痕形成瞬間,整個人如被筆冊牽引,意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉,四下皆白,無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空,其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。77Please respect copyright.PENANAehchcjN8J2
77Please respect copyright.PENANAQBypA1RmS4
他站在其中,彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上,化為虛影,如同書魂殘影。77Please respect copyright.PENANAmF8EIGXOvK
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忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出,與他身形相似,筆在手、冊於懷,面無表情。77Please respect copyright.PENANAUI4clxlg1h
77Please respect copyright.PENANAArubfnLRHg
那人一開口,聲音竟與無名無異:77Please respect copyright.PENANAMh4rypThfH
77Please respect copyright.PENANAuRM8fhBaAk
「你問這麼多,想知道什麼?」77Please respect copyright.PENANAJMmsC2WQOK
77Please respect copyright.PENANADwM8DfUFrb
無名愣住,語塞。77Please respect copyright.PENANAABPeDODH6k
77Please respect copyright.PENANASrmSUldAIw
書中之影步步靠近,語氣不斷加深:「你寫下那麼多字,記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個?」77Please respect copyright.PENANAhVn8QBT1XS
77Please respect copyright.PENANAXjTNJ1586h
無名低語:「我……不是為了回答,我只是想留下……」77Please respect copyright.PENANATrEAA033TM
77Please respect copyright.PENANAOrObbMhB1p
「留下什麼?問?還是你自己?還是希望有人讀?」77Please respect copyright.PENANAWllgimOgn1
77Please respect copyright.PENANARpOXbTNS8n
那影子筆一揮,虛空浮現過往一頁問語:「『破相者無相之相,問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時,心中有答案嗎?」77Please respect copyright.PENANATsSGctcX1l
77Please respect copyright.PENANArnx6UerQXJ
無名凝視那浮字,搖頭。77Please respect copyright.PENANAW9iPR1hfnS
77Please respect copyright.PENANAUhHyZjX3m1
書中之影怒聲:「那你為何書之?」77Please respect copyright.PENANA5tqFGo8Im3
77Please respect copyright.PENANAJVQeYHwzK9
無名沉聲道:「我不知道答案,但我記得那時候我動了心。」77Please respect copyright.PENANA98d5EiRoCt
77Please respect copyright.PENANAwsTHPDT1kD
書影低笑:「動心,便要書之?那筆冊成了什麼?心動紀錄器?還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀?」77Please respect copyright.PENANAeGVC6iDBFg
77Please respect copyright.PENANApSlcE3E8NW
無名一字一字地回答:「筆,不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆,是為了不讓自己忘記,自己曾經不知道。」77Please respect copyright.PENANAvjMhEy4cTO
77Please respect copyright.PENANAFpBwD98ifS
書影靜了數息,沉默凝視著他。77Please respect copyright.PENANAoNJk8TIzDH
77Please respect copyright.PENANAKQZZvaas5r
最後,筆冊驟然合頁,墨海崩散,心象碎裂成白光。77Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5UOYKnuvD
77Please respect copyright.PENANAgq3FeJhSGV
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒,背脊冷汗未乾,筆冊仍在手中,未曾動過。77Please respect copyright.PENANAWkaQczpzZR
77Please respect copyright.PENANAOY7AmMu4VH
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——77Please respect copyright.PENANADxNem2K11I
77Please respect copyright.PENANA5HeqP9QfoY
「若問者不能自答,筆即不答之。」77Please respect copyright.PENANAwCtFxhzh4V
77Please respect copyright.PENANAwCx1vc5zWb
筆冊無聲闔上,天色轉冷。77Please respect copyright.PENANAflNJJIPf0z
77Please respect copyright.PENANA8Q4Wv7eXdD
他的手仍握著筆,卻再無勇氣提起。
77Please respect copyright.PENANAhw57KWNnEU
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77Please respect copyright.PENANA2lM8mPsIXS
無名靜坐於枯石之上,雙目垂下,筆冊攤開在膝頭,頁頁雪白如初。77Please respect copyright.PENANAWnCeFCeG4u
77Please respect copyright.PENANAzdmVZT6n0W
他再次嘗試提筆,這一次不寫任何語句,只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙,便忽然一震,如被反彈之力推開。77Please respect copyright.PENANAoIGX2piH9q
77Please respect copyright.PENANATmQUhebYLG
他的手微顫,再度落筆,紙頁竟捲起如波,筆尖未至,筆鋒已自碎。77Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8rNGa9lSX
