筆者之問（一）：革筆當自律否49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxRB6fwU7y
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問壁之記流傳已遍及七郡，筆魂之顯亦由無心而至有意。筆革四人於雲南問林堂再議，首次將「問筆之責」提上檯面。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpn0LUJR2d
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林慧芳率先拍桌：「我們當初寫，只為破封，如今有人書出問語卻引人幻覺自裂，這筆還能任其自流嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprgdIWORLr
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3jKpGtZSO
楚紅練靜坐窗前，低聲應道：「筆可問人，但須問己。若問者無心而筆重千斤，是筆之錯，還是問之失？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhJD1daSpg
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塵飛揚沉聲補上：「我們不是律宗，不是為了立規來限制人。但我們若不立一線，他日有人問出滅界之語，那筆豈不是從我們手裡流出去的刀？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2UtmqCGVP
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIkyFwOWPD
眾人一時無言。堂中只剩風拂書冊的聲音。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbby0mqsLss
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuQSdEiSVJ
無名閉目良久，緩緩睜眼，語調平靜卻透骨：「我曾說，筆是記問者之器。但如今筆已入世，便再不是我們私記的書本。若我們不為之立心，它便會被人立形。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXkB6bytmK
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7MsNZZ7mF
林慧芳挑眉：「所以你贊成立約？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BOPrBpZ7y
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUi6CmluWQ2
無名點頭：「不是約束他人，而是為了讓我們自己記得——我們為何要問，怎樣才算是問。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2HNG5iv4z
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyXDow5wb5
塵飛揚提筆於竹簡上書下一句：「問筆非禁，但須自審。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvReYzcyTi
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這是問革之中，首次有文字，被定作「筆者自律之首約」。
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49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkK6XAE0uUd
筆者之問（二）：筆若問你，你可答之
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夜幕垂落，雲南問林堂燈火已息，無名獨坐書齋一隅，面前攤開的筆冊如常無聲。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPumT0SmW2
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpIG6aOSbG
他欲再書《問者五準》草句，筆尖剛至紙面，紙頁竟輕輕震動，一行墨影無聲顯現：49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJROLWveLQd
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mBDsw2Gf4
「你為何書問他人，卻避問自己？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvuFFQbNe3
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCeS3mEVXp
無名手中微顫，那不是他寫的字跡，亦非筆冊自書之語，而是界心筆魂映問。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnY4HAQE17Q
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThe7pXx4OG
書頁再次翻動，浮出一頁過往記語：「破相者無相之相，問者無問之名。」其上竟赫然蓋上一行新墨：49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0ARUz7kat
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zmAUx4lqN
「此句你記之時，可曾問過自己？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaW7fqMeRC
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMg3hcYPhGm
他心中泛起悸動。筆冊再顯一頁，是多年前他筆記於心海迷境的自問：「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIq9ddHSKG
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZUwtxsC7l
此刻，那頁紙自燃，化為灰燼，一語無聲浮現其中：「你從未真正問過這句話。你只是寫下它。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC9sofGhUA
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmMB00KeT8
筆冊頁面竟隱隱浮現人形，一道與無名幾無二致的筆魂之影，自冊中現形，緩緩抬頭。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDu6c2qNG3H
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0G1QGV525
那影開口，語聲與無名相同：「你記下無數問題，但你可曾回答過哪一個？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvRrelJx0f
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BTZOR22O7
無名對視那影，沉默如山。書房無風，心界卻起波瀾。筆不再是書他人之語，而是將他引向自己深處的問——那從未真正開口的問。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9eQ8x0xfJ
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcRqjaQTlj
頁角一句暗墨閃現：「筆若問你，你可答之？」
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49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOJpGFc1ny
筆者之問（三）：問者之名，非筆能代
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無名凝視筆冊中那與他無異的筆魂之影，胸口如壓一塊寒鐵。那影坐於紙頁之上，如鏡映心，語聲雖靜卻如鼓。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXAEqTALsM
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp56hPmDCQ
「你筆記他人千問，書界百念，可曾於這冊中，留下一語屬於你自己？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa51tQzc3K9
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIApaEUuBZ
無名反問：「我所書，即我所問。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQpKrHnjvS
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2I0eMnGjr
筆影輕笑：「你問者之名四處流傳，問魂應筆、界心默許，但你從未問過——你自己是誰？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP8qDg9FsW
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEMWQ9T35Z
四周筆頁忽翻如風，一頁頁書中浮現千百語句，皆是他問他人之語：「你為何欺己？」「你可真信？」「你問誰時最怕答案？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTqSTktWfU
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfrfs3C5NS
而他自己的語句——寥寥幾筆，皆未成句，浮現即隱，無一敢直書其心。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyhTApLdh5
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWIAkngP9U
「筆能代書，但不能代心。」筆影冷聲，「你既記筆為問者，卻避開真正的問——你問不是為問，而是為證你還在問。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAa4Bnz68U
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3M9DtAS47
無名沉聲反問：「若不記，問焉存？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaVlXBbiMm
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vMhmfRYhI