77Please respect copyright.PENANAwh4LbXWWoi
筆冊中央,浮起一道極細的裂紋,如書頁之折線,自中軸斜斜而裂,輕如息卻深如刃。77Please respect copyright.PENANAoqbqejgFGR
77Please respect copyright.PENANAWNAqUhyWY0
那一刻他明白——筆冊,不再容他書寫。77Please respect copyright.PENANAtNuneF2eTU
77Please respect copyright.PENANAmbgbBIUCeF
筆非碎,書非毀,卻在排拒他本身。77Please respect copyright.PENANApOi5mpsfTH
77Please respect copyright.PENANAKgrZsEsSzH
風從斷紋中穿過,如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音,自書頁深處傳來,不是語音,不是念語,是一種無形的抵抗。77Please respect copyright.PENANAKUbcxejfhJ
77Please respect copyright.PENANAEJglUuwZmT
「你不是問者了。」77Please respect copyright.PENANA2xB4vLEDWb
77Please respect copyright.PENANARAmU3ni0bB
這句話無從而來,無形所現,卻重如山崩,將他整個人壓下。77Please respect copyright.PENANAGkvfxDMD5x
77Please respect copyright.PENANANNqGhP4tFg
無名張口,卻無聲。他想問:「為何我不是?」卻無一語能出,彷彿不配提問。77Please respect copyright.PENANAC3EV8iCsZU
77Please respect copyright.PENANAKYO3kFXkxm
筆冊緩緩闔上,如不願與他對話。77Please respect copyright.PENANA2LUsz6lERw
77Please respect copyright.PENANAOOJnG7JkFm
他低頭望著自己手中的筆,那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆,卻在此刻,顯得比石更冷,比雪更遠。77Please respect copyright.PENANA1i8jb2JmP5
77Please respect copyright.PENANAc9lwiW1EeH
他緩緩放下筆,將筆橫置膝前,低聲說道:77Please respect copyright.PENANAhrV7OURUFL
77Please respect copyright.PENANAvsCfK4lXma
「若筆不再信我之問,那我是否……再無問可書?」77Please respect copyright.PENANA6RwTbfI7Xd
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無人回答。77Please respect copyright.PENANAoCJDaSAVZX
77Please respect copyright.PENANAFUeiGJYgYU
書頁無聲,筆拒其心。書冊未毀,問已不續。77Please respect copyright.PENANAEAe6tTrjzL
77Please respect copyright.PENANARcYQyzLn9e
他明白,此非筆毀,而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
77Please respect copyright.PENANAKTi0drtW1w
77Please respect copyright.PENANAIxI2NLDCgY
問界深處,七宗心盤高臺上,觀測者接連傳來異動警示。77Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ll3r6M909
77Please respect copyright.PENANABSM2kQq4P6
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺,她名喚「厲瑤言」,面容清冷,手執空訣,心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝,聲音清晰卻無情:77Please respect copyright.PENANAlMXvAs0oKL
77Please respect copyright.PENANAJaHHH9iDpJ
「此人筆冊已拒主,書問失綱,應封。」77Please respect copyright.PENANARaTJUOydjb
77Please respect copyright.PENANAq4hYJQo6d7
旁側,武衡宗項悲風抬眼,沉吟道:「拒主不等於毀問,或許……是他心問未穩,筆自止。」77Please respect copyright.PENANAnTbzsvEm6v
77Please respect copyright.PENANAa4YanwDIAH
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座,冷笑聲中透骨:「問者之筆,若不服問者,則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者,便是狂。」77Please respect copyright.PENANAcOzoJr3Zpv
77Please respect copyright.PENANAnBr7gl2wBF
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆,記下觀盤紋變,語氣柔和卻不無警示:「筆冊未毀、心象未亂,僅以『拒』判封,過重。」77Please respect copyright.PENANAPwkxhZ4uvH
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而真籙宗心臺中央,一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂,光紋閃爍間,浮現出無名的心象殘痕,不成字、不成句、亦非象。77Please respect copyright.PENANAuPhtZzG1d2
77Please respect copyright.PENANA5z72A3VC6p
真籙宗使者低語:「此為非象之象,或許……非止人之問,乃界之回。」77Please respect copyright.PENANACWzkli1YjE
77Please respect copyright.PENANA8YZvPy7SmS
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句:「無象可記者,不可留筆。此例若開,界將無律。」77Please respect copyright.PENANAgNys9QpX4V
77Please respect copyright.PENANACFjM3UbY7B
眾聲爭論未決,心盤共振,浮出一句系統性心盤預判語:77Please respect copyright.PENANAOnemIsREYy
77Please respect copyright.PENANAzsgT1qj6aq
——「問者筆冊失控三級,預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」77Please respect copyright.PENANA9RtpF0iTKZ
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此言一出,六宗觀者同時凝神,七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。77Please respect copyright.PENANA0Qa1gjxO0V
77Please respect copyright.PENANAa3HWtRYlYR
項悲風垂首,目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意,冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀,手中空訣凝成碎影,似擬筆裁問。77Please respect copyright.PENANAQMNeM6dMXc
77Please respect copyright.PENANAy2QkHnmGZc
筆冊尚未崩裂,議決之聲已先臨。77Please respect copyright.PENANAzmdPWX3qsy
77Please respect copyright.PENANAHCnU5rLsu5
七宗,從觀問轉為審問,從外察轉為內斷。77Please respect copyright.PENANANLYjRkDiWC
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此為問界筆冊紀錄中,首次記載:「問者失控,筆冊拒主。」
77Please respect copyright.PENANApK3SqulTb9
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無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上,天色已沉,暮色灑落如灰墨,他眼前的筆冊,靜靜躺著,闔上,未再震動,也不再翻頁。77Please respect copyright.PENANAzu2OT4n5qY
77Please respect copyright.PENANArm922u4XAA
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中,但像握著一枚冷鐵,無暖、無息、無應。77Please respect copyright.PENANAxf7OF0YVuE
77Please respect copyright.PENANAwyZHAz5Nmh
他曾以為,問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆,筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見,他忽然不確定了。77Please respect copyright.PENANA45OOhN1zr3
77Please respect copyright.PENANAuxv8IljNRl
「若我無筆,還能問嗎?」77Please respect copyright.PENANAnOuBYgp3EC
77Please respect copyright.PENANARTwtIdeIoC
他問這句話時,無人聽見。楚紅練不在,林慧芳亦不在,丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光,從霧中透出,薄如問影。77Please respect copyright.PENANA7itRbmeRET
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他低頭看自己的掌心,那曾為千問所記之筆冊,如今彷彿從他生命中抽離,不再是器物,而是一段被拒絕的過去。77Please respect copyright.PENANAcdvBIXYaOG
77Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZDrZBK0B6
他忽然想起許久以前,在某個幻界之底,他曾問過:「問,是為了答案,還是為了不斷問?」77Please respect copyright.PENANAwL2ocqjVRj
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當時他記下這句話,是想以後回來看——現在他來了,那答案卻只剩靜默。77Please respect copyright.PENANAUoMyqWIB3R
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他試著閉上眼,在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下,心中默問:77Please respect copyright.PENANAz8EE7yN8re
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「我還在嗎?」77Please respect copyright.PENANAfVThtzMrrK
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這一問無聲無象,卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響,如無筆之印。77Please respect copyright.PENANAT0h9cZPvrl
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幻界遠處,天際深紋再現,一條極淡之裂,延伸向無名所在之地,如回應他的默問——77Please respect copyright.PENANACbkGkRCCkX
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但無字,無語,只有一道問的感覺。77Please respect copyright.PENANAeRI6khhjMR
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他睜眼,第一次明白:問,不必藉筆;念,不需落字。77Please respect copyright.PENANAntFBa5qUHG
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他緩緩收起筆冊,將之懷中藏起,手中空空如初,卻覺得那空,不再只是遺失,而是一種準備。77Please respect copyright.PENANAQoKVV7Cdm2
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「無筆,不是終點。」77Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4Zt1oN73g
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「或許,是我真正要開始問的起點。」77Please respect copyright.PENANAHSLTvoFtnr
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此刻的他,不再是筆之問者,而是——無筆之人。
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