「若未問自己，所記皆空。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTgBD4BL2d
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7LAFKyxtJ
筆影起立，步出冊頁之外，化為一道墨影立於無名面前，語聲低如地鳴：「你若不敢記你之問，他日他人書你之名，便是錯問之源。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuDAzYJssW
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6YQY85mU9
筆冊再現一語，沉於心頁角落：49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1OYYQmqYg
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjfQ94D3BY
「問者之名，不由筆成，惟由自問可立。」
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49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Gjmu49txz
筆者之問（四）：你是否相信你之問？
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無名靜立於筆魂影前，忽然四周書頁崩塌，意象大變，他被捲入一處無聲心界。那是一方無地無天、唯有灰影浮沉的筆海，每一筆皆為他曾書過之語，筆劃如潮、聲聲入骨。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp3C4wSL1z
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYP7T7Pk1Qn
「你記這麼多問，是為什麼？」筆魂之聲從四方而來。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIcK5IbAMR
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4vTIJvYdY
他試圖回答，卻發現每開口一次，便有一筆沉入海底。他忽然看見一幕幕過往——他於山中孤問天道、於市井觀人百態、於迷夢中記幻所言，但從未有一次，是他直問自身。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiUFI2LErO
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmYG456ltt
「你記筆，是為了不忘他人之問；但你可曾想過，若你忘了自己之問，那筆還有什麼意義？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tNcn3FgPY
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnnj4k9RAH
海面驟裂，一道倒影浮現——是他自己，在夢中掩面書字，筆下之語斷續混亂：「我想問……但我怕我問了，就不配再書他人之問。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr97BKGwqNU
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedFa6zXJYj
無名眼神一震。他第一次見到——那才是真正的自己，懷疑、恐懼、渴望、卻不敢開口。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTcXNjMl68
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjceFGhcdqw
「你是否相信你之問？」筆魂再問。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao2vWxdqND
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UNcghcJIW
他緩緩抬眼，低聲回應：「我曾不敢。但若我不信，那我今日所書皆為偽筆。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq3tIbpCq9
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ptFucT8WK
他伸手取起筆魂之影化出的書筆，筆端未沾墨，卻自顯其光。他於心界中書下一語：49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41RPAqYtNl
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vwerQj6kB
「我問的，不是為知；是為不被忘。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyypWrQZHm
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN4ryJY8UQ
筆下光痕洇開，心界如潮漸平。那筆，第一次，是為他自己所問。
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筆者之問（五）：筆中現語，界心為證
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無名自心界中緩緩甦醒，雙目微張，書房依舊靜謐，唯獨筆冊中央浮現一行墨語，無筆而成。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipgJrmEtxl
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQBSMA9PPF
「問筆者，不為書他人，而為不書己之時仍敢持筆。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl79Wa20623
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dpljvXmCn
這不是無名所寫，也非筆魂所映，而是界心首次主動於冊中記語，無徵兆，無預警，卻如界律本章，自書其則。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0iNctsD0K
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XKS3r7mLr
他靜坐良久，翻閱整冊，只見過往所記之問皆未動，唯此語懸於心頁之中，字痕微動，如靜水起紋。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZksVcCc7Ri
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFR6E9QUNVn
林慧芳輕步走入書房，看見他失神對冊，問道：「你在看什麼？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4juWX8Vxib
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrDk5t2htf
無名抬眼：「界心，記了我一句未寫之語。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodeon6hgLW
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X5CPeXACd
她一怔，翻閱書冊，看見那行字，神情頓時嚴肅：「這句……不像是你的筆風。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ91WfXSDOc
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyXE5vxE4i
「不是我。」無名輕聲，「是界在問我：你敢不敢，在無人知你問的是誰的時候，仍然持筆。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnsRoMTiF2
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38ouHGYMsQ
她默然良久，忽而轉身：「那這筆，就不再只是你的了。你不只是記筆者，你——是被筆記者。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwlBqclWD5
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4YHSMHcM2
無名垂目，看著那句話一字字淡去，最終歸於無痕。唯餘一語，自他心中回響：49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo6BWty8t0
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2y4BGhWFs
「問者之筆，不能書己之問者，不配書天下之問。」
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49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcDjbGam3H
筆者之問（六）：問準立，第五筆影現
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「問之筆成五，心之一缺未補。若其來，須以自問為引，破心而入。名不見，不等於未現；問不書，不等於無問。」
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49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRmxiYe6RW
筆冊所書五準初成之際，問林堂之外，遠方筆碑忽然微震，碑心浮現一道新裂。殘裂之中浮出一行界語：「五問未齊，筆碑不立。」光痕旋即沒入石中，僅餘一道未書之位，如為第五筆者預留。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReN5giZVlL
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9b9yjtAlt
林慧芳望著冊中筆影，忽然低聲說：「第五問，不是誰的名字，而是誰敢寫他不願寫的那一句。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfp9MuYrhvb
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1omx8koUt6
楚紅練亦道：「筆非簽名之器，而是承問之人。第五人，不一定是後來者，可能是——我們之中最久未敢問的那一個。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGtUDotsLT
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpsiPZ1pyV
塵飛揚眼神一沉，語氣穩定：「若第五筆要來，就讓我們撐住這個序，等他敢提筆的那天。」
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